Dear Dean,

I was right, the sleepover was amazing. I loved every moment I got to spend with you; it was magical... fingers trailing each other's skin, eyes gazing into each other, mouths lingering on the other… As I said, magical. It was simply perfect.

Sleeping alone the next night wasn't as fun... I rolled in my bed for a long time before I managed to fall asleep. It was hard waking up in the middle of the night, trying to snuggle closer to you and you not being there. Waking up in the morning was also hard, since you weren't there to kiss my face until I was ready to finally open my eyes and face the sunlight.

But this is life, I can't sleep next to you everyday yet, and I certainly can't wait for the moment I will be able to do that.

Our relationship hasn't been a sexual one yet, both of us always aim close to it, but we never actually did something. I am thinking about it, though… I think it will be weird, that I will not know exactly what to do and that I will screw up, but I can't stop myself from wishing to do it.

You're coming over today, we're gonna watch a movie and, if we're lucky, we might be able to convince mom and dad to let you stay here instead of going home. It's not like we're gonna do the nasty tonight, but having you close to me again all night will be good and hopefully it will sooth the longing I feel in my heart whenever we're apart. It warms my heart just knowing there's a possibility of not waking up alone tomorrow.

My brother asked how you were, he keeps asking about you, but I'm not sure if just wants to check we're still together or if he really wants to know. I think he mostly wants to know if you broke my heart and left me, so he can hate you… Don't worry, Dean, we will work past this. I think we should try to hang out in my place a bit more often so that he gets used to seeing you around and stops being a little bitch.

Sam and I have been texting each other lately. He keeps sending me questions, like "How are your dates going?" or "Did he tell you he wines everytime he wakes up in the middle of night? He calls out your name and it's becoming very annoying because he always ends up waking me up." but sometimes, we talk about other things, not related to you at all "Cas! Can you help me with my History paper?" or "Have you read Harry Potter yet? I need someone to talk to! Dean says he doesn't want to read them. Cas. You. Have. To. Read. Them. Trust me!". It's very fascinating seeing how your brother is becoming my friend, without getting too close. I like Sam, he's a very interesting person who keeps trying to make me a better reader. Don't tell him yet, but I am reading Harry Potter 1 now; I'm quite enjoying it actually, it's a very interesting way to put society in.

Love,

Cas.


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