Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha or any of his characters. They all belong to Takahashi. This is just an interesting twist in the story that I made.
To be spilt in half by body only to be one with by soul and love
Kikyo
"I don't believe this!" I shouted. "Why does InuYasha wish to be with that whore? She is nothing more than a replica of me! What does he see in her?" While I was ranting to myself I was pacing around the clearing where InuYasha had left me. There has to be some reason why. But what? He doesn't know what Kagome really is either. I do! If he did, this would be even worse than it already is.
Why are you doing this, Kikyo? This isn't how we used to be. Damn it! That voice again. Kikyo, even if InuYasha had chosen her back then over us, we would have let him go. He is right; we can never accept all of him like she can. She is perfect for him. It wouldn't have lasted long anyway. Kagome is a kind hearted girl who loves him for who he is. And once she finds out what she really is, things will be even better for them. We need to be laid to rest, Kikyo. So we can be with Dr.Suikotsu. Remember him? We fell in love with him not long after we met him. But then you started growing more hatred into our heart and forgot about him. The only reason you insist on InuYasha is because you want control over him. We were never meant to be with him…but with Dr. Suikotsu. He is waiting for us. We must go to him and rest in piece.
"Silence!" I shouted. The voice in my head was the kind-hearted Kikyo that had lived all those years ago. Not anymore, I thought.
A dark chuckle interrupted my thoughts and I turned around, aiming an arrow at the source. My eyes narrowed when I realized who it was. Naraku. "Why hello, Kikyo. How have you been?"
I lowered my bow and smiled at him, "I have been better. How about you, Naraku?"
His smile grew wider, "I have been very well, Kikyo. Thank you for thinking about me." He said walking towards me. "You know? This Kikyo is a lot more delectable than that other Kikyo fifty three years ago. You are much more spicy than she was." He said and traced a finger from my shoulder down to my lower back.
I smiled and leaned into his touch, "I'm glad that you think so." I purred letting his hand wander lower. It didn't take long for that voice to come back and scream, Kikyo, stop! Don't do this! I immediately slammed that voice into the back of my head and continued to feel the pleasures of Naraku's touch. I thought, This side of my feels lust for him. And something else, but what?
I moaned as he leaned in closer and started kissing my neck. One of his hands was resting on the small of my back, holding me to him, while the other was on my shoulder, pulling my kimono to the side. He trailed his lips across my throat and down to my bare shoulder and started licking me there. I shivered at the pleasure he was giving me. I could feel the hand that held me to him creep up my back and untied the ribbon in my hair. I felt it fall heave around me and felt his hand comb through it.
He brought his tongue from my shoulder, up my neck and across my lips. He chuckled,
"Are you going to let me kiss you, Kikyo?" He asked, his voice vibrating with lust.
I was about to answer when that voice shook my whole body, Don't let him, Kikyo! You know what he has done to us in the past. Push him away! PUSH HIM AWAY! I grabbed my head in my hands as I staggered back and fell to the ground. Leave me! I tried to say.
I could hear Naraku run towards me then kneel beside me. He brushed my hair from my face before asking frantically, "Kikyo! What's the matter, my sweet?"
I took a jagged breath before hissing, "The Kikyo from before. She's not dead. She is still inside my head. I can hear her voice, and she keeps trying to regain control of our body." I looked up at him, tears escaping my eyes. ". She wants us to die. And I don't want to die! I want to live."
His face became grim and then he leaned into my ear, "Be still, my sweet. This will be painful but quick, I assure you." He leaned back, and then he covered my face with his hand.
I was confused at first at what he was doing. Then the most excruciating pain whipped through my body and I screamed. His hand tightened on my face as I began to struggle against his hold on me. I was screaming with all my might at the pain. I felt as if my body was being ripped apart. Like something had gotten a hold of me and then started to pull. My bones felt like that were all being snapped. Wait! My…my…bones? I had bones. Hoe is that possible. I am a clay doll brought to life!
What is Naraku doing to me? I thought frantically as the pain only grew more intense with each passing moment. "Not much longer, Kikyo. Its almost over. Just be patient." He whispered.
After a few more long and painful moments, there was huge bang and it seemed as if the pain was pulled of my body and thrown across the clearing. Naraku removed his hand from my face and I took in a painful gasp. He whispered soothing words into my ears, trying to calm down my breathing and the pounding in my chest. Pounding in my chest? I lifted me hand to place it above my left breast. I have a heartbeat! I have a heart. What did he do to me? "Naraku? What…what has…" I couldn't find the right words to ask him.
He merely chuckled and nipped at my ear before saying, "Look over there, my sweet. And then you'll see."
I looked at the direction he was pointing at, and I froze in shock. There laid a naked woman sprawled on the ground, facing away from us. But once glimpse of her back was all I needed. "Is that…me?"
"No, my sweet. That's her." He said.
"Her?" I gasped as it finally hit me, "You mean that she is the Kikyo from the past? The voice in my head?"
He chuckled again and licked my cheek, "Right you are, Kikyo. That over there is the kind-hearted Kikyo who once lived fifty three years ago. There was still a remainder of her when she was resurrected into who you are today. She had control of your body most of the time. And then, as InuYash was feeling more for Kagome, she felt the hatred growing inside of her. Thus, giving birth you. The evil Kikyo. The one I desire far more than that moron Onigumo did for that Kikyo over there." He then brought his lips to mine, kissing me hard with a long lust, "And since a speck of her still lived inside of you, I pulled her out. Right from your mind."
I cast another glance at the woman, Kikyo, and then back to Naraku, "What will we do with her?"
He gave me another kiss before saying, "Like you, she is a living person once again. So if we leave her here, she will most likely perish from the cold. You however," He said with a purr, "I want to take you back to my castle. Stay with me there, and I will give you anything you want. We can also finally bring the death of InuYasha and the others together. Also, with you no longer being a priestess, I can give you pleasures in bed that you never have gotten to experience. How does that sound, my sweet?" He asked before descending his mouth onto mine again.
His tongue ran across my lips, demanding entrance until I complied. I finally gave up the fight and let him in. His tongue swirled with mine, gaining dominance as he received nothing but moans coming from my throat. After a long moment, I pulled away and said, "Yes. Take me to your castle and let me live with you, Naraku my beloved."
He didn't need to say anymore. After those words, he lifted me in his arms and carried me away. A barrier surrounded us, and we flew away. Leaving the other Kikyo behind to die.
Kind Kikyo
The last thing I remembered was fighting with myself to stop from letting Naraku touch us any further. Then I felt as if I was being pulled of a large weight, with my skin attached. I felt like my bones were being broken apart from each other from the separation, and then…I was thrown across the clearing and landed on my side with a loud thump! I couldn't move. My body still ached, and I was very cold. I was supposed to be dead. Then I could feel my heart beating in my chest and my lunges moving as I breathed in air. I had organs again. I was beginning to wonder where Naraku was at…then I heard my voice in the distance.
"Is that…me?" I asked. I asked? I didn't say anything! Than it dawned on me. The pulling, the horrible pain. He pulled me out of from the back of our mind and threw me out! I was an entirely different body. We were both separated. She has her own body and I have mine. And we live again!
But I can't move! I imagine that she can't either. She must have gone through as much pain as I did. However, I could here the disgusting sounds of her moaning and kissing with Naraku. It was sickening to listen to. Ugh! "Yes. Take me to your castle and let me live with you, Naraku my beloved." She was going to go with him! Has she gone mad?
No. She is just a different person that what I used to be. I heard her and Naraku as they took their leave, leaving me here to die again. She is the Kikyo filled with rage and despair. As am I the one who has not lost herself yet and has accepted things the way they are. Even that InuYasha and Kagome should be together. Kagome! Is she still in this world? She has to be. She can't die!
My thoughts were going in such a rush; I couldn't here the faint foot steps coming toward me. Is still couldn't move, so I was helpless to whoever stood above me.
I felt the person grab my shoulder and turn me over. I slowly lifted my eyelids and gazed up at the person a person who was now kneeling beside me. My breath caught, "Lady Kikyo? Is that really you?" Said the man above me with disbelief and happiness in his voice.
I finally found my voice, "Dr. Suikotsu?" I asked, my voice hoarse from lack of use.
He smiled down at me. "It appears I am not the only one has received a third chance at life, am I not?" He asked; his smile oh ever so dazzling.
I smiled back, "It appears not. I am so happy to see you again, Doctor. I have missed you so much." I said.
His smile widened, "And I have missed you. I am glad to have you back. If you will have me of course…Kikyo."
I felt tears of happiness trail down my cheeks, "Yes, I will have you…Suikotsu."
He smiled even wider and then he took off his jacket and laid it over me. In the next moment, he lifted me into his arms and carried me away. To his home. After I regain my strength, I will see if Kagome is still here. She needs to stay.
I sighed as I leaned into Suikotsu chest. So this what it feels…to be spilt in half by body only to be one with by soul and love. And all my love and soul is devoted to them man that was holding me in his arms.
