Love lost. Insanity lost.
Chapter 6
Part 1
Breaking Point
A story by: Deathbyscreams
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, I just play tea party with them.
"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for."
Previously:
"Where-where are we going?"
She turned her head to smile at me and nonchalantly replied, "Depends, where does Cullen live?"
"ehh….."
I sat in the car dazed. I just watched the trees pass by as Kathy drove to the Cullen's house. I saw the sun begin to set over the horizon. Charlie would probably be wondering where I was by now. I strangely didn't care. I just continued to gaze off into the sky watching the last beams of sun ray mix with the sky.
I finally saw the white house come in view. It gleamed; this house was the twilight of my soul. I always knew this, and seeing it here before my eyes just reinforced that fact. I watched it get bigger and bigger as Kathy drove up the winding road.
I began to get nervous coming to this house. I didn't want to come here, why did I let her take me here? I felt my breathes coming in shallower and shallower. I grabbed the passenger door handle and tried to stead my breathing. I gripped it as hard as I could until fist was bright white.
"What the fuck are you doing bells???"
I hadn't even realized what I was doing. I had grabbed the door handle and wrenched it open. I was doing anything in my power to get away from this house, the sin and hopes of my dreams.
I felt her stomp on the brakes as I felt myself fly out of the car. I felt a rush of air onto my face as I was lifted into a space. But then I felt impact, I felt my left side get thrashed into the dirt. I rolled a couple more feet and just stopped. I felt blood begin to trickle down my face and my wrist felt like it had been twisted off. I lay in the dirt just breathing.
I had officially lost my mind, had just flung myself of a car to get away from anything that still might have his smell on it. To get away from anything he touched, or cared about. I just stayed in the dirt because that was where I belonged.
I heard Kathy stop the car a few feet ahead. I also heard the crunch of the leaves as she walked towards my raged body. I felt her poke my body to see if I still was alive.
"Well what the fuck are you waiting for? Get up; what do you think I'm going to do, carry you?"
I finally got up. I tried to brush some of the leaves off my pants but couldn't because Kathy was already dragging me towards the car. She was very strong for her condition, surprisingly strong.
I watched her drag me past the car and down the road. How strange why weren't we taking the car?
"Why aren't we taking the car?"
"What the fuck do you think? I'm not letting you jump out of the fucking car again, dumb shit."
I don't think I was meant to hear the last part. I didn't respond, pretending like I didn't hear anything, because that was what I was good at, pretending.
We walked down the dirt path and all you could here was the shuffling of our feet and the slight breeze that picked up our sent.
We neared the house and I finally saw, that we weren't the only people to be visiting the Cullen house hold today.
Parked outside was a silver Volvo.
A/N
Sorry I'm having major writer's block, not writers block, just unmotivated to write this story.
So this chapter was a piece of crap. But whatever, I'm posting what i have so far for ch 6 because I might not continue this. You guys know what happens, you read the summary!
Tell me what to do, because I'm a second semester Junior and I need to do all these fucking test and college stuff.
So I won't waste my time writing this if it's bad.
Tell me to continue or not.
