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I still remember that day, that dreadful day where my dreams crumbled to the ground. I was perfectly fine, nothing was wrong with me; it just came in a surprise. Anna, Hotaru and I were off to our soccer finals; this was our chance to defeat the undefeated. We practiced day and night to make sure that we were more than capable of wining. It was the most exciting day of our senior year, many people would say argue and say that it would be Prom but not for us.

There was exactly 10 minutes left on the clock, we were leading by 4 points, that's when it all happened. I was about to pass the ball to Anna then my chest was suddenly in so much pain. It's as if I've been kicked and punched a hundred times. I fell on ground, coughing and wheezing in pain. Someone help me! I don't want to die yet. That's all I could think about. I could hear Anna and Hotaru screaming my name, my surrounding got hotter; it was getting difficult to breathe. I tried to reach out for something, for someone but I had no energy to do anything. I just wanted the pain to stop. Looks like God heard my prayer because everything went black.

"Mikan," Anna ran to my side as soon as I woke up. Where am I? Her face looked like she hasn't been sleeping for days. Her eyes were bloodshot red; it was filled with worries and sadness.

"Anna, what happened? Where's Hotaru," I asked. All I could remember was the pain – what caused it because I will do my best not to feel that much pain again.

"She's talking to her brother," I knew she wasn't telling me something. I held her hand, she squeezed it to comfort me but it felt like she was trying to comfort herself as well. Before I could ask any further questions Hotaru entered the room with her brother, Subaru. I could sense that they were trying to cover up something; I could see the pain in their eyes.

"How are you Mikan, you've been sleeping for 3 days," 3 days?! I was out that long?

"I'm feeling okay but how am I really," I wanted them to cut to the chase it was scaring me. I've never seen them like this before it was terrifying. They were looking at each other; they were hesitant on telling me.

"Mikan," Subaru sat on the bed and held my hand. I didn't like where this was going at all but I had to be strong, not only for me but for them as well.

"You have a tumor, you have lung cancer," Lung Cancer? But how? What did I do?

"No it can't be, I'm perfectly healthy," I covered my face and shook my head. I felt Anna and Hotaru embrace me but I couldn't feel anything at all. Everything around me shattered. My life shattered right before my eyes.

"It'll be okay, we can get through this together and Subaru has already called a specialist," Hotaru kept reassuring me that it would be okay but that didn't stop the tears from falling. Then the pain started again, I couldn't help but scream.

"Mikan," Hotaru yelled. It was getting worse; I curled into a ball and screamed in pain.

"Subaru! Do something," Hotaru ordered. Anna kept holding my hand; all I could do was squeeze her hand. I don't want to go through this - I don't want any of this at all. Please take the pain away… Please…


I took the pills, hoping that it'll never come back. They said that there's a chance of it not coming back but there's also a chance of it coming back. Subaru said I was lucky that it was still in Stage 1, he decided that it'd be best to have a surgery for it to be taken out and obviously I agreed with him. It's been about 3 years and there are still no sign of it. A ringing interrupted my thoughts; I looked at my phone and smiled.

"How's my angel doing," thank goodness he wasn't here or else he'd be teasing me at how easily he could make me blush.

"Could be better how about you,"

"What's wrong, did something happen," he asked, not bothering to answer my question. He never fails to think about me; every single day he would call me making sure that everything was good. I felt so loved which pains my heart because I haven't been completely honest with him.

"Nothing just missing you," I swear I could see that smirk on his face.

"I miss you too love, I'll be there soon okay," our conversation was then disrupted by an annoying voice.

"Natsumeeeeeee," this girl has been disrupting our conversation for days now, for some reason she always had the right timing. Natsume tells me that she's just a daughter of a business partner but it still bothered me. He would often tease me about my jealousy but I couldn't help it.

"I guess I'll talk to you some other time," I hang up the phone before he could reply. I felt bad for doing it but I didn't want to stay and here the conversation of the two. It just reminded me of how different we are. This was getting too complicated. Did I make the right decision? I rubbed my temples; all this thinking was beginning to give me headaches.


It's been a while since I heard Natsume's voice, he would occasionally text me but he hasn't called me since the last time. He must be really busy for work but I wish I could just hear his voice. I called his phone but it just lead to voice mail. What have I done?

"Hello," I instantly answered the phone when it rang, wishing it was Natsume.

"I hope you're not disappointed," Anna said. I must say that I was a bit disappointed but hey you can't blame me right? I guess I just really miss the guy.

"Of course not, I'm seeing you tomorrow, I'm excited," I exclaimed. I grabbed a suitcase from my closet and started packing my clothes.

"Well Hotaru and I can't wait, we have lots of things to tell you," I smiled. I can't wait to be reunited with them once again. I'm thrilled to spend 2 weeks with them; it'd be just like high school.

"I can't wait, you better have lots of food tasting for me," we laughed; I've always love trying different types of food. I guess you could say that I was Anna's food tester. We were laughing so much that I threw a coughing fit. I tried to slow down my breathing and calm myself. I caught my hand shivering as I grabbed the water on my table. This is nothing, this has happened before so it's no big deal.