It'd been a week since Clarke got back from Italy and the new semester at NYU had just started. Everyone in the house was currently busy getting their schedules in order and the apartment was more than a little chaotic, to say the least.

"RAVEN WHERE IS MY CURLING IRON?!" Clarke had had it with her best friend, she was constantly "borrowing" her things without asking and never bothering to put any of them back.

"RAVEN!" Clarke's face now holding a light red hue to it, proving the growing frustration this morning was causing her.

"Oh my god you psycho calm down, it's in my room." The dark haired girl replied casually. She didn't have class or work on Tuesdays so she was enjoying watching Clarke freak out.

"Well can you get it please? I have class in like 45 minutes and I don't want to be late." Clarke had been running around all morning getting ready and trying to organize her stuff. She'd been so distracted by Lexa the past week and now with Niylah never leaving her alone she didn't have any time to get ready for the new semester. She just wanted a day to herself with zero drama, but obviously that was asking too much.

"Here you go loser." Raven shoved the curling iron at the blonde, pissed that her breakfast time was being so rudely interrupted. "Can I eat in peace now?"

"Yeah, whatever, I just don't want to be late Rae. Also, side note, but not really, more like the opposite of side note because this is a big topic - you gave me literally the worst advice when you told me to hook up with Niylah. Now Lexa is getting under my skin about everything and Niylah won't leave me alone for even like 5 minutes. You didn't tell me that she actually likes me Raven, I thought she just wanted to hook up. I am so not ready to even consider dating anyone."

"What do you mean Lexa is getting under your skin? Do you need me to talk to her, cause I will." Shooting Clarke a protective look.

"No, don't do anything stupid Rae. I don't know, she's just really getting to me and it's dumb but I can't help it. She keeps saying that what I'm doing with Niylah doesn't bother her but I swear it does. I know Lexa and she would never be okay with this."

"Clarke why do you even care about her? She left you, remember? I was there to pick up the pieces when she left, do you really want to be with that kind of person again?"

"But how can she not care Rae..." Clarke tried to hold back her tears, the water already starting to swell in her eyes.

"Clarke...it's okay, it'll be okay. I know it's hard to get over her what with her being so close all the time but it'll get easier. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Niylah but I just didn't want you to freak out, she's a really great person and I feel like you two could be good for one another. I know that's hard to hear but maybe it's not such a bad idea."

"How the hell am I supposed to open myself up again to another person?"

"You can't keep living like you have been Clarke, I know it's hard but don't run away from this okay? You left to go to Italy to run away from your problems and I think it's time to start being happy again, you deserve that. You should go on a date with Niylah, maybe you'll find that you actually like the girl." Raven sat and continued to eat her cereal waiting for her best friend to respond.

Go on a date? Clarke hasn't been on a date in well...she can't even remember how long it's been. The thought kind of scared the girl. She thought that Raven was more than a little ridiculous for suggesting the idea but maybe it wasn't such a terrible thing. Clarke hadn't let herself be happy for the entirety of this past year and it's been slowly eating away at her. When she went away to Italy she hadn't really been thinking, all she knew was that if she stayed in New York for one more semester she would hate herself and the city that she called home. But it wasn't the city that broke her heart, and Clarke had to come to terms with that.

"Okay. I'll consider it."

Raven instantly put her cereal down at the blonde's words. "Seriously?"

"BUT that doesn't mean that I am for sure saying yes to this Rae."

"Whatever! At least you're considering it! I just want you to be happy Clarke." The dark haired girl wrapped her arms around the blonde and kissed the top of her head. "I'm proud of you Griff. My baby is growing up."

"Ew, okay mom..." The blonde teased letting a warm smile spread across her face. Clarke happily let her best friend embrace her and was thankful that she had someone who cared so much for her. "But seriously, thanks for talking to me about this Rae."

"No problem Griffin," Raven winked at the blonde and went back to eating her cereal.

"Oh my god it's almost 8:30 already? Fuck I need to go! I'll see you later Rae!"

"Weren't you going to curl your hair? You yelled at me for nothing! Do you realize you interrupted precious cereal time?!"

"I guess this mop on my head will have to do for today. You're such a baby. You literally had two bowls of cereal this morning before the one you're eating now." The blonde rolled her eyes at her friend, when it came to food, Raven was not to be messed with.

"Do you have a point?" Raven replied with an unamused look on her face.

"I guess there's no point in arguing with you about food, huh?"

"That's right, Griffin. I will eat my cereal and you will like it!" The dark haired girl flashed a smile at Clarke basking in her victory over the conversation.

"You're such a dork. Okay, I seriously need to go now. I'll see you later?" Clarke grabbed her things and made her way to the front of the apartment.

"Yup. I'm going grocery shopping later but I'll be home for most of the day."

"Grocery shopping? What, to buy Niylah more eggs so she can cook you breakfast?"

"Shut it. You don't need to know about my grocery business. Now leave before you're late and try to blame it on me, the caring and innocent best friend."

"Hah! Wow someone's got jokes this morning. Alright, I'm out! Wish me luck, mom!" She opened the door and quickly walked out hearing, "Good luck my little nerd!", shouted from behind her. She laughed at her best friend's response knowing that it was actually pretty accurate. Clarke worked really hard in school and she earned a 4.0 GPA because of that. Raven always made fun of her for being a geek and constantly studying in the library, but no one could deny that it seriously paid off.


"Lexaaa, stop you're distracting me." The blonde whined trying to focus on her chemistry notes from today's lecture. "Babe please, I seriously need to get an A on my midterm next wee- oh fuck okay don't stop doing that." Lexa smirked at her girlfriend's failed attempts at getting her to stop - her lips placing small kisses on the blonde's ear, lightly but with enough pressure to send shivers down the girl's spine.

"So do you feel like studying now?" Biting down hard on her ear, Lexa stood behind her girlfriend at her desk smiling when she heard the blonde reply with a soft moan. "I'll take that as a no?" Her lips traveled down Clarke's neck to her back, letting her tongue take over, licking slowly down the girl's spine.

Clarke was on fire. Lexa always managed to elicit these primal feelings from her that she had no idea she possessed. The guttural moan she released when Lexa bit down on her ear was deeper than her voice usually sounded and it surprised her how quickly her girlfriend reduced her to this quivering mess of hormones. She felt the girl behind her move her hands onto the sides of her stomach, pulling her shirt up and reaching down to play with the waistband of her sweats.

Lexa could feel the warmth coming from the blonde's center as her hands crept down into Clarke's underwear. Tangling her left hand in the mess of golden curls that fell down her girlfriend's back, Lexa pulled down roughly earning a loud moan from the girl in front of her. She leant down by the girl's ear breathing so close that Clarke couldn't help the goosebumps spreading out over her entire a body. "Tell me you want me inside you Clarke."

Clarke's hips immediately bucked forward at the sound of Lexa's command. Her underwear was so wrecked at this point that she was almost embarrassed. Almost.

"I want you on your knees in front of me. I want you to taste how fucking drenched I am for you. I want you to fuck me with your tongue until I cum all over your face Lexa."

The blonde knew that she was the one now in control. She could feel Lexa's breathing pick up speed against her ear and the quiet groan that she released.

"Jesus Clarke your mouth is so fucking dirty." Lexa turned the girl's chair around and knelt down in front of the blonde. Slowly taking the blonde's shirt off Lexa locked eyes with dark blue ones. She held the gaze as she discarded the girl's sweats. Lexa could see the obvious wet patch on Clarke's underwear and immediately felt her own wetness pool in her jeans, fuck, she could barely think right now.

"You okay there, babe?" Clarke smiled knowingly at her girlfriend who was obviously in a daze.

Lexa felt redness coat her cheeks in embarrassment of getting caught by her girlfriend. No girl had ever made her feel this way. "You're just really damn beautiful. I can't help but be in awe."

Clarke was at a loss for words, even when they were in the midst of heavy foreplay, Lexa managed to make her feel like the luckiest girl in the world. "You're amazing."

Deciding that it was time to get back to what they were doing Lexa replied with a cocky, "I know," pulling her girlfriend closer to her. "And I'm even more amazing with my tongue." Before Clarke could respond, Lexa bent down and sucked down hard on her clit, causing her to forget what they were even talking about.

"Holy shit yes."

Lexa licked down the length of Clarke's underwear taking in the heady scent of arousal that was drenched on the cotton fabric.

"Stop teasing me Lex. I need you inside me - please." The blonde begged. Her clit was throbbing uncontrollably, she thought she was going to come without even having to take her panties off.

Without hesitation the brunette ripped the underwear off Clarke and saw how bad her girlfriend was dripping for her. She licked her lips at the site and slowly brought her tongue down to the girl's center.

"Oh fuck Lexa." The blonde was already so close to coming and her body was on fire.

Lexa tasted her girlfriend and hummed at the sweetness of her arousal. Licking up to the girl's clit she made slow circles with her tongue. Clarke moaned loudly at the pleasure that shot through her entire body.

"Faster! Fuck I need you inside me now Lexa."

Lexa smiled into her girlfriend, loving when she begged her to fuck her. She circled faster and faster around the girl's clit knowing how close Clarke was to finishing.

"Oh my god I need you to fuck me - please baby -" the blonde's voice was coated with frustration and utter need for a release.

The brunette kissed slowly down her girlfriend's pussy enjoying how much it drove her crazy. Reaching her center, Lexa circled the entrance and slowly pushed inside. The girl above her letting out the loudest moan yet that sent pangs of arousal straight to her own center. She moved her tongue moved faster and faster inside the blonde.

Clarke's hands were gripping onto Lexa's hair, her hips grinding Lexa's face mercilessly. Looking down at her girlfriend's tongue inside her and her own come dripping down Lexa's face almost sent the blonde over the edge.

"You better come for me Clarke. Come on my face."

Her girlfriend's words caused the knot that was deep in her stomach to release and her hips bucked so hard into the brunette's face, "FUCK LEXA." Clarke screamed out feeling the effects of her orgasm everywhere throughout her body. "Oh my fucking god that felt so good.."

Lexa kissed her way up her girlfriend's body until she reached her lips and caught them in a searing kiss letting Clarke taste herself on her tongue. The blonde moaned into Lexa's mouth not expecting her own come to turn her on so much.

"Well this was way better than studying." Both girls smiled and giggled lightly as they moved from the chair to the bed. It was going to be a long night.


The door to apartment 13 opened and an exhausted blonde walked into the place. Her day was interesting to say the least, she definitely forgot how exhausting it was walking pretty much everywhere. In Italy she walked a lot but she also rode a moped and come on, it was Italy, it's not like she minded walking.

Walking into the living room Clarke took off her bag and fell onto one of the couches with a heap. "Oh yes I am never leaving you again couchy," the blonde said out loud to herself, cuddling up with one of the many pillows.

"Did you just call our couch, couchy?"

Clarke nearly fell off the couch at the sound of Niylah's voice coming from the hallway.

"Oh shit sorry did I scare you?"

"I mean yeah I almost had a heart attack but no biggie." Clarke smiled briefly at the other girl slightly annoyed that her alone time was interrupted.

"I'm sorry you just sounded cute, ya know, talking to the couch and whatnot." Niylah smiled at the blonde.

Clarke couldn't help but notice how sincere Niylah sounded when she talked to her. It was almost refreshing. The girl in front of her didn't hide herself from Clarke, she made her feelings apparent and that was so different than anything she'd dealt with before. Not to mention how nice it was that she didn't feel confused as hell when she was with her, which was certainly how she felt with a particular brunette. Niylah made things simple for Clarke and that was nice. Maybe Raven was right, she should try this out.

"Hey do you want to go out on a date tomorrow night?" The blonde blurted almost unaware that she asked it out loud.

"Oh! Um...wait, really?" Niylah was beyond confused. She had been getting mixed signals from Clarke all week long and she honestly didn't think that the girl was interested anymore.

"Yes. So do you want to or not?" Clarke may have decided to do this but that didn't mean that it was easy to go through with or ask.

"Yeah! I mean, yes, yes I do." Trying to hide her excitement, Niylah smiled lightly at her roommate.

"Okay, great. I guess I don't have to ask you where I should pick you up then huh?" Both girls shared a laugh, glad for the comic relief. "I'm gonna go pass out for like a day Nye, but I'll see you tomorrow, around 7?"

"Sounds good Clarke." Niylah turned to go back to her room and threw her fist into the air. Wow, okay that was cheesy but seriously, she was very surprised at what just happened. She finally had a date with the beautiful blonde.


"Anya pick up your damn phone! I swear to god if I have to leave one more voicemail I will come over to your apartment and kick your -"

"Hello?" The girl on the other line answering nonchalantly.

"I called you like ten times you loser! What kind of best friend are you!?"

"Wow. I'm so offended." Anya replied sarcastically.

"I seriously hate you sometimes."

"Good. Loving someone all the time is boring Lex. Okay so what is it that you have to confess to me best friend?"

"You're so weird."

"Thank you."

"Ok whatever, I have to talk to you about something and it needs to be in person."

"Lexa you know I have a strict schedule of not caring and avoiding people. Just tell me now."

"ANYA! I'm freaking out okay! I really need you!"

The other girl could hear the desperation in her best friend's voice and decided to cut the asshole crap.

"Woah, woah. Slow down babe. Okay, I'll meet you. Where and when?"

"I'm busy the rest of today and I have classes tomorrow but can we grab dinner tomorrow? Want to meet at that Thai place we always go to at 6:30?"

"Yeah that sounds fine Lex. You're scaring me! Don't do anything dumb between now and then, k?"

"Yeah I'll be fine. I just need to talk to you. Thanks for picking up finally, asshole. You need to hang out with me more or I might just find a new best friend."

"That will never happen because we are practically sisters and no one can deal with your shit better than I can. So stop playin and I'll see you tomorrow."

"Yeah, whatever."

"Love you Lex." Anya smiled into the phone, knowing her friend all too well.

"Love you too I guess." Lexa rolled her eyes at Anya's cocky attitude.

"That's what I thought."

The line went dead as Anya ended the call. No matter how much of a sarcastic ass she was, she was Lexa's closest friend and she wouldn't trade her for the world.


Clarke waited outside in the kitchen for Niylah to come out. She had been stuck at school for most of today and a night out honestly sounded good to the blonde. She looked down at her black tight jeans and leather boots she was wearing, hopefully this wasn't too casual, she hadn't dressed for a date in such a long time. When she asked Niylah out she wasn't even really thinking about it, the question just kind of came out. Clarke sighed to herself as she realized that she hadn't even picked out a restaurant yet. Wow what a great date I am. Why the hell did Niylah like her so much?

The sound of heels approaching on the wood floor brought the blonde out of her thoughts. Her roommate walked out into the kitchen and Clarke was honestly taken aback by the girl. She obviously put a lot of work into her simple yet elegant outfit. The girl had on a simple cream colored dress that reached down to her knees and a maroon leather jacket. Her long dirty blonde hair fell down in occasional braids that framed her face nicely, showing off the symmetry in her bone structure. The girl looked good and Clarke was suddenly regretting not putting more effort into this date.

"Wow, Nye, you look great."

"Thank you. So do you, Clarke." The girl awkwardly stood there waiting for the blonde to get up from the stool where she was sitting.

Feeling the awkward tension Clarke tried to speed up this conversation, "So I actually didn't exactly have a specific restaurant in mind for tonight, do you know of anywhere good that's close by?"

"Hmm. Actually, yeah! I just found this place that's only about five blocks from here if you're cool with trusting my taste in food." The girl chuckled.

"Yeah that sounds perfect," the blonde sent a warm smile towards Niylah and made her way to the door. "You first pretty lady," she said holding the door open for the taller girl.

"Wow, so polite of you Clarke Griffin. Who would've known?"

"Are you saying that I'm not polite?" The blonde gasped dramatically holding a hand to her heart. "That cuts deep Nye."

The taller girl laughed at this side of Clarke. This is why she started having feelings for the girl. Of course, her looks may have had something to do with it as well, but she loved this carefree side of the blonde - she didn't always show it and Niylah knew that something had happened in the past that caused her to hold onto the sadness she saw in Clarke's eyes. She still didn't know what happened but she had a feeling it had to do with Lexa. The girl frowned at the thought of Clarke's ex. She better not screw this up for her.


Walking into the restaurant, Clarke and Niylah are greeted by a short older lady and lead to a darker corner of the restaurant where they are seated. The restaurant is filled with the delicious smell of various types of curries and spices floating around the room. A loud grumbling sound erupted from Clarke's stomach and her cheeks reddened with embarrassment. "Wow I didn't even realize how hungry I am. This place looks amazing Nye how'd you find it?"

"Yeah this restaurant is so good. My friend from my drama class recommended it to me, I was searching for some good Thai restaurants because I haven't found a favorite yet here in this area. But I think this one takes the cake. Takes the curry? Is it weird to say cake in a Thai restaurant?"

"Wow you're a bigger dork than I am." Clarke laughed loudly at the expression on the girl's face. "What? Don't look sad, I'm a dork too." She smiled and Niylah perked up.

"Okay well I guess it's okay then." She leaned over and took the blonde's hand in hers, "thanks for asking me out tonight Clarke."

Clarke felt a little weird having her hand in Niylah's, sex was one thing, but holding hands was a completely different arena. She quickly pulled her hand away, feeling the anxiety start to take over and needing to retreat from these uneasy feelings. "Yeah well I just thought that we have this kind of weird thing going on and maybe it would be a good idea to see how it goes on a date."

Niylah's eyes fell to the table as Clarke pulled away from her but she quickly hid her disappointment and made eye contact with the blonde. "Well, I'm glad you asked." Wanting to switch topics since obviously the blonde was overwhelmed by what was happening Niylah looked at the menu. "I have no idea what to get, everything looks so good."

Thankful for the change of pace in their conversation Clarke let out a sigh of relief. "Yeah! I don't know I'm so hungry I could literally eat anything right now."


"Table for 2! Lexa!"

Lexa had met her best friend at the Thai Chili House and could not wait to be seated, this place was the best Thai restaurant in New York and the best part was that it was so close to her apartment.

"Okay loser, spill."

"Wow you never waste any time do you?"

"Lexa this place has the best food and if you're not done talking by the time it's here I'm afraid that you will be speaking to yourself for the rest of the night because I'll be busy stuffing my face. And if you don't know that already then I'm offended to call you my friend." The girl said in a serious tone looking down at the menu.

"Okay, fair point. Anya I don't even know where the fuck to start. These past two weeks have probably been the worst two weeks of my life, and that's seriously not an understatement."

"Jesus Lex what'd ya do now? I can never leave you by yourself can I?"

"No interrupting. I need to get this out. Okay so you know how you basically created my Facebook page so pretty much all of the pictures on there are of you?"

"Yeah…Is this some catfish shit? I do not have time for this Lexa."

"No! Listen! So I was looking for housing right and I went on the NYU housing page. There was this girl named Niylah who messaged me about her apartment so I agreed to live there and I signed the lease before I even saw the place, which I know is stupid, but I was desperate. So I get there and I meet my roommate which ended up being pretty awkward because she thought I was a stranger. Your pictures on Facebook confused her and she thought I was like robbing her or something. Anyway, we worked things out and I end up really liking the place but then when I start to get comfortable, guess who walks in."

"I don't know, Angelina Jolie? Ooh that would be some hot shit. Living with Angelina. Damn."

Lexa snapped her fingers in front of her friend, "Anya! Focus damn it."

"Sorry, got caught up in the fantasy." The blonde smiled to herself at the thought.

"Raven."

"What? Who?"

"RAVEN! Raven, Anya!"

"Clarke's Raven? How?!"

"Exactly. I fucking freaked. I fainted when she came in and started yelling at me. So yeah, I life with Raven. Aaaand that's not all."

"Oh my god, no. Wait. No it can't be.."

"Yeah."

"Holy SHIT Lex"

"You're telling me! I fucking live with her Anya. How the fuck does that happen?"

"Woooow. Oh my god. Wow you weren't kidding on the phone. I'm sorry I didn't pick up sooner Lex. How are you handling it so far?"

"Hmm let me think, I'm not. It's driving me insane. And the worst part is that Clarke hates my guts. She hates me. She slapped me Anya."

"She slapped you?! Well I would be pissed at her for slapping my best friend but you kind of deserve it."

"I know.."

"That's still not cool though. So are you going to move out?"

"I don't think I can. I signed the lease! I'm pretty much stuck there and it's not like I have anywhere else to go anyway."

"Well then how is it living with her? Do you two talk? I mean obviously you two have talked since she slapped you."

"We've had some run-ins…" Lexa looked down awkwardly at the table trying to avoid Anya's stare.

"What are you not telling me Lex..?" The blonde eyed her friend suspiciously. She was acting weirder than normal which is understandable considering the situation, but still.

"Um. Well she kind of has a thing with our roommate."

"Who? That Niylee girl?"

"It's Niylah, and yeah. I caught them having sex.."

"What!? Are you fucking serious?" Anya was so busy freaking out over what her friend had said that she didn't notice the tears streaming down Lexa's face. "Oh Lex...babe come here, come on this side of the booth." She scooted over making room for her friend. Lexa sat down next to her and buried her face into Anya's arms. "Hey, hey it's gonna be okay. You'll be okay." The older girl ran her hands through the brunette's hair trying to calm Lexa down.

The waiter had come to their table several times but Anya kept shooing them away, continuing to hold her friend. "Hey love, are you ready to eat?" The girl asked kissing Lexa on the top of her head hoping she was hungry, Anya was on the verge of eating her napkin she was so hungry. She felt the girl nod her head and silently cheered inside. "I love you okay? And I know I'm an asshole but you can always stay with me if you can't handle being there on some days."

"Thanks Anya. I'm glad you're only kind of an asshole right now." The brunette cracked a smile at her friend laughing when Anya threw her napkin at her face. "Let's order!"

The two girls were currently stuffing their faces with food when they looked up toward the entrance, hearing a familiar voice. Fuck. Of course out of all the restaurants Clarke could go to, she chose this one.

"You okay?" She heard Anya ask from across the table.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I can handle it, I mean I live with her right? I should be able to handle it." She said trying to convince herself more than anyone else.

Lexa turned back to her food when she glanced up and saw that Clarke was not alone. Who was behind her? No. No. No. Why was she here? She threw her fork down on the plate and frowned at the way Niylah smiled at Clarke. She could feel the anger seeping out of her pores.

"Woah. Um Lex, what the hell is going on? Why do you look like that..?"

"She's with her."

"Niylah?"

"Yeah. Her."

"Do you want to leave? We can go back to mine and just chill."

"I'm fine." Lexa gritted out from clenched teeth.

"Okay well if we stay here you need to calm down. You look like you're going to murder someone and it is not cute."

"How can she go on a date Anya? I never actually thought she had feelings for Niylah! Look at them! They're holding hands…" Lexa had to look away from her two roommates. She thought that Clarke was just trying to get back at her she never expected her to fall for the girl.

"Lex don't overthink this, Niylah probably asked Clarke out and Clarke is just being nice. Stop jumping to conclusions. Come on let's get out of here."

"She's going to the back Anya. There are bathrooms back there and I need to talk to her right now. Just wait here, please." She looked over to her friend with such sadness in her eyes that Anya couldn't argue.

"Don't do anything stupid Lex. I'll be here waiting."

"Thank you."

Lexa got up quickly from her booth and followed Clarke down the dark hall and to the right where the bathrooms were. She caught up to the blonde before she went in and grabbed her wrist. "What the hell?! Who are y-"

"Clarke, it's me."

"Lexa! What are you doing here?" Clarke was caught off guard by seeing her ex. She was the last person she thought she'd see here. Why the hell was she grabbing her arm?

"I came here with Anya." The brunette spoke quietly, almost too quiet for Clarke to hear.

"Anya's here?" The blonde questioned nervously. Her anxiety was coming back in full force again. Clarke noticed that the brunette was still holding her arm and she hadn't pulled away from her like she did Niylah. Why was it always different with Lexa? Why was she never able to resist her? The past week flashed by in her mind and she was reminded of why she was so angry at the girl. A waiter from the restaurant made his way down the hall attempting to pass the two girls and Clarke took the opportunity to pull her arm away and open the bathroom door. "Lexa leave me alone." She walked through the door and noticed that the dark room was a one person bathroom. When she tried to close the door on the brunette, the girl managed to push her way in and the door shut behind them.

Lexa's heart was pounding. She was so blind with jealousy that nothing else mattered but talking to Clarke and being next to Clarke, no matter how much she knew the girl hated her. She closed the door behind them, reaching behind Clarke and locking the door. She moved closer to the blonde, positioning herself so Clarke was forced to lean against the bathroom door. Lexa reached out and grabbed the girl's hand but Clarke pulled away.

"You need to get out Lexa." Clarke swallowed hard. Her hands were sweaty and she was struggling to keep her walls up.

"Why did you agree to go on a date with her?" Lexa tried to hide the emotion from her voice but she knew that Clarke could hear it.

"Why do you care? And I didn't agree to it, I asked her out." Clarke looked the girl in front of her up and down. She didn't know what Lexa was thinking but she knew that she was angry.

"You asked her out?" Lexa looked up into the blonde's eyes, her face etched with a hurt look that she couldn't hide.

Clarke was taken back by Lexa's reaction. "I thought that it didn't bother you what I did?"

"Well I guess that's that then. I'll leave Clarke." Lexa went to step around the blonde but was stopped by a hand on her arm. She looked down with surprise -

"Lexa, wait." Clarke didn't know what she was doing or why she was doing it but it's like her body took over and had to stop the girl from leaving.

"Do you like her Clarke?" Lexa took a step toward the blonde, their faces inches away from each other.

"Why? Tell me why you care. Tell me that it bothered you when you heard us fucking on the couch that night Lexa." Clarke spoke harshly, never breaking eye contact with the girl in front of her.

"Is that what you want from me Clarke? To tell you that I'm jealous? Are you really that naive to think that what you're doing doesn't bother me?! And you tell me I'm the fucked up one but there you were with Niylah, fucking on the couch where you very well knew that I could have seen you or heard you! And you kissed her on purpose in front of me to piss me off?" Lexa was so angry at the blonde she couldn't even think straight.

"Then why the fuck did you say that it didn't bother you Lexa? Why did you lie to me?"

"Because I fucked up when I left you Clarke and I couldn't be the one to stop you from being happy now." Lexa confessed, hanging her head to avoid the blonde's gaze.

"You're stopping me now! You came back here to ask me why I'm on a date with Niylah. Why is it different now than it was last week?" Clarke looked away from Lexa wanting so badly to shove her away and walk out of the bathroom. She made her so fucking mad, she had no right to control her.

"You never answered my question Clarke. Do you like Niylah? Yes or no."

Clarke could feel the brunette's breath on her face. She could see the darkened pupils that were taking over green. "I don't need to tell you Lexa." Her body was starting to heat up and she felt like she needed to get out of the room.

Lexa could feel Clarke react to her body being so close. "It's an easy question Clarke, why are you avoiding it?" She moved her face closer to the blonde's, making sure that she saw her lick her lips.

"I- I don't know Lexa." Clarke could almost feel Lexa's lips on hers, they were so close.

"I don't think you do. I think you still have feelings for me Clarke."

Clarke snapped at that. She shoved Lexa away and pinned her against the opposite wall in the bathroom. "Don't fucking tell me how I feel Lexa! You don't have that right!"

"Tell me it's not true and I'll leave right now Clarke." Lexa watched the blonde's eyes flicker down to her lips.

"I can't do that..."

Lexa barely heard the words that were coming out of the blonde's mouth, crashing her lips against Clarke's and reveling in how good the blonde tasted against her lips. She brought her hands up to blonde curls pulling her face closer to her own - desperate to feel every part of Clarke. The blonde bit down on Lexa's bottom lip and she moaned loudly into the room feeling every part of her body come alive.

Clarke didn't know what was happening, but she really did not care. She couldn't stop her lips from moving against Lexa's, it felt so fucking good. She licked the brunette's bottom lip asking for entrance and Lexa opened her mouth to let her tongue in. Clarke moaned deeply into Lexa's mouth feeling a familiar wetness pool in between her legs, something she hadn't quite felt with Niylah. She grabbed the brunette's wrists and pinned them above her head against the wall, her hips grinding into Lexa's.

Feeling Clarke take control of the situation, Lexa tilted her head back leaving her neck exposed. The blonde took notice of Lexa's submission and licked her way slowly up from the girl's collarbone to her neck sucking hard on the tanned flesh. "Clarke…" Lexa could barely form words. She moved one of her legs so that Clarke's leg was pushing up against her center that was aching to be touched. "Oh fuck…" The girl whispered letting her head fall back against the wall and grinding down hard on Clarke's leg.

"Are you wet for me?" Clarke couldn't stop herself from saying those words. Seeing Lexa grind down on her leg without mercy, head thrown back in ecstasy, was one the most erotic things she could imagine.

"Fuck Clarke I'm so wet." Lexa was so close to coming but she needed more friction against her clit. She angled her hips down so her clit was grinding directly on Clarke's leg. "Oh shit I'm gonna come soon."

Clarke could feel her impending orgasm get closer the more Lexa moaned and bit down on her lip from screaming. Lexa was the most beautiful person Clarke has ever seen and seeing her unravel in front of her own eyes turned her on beyond belief. The blonde captured Lexa's lips between her own sucking lightly on the girl's bottom lip, "come with me Lex", Clarke whispered against the brunette's bruised lips.

Lexa heard Clarke whisper those words and thought it the sexiest and most tender command the blonde had ever said to her. She pushed her lips against Clarke's, "I'm gonna come...oh fuck I'm coming Clarke!" She ground her hips down on the blonde's leg and felt her clit pulse so hard. The two girls pushed against each other's lips moaning into one another's mouths to stop from screaming out in pleasure. "Fuck Lex…" Clarke whispered against Lexa's ear. They breathed hard against one another basking in each other's presence. Lexa buried her head into the girl's neck and kissed Clarke's pulse point earning a satisfied hum from the blonde in response.

Hearing a loud knocking coming from the door jolted the girls out of their bliss like state. They both jumped away from one another and remembered exactly where they were.

"Clarke! Are you okay? You've been in here for awhile." Niylah called from outside the door.

"Shit…" The blonde whispered.

"I'm fine! I'll be out in a sec I think I just ate something bad." She yelled back to the girl on the other side. She felt terrible. How could she do that to Niylah.

"Oh okay I'm sorry! Well we can go home after you come out. I'll wait for you by the table." Clarke waited a second until she was sure that the girl was gone.

"I need to go." The blonde stated, trying not to look directly into the green eyes that had just caused her to come undone.

"Yeah." Lexa didn't know how to feel in this moment. She wanted Clarke, she always wanted Clarke but now things were a little beyond complicated. She walked to the mirror not looking at the blonde by the door. She turned slowly whispering in the blonde's direction, "I'm sorry Clarke. I'm sorry I left you. I wish I could take it all back."

She could hear the girl's soft cries but couldn't turn around to face her. After a long minute, Lexa turned back to look at the blonde's face but before she had the chance, Clarke slipped out from the bathroom and back into the restaurant.