~*Logan's P.O.V*~
"You're kidding, right?" I said.
"Nope," Carlos said as he sat down on Kennedy's couch. "That's why he's so pissed about you getting her pregnant."
"So the fighting between Logan and Kendall isn't all my fault?" Kennedy asked quietly.
I embraced her in a hug and gave her a small kiss. "It's not your fault at all."
"We should get going," Carlos said when he glanced at the clock. "We don't want to be late to lunch." We headed for the door. "Oh, and nothing about the whole Kendall thing. I don't know if he wanted me to tell anybody."
~*Kennedy's P.O.V*~
I could feel people staring at me as I walked into the restaurant. Logan gave my hand a soft squeeze. I looked up at him. He gave me a reassuring smile and I returned it. I heard James's voice.
"Logan!"
We both looked up. James was waving us towards the table where he and Kendall were sitting. James had a big smile on his face. Kendall looked sad… Or hurt. He was probably thinking about his daughter. I instantly frowned.
"You OK?" Logan whispered in my ear.
"Yeah," I whispered back. "I just… I feel so bad for Kendall. He looks upset."
"Don't worry about him," he said. "Just worry about us. This is our last lunch together for a while."
I frowned again. "Ugh, don't remind me. I don't want you to leave."
"You can still come on tour with me," he reminded me. "It's only noon and we don't leave until five."
"Logan, you know I can't. What if I go into labor on the bus and we're in the middle of nowhere?"
He sighed and pulled my chair out for me. I smiled at him.
"You're getting pretty big," James commented with a laugh.
"Wow, thanks so much, James," I said, laughing as well."
"When are you due?"
"In three months," I said. "March 27th, actually."
"What are your plans for Christmas?" Carlos asked.
I thought about it. "I don't know, honestly. I'll probably go with Caitlynn to her family's house."
Kendall spoke up. "Why don't you go to your parent's house?"
"I don't really get along with them," I replied. "I got emancipated from them when I turned sixteen. I moved in with Caitlynn and ended up graduating early. When they found out I was pregnant, they were pissed. They were even more pissed when they found out it was Logan's."
"They were?" Logan asked.
I nodded. "Yep. Cause it started out as a one night stand."
"You should've known I wouldn't have left you alone in this," he murmured softly.
"Took you long enough to get involved," I muttered back. He shot me a look.
"Let's order," James said, obviously noticing the tension building. I mouthed a thank you. He nodded in return.
"You're not eating much," Carlos noticed.
"I'm not really hungry," I said.
"I thought pregnant girls were like, always hungry," Kendall said.
I chuckled. "Usually I am. I guess I'm just too upset to eat."
"You need to eat some, sweetie," Logan said softly.
I shrugged. "I'm not hungry, Logan."
"Eat," he said sternly.
"No." I glared at him. "If I'm not hungry, I'm not going to eat."
"It's not healthy for the baby."
"Neither is her father leaving for five months!" I exclaimed. I got up and walked out of the restaurant. I sat on the bench. Tears started to fall down my face. The door opened and Carlos sat beside me.
"Kennedy, what's wrong?" Carlos asked.
"I d-don't know," I sniffed. "I'm just… scared."
"Scared of what?"
"I don't know if I can do this alone," I explained. "I'm due in three months and the tour isn't done until almost June. I just… I don't want him to leave."
"Hey, he'll come back to visit you before the tour is over," he said as he rubbed my back. "You don't think he'd miss the birth of his first daughter, do you?"
"What if I go into labor during a concert or an interview?"
"Then we'll get him to you as soon as possible." He gave my hand a small squeeze. "Kennedy, stop stressing over this."
The door opened. I looked up to see Logan standing in front of me. Carlos gave my hand another squeeze and went inside. Logan sat down beside me and pulled me close.
"I'm sorry," he murmured into my hair. "Please come back inside."
"I'm still not hungry," I said.
"That's fine," he said, "just come back inside. I want our last lunch together to last as long as possible."
I nodded and stood up. Logan turned me towards him and pulled me in for a kiss. He pulled away with a smile. He wiped tears off my face.
"You ready?"
"Yeah," I whispered. "Let's go."
Logan and I walked into the restaurant hand in hand. Some people were staring at me from my small scene before. I felt myself blush.
Logan pulled my chair out for me again. The table was quiet. The rest of lunch was awkward.
I sat on the bed in Logan's hotel room while he packed some last minute things.
"I still can't believe you're leaving," I sighed.
"If I didn't have to, I wouldn't," Logan said as he sat next to me. "I just wish you would come with me."
I rubbed his thigh. "Sweetie, you know I can't. We can still talk on the phone all the time. No matter what time of day."
"Sometimes, it'll be about 2 in the morning before I get the chance."
I shrugged. "I'll wait up for your calls."
There was a small knock at the door. Carlos opened it.
"The bus is here," he said. "Gotta get loaded."
Logan sighed sadly and put his last piece of luggage on the cart. He pushed the cart towards the door, motioning for me to follow.
"You're being really strong," Logan said softly in the elevator. He kissed my temple.
"It's taking a lot of effort," I half whispered. My lip was trembling.
"Kennedy, you don't have to pretend you're OK," he said. "I'm sure not."
I glanced up at him. I couldn't tell by his voice, but tears were falling down his face. I used my thumb to wipe his cheek.
"Logan," I mouthed. He grabbed my hand as the doors opened.
He grabbed my hands again after he loaded his stuff. "I guess this is goodbye. You have a ride?"
"Caitlynn's here," I said. "I'm gonna miss you, Logie."
"I'm going to miss you, too." He kissed me and pulled me in for a hug. The bus honked. "Bye, Kennedy."
"Goodbye, Logan."
He gave me one last kiss and got on the bus. I got to Caitlynn's car before I finally broke down crying.
**Author's note:
Oh my gosh! I am SO sorry it took so long to update! I didn't even realize that it had been over 2 months. I'm almost done with the next chapter so it shouldn't take that long to update!
Xoxo L
