Author's Note" Hi people I decided I would sign my author's note with a way that I used to sign my reviews considering most people that look at my stuff are fellow writers themselves. You'll see that in a second though as always there are some announcements. I am so sorry I haven't been able to update faithfully. With school, theater, and my other music classes it gets hard. Well anyways I won't make you read announcements any longer here's chapter 7- Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01
Chapter 7 Kendall P.O.V
I ran into the apartment
"James," I screamed. He appeared from around the corner. I took a minute to take in his body for the last time for at least a little while. "James we need to talk." I pulled his hand and guided him towards our bedroom. Once we were safely in our room, and I was for sure Logan had found a way to shoo Carlos out of the apartment, I began.
"James as you know things have been a little awkward between us ever since I came out to you the other week, and well-"
"Really I haven't noticed." He replied. There was no sarcasm in his voice. Damn what if this was the worst mistake of my life. Mental me was screaming Kendall here's your chance just crawl under a rock and pretend that none of this ever happened. While the more logical me was screaming you can't run from this problem forever. However it was funny how Logical Kendall sounded more like I had a mental Logan.
"Well then it's been awkward for me, and well I just wanted to talk about it out so we could hopefully go back to being friends. That sound okay?"
James' P.O.V
I want to scream no that's not okay. I want to talk this out, and then screw you into one of these very small but comfortable twin sized beds.
"Okay." I said calmly swinging my feet back, and forth. A plan had just begun to form. "Then answer one question for me Knight. Do I turn you on?"
Kendall's P.O.V
I stood there with my jaw open, eyes wide. I couldn't find my voice. Then something clicked.
"You sick bastard," I yelled!
"Well that wasn't the words I was looking for," I tackled him to the bed.
"You've been doing this," I pointed to his half-dressed get up, "To get me to crack from sexual frustration." He sat their smiling like an idiot.
"Oh Diamond you better watch your ass."
"I think you do that enough for me already Knight." I felt blood rush to my cheeks. I started to make my way off of him but then he pinned me down. It just about mirrored that situation we were in last week. Only I didn't have a raging hard on (yet).
"You never answered my question Knight. Do I turn you on?" In a way I guess I gave him an answer. An impulsive answer, but it was an answer nevertheless. I slammed my lips to his in a heated kiss.
James' P.O.V
It happened all too quickly. One minute I was asking for a confession the next my lips were being attacked by Kendall's. Which in all actuality wasn't bad thing. It was magical even. I loved it a little much. He rolled me off the top of him, and sat up turning to face me.
I saw hint of fear in his eyes.
"I-I'm sorry." He whispered. He began to get up, and I pinned him down.
"What for?" I replied bringing our lips into a light sweet kiss.
Kendall's P.O.V
What for? What did he mean what for? There were a million things wrong with this. First off this wasn't the plan. The plan was to hear his rejection so just maybe I could get over this stupid little crush.
"James please can we get this over with." I screamed, wanting him off me so I could think a little clearer.
"Get what over with?"
"Just do it. Say you don't want me so everything can go back to the way it was when were thirteen."
"Kendall-"Part of me was so tempted to cover my ears, then the logical (or as I called it, the Logan) side was screaming get it over with. You need to move on, and be happy. "I don't want it to go back."
"Thank you now I can hopefully mov- Wait, what did you just say?" I looked at him with wide eyes.
"I don't want things the way they used to be."
"So you don't want us to have anything at all." I said a little sad. "Well that's fi-"I was cut off by his lips moving against mine.
"Don't be dense Kendall. We've been through too much just to drop our friendship, and I'm a little new to this whole gay thing but I think I like you a little too much to be just friends." My jaw dropped I hadn't expected such a confession.
"So James Diamond, the teenage sex god is gay." I mumbled.
"Wrong James Diamond, the teenage sex god is gay for Kendall Knight." My jaw dropped even lower.
"I know; I know major scandal right." I couldn't say anything. The only thing I could do was sit there with my mouth open looking like an idiot. "Kendall it would be really nice if you could say something." I said nothing. "Kendall do I have to slap you," he finally screamed.
"Since when did you suddenly fucking like me," I screamed rolling us over so that I was on top.
"I'm actually not sure but I started addressing it as of one week ago when I saw you jacking yourself off in the shower, and hearing you scream my name." My face became beet red.
"You know you could've said hey Kendall I heard you in the shower, and I know you like me, I like you too, but no! You have to fucking walk around the damn apartment half fucking dressed leaving me with nothing but my imagination as I ja-" I blushed realizing what I was about to say.
"Well someone has been a naughty boy." He said, and smiled.
"I fucking hate you," I replied. He smiled.
"Even though I know you don't, okay whatever helps you sleep at night." I surged forward connecting our lips. He was taken back a little as I buried my tongue down his throat. Eventually he came out of his shock and began to kiss back, battling my tongue for control. However I wasn't going to give up so easy. I had other plans. I ran my hand down his sides, and he shivered. I deepened the kiss, and made him moan giving my tongue a chance to lick farther into his mouth. I had won control.
I moved my lips to harshly suck on his neck. I felt something become hard against my leg with each little lick of my tongue. I moved my hand to cup the bulge between his legs.
"Kendall," he screamed. I pulled back.
"Come on. We have to go find Logan" I got up from his lap and walked to the door before I turned to face him. His jaw was dropped and he was looking at me with a dazed expression. "Sexual frustration is a bitch isn't it," I said smiling before I walked out of the room.
Ending Note: I just made Kendall a huge tease didn't I. Oh how the tables have turned. Well I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, and just so you know there is so much more to come so strap in because I promise it will probably only be cliff hangers from here on out. Well that it. - Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01
