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SEVEN: A Hidden Past
EPOV
Was I ready to tell anyone about this? I hadn't told anyone so for, not even Carlisle and Esme. No one knew and I was afraid if anyone did I'd look gay. I had to tell someone eventually though, right?
"Well it was one day after basket ball practice…"
-Flashback-
Practice was over and I was heading home. Esme called and said she couldn't pick me up because she was stuck in traffic, Carlisle was at work, and Emmett was who knows where. I didn't mind walking home I usually did. The only problem was that it felt like something bad was going to happen today, and I just wanted to get home. I was about halfway home when I felt a sharp blow to my side. I opened my eyes to see that I was now in the forest and underneath the football team's courter back, Brian Evans.
"You hit on my girlfriend earlier today," he said holding the collar of my shirt.
"I didn't hit on shit," I said. Then he punched me in the face. I remembered that earlier that day Melinda Rogers walked up and started flirting with me, telling me she loved younger guys.
"Are you calling me a liar, Cullen?" he asked.
I'm saying you have your facts fucked up, Evans" I said causing him to send another punch into my jaw. I was strong but not enough to get Brian off of me.
"Cullen, I'm the last guy you want to fuck with," he said punching me in my stomach.
"I'm not fucking with you, it's not my fault you can't keep your girl satisfied so she goes elsewhere for help," I said. Then he beat the shit out of me. I wondered when he would be done, because I was tired and couldn't do much. I tried to hit him back, but he held my arms down.
"Cullen, now I'm going to help you remember this day for the rest of your pathetic existence," he said and flipped me onto my stomach. What the fuck was he doing? I heard a zipper and thought he had to be kidding me. When I felt my pants being pulled down I noticed that he wasn't. I tried to get out of
underneath him but there was no use. Then it happened and I felt so pathetic, so fucking sick. He finished and didn't even need to tell me not to say shit. What person would admit to something like this? And it's not like anyone would believe me. He left and soon I got up. I walked the rest of the distance home and went into my room. I locked the door and everything changed from there on. I couldn't do anything but except what happened. The only thing I wondered was what I did to deserve something like this.
-End Flashback-
"And since then I've done whatever I can to forget that, and make sure there is no chance of it ever happening again," I said.
"Holy shit Edward, are you alright did you tell anyone?" She asked.
"You're the first and last," I said.
"Edward, you have to tell someone, do something, press charges," she said.
"No," I said sternly. I hadn't told anyone all this time, and I wasn't planning on changing that. I felt sick for that ever happening, like there was some reason for God to hate me, to let something like that happen.
"It's not your fault Edward," she said.
"No it was exactly my fault, if I wouldn't have pissed him off like that," I said trailing off.
"No, Edward what he did was sick, and wrong, and completely his doing, you had no control-" she said but I cut her off.
"But I should've been at least strong enough to stop him," I said.
"Edward, no matter what you decide to do, I'm okay with it, I'm just glad you trusted me enough to tell me," she said.
"What about you?" I asked trying to change the subject.
"What about me?" she asked.
"What's your story?" I asked.
"I don't know, if I'm ready," she said.
"Whenever you are, I'm here, day or night," I said.
"You sound so cliché," she said.
"Yeah but it's true," I said.
BPOV
I couldn't believe he trusted to tell me something that big. I wanted to tell him but if I wasn't ready I would probably regret it. I was glad that he didn't push me. I looked down at the coke and funneled it back into the bag. I placed the bag into my pack pocket and razor in my wallet.
"Thanks," I said.
"For what?" he asked.
"Trusting me, and also not pushing me," I said and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"Yeah, whatever," he said and stood up about to start walking to his couch.
"Wait, can you lay with me, you know since I'm not doing anything right now," I said. He lied back down and I scooted nearer to him. He put his arm under my back and pulled me closer. "Thanks."
"Anytime," he said.
"Edward, you're a great person," I said.
"You're pretty great yourself," he said.
"Would you mind putting on some music?" I asked.
"Sure, you can go ahead and pick," he said. I stood up and walked to his large music selection and found exactly what I wanted to listen to. I grabbed the CD and put it in his stereo. I skipped to number four and got into his bed before the words started.
"Boys Like Girls?" he asked and I nodded my head.
"Would you sing it to me?" I asked. Then he sang and I melted. His voice was more amazing then anything I've ever heard before.
Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend
When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend
'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams
Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way
To show you I care
Even if you're not there
So I'm following the road to where you are
(Meet you tonight on top of)
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are
Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams
My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams
Let's spend tonight on top of the world
(On top of the world)
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams
EPOV
As the song finished I checked to see if she was still awake.
"Bella," I whispered. She moved in closer to me, leaving no room in between us. Part of that song made me realize something. I have to find some way to show her how much I care. I really do like her and can't just let her die from this kind of life. I also have to find a way to make her know that it's okay to tell me about her past. I needed to know about it one way or another. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed the top of her head before I dozed off.
I woke up to the door being opened loudly. What the fuck is someone doing in my room? I turned my head to see…
Sorry for the cliffy but ther was no other way to end it. I also am sorry for Eddie's sad past. It made me cry when I was writing it. I know someone that happened to so um...yeah.If you hate me now just wait until the next chapter. Please Review!!
BellaxMariexCullen: Thanx soo soo soo much!!
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