santanas pov
After rachel left i thought alot about what she said. i do want to tell brittany. it would be alot easier but i dont want to scare her. she is so sweet and innicent. and i am the exact oppisite. i know that they say 'oh oppisites attrack.' well i dont think they do. Im so scared i might her her or scare her. and that would break me. or worst she doesnt want to be my friend anymore or something like that. i told her we were friends and i let her in that far. and if she leaves i will be broken. i let someone in before rachel. she left , she was so scared. she kind of reminds me of britt. free spirted and loves to live there life. and so care free.
god i really have fallen for her. i cant believe i let my self into this mess.
I walked into school and something happend that i would never have expected. "HEY LEZPEZ." shit. walk away. "HEY I AM TALKING TO YOU" keep calm. "yes?" i slowly turn around and i should have know who it would be. "GUESS WHAT I FOUND OUT?" and i have just walked into my worst nightmare. some one pitch me. this is just a bad dream. its just a dream. but its not a dream its real and this is going to be hell. "COME ON LEZPEZ SAY SOMETHING?" i didnt know what to say. i was speechless. breath. i could feel my fist tightening. i needed to say something. something tough and scary but this is all that came out. "W-what did i ever do to you?" she just smirked. "you see i dont like you, and you think that because you hang out with two cheerleaders that all of the sudden your the shit well think again."
"you think that because you and out with quinn who used to be one of the biggest losers ever. i mean come on did you see her before she came to high school.
i mean i would love to me the person who ever fixed-" i couldnt take it anymore talk shit about me but you cant say shit about quinn. "SHUT THE FUCK UP." "oh now you talk did i hit a sore spot?" she took a step closer to me "do you know what i think i think that your a loser just like your friend quinn;." "dont talk about quinn like that. your just jelous because she it way more popluar then you and she stoll your spot. well you know what? quinn is pretty and she is hot. but she has something you dont she is a genous. and she is kind and caring. that is why people like her more then they like you bitch."
"WELL, what about brittany.." shit im not going to going to hold my anger in any longer. "hmm. she is pretty dumb. i mean come on how many times did her parents drop her on her head when she was a baby." breath. in and out. in and out. "brittany is not dumb." she laughs "come on have you meet the girl?" "BRITTANY IS THE SMARTEST GIRL I HAVE EVER MET. SHE IS THE KINDESS PERSON IN THE WORLD SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE JUST TO MAKE THEM SMILE. SHE IS SPECAIL IN A GOOD WAY. YOU CANT FIND ANYONE LIKE HER ANYMORE. SHE IT A GODESS AND SHE LOOKS LIKE A MODEL. SHE DANCES LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW AND SHE IS AN ANGEL. YOU ARE THE DEVIL.""im pretty sure that would be you ehhh SANTAN." ugh fuck. "i-umm-ugh." "hmmm why dont we tell everyone why you left your old school. have you told brittany or quinn that story.
because im sure they will love to hear it."
"you dont know crap." "wanna bet?" damn this girl is good. i cant tell if she is telling the truth or not. "okaay, so once upon a time there was a girl and her name was santan. she was being bullied in her school for well being gay. but once she got to high school everything change. the loney loser santan became the big bad wolf. she ruled the school. she was the most pretty and powerful out of everyone. she talked people down and no one would challege her. but then rachel berry came along and put santan in her place. but santans angry from being teased all thoughs years came out of her and she had a huge melt down. you went crazy did you santan?
eh and know you and rachel are bestfriends i hear. so what happen you beat the shit out of her and you found love somewhere in there? awe is berry your girlfriend?"
"Shut the fuck you you stupid bitch!"
i couldnt take it anymore i jumped her and we started fighting rolling around on the ground. pullung eachothers hair, punching , slapping, bitting anything you can think of we were doing to eachother. "santana please santana ." i felt someone grab me i could tell it was quinn. i look into her eyes and she brittany behind her.
she looked so scareed. and i could tell that fear was because of me. i look back to quinn. and then the princpal came. we went into the office and said sorry to each other. and we were both suspended for 1week. i got up out of the office and walk to my car and just start to cry. the tears just kept streaming down my face. i heard a knock on my window but i didnt look to see who it was. i heard the passagner down open. i knew quinn was in my car i could tell by her perfume.
"hey." i look up into her eyes and i just break i am have a total panic attack . so many things are going though my mind. Is brittany going to hate me? rachel is going to kill me? does quinn hate me now? my parents are going to send me to some stupid person to talk to probably. quinn just opens her arms and i climb arcoss the seat and sit on her. she raps her arms around me and tells me everything is going to be okay over and over again. but i cant breathe i am crying to much. i can she in her eyes she doesnt know what to do and i dont either this has never happen before. i could only get out these words. "p-lease-call-r-rachel." and i handed her my phone.
"hey rachel" ... "yeah its quinn" ... "umm something happend at school and santana needs you... yeah like now... okaay.. okaay.. yepp .. okaay i can do that ... okaay see you soon.. bye."
quinn gives me the phone back. "okay santana im going to drive you home rachel will be her in about half an hour." i sat up and quinn got out and got into the driver sheet. i gave her the keys and i drove home. the drive was slient i was focusing on trying to calm myself down. once we got into my drive way there was a car in there. shit. "my p-parents are h-ome."
