No Regrets

Chapter 7

Ezra

Ezra couldn't get the taste of Ms. Montgomery out of his mouth or the smell of her skin off his body. He hugged the side of the shower and enjoyed as the water trickled down his skin. She had been tight, so wet for him. He could still feel her fingernails digging into his back. Her sweet beautiful moans had egged him on and he'd responded by pushing into her deeper, harder, ridding her incredibly hard. God, she had been starved for him. He'd never come inside any woman, but he had wanted to come deep inside her. She was the first woman he'd slept with without a condom.

Ms. Montgomery was the best he'd ever had. He wanted her again. She had held on tight to him. Her wide ruby lips hadn't let him go. He had never made a girl moan so much. She had come apart in his arms. He'd never enjoyed sex so much. One time with her wouldn't be enough for him.

He needed more of her. He couldn't leave her alone after being inside her. Her hold on him scared the shit out of him. He shouldn't want any female so much. But that was just the point; Ms. Montgomery wasn't just any female. She was a rare edition. She was hard to come by, hard to get. Being attracted to her was dangerous.

Ezra didn't do attachments. Ms. Montgomery had the power to destroy him. She could change him. He didn't want that. He'd taken a risk by sexing her up in the gym. They could have been caught by janitors.

He wanted to have some fun with her, not get her fired. He'll have to be more careful next time. Hell, if there would be a next time. He didn't think so. That didn't mean he wouldn't get her to change her mind. He had thought she'd hated him. Women didn't sleep with guys they disliked. She confused him.

He still couldn't believe she had actually allowed him inside her. She had smelled so good, had tasted good as well. He liked kissing her, feeling her lush lips on his. He licked his lips salaciously and groaned and became hard just from the thought of her touch. He had wanted to stay buried inside her walls. He hadn't planned on fucking her like that, especially not in a fucking gymnasium where they could have been spotted.

Ezra stepped out from the spray of the shower and dried off with a towel. He didn't wait for his hair to dry as he swiftly pulled a shirt over his head, pushed his legs through a pair of jeans, and thrusted his feet into his sneakers, before heading out the front door. He didn't know what the fuck was wrong with him but he had to see her again. He had to see her even if she didn't want to see him. It had only been a few hours since their last encounter. He just wanted to speak with her, to see if she would tell him a little about herself.

He wasn't asking for much. Of course he wanted to have sex with her again, but for now all he wanted to do was talk to her. He shook off the memory of being deep inside her. It wouldn't do him any favors if he thought about having sex with her again. He couldn't go there. He blew out a breath and ran a hand through his wet hair. He took a right at the stop light, then another right, before Ms. Montgomery's apartment complex came into view. He got out and walked up to her building, his body tensed with every step he took.

He raised his hand and knocked on the apartment's green door. He listened to her footsteps as she approached the door. Would she leave him standing out there? Would she slam the door in his face once she realized it was him at the door, or would she call the cops on him? He was trespassing on private property. He waited for what felt like minutes before she decided to open the door. He exhaled as he caught sight of the stunning face behind the door. Had he really been holding his breath? He was losing it big time. He didn't get nervous when it came to females.

Steel blue eyes met her bight brown ones as she stepped aside to allow him into the apartment. He was shocked by her action but didn't let it show on his face. He played it cool. He squeezed through the door, letting his hard body brush up against hers. He ignored the small audible gasp that left her mouth as his body came into contact with hers. His gaze swept over the familiar apartment, before his eyes flickered back over to her. She looked fresh-faced, dressed in a loose blouse and comfortable slacks, and her small delicate feet were bare. His dick swelled inside his jeans as an urge to fuck her crossed his conscious.

She trembled slightly but kept her eyes on him. She didn't back away or run from him. He knew she could read the want in his eyes. He wasn't trying to hide it. He wanted to her again. He wanted her to know that. She needed to know how much it scared the shit out of him to want her so badly it hurt.

Ezra walked confidently towards her but she filched and moved an inch back against the wall. He cursed underneath his breath. It inked him that she was still frightened of him. He wouldn't hurt her. Hadn't he proven that earlier? He stayed rooted in place, his steel blue eyes swarming with questions. Questions he knew she would never answer. Why was she so hot towards him one minute and then cold the next? Her bipolar behavior pissed him off.

He clamped down on his rising temper. He didn't usually lose his temper but Ms. Montgomery had a way of testing his patience. Why did she always make him out to be the bad guy? Was he not good enough for her? She wouldn't be the first girl to think that. Ezra had had his fair share of good girls who'd wanted to stick it to their fathers by dating a bad boy. He and those other girls had both gotten something out of the deal. He hated how she thought him to be so small, beneath her. Had she found out his secret, that his whole entire life was a lie?

"Don't worry I'm not here to fuck you". The words sounded so bitter on his tongue. "I wouldn't want to get you all sweaty again".

She folded her arms over breasts and looked at him disapprovingly.

"Don't speak that way to me". Her reddened cheeks showed how upset she was. "Why are you here? I want you to leave right this second".

He snorted and leaned back against the opposite wall and crossed his ankles and got comfortable.

"What way?" he challenged. "If you want me gone so badly, then why did you invite me in?"

She ran frustrated fingers through her long dark hair, tousling the lustrous strands as they tumbled back down her back.

"Vulgar, I don't like it," she snapped. He filed that knowledge away for later. He really hadn't wanted to upset her. "And I only invited you in because I didn't want people to see you at my door. I don't get much company".

No surprise there. The woman was a freaking recluse.

"I'm sorry I offended you," Ezra apologized, holding his hands up in a gesture that he'd meant no harm. "Do I embarrass you, teacher? It's cool if you're ashamed of being seen with me".

He tried to mask his hurt with a charming smile and a twinkle in his steel blue eyes. He wouldn't show just how much her comment had bothered him. Of course he wasn't good enough for a woman as sophisticated as her. Sure, he had good looks but he was still considered white trash. He couldn't escape his past. Only a few people knew the truth about him.

"What? No". He couldn't fool her. She had the power to see deep inside him, to see beyond the anger. "I just don't want to give my neighbors anything to gossip about. I like my privacy just fine thank you very much".

He was glad that wasn't the case.

"They're that nosy, huh?" he asked with a laugh. "I can't be your first guy visitor. I'm sure you get plenty of men knocking on your door".

She motioned to the guy who lived just across from her, and the woman who lived next door.

"Very. You don't even know the half of it," she said with a small smile lining her ruby lips. "And believe it or not, you are the first guy that I've allowed into my apartment since moving here".

He liked hearing that.

"I must be the exception then". He gave her another one of his charming smiles. His steel blue eyes were lighter, happier as he engaged her in harmless conversation. "I seem to have that effect on all the ladies".

She bit her lip and rolled her eyes. He chuckled at the picture she made. She was stunning, sexy as hell with her hair hanging loose like it was. He still remembered the feel of her hair against his skin. Remembered the way it smelled of oranges just like her. He remembered the softness, the smooth texture against his palms.

"I bet you do," Ms. Montgomery said quietly as she avoided his gaze. "I bet all the girls are at your beck and call".

What was she implying? Was she jealous? She couldn't be. He knew he was a whore. Those other girls had meant nothing to him. They had only been an easy lay. So what, he'd slept around a lot, but he didn't' want her knowing that. He didn't want her thinking any less of him then she already did.

"I didn't care about those other girls". He didn't know why he was explaining himself to her. He did what he wanted. No questions asked. "Sex doesn't have to mean anything. It can just be for fun, or to blow off some steam".

She gave him a thoughtful look before speaking,

"Why don't you let yourself get close to anymore?" she asked as she met his eyes again. "I bet you get pretty lonely".

He felt his temper rising again. She had double standards. She could ask him personal questions, but she didn't want him asking her personal questions. Why was that? He didn't get her. Why was she making it so hard for him to know her? No other woman had ever intrigued him the way that Ms. Montgomery had. They hadn't kept his attention long enough. He had grown easily bored with them.

"Why did you let me touch you? He asked as he redirected the conversation. "Are you attracted to me?"

She frowned as she tore her eyes away from his.

"I don't know," she whispered and ran another hand through her dark locks. "And I don't know the answer to that question either".

She was scared. He was scared too. He didn't like the way she made him feel.

"I liked touching you, kissing you," he said in a gravelly voice as he stared at her intensely. "I liked being inside you".

She swallowed and stared back at him.

"You should leave," she said breathlessly and stepped towards the door. "It's getting late and I don't want you late for classes tomorrow".

Was she serious? He didn't give a fuck about being on time for school tomorrow. Why was she ignoring what they had done? He couldn't pretend that they didn't have sex just hours before. He couldn't get the smell of her off his skin, or the taste of her out of his mouth. She had planted her scent on him. He wouldn't pretend like it didn't happen when it had happened. He had been inside her, thrusted inside her, and had made her come undone around him.

"What if I don't want to leave?" Ezra asked as he stalked towards her. She didn't flinch this time. He wanted to kiss her, to kiss those lushes ruby lips of hers, to have her taste fill his mouth again. She closed her eyes and breathed heavily as he got closer. He rested his head against hers and inhaled her smell, groaning as the scent of oranges rushed up his nostrils. She was gasping, panting slightly as his nose brushed her soft creamy cheek. Was he imaging it? Did she want him too? He could never tell with her. She hid so much from him. "Let me stay the night. I promise to leave first thing in the morning".

She shook her head, having lost all sense to speak. She shuddered and jumped as his mouth grazed her ear, teasing it with his breath. She smelled so damned good. He was going to fuck her so hard. He nibbled on her ear sensuously, drawing a soft moan from her lips. He nibbled harder and she gasped and clutched his arm and dug her nails in. Yeah, he wanted her just like that, wrapped around him. He needed for her to invite him inside of her.

All she had to say is yes, to give him the okay. He would do all the rest. God, he was so hard, so ready to explode. He needed to be inside her inner walls, plunging deep. He wanted to come deep inside her again, to feel as she squeezed him tight. He placed the palm of his hand up against the wall and maneuvered his body, wanting her to feel how hard his dick was and how hard she made him. She gasped again and her head fell back against the wall in a daze. He combed his fingers through her silk like hair, moving it aside to press his mouth against her throat.

She moaned deep and moaned again as he kissed around her collarbone and tasted her with his tongue. She was so sweet, as tangy as his tongue swirled around her neck and sucked the flesh there. He wanted her to say his name, to yell it out in ecstasy as he took her hard. He spelled his name out with his tongue and marked her as his. She belonged to him. Every inch of her was his. He didn't want a commitment, but god how he wanted her, wanted her to be his in every way that counted. He moved back up towards her throat and placed a light kiss there.

"W-what do you want?" she asked when she had found her voice. "We shouldn't do this again. I c-can't… it's not right, what we're doing isn't right".

Fuck what was right.

"Tell me you want me inside you," he groaned out as he flicked his tongue against her hot sensitive skin. "Tell me you want this, that you want me".

She shook her head no and tightened her grip on him.

"I don't want this," Aria breathed out and then moaned deeply. "P-please just go".

He couldn't. He had to be inside her.

"I can't," Ezra spoke heavily against her throat as his hands fumbled with his jeans. "And I don't think you really want me to".

He released his hard pulsating dick and stroked himself base to tip while his other hand pulled down her slacks. He was glad to see that she wasn't wearing any underwear. He slid his fingers over her wet swollen folds and she whimpered. He opened her wide and pushed two fingers inside her and she gasped out, moaning when he began thrusting in and out of her. She wasn't quite wet for him yet. He pressed harder against her clit and stimulated her as much as he could. She was wet in a matter of seconds. He kissed her hard on the mouth and withdrew his fingers from her body.

"Place your arms around my neck, baby," Ezra croaked against her lips. "And then wrap your legs behind my back".

She did as he asked without resistance, no longer caring at what they were about to do. He guided his hard cock to her watery entrance and nudged his way inside as he swallowed her scream. He sank even deeper into her depths, pushing all the way in and he cursed at the tight fit. She was so wet, so fucking tight around him. He felt a tightness in his balls as she squeezed her inner walls around him, drawing him in closer. Fuck, he was locked in deep.

He took her hard and fast against the wall, sucking on her breasts and nipples through the blouse. He hadn't bothered to take her bra or blouse off. She gasped and moaned the whole time, her dark long hair curtaining her face from him. She tightened her arms around his neck and held on tight as his skin slapped against hers. Plunged into her much deeper, pounding her harder as he forced them back against the wall. She cried out and then came hard around him.

"Fuck," he groaned as he let her down and turned her so that she was facing the wall. "Not yet".

She was still nursing her orgasm when he took her from behind. He slid in and out of sleek walls. She pushed her butt up and pressed back against him, again and again. He found that he liked this angle much better as he thrust deeper and deeper inside her. He kissed the back of her neck, his panting growing harsher as he pounded her hard. He wanted to come or he would die trying.

Ezra grasped her around the waist and held her still as he bit down on her shoulder gently. She trembled and moaned. He didn't know how much longer he would last if he kept on thrusting inside her heated tight walls. She arched back into him as her hand clawed at the wall in front of her. He laced his fingers with hers as he bowed his head and bit his lip and fucked her so very hard still. He roared and spurted his come deep within in her walls. She hummed and relaxed against the wall and felt as his semen traveled up to her womb. They remained locked together for a very long time.

Once he was able to steady himself he moved from her and pulled up his jeans. She stayed silent and kept herself pressed to the wall. Was she regretting what they had done? He hoped that she wasn't. He knew that he wanted something with her, but he didn't know what. He wasn't ready for a serious relationship. He didn't do relationships.

Ezra didn't care that she was a teacher or that he was her student and a minor. That didn't bother him. He didn't care that she was older. He liked having sex with her. It was fun. Them having sex didn't have to mean anything. But he knew that Ms. Montgomery would want more from him. She would want a commitment and he just couldn't give her that.

He was afraid to touch her, to make a real connection with her. Ms. Montgomery was the serious type. He'd known that upon meeting her. He cursed inwardly. He had screwed up. She finally turned around and looked at him. She was so god damned sexy in all her afterglow glory. He became hard for her again.

What did she want him to say?

He did what he always did when things became too serious, he cut and ran. He gave her one last look, before he walked out the apartment. Her deep gut-wrenching sobs didn't escape his ears as he jogged towards his truck. He wouldn't turn back around to check on her. He wouldn't sleep with her again. This had to be the last time.

Please review if you loved this chapter! I know I did. I'm starting to love this new version of Aria and Ezra. It's different. And I'll be updating again pretty soon since I have a week off from school. I know you guys will be happy about that. Thanks so much for all the support that this story is generating. I really didn't think that this story would get all this love. It really does make me happy that you enjoy it so much.