Brooke woke up for the third morning in a row feeling sick, she hated this feeling and it scared her. She still hasn't talked to Lucas an she kind of missed him, which she knows is completely nuts since she shouldn't miss some guy who isn't hers, never was hers and has a girlfriend, but she does. She misses him.

She runs some cold water on her face and taking in some deep breaths looking in the mirror seeing how horrible she looks. She has dark circles under her eyes and she looks so tired, which is true since she hasn't really slept in the last few days. Mainly because her mind is racing, racing with a million thoughts and its all getting to be way too much.

Slowly walking into the kitchen she sees it's almost 6 and the rest of her house is still asleep, something she wishes she was. Yawning she gets her some water and leans against the counter resting her eyes as she stands there.

"Brooke you ok?" she hears a tired voice whisper through the silent apartment and she opens to Lucas. She wants to smile that he is in front of her, but she can't. Yes she has missed him, missed him more then she should but him in front of her in just some gym pants and no shirt means one thing to her,

He spent last night with Jordan.

Which means he wasn't thinking about her, not like she was thinking about him and that she won't even lie hurts some.

"Yeah I am fine…" Brooke mumbles putting her cup in the sink and trying to get past him to her room because she knows that Jordan will once again be pissed at her for talking to Lucas. That still upsets Brooke, pisses her off some too. How dumb and immature is it to tell someone not to talk to someone else. Hell they are all adults.

"Brooke…" she hears him call behind her but she just keeps walking, wondering why he is following her since he knows he isn't supposed to be talking to her.

"Brooke I want to talk to you." Lucas says as he follows her into her room and its true, he has wanted to talk to her the past few days but she just avoids him. It had been three days and he was still angry with Jordan. Like she had a right to tell someone they couldn't talk to him, be around him. He wished Brooke hadn't listened but she had, Brooke has been avoiding him like the plague and for reasons he didn't know it drove him crazy.

If he showed up at here at their apartment, she would just magical be leaving, or if they all met to eat Brooke was always not hungry or had something to do. Even when they all had like a little party or whatever for Katie leaving and going back to school Brooke would stand on the other side of the room from him and if he dared to move near her she would just slide away, back to her room or having something important to tell her sister before she left.

Lucas was going crazy, and was ok with admitting he was hating not being able to talk to Brooke, because even though it was wrong and he shouldn't he cared for her. He cared for her a little too much since he had a girlfriend, but he did he had strong feelings for Brooke Davis. He just didn't know what to do about them.

He knew right now he shouldn't be talking to her but the truth was he only spent the night here last night on the chance he got Brooke alone to talk and now he has got that chance and he is going to use it. Even if it pisses Jordan off, he need to talk to her and figure out everything he was thinking and feeling, he needed to talk to her because he knew if he didn't his mind would go nuts with thoughts of her until he did.

"Lucas you aren't supposed to talk to me." Brooke said and she knew it came out annoyed which she wanted to but she knew she was far from annoyed with him.

"Ok I am 21 so I think I am old enough to pick who I talk to." Lucas argues and Brooke knows his annoyed sound is real but it's not annoyed with her it's annoyed with Jordan.

"I just don't want to get you in trouble." Brooke sighs sitting on her bed and Lucas nods as he walks over setting next to her.

"You're not going to get me in trouble because I really don't care what anyone says." He whispers to her taking her hand in his and Brooke knowing she shouldn't looks up locking eyes with him and knows it was a mistake because every time she locks eyes with him she has the urge to just kiss him, and not thinking she did just that.

His lips pushed against his and as soon as they touched, both jumped back from each other and staring. Brooke couldn't believe she just did that, she just kissed Lucas again, her roommate's boyfriend and maybe the first time she was with him she didn't know but she knew now and she couldn't believe she just did that.

"Oh my god Lucas…" Brooke freaked covering her hand over her mouth, "I'm…I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that. I…" Brooke started to say until she felt Lucas push his lips against hers.

Neither jumped away from each other this time, neither freaked, both just fell back onto Brooke's bed as their kiss continued. Brooke didn't know she missed him so much, she didn't know she missed kissing him so much until she felt them again.

Brooke placed her hands on his bare chest as she laid on top of him, as Lucas held on tight to her waist pulling her as close to him as he could. Loving the feeling of her with him again and completely forgetting the rest of the world around him.

Lucas flipped them over so he was on top of her and letting his hand trial down her body and grabbing onto her leg pulling her closer to him. Brooke grabs onto the back of his neck as she parts her lips and Lucas tongue moves into her mouth wrestling with her tongue much like their first night together.

Brooke is lost in what they are doing, forgetting about everything and everyone else just doing something she wanted. Being with someone she wanted and she wanted Lucas.

She forgets everything, she forgets it all until she fells his hand run up her leg and under her shirt and knowing he wants her to remove it and Brooke pops back into relate, the world where she is not with Lucas, where he is not hers and he has a girlfriend still, a girlfriend who is asleep down the hall.

"No…" Brooke freaks pushing him off her and jumping off the bed fixing her shirt.

"Brooke…" Lucas says reaching for her hand but she pulls away from him.

"This is wrong, god this is so wrong." She freaks grabbing her jacket, "God I am sorry. I'm sorry." She keeps saying, as she runs out of her room and he follows close behind.

"Brooke," Lucas calls but she doesn't listen to him as she runs out of her apartment and slamming the front door. "Damn it!" Lucas curses not believing what he just did. Not believing he just was with Brooke in her room and in her bed with his girlfriend right down the hall.

What was he thinking, what the hell was he doing. But then he knew the answer to that, he was doing what he wanted again. He was letting himself be who he was that first night he meet Brooke. Where he wasn't doing what people expected him to do, he wasn't being the responsible Lucas. He was doing what he wanted and what he wanted was Brooke.

And standing here he has to be honest and say he is still wanting her, he is still wanting her in a way he knows he shouldn't and by the way she was just kissing him back he knows she is wanting him too.


Brooke rushes out of her apartment building and into the busy street not believing she just made out with Lucas. But what shocked her most was the fact she didn't want to stop them, and the fact he didn't stop them. Twice now they ended up in bed together, though this time they didn't go as far as they did last time but still twice now, and twice now he hasn't stopped them.

He has a girlfriend what the hell is her doing. What is he thinking? Brooke knew she could curse Lucas all day but she also knew that it was just as much her fault as his. She needs to stop. She needs to quit these feelings she is feeling by his lips on hers and his hands running down her body. She needs to stop it all.

Yet she knows she can't stop it, because of one thing, one big thing and as she walks down the street she stops in front of the building she needs and walks inside.


Rachel rolls out of her bed looking at her clock and wondering why in hell she is up so early. Figuring it was best to get up instead of sleeping all day she rolls out of bed takes a shower and gets dressed. Still yawning Rachel walks out of her room into the living room to find a very worried and brooding blonde on her couch.

"Well you're up early." Rachel comments and sees how her voice makes him jump, but he doesn't turn around to look at her.

"Yeah I know." He says to her and Rachel finds it weird but just walks into the kitchen to make her some coffee, "You want some coffee?" Rachel calls and hears him say no. "Ok…" Rachel says more to herself as she fixes her a cup then heads back into her living room stepping over Lucas's legs and taking a seat next to him on the couch. "What's up with you?" Rachel asks taking a sip of her coffee but before he can answer hears her phone going off on the coffee table and picks it up seeing it Brooke. "Hello Skank where are you? Did someone get lucky last night?" she teases and sees the weird look Lucas gives her.

"Rach I need your help." Brooke says seriously on the other line and her voice makes Rachel a little nervous.

"B you ok?" Rachel asks sitting up on the sofa and again sees Lucas give her a look, but this one is different it's worried and concerned, "Brooke are you crying?"

"Rachel I messed up, I messed up bad and I can't go back and now my world is turning upside down." Brooke says into the phone as tears start to fall.

"Brooke you are scaring me what is wrong? Where are you?"

"What was I thinking Rachel? Why did I sleep with him? It was such a mistake and now I..." Brooke trails off.

"Ok Brooke I am going to come get you ok, where are you?" Rachel asks again.

"No, no I am coming home, is Lucas still there?" Brooke asks getting her emotions under control and wiping her tears as she makes her way back to her apartment.

"Umm…yeah that would work." Rachel said looking over at the boy next to her and then away quickly.

"Great, Rachel I did something stupid again."

"Brooke what are you talking about? What did you do that was stupid and why do you keep saying…" Rachel trails off remembering Lucas is right there and this whole talk is about him, "You know what never mind just come home and we can talk."

"I am but I can't talk to him Rach, when I get there be by him please. I know he will try to talk to me but I just can't."

"Ok…" Rachel says still completely confused but figuring whatever Brooke is so upset about is the same reason Lucas looks like someone just killed his puppy or something.

"So I will just come home pretend to talk on my phone then wait and then come to my room ok?" Brooke says and knows Rachel is confused to everything but knows she will explain it all.

"Ok love you bye." Rachel says hanging up and easing off the couch past Lucas.

"Is she ok?" Lucas asks following Rachel into the kitchen.

"Who?" Rachel asked playing dumb as she pretended to look through her cabinets.

"Rachel don't play dumb just tell me if she is ok." Lucas said again annoyed clearly. He knew Brooke was upset when she left and he needed to know she was ok.

"Lucas shouldn't you be with Jordan or something?" Rachel asked.

"Rachel!" Lucas said "Just tell me Brooke is ok." he repeated but before she could answer heard the front door close and Brooke's voice.

"Yeah, that sounds so good…I am happy for you Katie and I miss you too…But the other day I was walking down the street and…" they heard as Brooke's voice trailed off as she went down the hall and shutting the door to her room.

"Looks like she is fine to me." Rachel smiled.

"No she isn't…" Lucas whispered to more himself.

Rachel heard him but didn't comment on it "But you know I have to go get…yeah I have to bye."Rachel mumbled as she hurried out of the kitchen and down the hall to Brooke's room. "Brooke?" she knocked walking in to find Brooke in the bathroom leaning against the counter staring at a plastic bag on the counter next to her.

"I'm late Rachel." Brooke said with no emotion not taking her eyes off the bag.

"Brooke you don't mean…I mean that's not a…" Rachel trialed off.

"Yeah it is Rachel…" Brooke said now with emotion as a tear fell and she grabbed the bag and pulling out the box, "I think I am pregnant."


A/N: Sorry it has taken so long to update but please review :))