A/N GUYS! I am so sorry for not updating sooner! i have no excuses that will help but please know i have been in a bad place and have wanted nothing more then the keep writing!

Same disclaimer! Kuroshitsuji and its rights are held by the amazing Yana Toboso i am merely putting a fangirls twist on it 3

I hope you enjoy 3


'Shit. I'll need to get Grell alone again. What did he mean by 'new angel' and what makes it different from the others Sebastian has already fought?' Ciel's mind racked around that thought as he stood there watched Grell fawn over HIS Sebastian. They both hated every minute of it; Sebastian was actually feeling sick as a result of that damn reaper clinging to him. He was ashamed to admit to himself that he was happy that Ciel was jealous; through the disgust he could feel a pang of jealousy from his master. And for the first time since this morning he allowed himself to be happy at that thought for a moment, brief though it was.

'What the hell is he so happy about' Ciel thought bitterly as his normally composed face twisted ever so slightly in anger. He could not stand to watch this anymore so he turned on his heel and headed back upstairs. The butler didn't hesitate to follow his master, which in turn had Grell following Ciel too; arm in arm with Sebastian who seemed too preoccupied to care. Grell noticed that Bassy was unusually focused on his master, not his normal 'he is my master, I need to keep him safe' kind of focused, more like he and his master were sharing thoughts or even silently communicating perhaps. Grell definitely thought it was strange but the thought drifted as fast as it came when Sebastians scent wafted in his direction again, the reaper thought that this is what heaven would smell like, it was intoxicating and made him feel like he was drunk.

As butler and reaper trailed behind Ciel, the elite was for the second time today just wondering aimlessly, he didn't know where to go or what to do and to make matters worse he was being followed but of course he did not mind his butler following him just that damn reaper.

It was now after 12pm and in Ciel's mind wouldn't stop running, it was like an un kept ball of yarn with hundreds of lines crossing each other and making things much worse than he wanted them to be 'it should be simple' he thought.

Now fully dressed and walking aimlessly AGAIN he let the yarn drop and his mind wonder to the things he will be leaving behind, though he had no real family he can't help but think about his servants, the three that Sebastian had hired to take care of the mansion and Ciel may have well been considered family. Though they may be very enthusiastic about things sometimes and wreck everything they get their hand on Ciel knows that they had always had his best interest at heart and as he walks onwards he recalls watching them at their best when he was 14.
He remembers Sebastian trying to distract him while he was studying in an attempt to hide what was happening outside, unfortunately for the black butler Ciel's interest was piqued and he ended up outside his mansion while all hell was breaking loose.
He watched his servants battle furiously and whole heartedly for his safety and his mansions, he had never seen them like this before and was awestruck. Unfortunately for him he wasn't watching for long, Mey-Rin with her amazing eyes saw him leave the mansion and screamed for Sebastian to take him back to the safe confines of his home, of cause Sebastian always a step ahead already had Ciel in his arms taking him in.

This was the very first time he saw them do what his butler had hired them for and he has always held a soft spot for them since, he worries about what they'll do when he's gone, normally he would rely on Tanaka for such matters but.. his heart falls a little remembering his previous butler and briefly allows his mind to remember the funeral he held for the old man. It was truly beautiful and Tanaka himself would have proud that Ciel fought to have it more than just a 'servant's departure'. He hopes they all manage to find new jobs and even find life partners.

Sebastian from the yard felt Ciel's sadness and this time knows why, of course he too had been at Tanaka funeral and this very pain he's feeling now is the same he felt from Ciel from then and decided to go find his master and perhaps get more information about tonight. But first he has to get rid of Grell that damn red head has been following him around for ages, thankfully his thoughts were answered when William Spears made a very brief appearance and nearly took both his and Grell's head off with his scythe.
Sebastian knew it was on purpose but couldn't care less because he was far too quick for a simple reaper to harm, he was just glad Will was dragging Grell away by his throat though he could have done so without hearing the red reaper kicking and screaming nonsense like 'no Will! Don't take me away from my Bassy!' which in turn got him tugged harder and called disgusting'

Finally Grell was gone and he could go and find his charge and less than a minute later he found him, dressed formally like he was about to see the queen, though he knew that wasn't possible because the queen was already dead and her replacement was no more than a phoney, dressed to calm the citizens of London in their hour of panic all those years ago.

They stood there, butler and master, for what seemed to be forever for the both of them before Ciel spoke
"Have you prepared like I asked you to Sebastian?"
"Yes my lord but.." he stood there thinking about the best way to ask. "to be honest my lord I'm not sure what to prepare for? Humans or other?"

Ciel felt a pang of guilt at his servants question, up until Grell showed up uttering words about a angel Ciel thought all Sebastian was to do tonight was to fight humans, he was also pretty mad that he hadn't considered that the queen might have gotten herself some new allies.

It was time for Ciel to come clean but he couldn't do it standing here.
"I'll tell you what I know Sebastian but before I do that can you go make some tea and meet me in my study"
'hopefully that will give me enough time to ease my nerves a little' Ciel thought while sighing and walking to his study. From the short distance behind him he heard "yes, my lord" as formally as ever but he felt relief from the butler too and that did more for his nerves then time ever could. When his butler was at ease so was he and vice versa.

His study was close and he made it there at no time at all but barely sitting down Sebastian was at the door knocking "Master may I enter?"

"come in" and the butler entered the room fluidly and easily holding the tray of tea, Ciel noted that Sebastian made quick effort with the tea was in a matter of seconds was standing at attention with nothing else to but wait for some answers.

'This is it' the early thought nervously. "Sebastian sit down please" Ciel said it as gently as to not alarm his butler and much more.

Sebastian felt panic roll over him for what seemed like the hundredth time today as he took a seat in front of the earl, his earl, his Ciel.
"Sebastian.. the queen isn't dead." Ciel started and he watched Sebastian's expression visibly change to that of shock. He had gone above and beyond to keep this hidden from his demon unsure of what it might mean but had found out through Grell some time ago.
"H.. how my lord?" Sebastian's mind racked through reasons how he let this happen, how he let such an important piece of information slip through the cracks. He tried to focus but his mind was filled with what could only be described as tendrils rushing around like they were trying to escape, he was at a complete loss and felt as though he had failed as a butler but mostly he had failed HIS Ciel.

The earl couldn't keep up with the emotions that were oozing off of Sebastian so he decided to continue
"I was also told today that she has been keeping a new pet. Another angel" he said that last part with such poison that if that angel was here now he would not have lived, but before he could let his butler ask another question he started again as calmly as he could manage
"I hear this one is different.. but that's all I know" and for the second time today his heart dropped at the sight of his butler paling so quickly he thought Sebastian would pass out.

Feeling sick to his stomach Sebastian panicked and without thinking he muttered so quietly it was barely audible "No.. it couldn't be!"

Ciel can barely believe his ears! Is that fear he heard in his precious Sebastian's words? He thought he was going to be sick.

"Sebastian what is it?!" Ciel asked not bothering to hide his sheer panic

No reply

"SEBASTIAN!" again came from the teen but that too, fell on deaf ears. As the bile rose his only thought was 'what have I done?'


Again, i'm really sorry guys! i hope you a least liked it a little and i'd like to apologize for the possible writing style change please bare with me i have changed quite a bit also.

Thank you for reading!
-Jeddy