Author's note: I really sorry for the late of the next chapter. I have many difficult times to find an idea to continue the story. It's really depressed me. But, I really grateful, because now I can finish it. So, please enjoy, and don't forget to review, nyaa~~ XDDD

Medea Takarai…^^

A Little Story in Future: Sebastian's Diary

Chap. 7:

In Her 18 years old – Part. 2: Cold Hearted Princess and Loveless Demon

I will die

I couldn't forget her last words last night. At that time, I startled and couldn't say anything. After said that words, she turned her face and told me to out of her room. I, who couldn't say anything, did as her command and out of her room.

After that accident, she never said anything. She acted cold like nothing happen. Nothing changed at all. The strange is why I even couldn't ask her what happen. Why I couldn't ask her the meaning of her words? It looks like I'm scared to heard what would her say.

I'm scare? There's no such thing like that. Why should I scare?

So I decided to speak to her directly. But, before I could go to her room, someone knocked the door.

"Welcome, Master Erick," I said when opened the door.

"Thank you, Sebastian," he said.

"I will tell Young Miss that you've arrived," I said smiled.

"That's unnecessary," suddenly Young Miss came and welcomed him.

"Good morning, Ciel," he said and kissed her hand.

"Good morning, Erick. What bring you here today?" she asked.

"I brought you this flower. I hope you like it," he said while showed a bucket of tulips.

"How nice of you! Of course I like it," she said.

"Young Miss, I thought you don't like any flowers except roses," I said, sarcastic.

"Eh? Is that true?" said Master Erick, surprised.

She looked at me with an angry expression. "Yes, but I don't hate tulips either," she said.

"Is that true? It's nice, then," he said, smiled in happy.

How disguising!

"Well, why don't we come in and talk inside?" she said. "Sebastian, put these flower at my study room," she continued and gave me the flower.

"As you wish," I said, annoyed.

I looked at them when they walked to the lounge, while I, myself walked to the study room. What a terrible scene! I just could stress down my anger. But, inside my heart I also thought what the hell made this angry? Is this a feeling that human called jealous?

There's no way I am jealous. It must because I just don't want my prey to become someone else's things.

But, no matter how much I calmed down myself, I still couldn't get out my mind of thinking about her. I wanted to talk with her, but because of that annoying insect, I couldn't get a chance to talk with My Mistress. My chance to talk with her was just at the bedtime.

"Ciel," I said when entered her room.

"Sebastian? How many times I told you to knock the door before entered my room?!" she annoyed.

"I'm sorry, Young Miss. But, there's something that I want to talk about with you so badly," I said.

"Hah? What is it?" she asked.

"I want you to explain what the meaning of the last words you said to me last night," I said.

She seems startled. "What do you want me to explain? The meaning is the same with what I'd said," she said.

"And you said yourself not a liar…" I smirked.

She pissed. "I'm not a liar! Don't you dare to said that such of words to me!"

I smirked. "Well, then, why do you not tell me the truth right now? If you really not a liar, you must be can answer my question."

She looked at me. "You don't understand anything. You're just a loveless demon who tempt human with your sweet words of nothing!"

I startled. "How cruel of you! And how about you? You just a mere cold hearted girl who can do nothing without the help of the demon."

"You—"

"What? I am what, My Lady? Is there something wrong with my words?" I smirked.

"If you want to leave, then leave immediately! I don't need your help!" she said.

"Yes, I know. You don't need my help, the one you need is me, isn't that right, My Lady?"

"I don't need any help from you and I don't need your pack of mutt!" she said, annoyed.

"I think it's not good words for a Lady," I smiled.

"It's not your business," she said.

I smirked. "Then, why we just go to the main problem? I also don't like to change the subject."

She silences. "You really don't know to give up, do you?"

"Of course," I smiled.

"Listen," she started to talk. "Like I told you last night, I will die soon."

"How do you now?" I asked.

"Undertaker told me. He is a reaper so I can believe him and he won't lie to me, either," she explained. "I know you gave me 6 years to live, but I can't. Sebastian, I will die in 1 year and a half."

I startled when heard that. I really didn't expect something like that will happen. Suddenly, I felt an awkward feeling. The feeling between annoying and confuse.

Humans' life is really unpredictable.

I smirked. "So, that's the reason why you avoid me?" I said. "Ridiculous! Do you think I will be sad or crying when you're dies?"

"No, I'm not. Do you really think that I will think something like that?" she said. "No! I know the best who you are, Sebastian—a demon with no love in his eyes. The only reason why I avoid you is to stop all of this bullshit!" she said.

"What kind of bullshit?" I asked.

"Bullshit of love. For 4 years of my life, I live with the feeling of loving you and made you say that stupid lies, made me almost forgot about my main purpose," she explained. "So, I want us to stop this nonsense and forget all of the things that happened in the past."

I startled. "What the hell you're talking about, Ciel?"

"I told you to forget the past of me. Forget all of the days that we had in the past and every word that I ever told you," she said seriously.

I lost my words in surprised.

Is she serious with what she talking about?

How could she say something heartless like that?

I know that is not a big problem to me, but…

"Do you really a human?" I said.

"Huh?"

"Your lie doesn't impress me at all. So stop it right now!" I annoyed. "How could you say a cruel thing like that?"

"Cruel? You said that I'm cruel? Don't make me laugh! It is you who cruel! You don't know a thing how much I hurt because of you!" she shouted.

And you think that I'm not hurt? That was a words that I wanted to say, but somehow that wordscouldn't out from my mouth. At last, I could say nothing.

"Can't you understand how much I must hold down my feeling? As you know, I'm just a human, not like you!" she continued.

"Then, don't do it!" I said.

She startled.

"If you can't hold down your feeling, then don't do it," I said and held her hand. "You don't have to change. Just stay as you are. You don't have to afraid. I'm always here to make all of your wishes come true."

She surprised. "Do you want to chain me down, Sebastian?"

I smirked. "No. But, I want you to still be mine for the rest of your life."

She chuckled. The first chuckle that I ever seen after this 3 month of her rejection. "And you said that you're just a loveless demon?"

I smiled. "Correction, My Lady. You're the one who said it, not me."

She smiled and then sighed. "Fine! I will give you a second chance. Prove me that you can grant all of my wishes!"

"Yes, My Lady," I said.

She smirked.

"Well then, My Lady, may I have your honor?" I asked.

"What for?" she confused.

"To kiss you after 3 month you didn't let me to," I smiled.

She giggled. "And you said that you're just a butler?"

"Yes, I'm just one hell of a butler till the end."

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