"Dear diary, my life is hell..."

By Rekaina

Disclaimer: Me no own Naruto

Note: Just so you all know, the Fire country and all other countries are not another world in my fic, it is a island off the cost of Japan that was settled but was left forgotten over the years. It lost all possible connections to Japan but a single boat passes by the island regularly but is invisible to all who don't know it's exact place. I'm sorry if this doesn't at all fit in to the original plot of Naruto but it is more logical, to me, than a person traveling dimensions, though most fics I like are based on that sort of thing.

/Akara's POV/

My heart raced: 'This was the man that had caused one of my best friends so much pain, and now he is repeating it on me...but I am not weak! I will not be taken lightly, i have trained for seven years in over three different fighting styles! But even that may not be enough to survive...'

"You are pitiful, I'm surprised at my foolish brother!" He scoffed at me and grabbed his sword handel then pulled it out, but as he pulled he made it bite into my skin a little more, I didn't flinch; I was angry.

"You're one to talk!" I shouted falling to a crouch on the ground and kicking him in the shins knocking him off balance, then I did what any sane person would do when confronted by a mad killer, RUN FOR MY GOD DAMNED LIFE!

I ran down the stairs in the back, over Hikaru's fence and through the back door of her house. I gasped for breath as I ran into her living room finding her alone reading a orange book on her couch.

"Akara? What are you doing!" She gasped at me seeing my wound

"M-murder...RUN!" I yelled gripping her shoulders

"What who? Is this a joke?" Hikaru ventured

"No...run, I'll explain later...if there is a later!" I shouted realizing I still had my back pack on and starting to leave

"But..." Hikaru said starting to annoy me, I was trying to save her and she thought I needed to go to an asylum

"If you are my friend, you'll listen and believe me" I said finally, I started to run out her front door, she followed me this time

We both ran out of the house as fast as we could go, as we reached the fifth house from our home but a figure stood in front of us and I saw a glint of metal. Hikaru screamed and I looked away from the person frightened, I wouldn't be able to stop Itachi but I would save my friend.

"Hikaru I want you to run!" I shouted looking at her quickly

"But...isn't that...that Sasuke kid?" She said surprised

"Sasuke...? Sasuke! Itachi is...!" I said stressing Itachi's name

"I know..." Sasuke said quietly, "I want you both to run, I'll fend him off"

"But what if Hikaru's family comes back..." As I finished this sentence a scream pierced the air

"Ayaka..." I hear Hikaru say weakly

I spun around and saw her younger sister run down the street in the opposite direction from Itachi, but for him it was like shooting fish in a barrel, he shouted something along the lines of "Mangekyou Sharingun". Then there was silence followed by a sound that I was sure would scar me for life; a scream, the splatter of blood and the thing that would scar me most, cheerful and maniacal laughter.

"Ay-ayaka..." Hikaru said backing up, she pulled out a cell phone and called her parents

"Don't come home! Trust me...Ayaka was murdered and I don't want you to be too...I may never see you again..." Hikaru yelled into the phone before hanging up and dropping to the ground in a fetal position

"Hikaru...I-I should...I'll kill him" Akara said, "But, I won't...but I will get you sisters body away from that sick basturd!"

With that I ran forward toward him: 'I was going to die, but my heart told me to do this...for my friend, I brought this upon her didn't I...'

"Akara!" I heard Sasuke yell from behind me as he ran past me, "If your doing that...I've got your back..."

"Sasuke...thank's..." I whispered as he ran head on at his brother

As I reached the body I felt like throwing up...blood was every where and her lifeless eyes were stuck in a state of shock fear and...hatred?

"Ayaka, you were a pain...but you didn't deserve this" I said picking her up, blood poured down my front

"Akara! Quickly..." I heard Sasuke grunt to me as he blocked a swipe of Itachi's sword, I nodded and ran.

'Sasuke...be careful...' I thought as I ran past them as fast as I could as the full moon and starless sky seemed to laugh at us

Hikaru ran towards me in a hesitant way with fearful eyes, "She's..."

I nodded and past the lifeless body to her, she was silent then we both ran down the street away from the nightmare. After we reached a safe distance Hikaru stopped and glared at me

"You lied...if you hadn't lied Ayaka wouldn't be dead...THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" Hikaru yelled at me through her tears

"Hikaru, if I told you the truth than..." I stuttered as I looked at my blood stained hands, "It wouldn't have done any good, even if I told you..."

"Your lying! I hate you, I never want to see your face again! You always were better than me and when you make mistakes you'd deny it, this is no difference, your incompetence killed my sister and your family, YOU DESERVE THIS!" Hikaru yelled at me as she ran off, those words stung more than I thought they would

'Maybe it is my fault...I wish this never happened...or that I could at least leave this place behind...' I thought standing there as Ayaka's blood slowly dripped off my shirt and hands and on to the ground, the blood making the sound of a sad song play through my ears

I then thought something insane...I decided that I would kill myself when I found a place where nobody knew me and that way I wouldn't be missed...so I ran through the forest in the park until my legs gave out and I lost consciousness

'I'm sorry...I'm such a failure...' I thought as I went into a dreamless sleep and a figure walked up to my body holding some kind of weapon, I could only hope they were planning on killing me, that is all I wanted right now...

/next day/

/Third Person/


Police report: #78942

Case: Murder

Suspects: Naomi Yaman (neighbor, only one at home at time), Akara Akiame (daughter, disappeared), Hikaru Motto (Daughter, also disappeared), two unknown DNA samples also found at scene

Victims: Tory Akiame (son), Nori Akiame (father, husband), Rei Akiame (mother, wife), Ayaka Motto (sister, body found in park 3 blocks away)

Description of scene: The bodies where thoroughly cut with what seems to be a sword or knife, table shattered. Happened as family sat down for dinner...


The inspector wrote the report at 6am in the morning, the day after the murder and was completely stumped, who did it? He held his head and was sure that it was planned out, it was quick and the murderer obviously had experience and knew what he or she was doing.

'This is tough since all our suspects have disappeared or had rock hard alibis and proof to back them up. Also, there was no motive, this was obviously an insane act of murder, and what about the DNA? No one matched it...this case will never be solved will it? We will have to make an assumption...probably one of those girls...' The inspector thought rising from his desk, he couldn't help but feel sorry for them.

/Hikaru's POV/

I looked around confused and looked around me for my sister, she was gone. I realized that I was in some sort of office, it looked weird though and there were mounds of paper work on the desk, I suddenly heard a door open and a woman with blond hair walked in confused.

"Who are...?" She started but I fainted, I am definitely lost...

/Akara POV/

My eyes fluttered open as I woke up, I was laying on some sort of futon.

'Where am I...?' I thought as I got up

I then realized someone was holding my wrist, I spun my head around and saw Sasuke holding a finger to his lips to silence me since I had my mouth open ready to talk.

"Akara, I brought you with me to where I live. I became a nuke-nin and this isn't Konoha, here you are safe as long as you have my protection, but don't insult Orochimaru or he may make you leave, he is the leader of the group of nuke-nin I joined" Sasuke said almost silently to me

I looked around the cave: 'So this is the HQ of the great Orochimaru...I thought Sasuke despised him...'

"Sasuke, I thought you hated Orochimaru?" I said tilting my head

"I did and still do, but he can give me the power to destroy my brother" Sasuke said quickly

"...I'm still unsure about the whole thing but I trust your choices, Sasuke, and I know you wouldn't put me or any of your friends in danger" I smiled at him

"...right..." He said almost in a guilty tone, "Come on, I have to present you to Orochimaru, I'll get you a change of clothes later"

I nodded and stood with him and we exited the enclosed cave area and into a larger one where the air seemed less thick and there were candles burning beside some sort of stone throne where a man was sitting, and waiting.

'...creepy guy...' I thought walking towards him behind Sasuke

"Thisss is the girl, neh Sasuke?" Orochimaru hissed out in a voice that sent a chill up my spine

"Yes Orochimaru-sama,her name is..." Sasuke started

"Let her speak for herssself" Orochimaru commanded

"I-I'm Akara Akiame, Itachi killed my family yesterday" I said unsure of what to say, "I know basic hand seals and ninja technique but wasn't trained as a ninja"

"I ssee, Akara-chan" He said creeping me out even more, "Well, I will allow you to stay here as long as you agree to train, help and prove your worth"

I nodded, it seemed fair, protection for being useful.

"Very well, training starts tomorrow" He said standing and heading to a small chamber to the right

"Come..." Sasuke said turning and walking back to the room they had previously been in

I nodded, still a little confused, and went into the "room". Sasuke was taking something down from something that I guessed was a shelf, and took out a match and lit a oil lamp of some sort.

"Akara...I'm sorry about all this..." Sasuke said turning tome sadly

"Sasuke, it's okay, I blame only myself..." I said comfortingly

"No, it is my fault, if Itachi didn't know about you, you would have a normal life and a family..." Sasuke said sitting down beside me on the futon cross legged

"Sasuke...I..." I stuttered out leaning against his shoulder tears once again brimming

"Don't cry Akara, I don't want you to" He said to me stroking my head

"I know, I'm trying not to...I just went so long with out crying I can't stop" I said wiping my eyes and pulling back

I looked at the ground until Sasuke pulled my face up and kissed me. I sat there, shocked, for awhile until I realized what was happening and pulled back.

"Sasuke, you..." I said lost for words

"Akara, I care about you, deeply I don't want anything to happen to you..." He trailed off, "Do you care about me...?"

I looked at him and started thinking: 'Did I? But I always thought we were just...'

I leaned towards him and kissed him on the lips, then pulled back blushing slightly

"That good enough for answer?" I asked tilting my head looking up at him

"Yeah...come on I'll get you some new clothes" He said standing and reaching a hand down to me, I took it and he brought me through a corridor to a chamber with treasure, in it all kinds of money, jewels and clothes.

"Take your pick..." He said leaning against a wall starting to think

I looked around the room and found a pair of black shorts that would go down to the top of my knees, a black, thin fabric trench coat that had a furless hood and reached down to my ankles and a fishnet shirt with a brown tube top. I also found a belt pouch full of ninja items and and one that could attach to my arm. I grabbed these clothes and followed Sasuke to a room with a door where I could get changed undisturbed, he told me he would watch the door.

I walked into a small cavern with a hanging oil lamp chandelier type of lighting. I quickly changed and folded up my bloody clothes and realized I had been wearing my ninja boots that I had made Sasuke get me. I then remembered that I had a shirt similar to the one he wore all the time, I walked out and saw Sasuke waiting.

"Sasuke, before I found that I had one of you shirts, why...?" I said as we walked back to the place which I guessed was his room

"I gave it to you when I saw you sleeping in the tree, you looked cold so I slipped it over what you had been wearing..." Sasuke said continuing to walk

"Oh...okay, hey do you know what happened to Hikaru?" I asked then remembered what we had said to each other before splitting up.

"I don't actually know, but I couldn't find her anywhere, and I looked a long time to..." Sasuke said laying down on the futon staring at the ceiling, "I'm going to bed, night..."

I sat beside him thinking for awhile then I dozed off into a dreamless sleep

/Hikaru/

/Morning/

I woke to someone shaking me lightly, was all that happened a dream? I sat up and looked at the person beside me, she had bright pink hair and seemed to be my age

"Hey...your that girl in my dream, wait if...is this a dream, or is my family dead and I'm in a hospital recovering from almost dying!" I shouted thinking of what may have happened

"Actually, you appeared in the hokage's office suddenly and were in some sort of trauma state, I'm supposed to watch over you..." The girl said, "My name is Sakura"

I looked at her outstretched hand and shook it hard to make sure this wasn't a dream, it wasn't a dream, that meant my sister was dead...and I may have...ruined my friendship with Akara, for a reason I can't even remember!

"My family is alive but my sister, and friends family,are dead, she and I argued then split up. Then I woke up un this "hokages office", as you put it and fell unconscious, and then I woke up here...where ever here is..." I said looking around nervously

Before Sakura said anything a nurse came in with a small scroll, Sakura opened it and read it and as soon as she put it down and was about to explain something a group of enthusiastic and not so enthusiastic people came in

"Hikaru! You are alright, I was afraid you were hurt badly!" A blur said frantically jumping up and down so fast I couldn't see him properly

"Lee?" I said shocked

"Hikaru!" Lee shouted back

"Lee!"

"Hikaru!" and with those strings of words said he jumped forward in a hug, I sat there confused

'What is he doing?' I wondered

"Lee...what are you doing? I was happy to see you sure but...what's with the hugging?" I said pushing him away

"Lee, not everyone who acts like an idiot that keeps shouting your name happily at you wants a hug..." A girl with two buns in her hair said

"...are you calling me stupid!" I said angrily

"Oh, sorry I didn't mean it in that way it's just that happens a lot, by a lot I mean every day, between him and Gai sensei and then they ramble about youth..." She said nervously

"She is stupid, Ten-ten, if she got herself so beat up" A boy with ridiculously long hair said, at least I think it was a boy

"Uh, are you a boy are girl?" I asked

There was a long silence then a twitch

"I'm a boy, told you she was stupid" He said annoyed turning away

"...are you sure your a boy?" I said still confused

At that flames erupted around him

"I'm a boy!" He yelled still keeping his composure, but being frightening none the less

"Neji, calm down, she was just joking..." "Ten-ten" said sweat dropping

"...no I'm not..." I muttered

This time "Neji" just sat there fuming

"I found you unconscious and brought you to Konoha!" A very confident Lee said

"Lee! You brought this girl to Konoha even though you could have dropped her off at a local hospital!" A man in a freakishly tight green suit shouted punching Lee in the face

"Uh..." I stared

"I'm sorry Gai-sensei but it seemed right!" Lee shouted back, crying

"It's okay, youth was blinding you, it is powerful! But you did what was in your youthful heart, didn't you Lee!" He shouted again then suddenly a backdrop of a sun set and the crashing of waves appeared behind them

"Lee!"

"Gai-sensei!"

"Lee!

"Gai-sensei!"

"Lee!"

"Gai-sensei!"

With that they hugged, both teary eyed...it was disgustingly cute, in it's own freakish green spandex suit wearing way, I guess...

"Why did I go out with him?" I whispered to myself quietly

I suddenly started to laugh, and laugh more and some more at their very stupid show of teacher student comradery

"HAHAHA...god that was funny...whew...okay, now don't ever do that again I might die of laughter!" I joked catching my breath, "I needed that laugh, really, with the murder...oh right..."

"Murder?" Neji said

"Yeah, my friends family and my sister were...AKARA! Damn it where is she, we were running then...she may be getting blamed for what that guy did or she was caught and killed too! No, damn it, no!" I shouted suddenly

They all stared at me then I glared

"I'm under pressure so back off!" I snapped

"Backing off..." Ten-ten said sticking her hands up defensively

"... can I get some sleep now?" I said to Sakura who was still sitting in a chair beside me

"Okay, hey guys time to go" Sakura said standing and opening the door, "It's normal for her to be acting a little weird, she was traumatized..."

"But I usually act like this..." I whispered to myself

"Maybe you guys can come back tomorrow" She shouted to the as they walked down the hall, at least I think they were walking down the hall, otherwise she wouldn't be shouting

"Thanks, Sakura..." I said turning over and pulling the blankets up to my chin

I then closed my eyes and began to fall asleep when she started to talk to me quietly

"What's your name?" She said

"Hikaru Motto..." I said almost compelled to say a fake name

"Okay, what happened besides the murder, like who did it and was anybody else there, besides the people murdered and "Akara"?" She said as I sat back up

"Yeah, a guy named Sasuke came and saved us, he knew Akara and the guy who murdered them...I didn't catch his name but Akara and Sasuke knew him..." I said while she grew shocked, "Can I sleep?"

"Uh...sure" She said in two short gasps as she thought about something

"Are you okay?" I said turning over

"Yeah...sleep..."

"Oka..." I started then fell to sleep, man, I was tired

/next day/

/third person/

Hikaru had woken up at around 6am the next day and found Sakura sleeping on a futon soundlessly, she slowly crept out of bed and towards the door. She turned the door knob but it stuck.

"locked...?" She said sadly walking back to the bed sitting down, sighing

Sakura's small futon was set against the wall and she had a thin blanket over her

"Sakura...hello?" Hikaru said poking her, "Come on, wake up..."

"Naruto, stop it!" She shouted pushing Hikaru backwards

"Ow...!" Hikaru said rubbing her butt, "What was that for?"

"Sorry, I thought you were..." Sakura said trailing off

"Naruto? He was in that weird dream of mine to..." Hikaru said leaning against the bed frame, still sitting on the ground

"Dream? Tell me about it" Sakura said sitting, knees tucked underneath her

"Well at first it was black and I was running and I kept seeing all these pictures then I saw and heard a specific conversation between you and Naruto...Sasuke was mentioned...it went like this:

'Sakura chan!'

'Go away, Naruto, you are so annoying!'

'B-but Sakura chan...'

'I have to find Sasuke...'

"sakura" walks away

'-sigh- what does he have that I don't...'

'A brain...'

'Hey...!'

But it looked like it happened, like, the other day" Hikaru said yawning, "It was weird..."

"I see...do you know what a bloodline trait is?" Sakura asked

"A what line trait?" Hikaru said confused

"Never mind..." Sakura said, "I'm bringing Naruto in later, k?"

"Huh, k..." Hikaru said hopping onto the edge of the bed and bouncing as Sakura talked to a nurse about getting Naruto

She continued to bounce then she realized she was wearing hospital-sheik

"...when that happen?" Hikaru asked Sakura motioning to her present outfit

"Oh, your clothes had blood on it, you aren't injured so you know but, we changed your clothes" Sakura said starting to brush her hair

"We?" Hikaru said nervously

"Yeah, Tsunade-sama helped. She is the Hokage...do you want me to explain things to you...?" Sakura said putting her hair brush in a bag, "You seem really confused..."

"That would be helpful...where am I and how did I get here?" Hikaru said

"Konoha, it's a ninja village, you suddenly appeared in the hokages office. Lee explained that he had gotten Neji to transport you with a jutsu" Sakura said, "But you were transported to the hokages office where you woke up then fainted with shock, then Tsunade-sama brought you to the hospital and assigned me to watch you since I am one of the best medical ninja"

"Medical-ninja...jutsu...Hokage...?" Hikaru said confused

Sakura sighed and began to explain what they were

(For those who don't know what those are I ask you 'why are you reading this? Do you even watch Naruto?' But if you persist on continuing google-it, remember "When in doubt, Google...or Wikipedia")

"...okay..." Hikaru said blinking at the new found information, about an hour of explaining had just occurred and she, surprisingly, understood it, "Ninja's are...AWESOME! Where do I sign up?"

"You have to go through academy training first..." Sakura stuttered

"Great, okay where is it!" Hikaru said gripping her shoulders

"People generally start training at age 8...you'd feel out of place and the hokage may not want you to..." Sakura stuttered

"So, private lessons no prob and I could talk to the hokage about it!" Hikaru yelled excitedly

The door opened and a confused looking Naruto walked in

"Sakura-chan, what's going on...?" Naruto said looking at the deranged girl cutting off the blood circulation in Sakura's arms

"Naruto! This is the girl I wanted you to meet!" Sakura said standing up and straightening her clothes as Hikaru blushed

'Naruto wasn't this cute in my dream...' Hikaru thought to herself

"I heard her yelling something about meeting granny-Tsunade earlier...?" Naruto started but Sakura hit him in the head

"It's Tsunade-sama not granny-Tsunade, Naruto! You're so disrespectful!" Sakura yelled angrily

"Erm...yeah I wanted to meet the Hokage to see if I could start training and become a ninja!" Hikaru said happily

"Okay, Sakura why did you want me to come here?" Naruto asked rubbing the swelling bump on his head

"Right, this girl had a dream and me and you were in it, she saw conversation we had before. She doesn't know how it happened though and she didn't know what a bloodline trait is..." Sakura said

"I also saw my friend appear in my hallway with a jutsu type thing but then she also ran out of the kitchen at the same time and stood beside herself. But she couldn't see the jutsu appearance of herself...I was wondering...can I see the past? even if I wasn't there at the time?" Hikaru asked confused

"What?" Naruto asked confused

"...your friend knows jutsu's and probably used one to transport to your house one time, and then it replayed and you could see it but she couldn't because she doesn't have a bloodline trait you do...but where did you get a bloodline trait?" Sakura said

"I get it...we were in her "vision" before when she had that dream before, right?" Naruto said

"Yeah, I never heard of that bloodline trait before though...it may be a new one, we'll have to talk to the hokage about it" Sakura said

"...so I have a bloodline trait...EVEN MORE AWESOME FOR ME, I'M GOING TO BE A TOTALLY AWESOME NINJA NOW!" Hikaru shouted

"...she has a one track mind doesn't she?" Naruto asked

"Yeah, it reminds me of someone I know...?" Sakura sighed

"Huh?" Naruto asked

(End Chapter, sorry about the large amount of talking at the end but it needed to be done)