AN- Hello, veeheart914 here! This is the long awaited 6th chapter! Yayyyy! I
thought it was about time for another Chad POV…so here goes. Sorry if it
isn't too good. I'm not a guy!
Disclaimer: I own NOTHING! Get it in your head!
Chad's
POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I lay in my hospital bed reliving what had happened only an hour before.
Mrs. Cooper.
What a joke.
If I could, right now, I'd be beating the ** out of someone.
It's bad enough that they were dating, but getting married?
I didn't deserve to find out that way.
I didn't even have a chance with Sonny.
She picks me back up when I fall, she tells me I can always try again and
ironically, this is the one thing I can't really do anything about.
The one thing I need to change before I lose my sanity.
And I can't do it.
I only wish she was about to be Mrs. Cooper.
How pathetic.
The reason I even went through all this hospital ** is because I thought that
if I got better, I just might have a chance with Sonny.
I yanked the IV tubes out of me, grabbed my clothes which were still on a
chair in my room and hopped out the window.
Good thing I was on the first floor.
I'm depressed, but I don't have a death wish….yet.
I ran to the nearest public bathroom and changed.
All sorts of questions popped into my mind.
If I die, will it hurt Sonny?
Will I die?
Do I want to die?
Where am I going?
All these stupid questions that I have no answers for, except for maybe one.
Do I want to die?
Right now, that pretty sums it all up.
I got lost in my thoughts as I walked on the side of the highway, not really
caring if I got hit.
I had nothing to live for.
My Sonshine had been taken away.
AN- Sorry if it stunk. I'm not very used to this story yet, I promise it WILL
get better! REVIEW PEOPLE! If you don't, then I will NOT update! Well, I
probably will, but not the point.
