Chapter 7: Ideal world
"Wallet, check! "
"Bag, check!"
"Hair, check!"
"Yosh! Time to go. Komachi! If you don't wake up yet, you will be late! I will go now. See ya!"
"Huh?! But Onii-san, it still early!"
"Wait! Its still 6.30 am! You are going to school now? Wait!"
Walking in her pajama's, Komachi walk out to see nothing from his brother trace.
"Oh. He has gone. Hmm, well it okay. He sure firing up this morning."
"It can't be helped then; this is his first day in school. Where is it? Sobu High if I don't mistaken.
Hope he could get along with his new classmate."
With a smile bright in her face Komachi entering the house to get prepared to go to school.
"Oh shoot! Oniichan forgot to bring his lunch box!"
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Chiba! Its Chiba! It's a lively and heartwarming Chiba! Ahhh! Chiba!
This morning feels so different! I will change my life today! Yeah!
Suddenly a girl scream.
There have bee dog leash out and running at the middle of the road.
A black limosine car are fast and it may hit the dog. If the dog die the girl will live in misery. Yeah, something become like my life before.
Geh, I can't let it happen! Thank god I have Yawamushi attribute! I depend on you, My bicycle skill!
Dash to infront of the car, I Grabbing the dog body and go to the other side of the road.
However, because of too fast I was crash to the tree.
"Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! My back!"
I feel a slightly pain at my back. But, it is not can danger my life. Well at least the dog is leave unhurt.
Yeah, IT saves and now keeps licking on my cheek.
"Stop! Stop! I know! Stop it yeah?"
Pushing the dog aside I take out my handkerchief from my coat pocket and cleaning my cheek.
"Sable! Sable! Thank god! Thank You! Thank You!"
That girl, the owner of that dog give her thanks to me.
Speak of devil, she is quite cute. Cherry hair, not too long and not too short just above the shoulder length. The Bust…okay, well developed. Well suit shirt and…wait a minute she just wearing sport clothes. Oh damn! My imaginations have gone beyond the boundary!
"Umm, I, I.., Yuigahama Yui, this is my dog, Sable. Thanks for saving him!"
"Don't worry, its okay. I am Hikigaya Hachiman, nice to meet you"
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After knowing her for a while, one day she ask me to wait her at the rooftop. I quiet surprise with her request because that day is Valentine Days and for the most of my life there is no girl asking me such a request before. This is must a blessing from the angel…maybe?
After wait her for about ½ hours, at last Yuigahama Yui appear from the roof top doors.
With her cleek blusing like a strawberry, she said something that I want from all this moment.
"I like you! Please go out with me"
Yes! This is it! The spring has come in my life! Oh my god! Farewell my loner live! Welcome my Love Live!
Yuigahama still bowing like the time has freeze.
"I…I…I like you too. So…I..I don't mind if we could going out together…hehhe."
No response…
Wait…something is fishy here. Really fishy…
All my planned are conducted and progress in smooth rate.
Getting new friend, get into a clique, becoming ace in the club and get myself a girlfriend.
Something is not right here.
"Yeah..something are not right from the beginning."
Suddenly a voice echoing in Hachiman surrounding. His surrounding also become dark and the light lost from the world. Hachiman world now become pitch black.
Then the light return. What he could see now is pure white. Nothing more nothing less. Just a empty land without end. No hint of any life here.
"Welcome home Hikigaya Hachiman…."
A voice behind him greeting him.
"Who!" Hachiman become too surprise. The man in front of him is more likely like himself…no..its the boy.
He is Hikigaya Hachiman in his primary school age.
"How are you? Are you satisfied now?"
"What..what did you mean?"
"Are you satisfied with your IDEAL world just now?"
"Ideal world…..did you means that all things that I have just experience just now is not more than just an illusion? You are lying right? It can't be…"
"No, I'm not lying. That was just you that lied to yourself."
"Who are you! Who are you…are you are devil?"
"Devil…rather than devil..let's just said that I am your other self. Your happiness."
"My…happiness…"
"Yes…something that you have neglected from all this time in order to achieved your aim."
"Why did you do something that will make yourself hurt! That make both of us hurt!
"All along this time, the road that you take always full of pain and depression!"
"Being rejected by people is hurt! But…sob..sob…"
"Being rejected by yourself is more pain! You know it right!"
"Why! Why! Why all this time you keep rejecting yourself?"
"You keep rejecting me…you keep rejecting your happiness."
"Sacrificing yourself is not cool you know…."
"Nee..Hachiman…are you still are human?"
"Are you still human Hachimannn! Answer me!" With a rage he pull my upper shirt and shout.
"Human…human…human..I…who am I?" I was at loss, I don't ever have an idea. The next thing I know is tears are flowing down to my cheek…
It is hurt here…I can still feel the pain..but something is missing…
"Hey you..what did I…what did I lost from all this time?"
"Your future…"
"You stop thinking about your future."
"House husband ambition is just an excuse…. Right? You can lied to everyone but you can't lied to yourself…"
"You always think that you don't have nothing to lose…"
"Because why? Why? Why did you think like that Hachiman?"
"Why you say? Why…why did I think like that? Hey…why did I think like that?"
"You know the answer did you? "
The answer….right.. the answer…the reason.
Only one reason.
Yes, One and Only reason.
"Genuine thing"
"You really quite slow this time, stupid."
"If I am stupid, that also goes to you."
"Haha..ha..hahaha"
Both of us laugh and cry at the same time.
The feeling that I have restrained within myself flowing out, one by one.
One by one my burdens being lift out.
My laugh starts to change to teary burst.
I cry as loud as I could.
The feeling of pain, depression, hatred and grief are flowing uncapped.
It just flow…keep flowing….in this timeless world.
I don't know how long have I overwhelmed by this feeling.
After a while, the scenery changes to the twilight scenery. Pure orange are emerged from the sky.
"So, what did you want to do now? Did you want to reset it? Start from zero?" my other seft asking me with small smile reflected on his face.
Reset….that may be good.
But…
"No." I answering his question.
"I want to keep going. I have enough running away….this time….. I don't know what future that I will hold, but as long as I alive, I can have a future right?" With the determination in my heart I let out the most embarrassing statement.
"Yeah, you will. So please, keep alive." The boy of my other self keep smiling and give a courage to me.
"I know. I will. Furthermore this is for my own sake…for both of us sake." Accepting his encouragement I proceed for the last question that have be play in my mind before.
"Last question…future…what is it?" I ask him my last question.
"You are really slow Hachiman..but, I will answer it." That boy give a big honest smile while giving the answer for my question.
"Future is…"
-Chapter End-To be continue-
The chapter has entering the conflict part. All conflict will disappear one by one. Time for the healing part. I know, so many people have broken their heart since following my story. Thanks for supporting.
KAWAIISAKI PART 3 & 4 WILL CONTINUE LATER.
