Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi, sadly…

A/N: Oh my! Two hundred reviews! I'm happier than a bird with a french fry, mmhmm, I am :) Well anyway, enough jibber jabbers, here's chapter 7! I think that I'm going to make this story probably ten chapters plus, maybe eleven, I don't know yet.

This story is inspired by the song Get Up, Get Up, Get Up by Barcelona.


Crawling on Ashes

Summary: It was, Clare rather thought now, those two last words—"even me"—that had sent her feet walking out of the room without her even realizing it. Was he so promiscuous? More importantly, was she really so undesirable?


Chapter 7

To say I was nervous was probably an understatement. I was scared to be honest. The look in Eli's eyes when he told me that it was going to hurt just made my body shake.

We entered my room and Eli had pushed me to lie on my bed, his body crawled on top of mine. I gasped when his mouth attacked my neck, his teeth sinking into my flesh while his hand squeezed my breast, hard. I moaned in my throat, and arched my back. Eli's lips moved down to my sternum, where he licked the spot there before placing a wet kiss over it.

I watched through dazed eyes as Eli began to remove his pants yet again. He sat back and yanked his pants off, and then he removed my panties, and shirt. I lay beneath him, blushing madly. Eli separated my legs and he had already started to rub himself against me, slowly pushing his cock inside, and then pulling out, teasing me.

"Eli—please… don't tease me." I begged. Eli smirked. He loomed on top of me, and whispered against my lips, "Do you want me to fuck you Clare?"

I whimpered in response.

I thrust my hips up, brushing my center against his cock, enticing him to thrust himself inside me. I wanted him so much right now. With a hard thrust, Eli plunged his cock inside me, I screamed. Even though Eli and I have had sex, it still hurt. It hurt really badly. Eli didn't hesitate in letting me adjust, and he started a harsh rhythm.

I moaned, tossing my head back, burying my head into my pillows. My lust glazed eyes began to drift shut, and Eli growled, "Keep your eyes open…"

I tried my hardest to obey to his command, but it was just too damn hard. Eli pushed my legs up to my chest, keeping them separated. I screamed in mind blowing pleasure.

"Look, look at me." Eli breathed.

My eyes slowly averted up to meet his deep green eyes. Eli growled and he sped up his pelvic thrusts, while he wrapped my legs around his waist.

"You're so damn tight." Eli groaned. I whimpered in response, biting hard on my lower lip. I lifted my hips in time with his hard thrusts, and he moaned in response. Eli had pulled me up, and he was soon lying on his back, with me on top, straddling him. I blushed, and placed my hands on his highly visible, but completely there abs. Eli grabbed my hips and guided them to move up, and then back down.

After I had gotten the hang of it, I started to move on my own.

Eli reached up and he grabbed my breasts, squeezing them gently while his fingers teased my hard nipples. I tossed my head back, screaming and moaning loud while I thrust my hips up and down, hard and fast. Eli groaned, his lips parting slightly as he breathed heavily.

"Eli! Oh Eli!" I moaned loud.

"Scream my name Clare." I heard Eli say darkly.

I reached up and clenched my hair in my hands. Eli sat up, with me in his lap and I placed my hands on his shoulders. Eli grabbed my bottom and when he thrust my body down, his hips jerked up. He doing this caused the tip of his dick to hit my spot, sending jolts of pleasure to run up and down my spine.

"E-Eli! Harder, please!" I screamed.

"So you like it when it hurts, huh Clare?" Eli purred. He reached up slowly, and he curled his fingers in my hair, and pulled down hard, causing me to jerk my head back. Eli attacked my neck, his teeth biting hard into my flesh. I screamed in both pain, and pleasure. My blood was boiling in my veins from the intense pleasure I was receiving.

As much as I hated Eli, I still couldn't get over the fact at how good he could make me feel. Something in the pit of my stomach started to tighten, and I felt my inner walls begin to clench and unclench. Eli moaned and he buried his head in the crook of my neck, and he thrust his hips harder.

"Ahh!" My back arched, and I pressed my chest against Eli's. I breathed heavily, and my body shook lightly as I rode out my orgasm. Eli had soon pulled out and I blushed ten different shades of pink and red when I felt him cum all over my stomach, and chest.

The only thing heard in my room was the sounds of our heavy breathing.

Eli removed his head from the crook of my neck and he reached up and cupped my cheek, kissing me chastely.

"I have to go now Clare. I will be back tonight though." Eli whispered against my softly quivering lips. I slowly nodded, and I moved off of Eli. I watched him get dressed as I slowly pulled on my clothes. Just as Eli was about to leave, I heard the front door open, and the sound of my mother's voice echoed throughout the entire house.

"Clare I'm home!"

"Clare? Clare where are you?"

"U-um, mom I'm upstairs!" I responded.

Eli turned to me and I whispered for him to go out through the window. He didn't need to be told twice, but before he jumped out, he crushed his lips over mine, giving me the sloppiest kiss ever. I watched him pathetically and when he exited, my mother walked into my room. I smiled faintly at her and she blinked a few times.

"Where's Eli?" She asked.

I licked my lips and responded, "He left a few minutes after you did. He said he um, had something to do."

Mom nodded slowly and she said, "I brought something to eat." She smiled at me and I smiled back, getting up from my bed. I followed her downstairs and the smell of Chinese take-out filled my nose. I subconsciously licked my lips and sat down at the table. Mom had brought us some plates and I immediately started to pile my plate.

"So, your father should be coming down in a week or so." Mom said.

"Great." I muttered, with a sardonic tone in my voice.

"Clare, I know you're not fond of your father right now, but please try to be nice. He's trying his best to win back our trust." Mom sighed softly. I frowned and slowly nodded, resisting the urge to roll my eyes. My father had cheated on my mom for almost a year, and we both found out at the same time after coming home from our "mother and daughter" day.

I always thought my dad to be the trusting kind, but he cheating on my mother with his assistant was probably the worse damn thing he could do. No matter how hard he tries, I won't ever trust him, never again.


"Oh, Eli… you're home."

I closed the front door behind me and eyed my mother, who had walked out of the kitchen, cradling a bowl and holding a wooden spoon in the other hand. I walked to the kitchen and sat down at the table, slouching in my chair.

"How was school today? Where did you go? Did you see that Clare girl?"

"Cece, you know not to ask about my personal life, so why do you insist?" I asked. She pressed her lips to a line and cleared her throat nervously. Mom slowly walked back to the kitchen and she poured the contents she was mixing into a baking dish, and popped it into the oven.

Moments later my dad walked into the kitchen.

"When did you get home?" He asked.

"Just now."

"I'm surprised you haven't left to go partying or something." Dad said sarcastically. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. He sat down next to me, and I got up from the table and started to rummage through the pantry, trying to find something to eat. I opened the packet of Oreo cookies and took three out.

"Ah, ah, ah. You'll spoil your dinner if you eat junk food first." Mom said as she took the cookies out of my hand.

I blinked a few times, and sighed heavily, muttering something inaudible under my breath. I walked out of the kitchen and headed to my room. I pushed the door open, and closed it when I entered my cold room. I locked my door and walked to my computer desk. I signed into my FaceRange account, and immediately got an IM from Adam.

Adam-Torres88: Just so you know, I'm not too proud about you and Clare being an item now.

My left eyebrow arched up and I blinked a few times.

Eli-gold48: Are you jealous?

Adam-Torres88: Me? Jealous? Jealous of what? I don't have anything to be jealous of! All I'm saying is that, if you hurt Clare, you're in for the worst.

I tried my hardest not to bust out laughing. Adam tries too damn hard.

Eli-gold48: Adam, you won't be able to do anything to me, besides… I don't hit girls

Adam-Torres88 has signed out…

I smirked and clicked on the status button.

School, tomorrow should be interesting. I can't wait to see her tonight.

I signed out of my account, and walked to my bed, and lay down on it, staring blankly at the ceiling. Just as I was beginning to relax, my mom had shouted that dinner was ready. I wasn't hungry though. I already had my dinner. I smirked, and the memory of a few minutes ago flooded my thoughts.

I laced my fingers behind my head and glanced over at the digital clock. It's eight o' clock. Four hours exactly until I sneak up into Clare's room. Oh, she's in for something nice tonight. I hope she didn't think that I was done with her, because clearly… I'm not.

End of Chapter 7


I know this chapter sucked and was short compared to the rest, but yeah, the next chapter will be SO, SO good. It's really the moment you've all been waiting for really :) I know you guys are going to like it! Oh and um, I would just like to say, because I know somewhere deep down, this person is still reading this story (insert name here) I don't appreciate you bashing me in a PM, telling me that Eli is too OOC, and that Clare is acting like a dumb slut in this story. I warned you and you can't be upset about it, but then again you review my story like you love it. It's not cool man, makes me die a little on the inside, but it's your opinion, if you want to be a hypocrite, that's your problem, not mine.

Anyways, reviews will be nice :) Don't forget to review!

Goodbye for now!