"When you fly with me
Let your heart believe
Dreams can take you anywhere
If you just set them free"
-Kari Kimmel
Hi everyone, oh my gosh-I'm so for this delay in my writing. I didn't forget about this story I've actually been trying to write all week. I've just been really busy-Christmas shopping, final projects-surgery Wednesday. I was so upset over the end of Elsa in Once-but this is the longest chapter I've written yet! So yay-I didn't lose my inspiration! I promise my chapters will come faster. I'm no longer truly distracted by college classes-I'm free until late January hehehe. Also since I had my wisdom teeth out-oh my gosh-constant pain all the time. I'm now either uber bored or in serious need of distraction from pain. So writing is my only focus, since I basically can't sleep either. I hope to have this story completed by Sunday; but that's only if I can deal with the lack of sleep and pain. Even so I won't deliver all the chapters at once-since my beta is going away and I'll have no one else to correct my work. However, I'd like to have the final three chapters posted before Christmas-since this is a Christmas story :D I hope you'll like this chapter, it wasn't what I expected it's better! Enjoy the references to ' Let it go' I just couldn't help it hehe-I just too inspired :) and thanks to a special friend-you know who you are-thank you for believing in me :D you made me feel special. This is only a taste-to keep y'all wanting more-enjoy;) heheh*mischievous smile* let me know what you think.
Chapter 7: Fly with Me
'It's an Elsa world -here in the winter, she's come to cover the ground in snow' Emma sang-she'd changed the words again to 'Marshmallow World.' As she so often did, now with every song, that reminded her of Elsa. Love songs seemed so special now as though they'd been written for her and Elsa-and them alone. "It's the time for play" Emma sang as her new iPod continued to play; too lost in her own daydreaming to make up different words. "It's a whip cream day I wait for it the whole year round."
It had been three days since she and Elsa had shared their infamous breakfast; three beautiful amazing days. Now they hardly spent any moments apart and today was to be no exception. She felt she was flying as she hurried in her warm coat, gloves and fuzzy hat with only ear buds for company. Here she was fairly dancing through the snowy drifts along the sidewalk. She was in a hurry, she was going to see Elsa-today was the day. Today, the day - they'd promised to build their snowman in the field outside by the woods.
She pulled open the door to Granny's practically skidding through due to a slippery floor. No time to slow down- in her haste she nearly knocked into Ruby with a pot of steaming coffee. She thankfully didn't spill the coffee-oops. In surprise, Ruby jumped and spun to avoid a collision with Emma's hasty entrance. She couldn't help but laugh, this was Emma's usual entrance, she should have been prepared. Every morning for the past three days, she'd come crashing through the door -at 9 am. She was never one minute later or earlier, Ruby knew she could set a watch to Emma.
"Emma-oh gosh. Woah-where's the fire?" She called already knowing the answer-as she tried to keep her head from continuing to spin. No sooner had the words left her mouth, Emma was already up the back stairs two at a time.
"Sorry Ruby" Emma's voice came floating down to her "I'm spending the day with Elsa." One, two-three-Ruby continued in her mind-now she will. Then she heard the usual two knocks on the upstairs door, the same ones Emma used everyday.
"Elsa?" Emma called as she tapped twice upon the door to signify it was her "Are you ready? Let's go build our snowman!" She excitedly said as she deposited the iPod and the earbuds into her pocket.
The door flew open and a smiling blushing Elsa stood in the doorway. She'd put on her usual ice dress-but hadn't braided her hair. It framed her face, long platinum tresses shimmering in the light from the window.
"Yes!" Elsa said happily "I'm so ready-oh my Emma." She stopped blushing worried how that would sound my Emma.
Did she just call me her Emma-?!
"I can't wait to show you" Elsa stuttered- "How magic can be fun." She slyly gave the princess a soft smile as she took her hand and lead her to the stairs. Emma just followed memorized and completely lost in everything Elsa. Does she know what she said?
Ruby watched shaking her head and smiling as Emma and Elsa walked back through the diner. Their heads close together and giggling together; completely forgetting again, they were the center of attention. The jiggle of the bells broke the spell they'd cast again and did every morning when they left. Ruby watched as the diner jumped back to life wondering how long it would be until the girls made it official. She sighed smiling and went back to the kitchen, I need more coffee.
The field, in early morning, sparkled with a million snowflakes each refracting the sunlight like diamonds-Emma thought. As she stood next to Elsa, lost in her thoughts thinking of their walk across town- it hadn't taken long. They'd held hands as they do now always. Emma didn't feel nervous anymore, but she so easily blushed when Elsa took her hand. In every-way it seemed so natural, everything seemed so natural with Elsa-Emma thought. Everything was so new, amazing and beautiful even Christmas, now only a few days away. No, Emma thought, there's no better way then spending her days with Elsa, she knew she was falling in love.
She wasn't fighting it anymore; she couldn't-though she'd tried. Well tried in the beginning especially how it concerned Killian. She didn't want to hurt him so, for his sake, she'd keep it to only hand holding in public. She hadn't told Elsa yet, hadn't told her- she'd talked to him last night. She'd been avoiding him- until she knew-knew she couldn't avoid her passion anymore. It was after all Emma knew an awkward situation, oh yes by the way Killian I'm in love with my new best friend Elsa.
No-never- she'd had to rehearse-long before she'd met him. She'd almost talked herself out of it twice, but finally got brave. Ever since Elsa had kissed her on the cheek-the fire had burned even stronger, each day. She couldn't hold off kissing her anymore or stop wanting to touch her. So she'd met him even though he hated all kinds of confrontation. Not a moment too soon, she knew-because now she wanted to show Elsa-how amazing love could be. Her shy, perfect, beautiful Elsa-innocent as snow Elsa. She was determined to kiss her before the day was out.
"Emma" Elsa said "Here's a good place, right?" She gave her her secret love's hand a comforting squeeze and looked at her shyly. My gosh she's so beautiful-I can't imagine anyone as amazing as Emma-wanting me.
At Elsa's words, Emma suddenly staggered back to the moment and found the smile so easily spread across her lips. A blush tinted her cheeks-she'd forgotten for a minute why they'd come to this forgotten field. "Yes, I think so Elsa" she said softly "Please show me." She tried to convey in her eyes just how much the building of a magic snowman meant.
Elsa blushed her breath hitching at the passion behind her friend's eyes. They still hadn't spoken of more-still hadn't done more, though she wanted to-sometimes desperately. There had been moments, they'd almost - but no -they'd never even kissed. Emma kept holding back and she didn't even know why. This scared her more than her lack of inexperience. She'd never even been kissed and Emma had, for example, dated Killian. Though Emma had said, often it wasn't serious. Even so she was bothered a little by the way Emma avoided him. She wanted Emma to be only hers. Only mine-even that was scary.
She'd only recently started understanding her feelings weren't sinful. That Emma even reciprocated them-she could tell from the looks, the kisses on the cheek, blushes and even the hugs that lasted not long enough. Yes, there had been moments, but the sexual ones with Emma were absent. She didn't know if she was more scared because it hadn't happened. Or relieved because she knew she hadn't been ready to be kissed or touched intimately yet. Well no that wasn't completely true-she knew- though she couldn't make the first move. She'd welcome it if Emma did; this was all new all this learning to want Emma. She didn't want to hurt her-to lose control or turn her to ice. She knew her innocence was something she'd gladly give to Emma in the right moment. Yet, Emma had already obviously been sexually free-she had a son. Meanwhile she Elsa didn't know how to talk about such things.
She walked a little ways away from Emma, dropping her hand and feeling cold for the first time in her life. Breath-feel-she commanded herself, she felt the magic at the tips of her fingers begging for release.
She closed her eyes and just as she'd done once before on a faraway mountain -a world away. She let it go-with no idea what she'd bring to life this time.
The magic- felt different this time though, Elsa realized and with shocked surprise, it sent erotic tingling throbbing down her hands. It made her blush only more furiously than before. Please don't let Emma see-
She spun in a circle, her dress catching the light from every angle of the sun as she reached up the magic erupted from her fingers. Sending sparks and frozen fractals spinning ever higher into the clear cold air. Snow swirled like billions of stars-shooting stars that fell around her and Emma. She'd completely lost herself in the magic it was so electric -so pure. She'd never been this free, not ever- not even on the mountain- is this what love is, like freedom? I'm letting it go-I won't conceal it anymore-
Emma watched in complete wonder-now as Elsa's magic danced around them-crystals exploded, she could even hear it. They fell like diamonds, icy snow in the light catching every ray of sunlight. It spilled like water, it electrified the air and only intensified her desire for Elsa and still -it poured out from her release.
Elsa swore she'd never felt this giddy when she'd used her magic before. The more she used to sculpt to create the more it fueled a need. A need she'd tried to avoid but came hard inside her in each moment. Her breathing was getting heavy and she felt it now. A white hot fire alight in her innocence now blazing desire more than anything she'd ever felt and it hurt-but she loved every second. Then it crashed completely like the tide and she couldn't stop. In that the moment she gasped hotly-only to fall breathless onto the snow, eyes closed, dazzled and reborn.
"ELSA!" Emma screamed rushing to her, ignoring the snow creature that Elsa had made. She hugged her close but it was Elsa who comforted Emma.
"Hmmmm -it's okay" Elsa said softly even slyly. She blushed with satisfaction and wonder at her release and its result. "Look Emma, look what I made."
Standing before them now in the shimmering, instead of a snowman was an ice horse. Who tossed her flowing silver mane and pranced with ice hooves. It snickered happily and came close to Elsa to nudge her with its cold nose.
"Oh my-" Emma couldn't say another word.
Elsa tried to stand, almost swooning but with Emma's help, she stood shakily. As the ice horse trotted around them, kicking up the sparkling snow. Now, Elsa was sure -she felt its delight at being born and free. It was luminous -its body was literally blinding to the eye-so she had to shield herself.
Emma was speechless, Elsa could see-the dreamy smile on her lips and then in her eyes a cloudy desire. Elsa might have been tired but couldn't help but feel a little smug. Satisfied that such a release had stopped Emma's words cold.
Then as the sun ducked behind a cloud she beheld the horse. It stood right in front of them, strong, elegant and completely alive. It reared up and its ice hooves pawed -the sky sending rainbows dancing everywhere as the sun reemerged.
"Wow" Emma breathed "You-oh-"
"I know-" Elsa said.
Emma reached for Elsa's hand and intertwined their fingers. "She's ours?"
"Yes-all ours!" Elsa giggled "Should we-would you like-umm-to ride?"
Emma gave Elsa an embarrassed chuckle, "I've never ridden a horse before."
"I'll teach you? I promise you'll be safe-safe in my arms, Emma."
Emma gasped, blushing-Elsa knew probably because of what she'd said. Still she took her hand and reassured her.
"Okay Elsa-show me." Emma said at last.
"I thought you'd never ask." Elsa said coyly and she brought Emma into her ams who melted into her embrace with shock as she bit her lip languidly.
"Here take her mane" Elsa instructed "You'll pull myself up and I'll give you a boost" Emma didn't want to leave Elsa's arms but she did what she was told mechanically. She grasped the horse's mane in her hands and gasped as she felt Elsa touch her hips whether it was accidentally or on purpose. "Push off of my hand sweetie" Elsa said so Emma did it.
She found herself atop the horse before she realized. Even more Elsa was behind her in a instant and holding her protectively. Then they were off the ground-Emma could have sworn wait we're flying-
Elsa's horse wasn't any regular horse, she was a real Pegasus- a winged horse right out of mythology. Something she'd either not noticed before or maybe Elsa was more magic than she knew. Either way they were soaring along the clouds and she was laughing with glee. Across the snowy field the horse flew over the trees -over Storybrooke. Never had she imagined that she could be this happy or this free and she was crying with happiness. Safe in Elsa's arms as the horse ran over the clouds and dipped, spiraling down and up she wasn't afraid.
"Elsa" she squealed with excitement "We're flying!"
Even Elsa had been mildly surprised when they were off the ground instead of glopping across the snow. How could she not have noticed- her snow horse had wings? It didn't matter now anyway-all that mattered was she was holding Emma. I'm holding Emma!
She, Elsa, was-holding the woman she was so deeply in love with. No even a flying horse couldn't compare to the feel of her body; she'd never been this deliriously happy before.
How long Emma and Elsa flew didn't really matter nor that they couldn't go far since the boundary prevented it. They only noticed that lots of time had gone by when the sun began to dip below the horizon. Only then did, Elsa whispered to the horse to bring them safely to the ground.
"I'll get off first Emma, then I'll help you down?"
Emma nodded as Elsa gracefully dropped down beside their magic horse. Then she lovingly held out her arms to Emma and gathered her into her ams. So that she slid her off the horse leaving no room between her and Emma was once more. Again, Emma found herself in Elsa's arms-do it-do it -kiss her-
Night was falling and the moon was rising and in spite of even the cold Emma was so warm. She felt her eyes locked in place with the perfect azure of Elsa's and her lips were so full and the way she smiled. The way she chewed pensively on her bottom lip curiously at Emma's dreamy expression. She's going to-
The thought wasn't even fully formed when Emma kissed Elsa. No magic could have prepared her for the explosions or stars she saw or the lust that lapped at her core.
Emma kissed Elsa like her life depended on it holding her tightly in her arms. They swayed and since the horse had stepped away they fell into the snow. Emma on top of Elsa, surprised-Emma stopped pushing off Elsa blushing.
"Um-oh-I" Emma stuttered.
Elsa just smiled looking up at her slyly then coyly-pulled Emma down. Capturing her lips in a mind blowing hot, tangle she rolled her over so she was on top. I'm kissing Emma-
I'm kissing Elsa oh God don't let this ever end!
Elsa couldn't hold in the moan against Emma's lips only serving to illicit a gasp from Emma. As her pulsing need met the heat of Elsa's tongue as she drew her in experimentally. Just as she'd expected Elsa followed her every move perfectly grinding down her hips on Emma, surprising them both.
"Oh god" Emma said "Maybe we'd-"
Elsa stopped her by flipping them again. Emma on top looking down at Elsa who was gasping and giggling.
"Elsa" Emma said again "We've got to stop-I'm afraid, I don't want this to be it."
Elsa didn't want to stop but she understood "I don't-"
"I know-"
"I've never-"
"Even more reason not to let it happen here-"
"I don't want you to be cold" Elsa said worriedly.
"I'm not Snowdrop" Emma "I couldn't ever be with you."
"Snowdrop" Elsa echoed "I like that-"
For the first time, Emma took Elsa's hand and squeezed it. "Come on, I'll take you to dinner-I think we have a lot to talk about."
"Tony's" Elsa asked excitedly suddenly realizing she was actually hungry.
"Aw-whatever you'd like Snowdrop" Emma giggled "Come-we'll have plenty of time to -" She blushed but Elsa knew what she meant. So she silenced her with a soft kiss and smiled dreamily.
"Emma?"
"Yes"
"What about our horse?"
"She needs a name and where shall she stay?"
"That's a really good question I sorta forgot about-" she stopped blushing furiously.
"How about we call her-" she blushed and whispered "Elske."
"Elske?"
"It means love in Arendelle" Elsa said blushing even more at her own boldness.
"That's pretty much perfect" Emma admitted chuckling "And I think she likes it too Snowdrop." No sooner had Elsa called Elske then horse came galloping up next to Elsa, wickering happily and tossing her silver mane.
Together, at last-Emma took Elsa's hand again and off toward town they went. As Elske followed behind like a devoted dog, what an adventure-today had been. All Emma could wonder was, what would happen next?
Oh I hope you enjoyed;) heeheh- oh and if you where wondering the name Elske really does mean love in Norwegian ;)
