Summary- Isabella Swan has been married to her husband Edward Cullen for 6 years. She has had to deal with his infidelity throughout there marriage. Sick and tired of it she asks for a divorce not before getting into a near fatal accident. Now watch as they try to rebuild there lives and fix there marriage.
"If hes dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go." - Unknown
Chapter Song- Robert Miles Tell Me A Fable
Waking up this morning was like being born again for me, I forgot all about my hurt with Edward, all about the pain he has caused me and just smiled for the first time in a really long time. I streached my limbs and laughed, actually I would call it a giggle but, the point was that I felt free, alive, done. The realization that I finally can get on with my life and finally live for me and give up the tears and the stresses of yesterday, was refreshing. I got out of bed and quickly headed for the shower I let the water run till the steam fogged up my entire bathroom. Stepping into the shower I allowed the hot water to fall on me sending a cooling feeling down my back. I poured the strawberry shampoo into my hair and thought to myself that though I would forever miss my baby that I lost and I know that in my heart they would want me to be happy, so thats my mission to be happy. After getting out of the shower and getting dressed I heaeded to my living room and start my job search. As a single woman soon to be a divorcee I had to become independent having other people do things for me was not helping my situation at all. Void of all emotions of my troubled marraige and eagerly embracing the possiblitiy of a new relationship with a new a man I looked for jobs in my local area. A few listings caught my eye, wether they were right for me was not the question how well they paid was the real answer.
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"This could be fun?" I said out loud to myself . Do I really need a cute sad puppy staring at me YES.
I looked at more listings in my paper "Hmm baker, that sound interesting." Looking at that listing had me thinking about the first time I could for Edward after we were we married. I wasn't a good cook to begin with but he just smiled and told me it was the best meal he ever ate. A couple of hours later he was sitting on the toilet repainting the bowl but, I was still proud that he ate it.
"Edward sweetie I made dinner" I said placing the chicken on the table. I looked at him and he had a shocked look on his face that almost made me laugh. "What I can cook?".
"Are you sure" He laughed as he kissed me on the cheek. "I be right back babe I wanna hop in the shower really quickly and change my cloths" He said putting his arms around me and his face in my neck.
"No , take your time dinner won't be ready for a few minutes. So go get comfortable" I smiled, turning around and kissing him full on the lips. He always made me feel so loved and cherished that I wanted to do something nice for him because the amount of money we spent on take out was starting to take its toll. As a newlywed couple it was my duty to keep my husband happy and healthy. I checked on the rice and vegetables I looked they were both ready so I put them out for him to enjoy. Edward came down in just some sweat pants and it was hard for me to take my eyes away from his sculpted chest, god he truly was an amazing man.
"Everything looks good babe" He said taking his seat at the other end of the table. " When did you learn how to cook?."
"Well Esme gave me a couple of recipes that has been based down through your family for generations so I thought that I might try my hand at it". I smiled as I sat down and began passing out the food.
"Its not that easy babe" He smiled as he passed me the vegetables.
" I know but, it can't be that hard right" I began to say as Edward started to stuff his face he started coughing and I got scared." Oh my god Edward whats wrong?"
"Its just really spicy baby, how did you know I loved spicy food" He said with a hurt kind of smile it was truly comical.
I know Edward and I know that as long a we have been dating he doesn't like spicy food it does bad things to his stomach. I smiled only my husband would say something like that to make me smile. I knew this would be the start of a beautiful marriage.I
I sighed, when those thoughts came around the good times, bit by bit breaking me down and tearing away the new confidence that I have in myself. I skipped over bakery that was a particular occupation that I was not ready to have yet. They had an opening for a hair dresser, a server at a bar, and a cashier at a clothing store. I called the clothing store and asked about the job. The store manager Lisa told me that I could come in for an interview today. I knew this was the start an excellent start to the new life I was creating for myself.
A two months on to the job and I was really enjoying myself . My co-worker Anna whose sister I met at the meeting I went to Bree is breathe of fresh air she reminds me of Alice, and Rose together. I haven't spoken them in a little bit I've been so focused on getting my life together. She light hearted and serious a deadly combination if you ask me. After work when I was heading home around my second day of work she asked if I would like to join her for a cup of coffee , it was either that or sit a home , alone watching golden girls, so I gladly accepted. We have so much in common, she got married right out of high school to her long time boyfriend Richard they have one daughter named Samantha and they separate a few years back but, some how found their way back to each other. I would like to believe that everyone's relationships could go through such ruff patches and be repaired but my relationship wasn't one of them.
"So I see you got flowers again" Anna said as she was folding some shirts at a display table. "Jasper?" she asked.
"Yeah, hes really sweet" I smiled as I looked at the orange tulips he gave me.
"So how long have you guys been dating?" she smiled slyly " Is she getting any of the cookie yet".
"Anna, No" I exclaimed half laughing and half embarrassed. I haven't been with anyone like that since Edward except for B.O.B but, I mean I a woman I have needs and that is the easiest and simplest way to get my release. " Were not dating were just casual friends".
"Bella, when I was separated from my husband I had causal friends that bought me flowers and took me out because we were dating" she joked. "But, seriously Bella you go out with him almost every other night, He cooks you dinner, you go one double dates with my husband and I and hes meet Rose and Alice if that's not the definition of a boyfriend then I don't know what is" she called out to me as she carried some boxed into the stock room.
I thought about it Jasper was so different from Edward he was kind, loving and loyal he understood why I wanted to take things slow and didn't but any labels on anything. I was ready too to finally put the past behind me. I haven't talked to Edward in months and from what I heard around the neighborhood he was really talking his new roll as a father seriously. Well good for him.
" You're right he's my boyfriend" I sounded like a teenager but, I was fine with it.
We were going to be having dinner at his house tonight and I knew that I was ready to be with him in that way. I felt safe with him, beautiful and more like a woman . Since I got off of work early today I thought I would surprise him by showing up I wasn't prepared with what was about to happen, as I approached his door I heard voices in side.
"Jasper you need to tell her" the woman said.
"I know.. but, how I truly do care for her " he said.
"But you love me and I don't want to see her hurt she has been through so much this year and I can't be another reason to cause her pain".
I knew that voice... Alice.
author's note- Holy shit an update lol hello fanfic this is my official welcome back I hope you guys are still interested in my stories and review and let me know. As for LET ME HEAR YOU SCREAM if any of you read that story please know that I am in the process of writing it and will have a new chapter up soon. Also please check out my new story WHITE LIES its a revenge story
Also does anyone remember when master of the universe was on fanfic lol saw the book 50 shades of grey in Barnes and nobles and thought that it was so crazy... Congrats E.L James
