Authors note-...

Songs

Jesse McCartney- Just So You Know

Crazy for You - New Found Glory

Dirty Little Secret - All-American Rejects

I thought these two additional songs were perfect, they will remain in the list of songs, hopefully I have more to add. If you want to suggest any then PM me! (please listen to the song and make sure it fits before suggesting though, okay?)

QUESTIONS

When will the parents find out?

I dont have a certain, month it will happen but I hope to drop it in chapters 15-20, something like that.

Disclaimer- S. Meyer owns everything Twilight related, I just play with the characters occasionally...

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Dec 8

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BPOV

The week went by fast, way to fast for my liking. Everyday we got closer to winter break, and as of right now I loved school. When break came I wouldnt have so much time with Edward. We do go out together but, I cant exactly see him everyday, when break comes, or else the suspicion will arise with my parents once again.

Although my mom was still suspicious about my where-abouts most the time. Each day it got harder and harder to keep this a secret. Sometimes I just wanted to blurt it out and take a nice deep breath

Edward and I have been dating for two weeks and a day. Today was Saturday and I was planning on going to the mall to get Christmas shopping out of the way, I already had gift idea's for my parents. Now if I could get Edward to talk...

Last night I had just gotten down and begged him. I knew that he was getting me a gift and I told him I wouldnt take it, if he didn't tell me what he wanted for Christmas.

Finally I had gotten him to crack and he said a watch. As of right now his is battered and very worn. So last night I purchased one online. Let's just say, I should get a job over the summer or something.

For my father I was getting him a new brief case. The leather was ripping at the corner of it and the handle was starting to break, along with the clasps. I had gotten him a black leather one and I was going to get, Dr. Charles Swan, inscripted into it. So after I handed the man what I wanted inscripted in it and walked out of the store to wait.

In the mean time I went to this small shop that had ornate and old things in here. About a month ago my mom had her eye on this ornate jewelery box that was a little over a hundred dollars. I picked it up carefully and took it to the cash register. It was an old lady, she smiled when she saw the box.

" Your making a very wise choice." she said " This was brought in from a guy named Aro Volturi after his wife died. She had inhearited it from her mother, it was passed down for years. It was made in 1901." she said

I smiled " My mother had her eye on it so I decided to get it for her for Christmas." I told her.

She set it in a bag with tissue paper and rung me up. I handed her the cash and took the bag from the counter. I walked out of the store and headed back to the other one to pick up my dads gift.

To my luck it was all ready and in a small bag. I didnt have to pay now cause I already did, I thanked the man and scooped up the bag. Finally I had gotten shopping out of the way. I got a coffee from starbucks and headed out of the mall, on my way home.

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When I got home my mom looked at my bags suspiciously, and being her, she immediatly questioned me.

" Whats that?" she asked

I smiled and pranced up the stairs.

" It's nothing." I said in a sing-song voice.

When I got to my bedroom I put the bags in my closet and plopped down on my bed with a sigh.

Lately, Edward's comment to Angela the other day, has been running around in my head,

" If they find out; then they will know."

I couldn't help but feel so damn guilty about this. When I went out I refrained from lying as much as possible because it made it worse. Obviously I wouldn't tell them, I would pierce my neck before I ever did that. And I most definately would not break it off with Edward. He is the most best thing that has happened to me in awhile.

Dealing with it has been my solution. I guess I just have to wait all of this out...

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Later that day I had gotten a text from Edward to meet me at Redwood. I took a shower and threw on my sweats, a long sleeved shirt, shoes and jacket. I turned m bedroom light off and locked the door.

Quickly I crawled out the window and latched my hand onto the tree. I climbed down it safely and headed towards the fence. I climbed over it and my feet landed with a thud on the ground. I broke out into a fast run, into the dark.

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When I got to the beginning of the forest I walked through it. I already memorized the tree's around here. Where Edward I were, was by a weeping willow, it was big and tall and since it was winter it was bare.

After a few minutes of walking through the dark and tripping a few times, I saw Edward's body in the dark, he was leaning against the tree, looking straight at me. I walked up to him and he put his arms around me, in a tight embrace. I rested my head on his chest and breathed in his scent.

"Hello sweetheart." he whispered.

" Hi." I replied.

He leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to my lips

I looked through the forest I walked through the other tree's, the fog was floating around me. I saw a stream and went to go sit by the edge. The water trickled over the rocks, splashing around.

Edward followed me and sat next to me, he put his arm around my waist and I rested my head on his shoulder.

Times like these I felt like I have been with him my whole life. Its natural and easy to be with him like this, no need to fill the air with words. Just comfortable silence.

We sat there for a immesurable amout of time, staying quiet and watching the rush of the stream run right past us. Edward held my hand in his lap and played with my fingers the whole time. I felt my phone buzz, which was signalling that it was midnight.

Edward's head turned to look at me " Midnight already?" he asked

I nodded. He leaned forward and pressed a small kiss to my lips. After a moment we released eachother and stood. We held hands as we walked out of the forest together and walked down the sidewalk to our houses.

" I'll see you at school." he whispered when we reached the beginning fence at his house.

" Okay."

He kissed my forehead and I dissapeared down the sidewalk. When I got to my fence I quickly climbed it and ran to my tree. I set my foot on the tree trunk and put my hand on a branch. Quickly, I climbed up the tree and reached out to my window. I slid it open and climbed through. I shut my window and took my coat off. I put my cell on my end table and unlocked my door, then I collapsed onto my bed.

Dream

I stand in a forest, more like a meadow. There were flowers scattered and the grass was a little high. My arm was being dragged by a hard and cold pressure. I looked up and saw Edward. He let me go and I stummbled back a bit before looking up. He was walking towards a light, his body was facing forward.

" This is why we dont show ourselfs in sunlight. People would know were different" He told me.

I watched him, curiositly was getting the best of me. When he walked straight into the light he turned to face me. His skin was sparkling like a thousand diamonds embedded in his skin. I could keep my eyes away from him.

" This is what I am." he said

I looked all over his body. His shirt was unbuttoned so it sparkled also.

" It's like diamonds..." I said

He watched me, his face changing into a different expression.

" Your beautiful." I said.

A look of discust crossed his face " Beautiful. This is the skin of a killer Bella."

He walked off of the rock and I followed to keep by him. He turned down by a side and turned past a tree.

" I'm a killer."

" I dont believe that." I retorted

He kept walking forward.

" That's because you believe the lie, camouflage. I'm the worlds most dangerous predator. Everything about me draws you in. My voice, my face, even my smell. As if I wouldnt need any of that."

Then he sped off. I watched as he went in a blur. I looked around and saw that he had came down on a rock.

" As if you could out run me." he yelled, his voice echoing through the air.

At this moment, I did feel a little scared of him. I heard the whip of the air and my head kept twisting around.. I couldnt find him.

Then he appeared next to me and grabbed a huge branch.

" As if you could fight me off." he said before ripping it and throwing it, it hit a rock and fell. " I'm designed to kill." he finished

" I dont care." I told him

" I've killed people before." he said.

" It doesnt matter." I breathed

" I wanted to kill you... I've never wanted a humans blood so much in my life"

He came closer to me and I stared into his topaz eyes.

" I trust you."

He lifted his hand and it crept towards my face. I felt it lightly touch my jaw

" Don't." was all he said.

I leaned towards him " I'm here and I trust you."

At that moment he speed off, and I twisted around.

End Dream

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December 17th

Wednesday

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I sat up in bed quickly, sweating and breathing deeply. I took deep breaths trying to calm myself, I ran a hand through my messy hair and glanced at the clock. I had that same dream I had a little over a week ago

6:28am

Slowly, I got out of bed and went to my bathroom. I took a hot relaxing shower, trying to rid my mind of the vampyre dream. When I was finished I dressed in a plain, long sleeved grey shirt, over it I put on my green bowling shirt, and buttoned up the four white buttons. I slid on a pair of jeans and tied up my shoes. I let my hair down and put my silver-ish colored headband in. I brushed my teeth quickly and grabbed my school bag.

I put my cell phone in my pocket and went downstairs to get a bowl of cereal, I poured a glass of orangle juice and sat at the table. I ate my food quietly.

When it was seven fifty, my parents still hadn't made an appearance. I took my car keys for my Mercedes, it was all fixed and new, I was glad that it wasnt damaged too bad to the point where it was unfixable. Tyler had paid for all damages, my dad ignored my protests on that one.

I walked outside and went to my car. When I got in I set my school bag on the passenger seat and thrust the key into the ignition.

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I grabbed my bag from the passenger seat and stepped out of my car. I slammed the door shut and slung it over my shoulder. When I turned around I saw Edward walking towards me, a small smile on his face.

When he reached me he placed a kiss on my forehead. I put my arm around his waist, holding him close. His arm hung around my shoulders as we walked towards the school.

The school had yet to get over Edward and I being together. When we walked in the parking lot. Everyone would stare. Everyone. It was hard to look around at everyone who looked. In truth I find it annoying and bothersome now. The first two days I was like ' whatever'. Now I just want the staring to stop.

Lauren Mallory constantly sent me glares and I tried to ignore them. Although it bothered me, I tried my best to not pay attention. Though that didnt stop her from sneering words like ' oh, look at the happy couple'. And her voice never ceased to make me tense up, couldn't help that.

Edward tightened his arm around my shoulder bringing me closer. Girls stared at me, envy in their eyes, they wanted his arm around them. I internally groaned.

" You would think they would stop staring." he said.

I laughed " I was thinking the same thing."

When we reached the enterance he spun me around. " Why dont we give them a show."

" Edward, that will on-"

His hand tangled in my hair and pushed my face towards his. He placed a long, chaste kiss on my lips. When he pulled back, he kissed my nose and wrapped me up in his arms. I opened my eyes and saw that, people were still staring. I smacked his arm.

" Made it worse you idiot."

He released me and I walked off, he grabbed my waist from behind " You love me anyways." he whispered in my ear.

I froze up instantly at the word 'love'. But then really thought about it.

Love...

In my world, if someone loves you; that means they deeply care for you, they dont care about flaws or anything bad, and they will do anything for you, to me, thats love.

Edward and I had only been dating for three weeks and one day. I love him, in a way. I just dont know what way. I dont care about his flaws and we both care deeply for eachother. Hell we climb tree's and fences to see eachother. I am risking alot by dating him, I would do anything for him.

He was the light in my life. The reason I smiled everyday by just the thought of him. I see him and I feel genuinely happy...

Two things I was absolutely positive. First, I couldnt live without Edward in my life, ever. And second, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

Authors note- READ!!

About the love thing, in my defense, Bella in Twilight said ' I love you' to Edward pretty early, we all know it. So no bashing, got it

Another. I am sorry for the short chapter, long wait thing. I have been busy and I have writers block. Help!!

(that means you eternally addicted) (JUST KIDDING)

Soo I watched, The Messengers ,with Kristen Stewert, while writing this, I think I may have nigthmares tonight haha. Sooo I have a little bit if writers block. PM me if you have any fun things for ExB to do!!!!!!!! It would help immesley.

Remember; If you have songs that fit with the story, suggest them (Refrain from girly stuff, I prefer guy bands) PM me with them, NOT A REVIEW!!!!

Also; If you have any fun idea's for ExB suggest them, Not a review, a PM!!!!