"First time it happened, he was drunk, really drunk and it was about a week after Sam had died, i can remember starting to move all the stuff out of her room when Rhys just went nuts, Next thing i knew i was waking up on the kitchen floor in pain and covered in blood" she whimpered her eyes glazed with tears.

Jack squeezed her hand in reassurance. "How many times" he asked trying to keep himself together.

"I've lost count" she simply mumbled as she dropped her head down. Jack put his finger's under her chin and lifted her head.

"He's lucky i didn't kill him, i should have" Jack simply replied his face twisting slightly in anger.

"No, he was just sad about Sam that's all, it destroyed him, really destroyed him" Gwen replied looking deep into Jack's blue eyes.

"Still it gave him no reason to do that, it wasn't your fault the baby died" Jack said rubbing his hands across his face.

"Dont call her the baby, call her Sam" Gwen snapped quickly. Jack's head retracted slightly. "I'm sorry, it's just the condition i had, well a lot of my family had it as well, i don't know if it is genetic or if it's just bad karma" Gwen spoke back her voice quiet.

"If you don't mind me asking Gwen how did Sam, how did she" Jack began but couldn't end the sentence without his heart aching.

"Die, i had a condition called Placenta Previa, if i had the baby i would run the risk of haemorrhaging killing the both of us, me, or the baby, it seemed the latter actually happened" Gwen sighed looking at the handsome face in front of her.

"But why was Rhys blaming you for losing the baby, you couldn't have predicted something like that to happen.

Gwen shook her head, "I didn't tell him about the condition, he said that i purposely wanted Sam dead, or i wanted to die so i could get away from him, he was twisted" Gwen answered tears brimming her eyes now as she relived the moment.

Jack was lost for words. "But you do know that it wasn't your fault" Jack asked wanting to know if she blamed herself or not.

"I don't know what to believe any more Jack, everything that seems right just seems wrong" she said her voice hoarse as she tried to hold back the tears.

"What do you mean" Jack asked leaning a little closer.

"I mean you, We seem so right, but we seem so wrong" Gwen uttered looking at him her eyes bright as her hand skated up his arm. His body tensed up at her touch.

"We are right together Gwen, but not just yet, you need to get well, and i'll just be a distraction" Jack said his voice soft. Gwen's eyes lit up as she moved forward and jumped on him pushing him down into the bed. She straddled his waist and began to unbutton his shirt.

"Gwen no, i'll feel i'm taking advantage of you" Jack said trying to move her off of him.

"Oh come on Jack i know you want this, i know you want me" she said her voice husky. Jack couldn't understand how she could change persona so fast, a second ago she was on the brim of tears and now Gwen had changed, her lust had overcome her.

"Of course i want you Gwen, but i want you to get well first" he said but was cut off by her lips crashing onto his. She hungrily devoured his lips with her own as her hands ripped his shirt off of him exposing his bare chest.

"Gwen please don't do this, i want our first time to be special, not like this" Jack begged his mind telling him to move but his body wouldn't let him. She ran her hands down his bare chest until she got to his zipper. Ripping open the button she yanked his flies down and instantly shoved her hand down his trousers. Jack groaned at her touch. This is wrong, this is wrong he screamed to himself but his body wanted it. She pulled her hand from his trousers and pulled her top from over her head and threw it to one side. Pulling his head up to her chest. Jack was completely powerless as he was mesmerized by the love of his life and eventually succumbed to her needs.

He kissed her stomach all the way down to her navel and she groaned with pleasure. She pushed him back down hard and pulled off her jeans Jack repeating her movements. Their lips met once more and their tongues danced around each other each wanting control of the kiss.

Jack's hands were on Gwen's hips and he quickly flipped them over so he was on top. Slowly he pulled down her underwear so she was now completely undressed. Gwen flipped them over once more and gripped the top of his boxer's with her teeth pulling them down to his knees. Gwen then straddled his waist as one hand stroked her chest and the other aroused him as she touched him in tender places.

"You like that Jack" she said as she teased him with her tongue. Jack couldn't do anything as he groaned loudly. No one had ever got him like this. Jack's need of Gwen had gone through the roof and he decided to put an end to her teasing and flipped her over so he was on top before entering her slowly.


Jack and Gwen lay a tangle of arms and legs between the sheets as they slept. Several hours they had gone for and the two were exhausted. Jack opened his eyes and his heart fluttered as he looked down at the welsh woman in his arms. He had waited so long for that, yet he still regretted it as he felt that he had exploited her vulnerability. She came on to you Jack he kept thinking to himself but the other thought still niggled at the back of his mind.

"You okay Jack" Gwen's voice filtered into his ears and he shook his head to escape his reverie.

"Yeah why wouldn't i be, i've got the prettiest woman in Wales in my arms" he smiled looking at her. Her hair was stuck to the side of her face and the rest stuck out in every direction.

"Jack ever the charmer" she said giggling at him. She snuggled in closer to his body and he wrapped his arm around her protectively. They lay there for minutes until Jack broke the silence.

"Gwen you know that you need to get well" he said to her. She turned her head to look up at him.

"I am getting better, i'm with you" she smiled her gap tooth grin. Jack had never seen her so happy in the last few days as she did now.

"I know but you need real help, someone who knows what they're doing" Jack said not really knowing how to say what he was thinking.

"What do you mean Jack" she asked oblivious to what he was saying.

"I'm saying Gwen, i think you should consider going to see a psychiatrist" Jack said his voice hitching by saying that.

"What" she practically yelled and jumped out of the bed backing away from Jack.


So they're relationship has began but Gwen' yo yo state of mind is taking it's toll on the both of them, will she ever get help or take matters into her own hands. Review if you liked guys.