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Secondly; you misunderstood me on the Midnight Sun thing.

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Of course I'd love for her to publish it.

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Okay so here is chapter 6.

Chapter 6

We left the hospital, Edward kept his distance from Chase and I. It sort of upset me, it made me feel like he didn't want me, but I knew that wasn't the reason.

There was so many things I didn't understand. So many things I didn't believe or want to believe. He was still baffled that he had a child, I could see his eyes, look over at him admiringly, I couldn't fully understand what he was thinking when he looked at me, maybe anger, sad, hate? It really made me feel insecure whatever he meant.

We got to Dr. Cullen's house, Edward still kept his distance, I knew he wasn't breathing. His chest hadn't moved maybe once since he came to the hospital. I was overwhelmed with everything that had happened, I had thought for a while that I lost my sense of being.

I went on for almost a year thinking, my soul mate was dead, six feet under, yet here he stood in front of me. I hated that he was different, he didn't act like he loved me anymore, almost like he was just forced to sit here and explain everything to me.

"I'll give you guys some privacy." Carlisle left the room, going into his study perhaps?

"Bella, I don't know where to begin. I don't know how to make you understand."

"What do you mean, I understand clearly, you obviously don't want me anymore."

I felt a writhes of pain pang my chest.

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EPV

I instantly understood what she was saying, she thought, I didn't love her anymore, which was absurd, I was crazy about her, I couldn't read her thoughts, her scent was so strong. It was difficult to be close to her, but my heart yearned to be by her side, with my son.

"Bella, no, no, no!" I hesitantly got up from where I was sitting, and decided I didn't care if it burned my throat, I didn't care if the scent hurt me, "You've got it all wrong! I love you more then anything in the world, its just…" I lost words.

"Just what?" She demanded.

How could I say this without it sounding weird, and disturbing to her.

"Its very hard to resist your blood, I'm still new at this, and I don't want to take a risk at harming you, or Chase."

"So, we can't be around each other?" she was still confused.

"No love, I've just got to be extra careful."

"Oh,"

"There's other things we should discuss, but there's something more important I have to get out of the way." was I strong enough? And the answer was yes, I could handle this.

I leaned in, and kissed her lightly on the lips, and pulled away swiftly, I felt the burn rip through my throat.

Ahh! Get used to it.

"I've missed that so much." I mused.

"Me to," she was breathless.

Then, chase, began to cry. Her eyes were wide, she hadn't realized how long we had been sitting there. I felt awful thinking there was a chance I would have left her alone to do this.

"I need to lay him down somewhere, I think he's sleepy."

"Um, there are some bedrooms, I'll show you." I guided her up to the second floor taking her to my room, I had a little bed, that should contain a baby. She laid him down, smiling warmly and kissing his forehead.

I tried to read Bella's mind. But I got nothing.

To make sure I hadn't lost my power, I read chase's because I was curious. His thoughts weren't clear. But I could almost make out mine, and Bella's face.

"He's dreaming about you," I mused, "And me..,"

"What, are you talking about Edward?" she asked furrowing her brow.

"Well, there was more I had to explain, but I….I can read minds."

"Oh!!" her face turning five shades red.

"No, No, No! luckily for you, you're my only exception…I tried, but I don't know, maybe you run on a different frequency."

"So what, I'm weird now?"

"I'm the freaky vampire, remember?"

"What else am I going to have to get used to?"

"Well, there's a complication…"

"What?"

"I don't age anymore…"

Tears, welded in her eyes.

"I would never take your soul away from you. I would never want to hurt you like that." I murmured.

"Edward Anthony Mason! How dare you think your going to live in this world forever without me!" Oh, anger was coursing with those tears.

"I would never damn your soul Bella! I wouldn't want you to live like this!"

"Is it that horrible?"

I thought for a tenth of a second.

"No, but I don't want this for you."

"Since when did you become my father! I thought you loved me." her full lips formed a pout.

"Its not that Bella of course I love you. But I love you to much to do this to you."

"But I'll get old, while you stay young, how's that going to look when I'm old enough to be your mother?"

"I'll still love you the same, you'll still be the most beautiful women on this earth."

"Sick Edward, very sick. This is crazy, I want to be with you forever."

"What about chase?" maybe that would knock some sense into her.

"Well I guess we could always give him the option to."

Ugh! She is so stubborn. Silly, stubborn, absurd Bella.

Edward, you really should consider that, I know your strongly against it. But I think you'd regret it in the long run. I heard Carlisle think.

I said nothing, I stared coldly into her eyes.

"I'm sorry. What if I told you I'd think about it?"

"I would say something along the lines of okay, but hurray up. I'll be turning eighteen in a couple of months."

As long as I have time… to convince her this isn't the life she wants.

Okay; so here's chapter 6.

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