Last Love
Simple Song
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It's been about a month since Nick moved in with me. We loved it and our relationship was getting deeper. I woke up to my alarm clock going off. I sleepily turned it off. I turned and cuddled into Nick's bare chest. I loved this. I loved him. And he knew that. And I was glad for that. I wanted to lay here with him for the rest of the day but I couldn't. Today was the day Nick and I went to the studio to get cracking on some songs. I looked up at him as he stirred in his slumber.
"Miley…Miley…Please Miles. Let's just do it…Please Miles…I love you so much." He said in his sleep. I giggled and covered my mouth so I wouldn't wake him up.
"Miley…don't be like that…please…Miley I love you." He said again. I couldn't keep it in anymore. I laughed and laughed hard. He woke up and gave me a look and I just couldn't stop. I started to cry because I was laughing so hard.
"Miley…Miley chill out why are you laughing?" He asked me and I calmed a little bit.
"Y-you were t-talking in your sleep!" I finally made out and continued to laugh uncontrollably.
"Oh…really? Uhm….what did I say?" He asked blushing which made me laugh more.
"Miley…Miley…Please Miles…let's do it…I love you so much…I love you Miley." I said mimicking him. He blushed even harder and that made me laugh harder.
"We gotta go Miles. We're uhm…gunna be late." He said.
"Okay lover boy." I said lovingly smacking his face. I got up and stretched. I then felt a strong pair of arms wrap around my waist and I relaxed as Nick kissed my neck slowly.
"Nicky…" I moaned. I loved this feeling but I realized what he was doing. As much as I wanted to, I couldn't. I promised my mom.
"Nick," I said pulling away. "You know this can't happen. Why do you continue to try and make me weak?" I asked him. I was curious.
"Because I know I can. And I wanna show you how much I love you." He said grabbing my hands.
"Well, I…never mind let's just get ready to go." I said turning to go into my closet but he gently pulled me back.
"No, tell me what you were gunna say Miles." He said. I could tell there was curiosity burning at his eyes.
"No, Nick, I-It's not important. Let's just get rea-" He cut me off.
"Miley every word you say to me is important. Now just tell me." He said.
"Fine…I was gunna say that I'm not ready. And no matter how much I despise my mother right now, I can't break that promise we made. If you really love me, you'll respect that." I said all too quickly.
"You don't really love me do you Miles?" He asked hurt buried in the tone of his voice.
"Nick you know that's not true! You know I love you deeply! What would ever make you think such a crazy thing like that?!" I almost yelled. I was very upset with him. Why would he ever think that? Really I do love him. Why can't he just accept the fact that I'm not ready?
"Miley, if you truly love someone, you make love. This isn't just having sex Miley. This is making true love that we both know we share. Why can't we share our love and put it together? It's not like I just met you and all of a sudden we're having sex. I wanna show you how much I really truly and deeply love you. Is that too much to ask? I mean we've been living together for the past month now. What's wrong with just making some love?" He asked. I knew he meant every single word and that's okay. We're getting out our feelings and that's what has to happen in a good healthy relationship.
"Nick," I said squeezing his hands and stepping closer to him. "I need you to know that I love you so much. Nothing is gunna change that. But until I'm ready you're just gunna have to wait. If you love me you'll respect every decision I make. You love me right?" I asked pecking him on the lips and looking up at him with my playful puppy dog eyes.
"I do love you Miles." He said disappointment in his voice. He looked so disappointed. He was so cute when he was disappointed though. I couldn't say no to the face he was making. It's just too hard for me.
"I'll tell you what," I started. His head shot up so fast, he gave me whiplash. "If we write four or more songs this week, I'll give you some this weekend. And if you're a good boy. Okay?" I asked him I looked up at him with an encouraging smile. I loved it when he was happy. It brightened up my whole day.
"LET'S GO!" He said pulling on my hand to leave the room and go downstairs.
"NICK! OUR CLOTHES!"
Xoxoxoxoxoxo
At the recording studio we sat in Nick's office writing songs all day long. I looked at the clock and it was five thirty on the nose.
"Nick, I think we should go home now." I said still looking at the clock.
"Okay, we start our school tomorrow." He said getting up from his desk.
"Oh really? Where do we go?" I asked him also getting up, gathering my lyric book.
"My mom's home-schooling us." He said with a smile.
"Really?! That's so great! I can't wait!" I said. We walked out to my new car that Nick got me for my 16th birthday which he really didn't have to do. But I loved it anyways. His whole family chipped in to get it for me. But of course, Nick had to drive for me but that was fine…for now. Not a day goes by where I don't miss my mom. I hated that she missed my birthday and everything that happened over the month that I've been gone. I miss having her around and Lesley too. Maybe I should call Lesley. We got to the house and I ran towards the stairs as Nick went for yet another diet coke. I ran up the stairs as I dialed Lesley's cell phone number.
"Hello?" I heard from the other side of the line.
"Lesley?" I asked into the phone.
"Yeah…who's this?" She asked suspiciously.
"Les, it's me…Miley." I said choking up.
"Miley?" She asked into the phone.
"Yeah Lesley, it's me." I said.
"Oh my God! MOM! MOM! IT'S MILEY!" She screamed to her mother. I couldn't help but wonder what was going on from the other side of the line.
"MILEY RAY STEWART WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" I heard from the other side of the line.
"Listen before you yell and scream at me, I want you to know that I'm perfectly fine. I'm in very good hands and don't expect me to tell you where I am 'cause I'm not gunna say."
"Miley, what do you mean you're in very good hands? What's going on here?" Lesley's mom asked me.
"Well, I'm with Nick. That's all I'm gunna say. I called to talk to Lesley. Not to be questioned." I didn't mean to sound so rude but how else was I supposed to get my point across?
"Okay Miley, whatever. Just so you know, your mother is in California. She's been crying for days. I think you should atleast call her to make sure she's alright." she said softly.
"I will, but for now I think I need my space." I said truthfully. I did need my space.
"Okay well, here's Les." She said handing the phone to her daughter.
"Miley, I am really upset with you right now. You know that right?" Lesley said. This crushed me.
"Lesley, all I wanted was my dreams to come true and she was holding me back. You shouldn't let anyone put your dreams down." I said.
"SHE WAS TRYING TO PROTECT YOU MILEY!" she screamed.
"NO SHE WASN'T LESLEY! SHE WAS PUTTING ME DOWN FOR HER OWN FUCKING SAKE. SHE DIDN'T WANT ME TO HAVE THE GLORY OF DOING BETTER THAN SHE EVER DID! SO DON'T GIVE ME THAT SHIT!" I screamed back. It hurts me so much to fight with her but what else was I supposed to do? She was the one who started it.
"YOU CALL THIS SHIT? I'M HELPING YOU FROM GETTING HURT! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU GET HURT OKAY?!" she yelled
"Hurt by what Les? I'm in perfectly good hands right now." I said with my teeth clenched.
"I don't know Miles, maybe YOUR STUPID ASS BOYFRIEND!" she screamed.
"WHAT?! NICK IS NOT STUPID OKAY?! HE IS THE BEST THING THAT COULD POSSIBLY EVER HAPPEN TO ME! WHAT ABOUT YOU?! YOU'RE PRETTY FUCKING STUPID YOURSELF! RUNNING AROUND WITH GUYS GETTING FUCKED! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ABOUT HUH?! YOU BROKE YOUR PROMISE! YOU BROKE YOUR FUCKING PROMISE TO ME,GOD,MY MOM, YOUR MOM, AND ESPECIALLY YOURSELF! How does that make you feel Lesley? Tell me. I live and sleep in the same bed with Nick and we're not doing jackshit. What about you? You can't live with a guy because you have no self control. How does that make you feel? HUH?! HOW DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL THAT I CAN SLEEP IN THE SAME BED WITH A GUY WITHOUT DOING IT AND YOU CAN'T!" I screamed I felt a stream of moisture coming from my eyes but I ignored it. This was so bad, but it felt so right. It made me feel strong and I knew this was the only time to get my anger out on her. So why not use this time?
"Miley, I thought I knew you but I guess I don't. I hope you make it far in your career and I hope you and Nick have a great life together. I hope you feel good about yourself that you let your mom down. I'll let you know how the baby is doing once in a while. But until you get your act together you can forget about me and the rest of us. Bye Miley." she said and I heard a click I shut my fone and threw it at the wall and I sobbed as I slid down the wall. Why did I just do that. What the hell is my problem? I'm so stupid.
"Miles...you okay?" I heared a voice say. I looked up and saw Nick standing in the door way. I put my head down and sobbed harder.
"How much did you hear?" I asked quietly.
"Everything." He said coming to sit down next to me.
"God, I am so stupid. I mean why would I say such a thing like that? I'm such a jerk!" I said banging my head against the wall after every word.
"Miley stop." Nick said firmly.
"Nick I feel so...different."
"Well you just lost someone you knew and loved and now it just doesn't feel the same. Miley, I was thinking, if you don't wanna break that promise just tell me. I'll respect your decision." he said looking me into the eyes.
"I want to but I know I shouldn't. I mean it felt so good sleeping with you and I felt like I belonged with you and when you were kissing my neck it felt like it should've happened but I was to chicken." I said truthfully.
"Miley, you're not a chicken. If you don't wanna do something, don't let anyone, not even me, pressure you into doing it okay?"
"Yeah. I think I'm gunna go and take a walk. Why don't you write some music to go with those lyrics?" I said to him getting up.
"Good idea. I'll see you in a bit." he said getting up to go to our recording studio that was put in by Kevin and Nick.
"Okay, I'm bringing lucky lulu just so ya know." I said before going down the stairs.
"Okay. Hey wait." He said coming after me as I took a few steps down. I turned around and he pulled me into a tight embrace.
"Everything will be alright. I promise." he said kissing my head.
"Okay,I trust you." I said looking up at him and resting my chin on his chest.
"I love you." he said.
"I love you too." I said kissing him lightly on his soft angelic lips.
I turned and walked down the stairs and started for the door. I opened it. I walked down the driveway and walked down the street. I wanted to go to the park they had just built and when I made it to the end of the road I took a left. I walked further down and finally I got to the park. I sat down on the bench and started to play lulu.
Wake up here I go,
cram it all down my throat.
Stomache so full ,
That I wish I could choke
7 am my head's,
already in a spin
soon as I'm out that door
BAM!
it hits me like a ton of those red bricks
can't dig myself outa this
highest ditch,
this madness
I swear sometimes I can't tell which ways up
which ways down
It's all up in my face need to push it away
Somebody push it away.
So all that I can hear
Is a simple song
sing along now
lalalalala lalalala lalalalala lalalala
I ended the song there for now but it sounded pretty good. I decided to head home so I did so. I walked in to the smell of pasta.
"NICK?! ARE YOU COOKING PASTA?!" I yelled into the house putting lulu on her stand
"YEAH! I'LL BE DOWN IN A SEC!" He yelled.
I sat down on the couch and out came Nick going for the kitchen.
"Hey, how was your walk with lulu?" He asked me with a chuckle.
"It was good thanks for asking. I thought of a new song. I'll play it for you tomorrow." I said getting the remote and turning on the TV and switching to E! news.
"Okay sounds good. I called my mom and told her we were gunna eat in so we can spend sometime together while we can." He said.
"That's fine." I said getting caught up into the show.
"Word on the street is, Nick Jonas has a new star coming through. He already has her signed and writing songs." The E! news reporter said.
"Nick you signed someone else?" I asked
"No..." He said coming in with our pasta.
"Yep! You guessed it. It's Miley Stewart! Nick's current girlfriend! Miley here is from...."
"NICK I'M ON E! NEWS!" I screamed jumping on the couch.
"OH MY GOD! THIS IS SO GREAT!" He said picking me up and spinning me around. He kissed me passionatly and set me down.
Tish's POV
"Yep! You guessed it. It's Miley Stewart! Nick's current girlfriend!" The E! news reporter said.
"Shoot for the stars Miley. Shoot for the stars." I whispered outloud while sitting down on my couch watching the news.
"Gossip is growing about how Nick has just moved in with Miley in her L.A. home. Congrats to them and to her new career!" The news reporter exclaims.
"WHAT?!"
A/N: So.....whatcha think? I think this is one of my best ones. But anyways, I don't think anyone's really diggin' the story anymore. Only one review last time! What's up wid dat? Whatevers let me know please! Thanks Shay(:
