very important.

I hate that I promised to update soon and haven't. As I stated last an I'm having some family problems. Thank you all for your support! means the world to me!

My grandparents are ok!! yay! and so I am!! yay!

but

as some of you know I've VERY recently had a baby. She was born with her face first, so basically each time my body contracted it crushed her face, head and neck into my cervix. In total I was in labour for 3 whole days before any action was taken. My baby was slowly being killed inside of me and there was nothing I could do. So I had to have an emergency c section. Which left my daughter, Madison swollen and bruised badly. This week we had to have check ups. She hasn't been eating to good and is weighing poorly, so shes been in hospital. I been with her EVERY day, praying she'll get better!

My daughter will always come first in my life and I really don't care if you people send me crap about lying to update. I'm so sorry to those of you who review leaving wonderful comments!

The next update will be up soon, before the end of the week. The chapters are written, its just finding the time to edit and post. HUGE thanks to my beta Katie for hanging in there!!! sorry that I haven't replied to any reviews!

PLEASE DO NOT REVIEW THIS AUTHORS NOTE!!! If you want to send any message please pm me!! i'll delete this an for a chapter!!

until next time

take care!

carlie xx