Hi this isn't Tasha this is her friend heaven Tasha badly injured her hand and is in the hospital she got her hand caught in I food processor trying to get a spoon out of there . This is her story and she told me to Wright and not keep you guy's waiting . I was surprised she was only worried about getting her story's posted this really is her passion and every time you read her story's it just makes her day better. Hopefully she will be out of the hospital soon but she wont be able to type for a while because of her fingers. But im pretty sure she will right anyways no matter how much it hurts her.
* I just stood there shocked*
" are you kidding" I asked her
" no im not" she said hanging up the phone
* I layed on the couch backstage. I couldn't believe what I had gotten my self into . We were called to the stage . The entire show I was looking at Allison . She had hurt in her eyes. She was crying some of the time . Felt bad but I didn't know what to do . The show ended and I bumped into Allison back stage.*
" heyy Allison" I said
"Adam, just don't talk to me right now" Allison said to me
" Allison please talk to me" I begged her
" what's there to talk about . Im a whore who got pregnant" she said to me
" allie you are not a whore" I said grabbing her hand
" that's how America's going to see it" she said pulling her arm away and walking away I walked after her but she ran away from me . The nest day after Danny went home I talked to her
" Allison we really need to talk" I said to her
" Adam cant you just leave me alone ." she yelled at me
" no I wont Allison why wont you talk to me?" I asked her
" because you thought I would joke about being pregnant Adam you can never take me seriously" she said to me crying
* I pulled her into a hug*
" Allison I was just shocked" I told her
" Adam im scared" she said to me
" I am to , but we need to work this out" I told her
" how do we tell the other's" she asked me
" we need to wait a while before we tell anyone. One question" I said
" yeah" she asked me
"if we wouldn't have talked would you have still kept the baby" I asked her
"of coarse do you think I would get an abortion." she asked me
" It's just that your saying that your scared I wasn't sure" I told her
" its my first baby and im going to raise the baby . I don't believe in abortion" she told me
" Allison we will talk about this soon but it's late you need to get home to get some sleep I don't want you two to be tired tomorrow . Bye sweetheart" I said kissing Allison
( Allison's POV )
* I had just left and was home I walked in the house my dad was right there . I walked past him to the kitchen . I was looking in the fridge for something to drink I picked up my dad's vodka to find something and my dad threw me into the kitchen counter causing me to hurt my back . I screamed in pain . My dad came and back handed me. I put my hand's on my stomach so he couldn't hurt the baby. My dad continued to punch my face till I was starting to close my eyes. He kicked my side and told me never to touch his vodka ever again . Day's went by it was 3 day's before Adam and Kris had to perform I hadn't really talked to Adam much but the abuse with my dad was getting worse . Every time I would perfect my stomach but this time I couldn't and it was the worst the abuse had ever gotten , it was just to much . I got a jacket on and climbed out my window . I took a bus to the mansion I climbed in a window so Ryan and the judges wouldn't find out I was there . I ran up to Adam's bedroom to see Adam sleeping I went and layed next to him and put his arm around me and it woke him up*
" Allison what are you doing here" he asked me
" I couldn't stay at home" I told him
" why" he wondered
" my dad" I told him
" you need to try to get along with him" he told me
" that's the thing Adam I cant" I told him
" why" he asked
" ill go sleep in my car" I told him getting up
" Allison you don't have a car and second why cant you tell me why you hate your dad" he asked me
" well then im sleeping on the sidewalk" I told him walking out of the room
* I was walking down the stair's when I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned around it was Adam*
"Allison your going home im driving you" he told me
" no im either staying on the side walk or in Kris's room" I told him
" you need to go home." he said to me
" no im not Adam I cant I wont" I said walking down the stair's again
" why not cant you at least tell me" he yelled at me
I turned around " my dad beat's the shit out of me and it's hell trying to stop it so ill just go home what happens then It get's worse I give up and it does what ive wanted to happen , finally kill's me . Adam is that what you wanted to hear" I yelled then ran out the from door Adam came after me and pulled me back my arm and hugged me I felt tear's hit my neck I looked up and Adam was crying
" why didn't .. You ever tell .. Me" he asked
" I don't know I was scared of being judged like I did something to disserve it" I told him
" no body deserves that. Especially you" he told me then kissed me as soon as he did that my dad pulled up . My dad walked up to us Adam stood in front of me
" dad um … what are you doing here" I asked him
" getting you , you stupid whore" he said
" don't call her that ever" Adam yelled in my father's face
" don't touch Allison . She's probably already pregnant" my dad said
" actually I ..I .. I am"
* my dad push Adam and punched my stoics and said " not for long" he walked away and I was on the ground hugging my stomach Adam came by me
" Adam, Adam, Adam .. The .. The .. The baby .the baby …. The baby .. Adam the baby" I kept saying over and over
" Allison come on were going to the hospital" Adam told me . Adam picked me up wedding style and carried her to my car . He put me in the front seat .
( Adam's POV )
The entire ride to the hospital all she would say was
" the baby.. the.. the.. the baby.. Adam. the.. baby … Adam the baby" she just kept saying . We arrived at the hospital . I grabbed he out of the front seat and carried her into the hospital. I ran up to a doctor .
"she is pregnant and she was punched in her stomach" I told him
" follow me" he said . He started walking down a long hall and showed me to a room . I layed Allison on the bed.
" a nurse will be with you in a minute" the doctor said then left the room . I sat next to Allison on the bed and hugged her and wiped the tear's off of her cheeks .
" Adam what's going to happen to the baby" she asked me
" I don't know we will have to find out" I told her as a nurse walked in
" miss I need you to lay back . Sir take a seat in the chair" the nurse told me . Allison was getting a ultrasound done.
" the baby is fine" the nurse told us smiling at Allison. She turned off the machine and handed Allison a towel to wipe off her stomach . The nurse walked out of the room and told us we were free to go. I cleaned Allison off and carried her back to the car . We drove back to the mansion . I carried Allison up to my room and layed her down I was about to go get her something to drink.
" Adam will you please lay with me" she asked me
" yeah babe but do you want something to drink" I asked
" no. im fine I just want you to lay with me . I don't want to be alone " she told me . I could see she was scared so I layed next to her and wrapped my arm's around her . I could hear her breathing slow down . I kissed her head
" night baby girl" I said to her laying my head on the pillow .
* later that night *
( Allison's POV )
* in Allison's nightmare*
" no dad please" I yelled trying to stop my dad from shooting Adam who was holding our daughter
" it's either him or your daughter" he told me
" don't do that to me" I yelled
" take me" Adam yelled putting the baby in the crib and standing in front of the crib so he couldn't hit the baby
" no Adam don't" I yelled
" Allison im sorry raise our daughter well. I love you" he said then the gun went off
* reality*
" NOOOO" I was screaming
" what is it baby girl" he said
I layed my head on his shoulder and started crying "nightmare" I said
" what happened" he asked me
" my dad shot you because you saved our daughter and died to save her" I told him
" Allison relax and lay back down" I said standing up
" NO . Adam don't leave me" I yelled
" Allison I have to pee" he told me
" don't leave me" I begged
" come on" he said to me and picked me up . We walked to the bathroom " now stand here and ill be right out" he said then walked in the bathroom. I crawled into the corner and put my chin on my knee's . I looked around to make sure no one was around.
( Adam's POV )
I walked out of the bath room and couldn't find Allison . I looked over and saw her in the corner looking around paranoid .
"Allison are you okay" I asked lifting her up . She immediately wrapped her arm's around my neck
" never leave me again" she asked looking into my eye's
" I wont" I told her
" promise" she asked
" I promise" I told her. I picked her up and carried her back to the bedroom. I layed her on the bed and layed next to her . I was scared about Allison . I think her dad scared her for life. I don't think I will be able to leave her side.
"Adam do you love me" she asked me
" of coarse I do" I told her
" I don't mean that 'love' people say when they don't mean it in relationships . I mean love like love, love" she said
" Allison I love you with all of my heart you are everything to me. I don't know what I would do with out you . You're the reason im still in this competition . Im working my hardest to win for you." I told her
" Adam I love you too. " she said then kissed me and layed her head on my chest
" now go to sleep we have a big day a head of us" I told her
" okay night Adam" she said to me
" night sweetheart" I told her then kissed her head
*the next day*
I woke up and Allison was shaking in my arm's.
" sweetie what's wrong" I asked her
" nothing" she said back really fast
" why are you shaking" I asked her
" I couldn't sleep" she told me back
" why not" I asked the shaking redhead
" I was afraid my dad was going to come back" she said looking up at me
" Allison im scared for you. You wont let me go farther then an arm's length from you and you cant sleep. You don't want to be left alone. This is all just scaring me" I told her lifting her up so she was sitting. And she came over and sat in my lap and held my hand
" im sorry" she said looking down
" it's fine but im scared for you" I told her
" sorry that incident yesterday is getting to me" she told me
" it's okay babe . I'll always be there but there are going to be times when were apart and that is today . I have to be on stage the whole time . Will you be okay" I asked her and she started crying
" yeah I'll be fine just promise me you will be okay" she asked
" I promise allie. Just promise me you wont freak out and go crazy" I asked her
" I will" she said getting up
" where are you going" he asked
" im waiting for you to get up so we can go get breakfast " she said
" im coming , im coming." I said getting up . I grabbed her hand and we walked down to breakfast surprised to see everyone there.
"when did you guy's get here" Allison asked every one
( Allison's POV )
" last night . We stopped by your house but nobody answered the door. We all know where you were now" Lil said
" did you sleep well" Anoop asked
" um .. Yeah fine" I replied
" allie are you okay your pale like a ghost" Megan said feeling my forehead " your warm"
"im fine" I said to them. They all looked at me like ' you are insane' " don't give me that look im fine" I yelled
" well come eat the too of you Lil said showing us where our food was . Me and Allison walked over then and Allison sat in my lap .we ate breakfast and all of the idol's were talking amongst them self's.
" so you too. I always knew you liked each other. Well who couldn't it's not that hard to notice" Megan said
" it was that noticeable" I asked
" you think . The way you too would stare at each other and not even notice people around you starring at the too of you staring at each other not noticing the other was looking at you. We always knew it was time till the feeling's just came out. I was just so surprised it took so long to come out." Danny said
" so you stare at me" she asked with a smirk on her face
" who couldn't your gorges" I said back then kissed her . She returned the kiss.
"you too can make out later" Kris said
" sorry" Allison told him
" Adam" she called for me
" yeah" I asked her
" I love you" she told me
" I love you too" I replied . I kissed her . All of the other's left the room .
" I think they don't like us kissing in front of them " she said
" who knows" I replied then kissed her again
" im going to go take a shower" she said pulling me up with her
"what was that about" I asked her
" your coming with me" she said
" you still afraid to be alone" I asked
" or I could take one alone" she said with a smirk on her face
" NO I'll come with you" I said. We went upstairs' and took our shower and got ready for the finally knowing we would still have to get hair and makeup done later.
" so what do you want to do" she asked me
"what ever you want to do" I said
" can you get more perfect" she asked then layed next to me
" im not perfect not even close" I told her
" your perfect for me" she told me. She started kissing me and I returned the favor till her dad walked in
( Allison's POV )
Her dad pulled her up by her hair and threw her into the wall
" don't touch her" I yelled
" what are you going to do gay boy" my dad yelled
" DON'T TOUCH HIM DAD" I yelled . That resulted in a foot to the face
"how could you do that to your own daughter let alone Allison" he asked then came to my side to comfort me
" she is a worthless piece of shit . She is nothing but a whore" my dad stated .
Adam stood up and got in my dad's face " don't call her that ever" he yelled then pushed my dad into the wall . Them Kris walked in
" what's go.. Oh my god allie your bleeding" Kris said
" im fine just we need to stop them" I said pointing to my dad and Adam fighting
" YOU TOO STOP IT" Kris yelled
" stop yelling" Megan said then came in to see what was going on" allie your bleeding"
" again im fine but we need to stop them" I said to Megan
" who's that dude" she asked me
" my .. my … my dad" I told her
" why are they fighting" she asked me
"I'll tell you later but we have to stop them" I told her . Me and Megan went over and pulled Adam off of my dad. As soon as Adam was out of his was my dad started punching me. Adam and Megan pulled me away from him. Adam hugged me and kissed the top of my head and left his face there
" your just a stupid little whore." my dad said to me
" THAT'S IT DAD STOP!, JUST STOP! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU . TO DISERVE THIS PLEASE JUST EXPLAIN THAT." I yelled in his face . He threw me back causing me to hit the night stand. He walked over to me and spit on me "your so pathetic little girl" he said then walked out . I could see Adam crying I got up and walked over to him" Adam are you okay "
" Allison im fine your not . I cant stop him .I cant protect you" he said . He got up and walked out with his hand's over his face. I started to cry seeing him walk out and leave me alone. I sat there for about half an hour. I saw Megan and Kris crying in the hall . I walked out to them
" are you guy's okay" I asked
"yeah were fine , your dad just hurt us really bad." Kris told me
" why didn't you ever tell us he was like this" Megan asked
" im sorry but Adam didn't even know till last night. Im sorry but I thought people were going to think I did something to disserve that." I said looking at my feet
" no one could do anything to disserve that" Kris told me
" that's what Adam said , speaking of Adam have you seen him" I asked the to of them
" he is in the bathroom" Megan told me pointing down the hall
" thanks" I said then. I walked down the hall and knocked on the door .when I didn't get an answer I walked in . Adam was sitting on the counter I walked over to him and sat on the counter next to him I put my arm around him . I don't think he knew I was in there because he jumped when I put my arm around his waist.
"allie im not going to let you go home" I told her
" im going to have to I have no were eals to go and I cant stay on the street for 2 week's till the tour start's" I told him
" you'll come stay with me. I don't care what people say or think. Your coming to my house till the tour start's and you'll be there after it end's" he told me
"are you sure about this" I asked him
"im as sure as ever" he told me then kissed me" I cant keep letting you get hurt"
" Adam I'll live" I told him " I think we need to wait longer to move in together"
" Allison you're an adult and your pregnant and he would kill the baby if you went home I will not let you or the baby get hurt" he said to me" I love you too to much"
" what about all of my stuff at home" I asked
" I'll get you new stuff" he told me
"NO YOU WONT" I told him " I'll sneak home tonight and get my stuff"
" I cant let you go home , Allison your dad" he reminded me
" I will sneak in my window get my stuff . Im in and out in 5 minutes" I told him
" call your mom and tell her to stall your dad at 11 and we will get your stuff" he told me
" okay but I need you to wait in the car just in case my dad comes in my room" I told him
" fine but I swear im only waiting for 5 minutes if your not back im coming in the window"
" okay , okay edam I will be fine" I told him . Then he kissed me . I returned to favor. We sat there kissing each other for as long as we could till we were called to head to the studio . We all drove to the studio . I was cuddling with Adam and Megan and matt were cuddling also . It was really awkward because the 4 loudest people were making out and every body eals was staring in space trying to not look at me and Adam kissing or Megan and matt.
"WILL YOU GUYS CUT IT OUT" Lil yelled . All of us stopped kissing and stopped hugging and sat there with our hands in our lap's.
"It's still to quiet" Anoop stated
" so allie your moving in with Adam" Megan said with a smirk on her face
"MEGAN!" Allison yelled
" what just asking. Is it true" she asked
" well … um … um yeah" I told her
" not a smart idea you too" Kris said
" why not" I asked
" your both young . To young" Kris stated
"we love each other what could possibly go wrong" Adam asked looking at me smiling . I just smiled back
" you guys haven't spent every single second of every single day together . No you haven't you to will get sick of each other and it wont be good" Kris said to both of us
" what ever we will be fine. I love her I'll never let her go" Adam said then kissed me. We arrived at the stadium we all got prepared for the show. I didn't see Adam much but I was okay. It was 15 minutes till show time and me and all the other's were getting hair and makeup dine still we were almost done . I was getting my hair done and Adam walked past me
" you look hot" he said and continued walking. I pulled him back
" kiss me" I told him . He kissed my forehead and continued walking. I finished my hair and went up stair's to finish my outfit. I put a white jacket on and took my place on stage for the group number. The show was going normal every one thought Adam would win. Kris and Adam were on stage and Ryan was about to announce the winner.
"and the winner of American idol 2009 is ….. Kris Allen" Ryan announced . I knew Megan knew I was pissed because she put her arm in front of me
" allie don't" she told me i saw Adam walking towards me . Kris started to sing his song and Adam put his arm around me and I put my arm around his neck . We all started to cry because it was over. The entire thing over I just couldn't believe that I was leaving .I knew I would see all of them soon but I didn't want to leave them . They were like family . We finally had to leave to head back to the mansion . The ride back was a lot of tear's. I really had to do this say good bye to everyone . We got back to the mansion. I helped Adam pack his thing's . we carried his bag's to the car and we drove to my house . Adam parked across the street.
"you ready" he asked me
" yeah Adam ill be fine" I told him and got out of the car . I ran through the drive way and to the back yard I had to clime a fence to get to my window I got in my room and started to get my stuff and then Adam came in
" Adam " I whispered
" what allie" he asked
" be quite my dad" I tried reminding him
" your mom said he's at the store getting more beer" he told me
" hurry" I told him . Me and Adam get my stuff in record time . I had Adam take my bag's to the car and I went in the kitchen to see my mom
" mommy are you okay" I asked her
" yeah I just cant believe that's it your leaving" she told me then pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head
" I love you" I told her
" I love you too" she told me . We both stood there for a second " go" she told me . I walked out of the back door and walked back through the driveway I jumped in the car and Adam drove off.
"thank you" I told Adam
" no problem" he told me
"if it wasn't for you right now I probably wouldn't still be living. You pretty much saved my life. Thank you" I told him as he pulled into his driveway
"come on" he told me . He got out of the car and got all of my bag's I got out to and met Adam at the door . He opened the door and let me walk in and he followed me and set my bag's down
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( back to the story)
" sorry it isn't much" he told me and my jaw dropped
" this it the biggest house . Oh my god and this isn't much to you" I said
" well ive lived here for 6 years now" he told me
"so where's the bedroom" I asked
" follow me" he told me .I grabbed some of my bag's Adam carried the rest. We walked up the stairs the entire walk my mouth was wide open we finally reached the bed room . I set my bag's down and went and sat on the bed.
" come on Adam" I said . Adam came and layed next to me .I pulled him on top of me . We sat there looking at each other. He leaned down and kissed me . I slide my hand down to his belt buckle but he pushed my hand back up .
"let me go do something really quick " I said and got up and grabbed a bag of mine that was on the floor I walked out of the room and down the hall looking for the bathroom . I finally found it I got in there and changed into something 'special' for Adam
( Adam's POV )
I was sitting in the bedroom waiting for Allison then she came in the room in sexy lingerie . She came and sat on top of me. .
"come here big boy" she said pulling down my pant's . I was about to stop her but she started to suck my dick . I trusted my head back
" oh Allison" I yelled
" oh you like that " she said then sucked me even harder. She stopped and started to take off her thong. I pulled her back onto the bed
" let me do it" I told her and slowly took off her thong. I moved my hand up to her stomach I kissed her neck
"oh Adam" she said she took off her bustiay . I looked at her erotic body . She parted her leg's in a welcoming gesture. I positioned myself in between her leg's and went into her
"oh Adam" she screamed digging her nails into my back "harder Adam harder" I went faster and harder . I picked her up and leaned her against the wall I continued to drive me into her . Allison was moaning like crazy . I layed her back on the bed and pulled me out of her but she wasn't done . She straddled my hips . She sunk me into her farther and harder then ever . She was riding me until she was tired .which took forever, She got off of me and layed next to me . I pulled the sheet over us. I leaned down and kissed her and she deepened the kiss . We were to the point of making out .
" Allison it is late we need to get to sleep" I told her
" I guess" she said then layed her head on my chest . I looked over the side of the bed to see that it said I was having a conversation with Kris and it was 90 minutes long . That mean's he herd , OH NO. I got up and picked up my phone I hung it up as fast as I could . Allison looked at me
" what's wrong" she asked
"Kris heard us …you know" I told her
Okay hope you like
If your wondering why part of it is italic that's because that's what I wrote for the story . I know they say don't change other people's work but I don't think she will mind . Im sorry it took so long but she is in a lot of pain and didn't want another person to type it but the doctor said she would not be able to type for a good 2 month's so she let me type it and Tasha if you read this sorry if you didn't want racy sex stuff in it but all you could say is you know what happens next . It was just to pre teen for me . Hope you get better . Your hand is bad and I hope she can type in the next 4 month's we will have to see
