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Chapter 7
Soul mates, whatever story
Edward's pov:
I was standing in the waiting room with Emmett, Rosalie and Alice. The silence was killing me, it was only interrupted by a sigh or a sob from one of the girls. Emmett hadn't said a word he had just shut himself down and locked all of us out. Alice was curled at my side still sobbing, something I never thought I would experience, my sister in my arms again. Jasper was on his way to put them up, they needed to get away from this place. I was starting to go crazy when my dad Carlisle walked in. We all stared at him waiting for news.
Flashback:
"Renee" She screamed into my chest, I was now wet from the shower and Bella's tears.
"What happened?" I asked my lips wresting on her damp hair.
"She's gone. Car crash. Dead." Her mother was killed? Saying this out loud brought out a reaction in her tiny weak body. She started pounding her already badly cut and bleeding hands on her floor."It's all my fault, my fault" She was repeating. I had no words to say, I just held to closer to me and at the same time holding myself together, holding her hands stopping her from damaging herself further. Her sobs gradually become quieter and I was still rocking her in my arms. I picked her up off the wet bloody floor and placed her on the sofa in her room. She was dazed and broken hearted, to even contemplate losing my mother would devastate me.
"Bella, I'm going to call Emmett" I said leaving my arms leave her cold body for the first time since I found her. I kissed her forehead and went to retrieve the phone from the bathroom. I picked up the phone and called Emmett explaining the situation and offering my sympathies, he would call charlie. I looked down at my white shirt stained with mascara, blood and tears even my hands were stained with Bella's blood. I felt my own grip on reality loosen and my eyes started to sting, I wiped away tears and walked back to the broken girl.
I needed to hold myself together for her. "Emmetts on his" I murmmerd into her hair as I pulled her body close to mine.
"Thank you Edward" She said barley audible.
"What for? " I was offended by her thanking me. I needed no appreciation for my actions.
"Being here" She answered her voice a tad louder and I pressed my lips to her head. Her sobs started again and my heart broke.
"Bella's had broken her left hand and suffered deep cuts on both hands. She has been stitched up and plastered. She's still very shaken but is asking to go home. Everybody sighed a breath of relief. Emmett stood when Carlisle spoke.
"She's been asking for Edward." Everyone looked at me, I was more shocked than anyone else. I nodded and followed my father to her. She was sitting on the bed all bandaged up and tear stained. She looked so small and venerable. As soon as she clocked eyes on me she jumped of the bed and into my chest. This felt natural and I loved how she trusted me to stop her falling apart. With Bella safely in my arms we made out way back to group each gave a comforting farewell to her and Emmett gave both me and Bella a joint hug. "Thank you" He whispered in my ear. Jasper had taken Alice home first. Emmett, Rose, Bella and Myself drove home in Rose's car. I was still attached to Bella, I don't think I could let her go.
Her house was in the same smashed condition as we left it. Bella had fallen asleep on the way home most likely from the mass amount of pain relief in her system. I held her bridal style and laid her down on the only piece of unaffected piece of furniture.
"Maybe she should stay at mine, you to Em. We can clean up tomorrow after you get some rest" Rose chirped in looking at the house.
"My house is closer. Plus Carlisle is there." That would be a better solution.
"Can she stay with you please Edward. I'll go with Rose" Emmett was finally started to break and emotion started showing on his features, I nodded and picked Bella back up.
Rose dropped us off and Alice was waiting on the front porch. I carried her to my room I didn't care what anyone else said that's where she was staying. Mom was with getting painkillers ready for when she wakes up and Alice was undressing her, while I waited on the landing, slumped against the wall with my head in my knees. Today had started so differently I was willing to use this girl and now I wasn't willingly to leave this girl.
Alice hugged me again before she went to her room. I was scared to go into my room. I looked at her sleeping and she looked peaceful and like she belonged there. Nothing in my room was outplace including the hurting angel on my bed. I grabbed fresh clothes and changed, I swiped some blankets from draws and curled up on the couch. Goodnight Bella. Be safe.
Bella's pov:
What could I remember? My drunken daze and breakdown. Telling my mother how much I hated her before throwing and smashing all breakables in sight. A phone call telling me that my mother had been killed in a car accident. Even bigger mental breakdown. Sleeping pills mixed with more alcohol and warm shower water. My blood dripping from my throbbing hands and a velvet voice calling my name.
Edward he scent calmed me and kept me together, he rocked my in his arms and kissed my forehead. I can remember Emmett holding me and carrying to a light room all the while my fingers intertwined with Edwards. I remember a calm voice similar to that of Edwards making the pain go away and I can remember calling Edwards name. I was fully awake but I was nowhere fully aware. I saw his face, his eyes and felt his stone hard chest. The sorrows and concerns of my friends and the hard face of my brother flooded my mind somewhere in this daze. After this is pretty much black. voices I know talking and soft sofas to soothing arms and to a big bed all this and my eyes refused to open and my voice refused to be aired. I drifted slowly into a deep slumber.
"Do you believe in soul mates?"
"I don't know, I guess why?"
"I was wondering if there were a million different realities and universes do you think you'd still find that one?"
"I would like to believe so"
"I wouldn't want there to any alternate universe where I wasn't with you"
I couldn't see anything only hear voices one was most defiantly mine, the other too familiar than it should be. I was dreaming but Edward telling me he wanted me in all his universes made me happy. I hated he boy because of the way he made me feel, maybe this is fates way of pushing us together.
My eyes fluttered open and I moved to feel pain in my hands, I moaned at this and now a headache wasn't making this any better. I sat up in a huge unfamiliar bed surrounded by glass walls and mass amounts of music. The room was complemented with a grand piano. I loved this room and at the far end near the biggest breath taking window was a huge black sofa, with a sleeping boy on it. This was Edward's room. That was his piano that I'd once made fun of with Alice about his playing. I was caught in the room and the culture strew across the room and shocked at the hidden boy Edward kept locked up. I was only brought back into the room when the bed dipped a little and I turned my face to be greeted by a set of green orbs set in a worried face.
"Bella" This god whispered his hand removing a stray strand of hair falling in front of my eyes. I stared and with this room and this moment I could escape reality.
"Edward" I mouthed to him and his arms crashed around me. I struggled to breath in his tight grip but I refused to let him let me go.
"Your hands, how are you feeling?" His voice was dripped in concern and he leaned over to me to pass me pain killers and water. I smile and gratefully took them.
"Edward, bathroom?" I was slightly embarrassed but he pointed to the door by the piano. I slid of the bed and made my way out of this escape. I looked at my reflection that only hours ago resulted in the damage to my hands. My mother the women who I hated as much as I loved was gone, killed and the last thing I said to her was a spoilt teenage "I hate you" hissy fit. NO matter how much I dressed up and acted out and screaming how I no longer cared. I was a fake, a fraud one hell of a liar. My mother is dead, dead. That's final the end to this phase of mine. I was the way I was to one day gain back the only friend and in so many ways my soul mate. I hated myself more than I ever have before. My last hope of being loved again had gone. The reflection was now changing, my cheeks turning colours of pinky red and my eyes dripping tears.
"Bella" That voice again gave me comfort I did not understand or deserve.
I walked out the waiting angel his eyes laced with my own sadness, he pulled me to his bed where he rocked me again. "Shhh, love. I'm here"Love something that I craved. I felt a soft kiss on my head and I returned it with a kiss to his chest. This provoked at bad habit in me. I looked into Edwards eyes and slowly moved my hand the behind his neck and pulled his lips to my own. I felt his need as much as my own. I pulled away and placed my head back to his chest. I felt a sense of belonging here and I slipped back into my dreams.
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