I got the most reviews for the last chapter than I have gotten for any other one! And I didn't even ask for them! Thanks! Chapter 5!!
Chapter 5: Been there, done that
Then for the next 20 minutes it was silent. I just cried. I heard someone come up the stairs. I waited a minute, then there was a knock.
"What?" I could barley understand myself, I was crying too much. I thought it was Alice, but then the door opened. The last person I would have expected came in.
"Bella..." Rosalie said with worry in her voice. "We are all worried about you, come on. Come back down."
"I can't. I......I just cant!" I started crying even harder. Rosalie came and sat down beside me.
"Bella, no one wants to judge you. It's not like we will tell anyone, no one had any idea." She sat there in silence for a minute. "Emmett is really sorry."
"No, no. It's fine. It's not his fault. I just-" I couldn't finish that sentence.
"Bella, believe it or not, I've been there.." Rosalie said while putting her head down.
"W-what?" Rosalie was pregnant?
"Yes, I was pregnant. Freshman year. No one ever knew. Alice is the only one I have ever told. Her, her mom, and her dad are the only ones that knew. Not even my family knew. Not even Emmett knows.." She looked like she was about to cry. Wow! This I never would have expected. Rosalie Hale, the most perfect girl on the face of this planet, was pregnant!
"What happened?"
Rosalie sighed. I could tell this was going to be a long story. "His name was Royce. He was my first boyfriend. We met in the 6th grade, and dated in the 7th." She smiled at this. "We were so I love. He bought me anything I wanted and gave me everything I could ever want. We both came from rich families. Our families were great friends, so I spent almost every moment I wasn't with Alice with him. One day, it was the beginning of my Freshman year, i don't know, it..just kinda happened. I didn't expect it. But I also didn't regret it." She paused for a minute. Then she continued.
"Of course, like everyone this happens to, I noticed something was...off. I automatically knew. I didn't want to tell him, I was afraid he would leave me. I loved Royce more than anyone in the world. I wouldn't be able to live if I lost him. By the time I was 2 months in, I finally told him.
"Surprisingly enough, he was happy. He loved the thought of having a child with me. For the next month, we were just fine. My parents didn't realize my morning sickness, they didn't care. I guess they just thought I was bulimic or something. My parents have never cared about me..." She started to shed a few tears. She just wiped them away and continued.
"About a week later, Royce proposed to me. I thought he meant after we graduated, and at first I guess he did. I said yes of course, how could I say no. I loved him! But then, not too long after that, I found out he changed his mind. He told me we were going to run away. I told him no. I loved him, but I couldn't run away. After I said no, he did the last thing I would have ever expected him to do..
"He beat me, then he raped me. Then, he kidnapped me. He left me, with no food or water, for 5 days. He took me to Vegas and hid me. I told Alice about how he wanted to run to Vegas, so I guess she just knew. Her parents found me 5 days later. I was a mess. I didn't talk, eat, sleep, anything. By that time, I was suffering from malnutrition. My mom and dad didn't want to deal with me, so they sent me to stay with the Cullens. Carlisle took me to the doctor, and it turned out I had a miscarriage." At this point, she was crying. "I was devastated that I killed my own child. I went anorexic and started cutting myself. I was a mess. Emmett was the only one who could really help me. I went back to my parents about a year later. Royce moved to Canada somewhere, and I never saw him again.
"Rose....I'm so sorry.." I went over to her and hugged her.
"No, it's fine. Emmett helped me through everything. I am over it now." She said as she tried to smile. "So, what happened to your baby?"
"She's in Phoenix, with my mom.." Should I tell her about how she was going to live with me soon? No, not unless she asks. I hope she doesn't.
"Wow, you have parents that would be willing to take care of your child?" She seemed intrigued by this.
"Actually, no. My mom's best friend adopted her. But...." I paused, looking at her face. She looked like she was willing to listen. "They died a couple days ago."
"Oh my god. I am so sorry!" She looked sympathetic to me. "What's going to happen to the baby?"
"I'm taking her. In about 2 weeks.."
Rosalie looked shocked. "Wow, how is that going to work out?"
"Not sure. At my school in Phoenix, I was the school slut. After I moved here, I didn't talk to anyone in Phoenix. Not even my best friend. I figured I could replace everyone in Phoenix with people in Forks, and I did. Except Chris.."
"Chris?"
I looked up at Rose, no one knew about Chris. Not even Angela, my best friend! "He was my boyfriend. He left me after he found out I was pregnant. Just like you and Royce, I loved Chris more than anything. I swore to myself that I would never love again."
To my surprise, Rose laughed. "Bella, did you SEE the look Eddie gave you!? I saw the one you gave him!" She got up and started to walk towards the door. Before she left, she turned around. "Trust me, I'm good with this kind of stuff. Just come out whenever you are ready. I'll tell the others you are okay." And with that, she closed the door.
I tried to gather my thoughts. I just told a girl I barley knew my whole life story. I smiled to myself. This was the start of a new friendships. New friendships. I got up and walked to the door. I opened it and closed it behind me, as I walked down the stairs to my new friends.
Well, everyone thought it would be Edward! Nope! Bet NO ONE saw THAT coming! Haha, hope I didn't disappoint you. Sorry it was really short! Don't worry, I am going to give Edward a bigger part in the next 2 chapters! I promise! I just don't want to be like some people who make it like she looks at him and he looks at her and they are like OMG I LOVE YOU! Haha, I said that to my friend yesterday. Next chapter will be one week later. Anywho! I MIGHT not be able to update tomorrow. Me and my friend are going shopping for twin day and I wont be home until 9! And with homework and having to think up ideas, I don't know if I will be able to do it! But I will try! Id have to sneak.
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