Hope you enjoy, let's begin.
Warning: There's torture and you may cry.
Kara woke up in a dark metal room with her hands and legs restrained to the wall.
She tried to break free, but her strength was far from 100%.
"Awww, in a way it's kind of cute to see you struggling like this." Lillian grinned as she entered the room.
"I told you Lillian, I won't break." Kara stated, struggling to keep her eyes open.
"No one is unbreakable, not even the Girl of Steel." Lillian replied.
"You failed last time."
"Well if at first you don't succeed, try, try, again."
Lillian then went up to Kara holding a syringe filled with liquid kryptonite.
"First I'm going to break your body, then I'm going to break your spirit, then finally, I will break your mind."
Lillian then brought the syringe by Kara's throat, who instinctively tried her best to move away from the needle, but it was ultimately fruitless.
The syringe entered her skin and the kryptonite entered her bloodstream, and Kara cried out in an unbearable agony.
The pain was too much, and she passed out.
When she woke up, she saw Lillian holding what appeared to be something like jumper cables that were attached to a chuck of kryptonite.
Kara's eyes widened as she realized what Lillian was going to do.
"No." Kara begged. "Please."
"Don't worry." Lillian replied mere inches from Kara's face. "It'll be over before you know it."
Lillian then brought the cables on Kara's chest, causing green kryptonite electricity to run through her body.
Her eyes had never been wider as the pain soured throughout her entire body.
It was like every nerve was in an endless shock.
After a minute (although it was much longer for Kara), Lillian stopped and backed away from the Kryptonian.
"Please no more." Kara panted.
Lillian chuckled. "But if I stopped, then all of the kryptonite products I made would go to waste."
"What?" Kara asked with a concerned look.
But her question was answered when Lillian turned around holding an eye dropper full of liquid kryptonite.
Kara's eyes widened and her breath escalated, knowing what Lillian was going to do.
"No. No! NO!" she yelled, but to no avail as Lillian walked up to Kara, grabbed her head, forced her to look upwards, and forced open one of her eyes to put a drop of the liquid kryptonite in it.
There was no pain to describe what Kara was feeling. She closed both of her eyes as they burned.
After that, Kara couldn't open her eyes, and had little to know idea of what happened next.
All she knew was that more often than not, she was either cut/stabbed with a kryptonite dagger, or beaten with kryptonite gloves.
This went on for a week, until she regained her vision.
Kara could barely keep her eyes open, and could only see a few feet in front of her. But what she did saw gave her a moment of hope.
"Alex?" Kara cried seeing her sister right in front of her.
"Hey." Alex responded, unchaining Kara from the wall.
The Kryptonian then fell into Alex's arms, and would've hugged her if she had the strength.
"You found me." Kara said, managing a smile as best she could.
But her joy was short lived when she felt something penetrate her stomach.
Alex lowered Kara to the floor to reveal a kryptonite dagger stuck deep in her stomach.
Kara groaned in pain as she looked up to Alex in horror.
"That was for my father." Alex said coldly to Kara.
"No." Kara said shaking her head. "This isn't real."
Alex then raised her hand and slapped Kara.
"Did that feel real to you?" Alex asked.
Tears fell from Kara's eyes as she stared helplessly at Alex.
"I wish you never entered my life." Alex stated before turning around and leaving Kara.
Kara tried to yell, but felt too weak, especially given the dagger still implanted in her.
Many hours went by, and Kara was growing weaker and paler each minute.
"Don't break. Be strong." she kept whispering to herself.
"But you aren't strong." a familiar voice said.
Kara looked up and gasped at the face.
"Mom?" she cried.
"I was wrong." Alura stated. "I thought you would be something great, but all you are is a pathetic waste."
Kara closed her eyes, but tears still slipped through.
"You're not real." Kara told herself. "This isn't real."
"Neither are you." Alura continued. "You aren't really a hero. You aren't really a Kryptonian. You aren't really a human. The only thing you really are is a nothing."
"Stop it." Kara pleaded.
"I gave birth to a waste who tried to disguise themself as a hero. It would've been better for everyone if you had died on Krypton."
Kara's watery eyes couldn't fight it any longer, and the girl fell back fast asleep.
The next time Kara woke up, the kryptonite dagger was removed, and she was back to the same position being attached to the wall before 'Alex' came for her.
Kara looked in front of her to see Lillian smiling at the sight.
"Now to break your mind." Lillian said as she put a helmet on top of Kara's head.
"I won't be manipulated into hating Alex." Kara stated.
Lillian chuckled. "I'll admit, Kara Danvers might not be capable of killing Alex or the DEO. But soon you won't even be Kara Danvers."
Lillian's voice then played through the helmet on Kara's head, and rang through her super hearing.
"You are a tool designed to obey Cadmus no matter what. Kara Danvers is dead. Supergirl is dead. You are Deicide, killer of gods."
This recording played on in the helmet for hours, then those hours became days, then those days became weeks.
After a month of this, Lillian removed the helmet from Kara's head and saw nothing.
No emotion, no expression, just a blank, defeated stare.
"Who are you?" Lillian asked.
"I am a tool designed to obey Cadmus no matter what." Kara repeated robotically. "I am Deicide, killer of gods."
Lillian grinned at the sight.
"And what've Kara Danvers?" she asked.
"Kara Danvers is dead. Supergirl is dead. I am Deicide." Kara repeated.
Lillian then unchained Kara from the wall and spoke.
"Prove your loyalty to Cadmus."
"How mistress?" Kara asked.
Lillian then stepped out of the way as Hank brought in a young brunette girl bearing a strong resemblance to Alex Danvers.
"Do you know who she is?" Lillian asked, getting a blank stare from Kara. "Her name is Alex Danvers." Lillian lied. "Kill her."
"What?" the girl cried in fear.
"Yes mistress." Kara replied as she walked up to the girl.
Kara wrapped her hands around the girl's throat and began to choke the life out of her.
The girl gasped for air, but Kara didn't show any remorse or regret, and continued her hold until the girl stopped breathing.
Kara then let go of the girl's body and let it hit the floor.
"You are ready." Lillian stated, smiling.
Did any of you cry, or at least get some feeling stirred in this? Because that's what I was going for in this chapter.
If you enjoyed leave a comment, I always enjoy reading those, and I'll see you in the next chapter.
