…SAFE ME…
/WARNING/: This chapter contain, cursing, flashbacks or not, and maybe something else can't decide =_='. Enjoy reading and all reviews are appreciate.
" TALKING"
"THINKING"
" INNER YOUKAI TALKING"
…FLASHBACKS…
Chapter 7.
…ONE MONTH LATER…
It have been one month since that day, things had change because of it, for better or worse, no one really know. Inuyasha had made a true of his promise, he had destroyed the northern land completely, the only people he had let them live, were the ones who wanted Ryuura down, it seems that Ryuura really was only spoiled and weak nothing more, the lands once again start shaken in fear, every time they heard about the prince of blood again.
Sango start training Rin harder afraid that she will lose her again, but she knew that Rin will grow to hate them if they put her on lash. Miroku on the other hand, he won't let Rin nor Sango out of his sight, always expecting another attack this time too.
Sesshomaru on the other hand was having it much worst then the others, he won't allow anyone to touch him other than Inuyasha, the nightmares had kept him awake at night, always jumping at any shadow he see, the only time he sleeps in was when Inuyasha was by his side, after Inuyasha saw the damage that Ryuura had cause, Inuyasha let Sesshomaru stay with him until he was able to heal, until now no luck with the recovering thing.
Though Inuyasha was really having another problem at hand, after that night his inner Youkai always urge him to mate with Sesshomaru, and with that the nightmares start coming back, but what he really hate was the feeling that he start feeling for his brother, he feel like he was taking Advantage of him, after all his brother was young and in that age a lot of peoples make mistakes, somehow Inuyasha really want someone to give him the right answer to his problems.
IXS
"Do you think we should destroy it?." Miroku asked Inuyasha as he take a sip of his tea, he looked at Inuyasha waiting for his answer.
"And pry tell me Miroku. How will we do it." Inuyasha give him a pointed look then shakes his head. "You are asking for the impossible my friend." Inuyasha grumbles at Miroku idiotic idea.
"But maybe if someone will wish on it w-" Miroku was cut by Inuyasha's glare, Inuyasha was always the one with the most scary glare in the world, it was always able to shut everyone.
"Did you forget the disaster that would happen if a person was idiot enough to do it. Miroku, every person who had wished upon that cursed thing had died, the jewel will only disappear and show in another place, waiting for another idiot to wish upon it." Inuyasha finished massaging his forehead, who in their right mind will come near that cursed thing, he really didn't know that Miroku had it in him to say such a stupid thing.
"But think about it Inuyasha, you could protect it better that way." Miroku was really hoping that Inuyasha will help him, because if they did they won't have to deal with its problem.
"Miroku." Inuyasha voice turn to ice at that. "Let me remind you, that you and your village had asked me to protect that thing, I could easily throw it away and never look back, I will not put my family in danger because of your suicidal plan, the next time I hear something like that it will be your life." Inuyasha said glaring harder at Miroku, the latter shiver and nods his head, no one wanted to be the next target on Inuyasha list after what happened to the northern land, so Miroku kept his mouth shut. "Good. Now, get out of my office."
And Miroku did.
IXS
Sesshomaru and Rin were both in Inuyasha bed chamber, Rin was sitting on the edge of the bed trying to get Sesshomaru out of the room, or at least to confess. Sesshomaru was hiding under the blanket, he was too scared to even move.
"I think you should confess Sesshy." Rin told him for what feel like the million time, she know that Inuyasha is the only one who can help Sesshomaru, now if only Sesshomaru wasn't such a stubborn.
"I Can't Rin." He give a soft whisper in return still hiding under the blanket, he really wanted to do what Rin had told him and confess, but he simply can't, he is too scared to get out of his room, he can't put confessing on top of it.
"AND WHY NOT." Rin yelled at that. and Sesshomaru flinch hard at the loud noises. Rin saw that and sigh she really didn't mean to scare him. "I am sorry, but you have to understand that if you don't move know you will lose him forever." She tried to make him see it in her way but it seems like nothing was working, it is time to bring the big guns. " I heard from mother that Inuyasha had finally chose a mate." Sesshomaru get the blanket that was on his face away and looked at Rin.
"After what happened with the northern land, a lot of people had start wishing to have Inuyasha for themselves, the eastern land princess was one of them, she asked for Inuyasha hand." Rin said looking at Sesshomaru shocked face. "You have the choice to confess and stop Inuyasha or let him mate her and you have to find a new mate." With that Rin leaved the room, she really hate lying to Sesshomaru but if it gets him to move, then everything will be fine.
IXS
After Rin had leaved Sesshomaru stood there in shock, his brother had found a mate, that was the only thing he could think about. Sesshomaru didn't know if he should scream, yell or start braking things, after all it wasn't supposed to be like this.
He wasn't supposed to be kidnapped, his mother should have die after she was banished, Ryuura wasn't even supposed to meet him, Rin shouldn't even come near death, and Inuyasha, Inuyasha was supposed to be with him when he will finally confess his feeling
Sesshomaru sit still in Inuyasha room with his thought until sunset, he have to do it, he have to tell Inuyasha about his feeling for him, if he did maybe Inuyasha will break his mating with that bitch. Sesshomaru was so out of it that he didn't hear the sound of door open.
"Are you OK?." Sesshomaru heard Inuyasha voice and he jump a little at it, after all he didn't hear his brother come.
Sesshomaru looked at Inuyasha who was beside the dresser, Sesshomaru blushed as he saw Inuyasha change his clothes to wear a sleeping Yukata. "Y-Yes, I am fine?." He really didn't know the answer to that question, but that was ok, after all he have to be brave if he wants to confess know.
"Do you need me to go and bring the healer?." Inuyasha sigh, kids these days never know what is the best for them.
"No, I am really fine." Sesshomaru says looking at Inuyasha again, he stand up and get off the bed, Sesshomaru walked until he was in front of Inuyasha and looked at him.
Inuyasha raise his brow at that, does Sesshomaru want something, if he did Inuyasha will see if he could do it. "Sesshomaru?." He asked looking at the pup.
"Actually I want to tell you something." It is now or never. Sesshomaru thought as he take a big breath, he look at Inuyasha in the eyes.
"I LOVE YOU." Sesshomaru confess as he kissed his brother gently on the lips. Sesshomaru flush hard at that and kiss Inuyasha deeper.
As for Inuyasha those three little words mad him froze in his place, he didn't feel it when Sesshomaru kissed him, he was trapped in his past as fear start taking a hold of his heart, he couldn't do it, he couldn't destroy his brother life just because he was selfish, he didn't want his brother to be broke because of him, like how 'THEY' had broke him. Inuyasha was cut by his thought as he felt Sesshomaru lick his lips shyly.
"NO." Inuyasha shout as he pushed Sesshomaru away, the look that Sesshomaru shoot him was really heartbroken look. "S-Sesshomaru…." Before Inuyasha was able to explain himself Sesshomaru run out of the room.
IXS
Sesshomaru run along the halls, he wants to get out of here as fast as he can, he didn't realize it but he was crying hard at Inuyasha rejection, he really should have kept his mouth shut, now Inuyasha would thing the worst of him. Sesshomaru reached the forest that was inside the palace, and stopped a little bit for rest.
Rin saw Sesshomaru leaning on a tree, when she come closer she heard the sound of sobbing. "Sesshomaru!." He run and embraced him.
Sesshomaru heard Rin voice after that he felt her holding him, Sesshomaru get angry at that, if it wasn't for Rin he wouldn't have confess, if it wasn't for her his brother wouldn't hate him now.
"GET AWAY FROM ME." He screamed as he pushed Rin away, he glare hard at her, if it wasn't for her… "IT"S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU." His tears start running faster and faster at every word that come of his mouth.
Before Rin was able to react Sesshomaru disappeared again.
IXS
Sesshomaru stopped running when he become sure that nobody was following him, he looked around and saw himself in a Sakura garden, he walked until he reached a strange tree in the middle of the garden, he sit under that try and start crying softly.
"Why are you crying, little one?."
Sesshomaru heard one hour later, he looked around wildly but didn't found anything, he growled at that. "WHERE ARE YOU? Show yourself you cowered." He yelled only to hear the sound of a soft laugh.
"I am right here." The voice told him.
"Where?." Sesshomaru give another growl at that.
"Right behind you, little one." The voice said again.
Sesshomaru turn around to look at the place of the voice, only to see the tree behind him. "The only thing is behind me is that fucking tree, so where are you?." Sesshomaru grunt at that.
"Well, if you looked up you won't only see a tree." The voice said again, and Sesshomaru growled that bastard is laughing at him.
Sesshomaru raise his head like the voice had said, when he did he saw a face looking down at him. "You are a tree demon!." Sesshomaru was shocked at that, after all not a lot of that kind of demons had survived today.
"Ah, and you are Inuyasha little brother. Oh and by the way the name is Bacosen'O." the tree demon said happily.
Sesshomaru frown at Inuyasha name. "Sesshomaru." He murmur instead.
"So Why were you crying little one?." Bacosen'O asked him looking at him gently.
Sesshomaru thought about that, he could tell the old tree what happened or he could go home, when he thought about home the only thing he could see was Inuyasha, so his choice was the former. "I confess my feeling to Inuyasha and he reject me." Short and simple, Sesshomaru feel like he was about to cry again so he shakes his head.
The old tree wince at that, no wonder after what Inuyasha had been throw, even he couldn't imagine Inuyasha being able to love someone. "Well, little one it was wrong of you to try and be with someone that you aren't sure to be able to fix." He said with a sigh.
Sesshomaru scowl at that and stand fast. "What do you mean, Inuyasha doesn't need to be fixed." He glared at the tree, how dare he say that Inuyasha is brooking , Inuyasha wasn't, his brother was strong!.
"You may think like that little one, but you don't know his past like I do." Bacosen'O told him, he could see it in the boy's eyes, the love that he held for Inuyasha is strong, maybe he could use that to heal Inuyasha heart, and the only way to do it, is by taking advantage of the situation.
"OH REALLY, enlighten me then." Sesshomaru spite, who does he think he is.
Bacosen'O smiled at that. "Well then, if you follow that way." He made one of his branch point to the left. " you will end up finding a well, if you jump throw it will thinking of the person you want, you will be thrown into their past, you will be like a ghost never to be able to do a thing other then watch, but be careful the knowledge of the past could be dangerous." He told him with a serious voice. "If you follow this way." He point to the right. "You will reach the palace. So tell me which way you will chose?." He asked him.
Sesshomaru thought about that, which way he will chose?. Even he didn't know the answer. Sesshomaru look left then right, he had made his choice.
With that Sesshomaru headed left.
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