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Ehy guys thank you very much for the reviews it means a lot for me and it means a lot to see that someone is following me,my story and that someone also favs it. THANK YOU SO MUCH :)
Don't forget to read the end note, there is a question for you !
FaberrittanaLover94, Guest : he will get out of the picture soon,but before that something as to happen and Jane will be there for awhile,not forever..
StephaniieC: AHahahahah =) maybe I really should do it!
Naya's Snixxx: is there someone that like Jane?! and thanks.
Fishin4Nothin, guest, brittana-is-wanky21:thank you, Santana is going to hate Jane really soon! Puck is not going to see the baby,it means that ... ?
LoveSOngNR: you are right girl ;)
Liv.F.S: Rachel is like her guardian angel, you will all love Rachel :)
123456789:if you don't wanna read it I can't force you, but you will miss the best parts that will come ;)
MaryMelo22: I don't know how the baby will look like yet, but there's no need to wait the baby born to settle this situation :)
I'm sitting on Rachel's couch, she's staring at me, she's so irritating, why did I tell her about Brittany? Well I'm not going to tell her about the baby for sure, I can't.
"Santana can you.." She starts.
"Can I drink something? I know that a pregnant girl shouldn't drink, but it has not even been a month yet"
"Only 'cause I want you to talk and I know that when you drink you relax"
"Thank you" she gives me a glass of wine.
"Now talk!"
"What do you want to know Rachel? I already told you what happened" I say.
"I want to know everything, but mostly I want to know your feelings"
"You want to know my feelings.. What are you? A fucking psychologist?"
"No, I'm your best friend that's worse!"she says.
"Ok, I arrived at the Lol Dance and I asked for a drink and there was, Brittany. We had a little chat, then after awhile she came to me and she offered me a drink, we danced together and then we went upstairs to her apartment"
"Ok, how did she make you feel?"
"Like I was special, she cared about me, she was so sweet and gentle.. When we .. Had sex, it didn't feel like just sex Rachel"
"You mean that it .."
"It felt like love, she was making love to me"
"Oh, it must have been strong" she says.
"I was in another world Rachel, but I cheated on Puck"
"Now you understand what I was trying to tell you, you deserve to feel that way"
"Well I deserved"
"Santana you are a 'saint', you work all the time, you never take a free day, you are always at home with him, you almost never go out without him, you made just one mistake , it's forgivable"
"You think?"
"Yes, do you want to speak with him?"
"I don't know, what if he leaves me"
"Puck is lost without you and you are carrying his baby, are you serious?"
"Yeah you are right.." Sometimes I forget that I said that the baby was his.
"Come on you have to sleep, tomorrow your parents will stress you until death!"
"Maybe I can move in here"
"Don't joke!"
"Yep you are definitely my best friend"
The morning after. Brittany POV
Who sends me texts in the morning?! I'm tired and sleepy. Who is it? Who is it?! Jane? Oh Jane!
Jane: Hi Brittany, how are you? Are you free today?
Brittany: Hey, I'm good and you? I'm free, what did you have in mind?
Jane: Maybe we can see each other, I don't know, we can go to the mall.
Brittany: Ok, send me your address so I can pick you up.
I'm in front of her house, I have to admit, I'm a bit nervous. She seems like a good girl, but after what happened with Santana maybe I have to be more careful. I knock at the door.
"Hey" she says.
"Hi, are you ready?"
"Yes, we can go"
We arrive at the mall and we start to walk and buy clothes.
"Are you from New York?" I ask.
"Yes, born and raised, you?"
"Same, that was your house?"
"Yes I moved in three months ago, living with my parents was funny but I have my own .. business, you know, sex!"
"Oh I can understand, my parents hated me about that, they said that I was a little loud, well, we were loud, it was so embarrassing" I say.
"Are they fine with your condition?"
"Yeah, they asked me what I wanted to do, when I was 16, but I felt comfortable so no operation"
"How old are you ?"
"I'm 26, you must be .. Like.. 23/24"
"You are right, 24" she says.
"The Lol dance is all yours?"
"Yes, I bought the place almost three years ago, my parents helped me, then I started to teach dance and last year I decided to make it a discotheque at night" I say.
"It's a good place, and there's always a lot of people"
"Yeah, but I'm not there every night, I like to go out in other place , it's boring to stay in your own place"
"I can understand"
"I have to go, I have to talk with some people, is it ok ?"
"Of course, can you take me home?" She says.
"Obviously"
The ride was silent, when we arrive at her house I turn toward her.
"It was fun" I say.
"Yeah it was, we could do it again.."
"I think it's a good idea" she smiles and leans in "is it ok if I kiss you?"
"Yes" she kisses me.
"Ok, talk to you later"
"Yeah, bye" she enters her house and I go to work.
Santana POV
I didn't want to go home, but Rachel kicked me out! My parents are going to be there .. I don't even wanna imagine, and Puck. Puck will be Puck, so he's not going to tell me anything. I slowly open the door, in silence I go in the kitchen, I open the fridge and when I close it my mom is there.
"Fuck!" She scared me.
"Why did you go away yesterday?"
"I wanted to be alone"
"We are your family Santana, you can't go away from us" she says.
"Mom please, if I wanna go out I'll do it"
"Why are you acting like this?"
"Like what?"
"Like you don't want us here" oh wow, she can understand!
"I wanna sleep" I say.
"Didn't you sleep? Where were you Santana?"
"At Rachel's and yes I slept, but I'm tired" I'm almost arrived at the stairs and she interrupts me.
"Santana I'm talking to you!"
"You know what? I'm going to work!" And I get out of my house. It's ridiculous I have to go away from my own house 'cause I don't want to talk or just stay with my parents, it's all their fault if I'm in this situation.. Who am I joking? Yes they have some fault, but it's all my fault if I'm here. With Puck, pregnant with a child that isn't his and staying still with him. I had to make choices and I didn't. I let the others choose, the reputation, my parents, Puck, to be the right girl, the only choice that I took was not to choose. I didn't choose what was the best for me and for my life..
"Hi Santana, you are early" Jane says.
"Yeah I can't stay away from work!"
"You are so passionate"
"You don't know how much!" I roll my eyes and enter my office. The day was long and boring.. Knock knock...
"Miss Lopez, Puck is here" Jess says.
"Ok, let him in" Puck enters.
"Hey I didn't see you this morning"
"I had work to do"
"Are you ok?" He asks.
"I'm fine, why?"
"I thought that the baby was going to get us close again, but it seems like it's still the same, we are a little distant"
"Puck I'm fine, you are fine, the baby is fine, there are no problem ok?"
"This is what I'm talking about"
"What?"
"Why are you acting like this with me?" He asks. Tell him Santana, tell him that you don't want to stay with him, that you hate your parents at your home, that the child isn't his and that you could love someone else, TELL HIM!
"I'm only tired from work, sorry" I'm really sorry Puck. He comes to me and kisses me.
"Ok, I'm going to take your parents to the airport"
"They are going back home?"
"Yes, they have to work at something, see you later"
"Bye" he leaves. Thank god when I'll go home they aren't going to be there, things are already difficult enough without their opinion.
Two months later.. I'm in my office, my tummy is perfectly fine, the doctor say that I'm good and Puck acts like the perfect boyfriend. He calls me like twice a day, so annoying! I didn't see Brittany, but I think about her sometimes, like always. Rachel has turned into a second mom, she's always here to check if I'm good, or sometimes she goes to the grocery to help me, I'm pregnant not senile! My work phone rings.
"yeah?"
"Jane is outside" Jess says.
"she can come in" she hangs up. Jane enters.
"did you want to see me?" Jane asks, she seems nervous.
"yep, I want to talk to you, sit down" she sits.
"is everything ok?"
"Di you have reasons to think otherwise?!"
"no!" she says.
"good, I wanted to tell you that you are doing a good job, so I'm going to give you a wage increase"
"really?" I nod "god, I thought I did something wrong!"
"you didn't" I say.
"thank you very much, I'm going to celebrate, do you wanna go for a drink?" I look at her, am I going? "you don't have to come obviously"
"maybe I will take a leap"
"Good, we usually go to the bar down the street" she says.
"I like that bar, I'm going to invite Rachel, is it ok?"
"of course!"
"ok, see you later then" she leaves.
Santana: tonight, you are going out with me!
Rachel: what if I have already plans?
Santana: you don't have other plans, come on, Jane invited us to drink something.
Rachel: why?
Santana: I gave her a wage increase.
Rachel: oh wow, you have a heart sometimes :)
Santana: yes dwarf I have one!
Rachel: I hate you
Santana: I'm going to pick you up later
Rachel: ook
Maybe I would had tell Puck, nah, Rachel is better, she's funny and if I get her almost drunk, we'll have fun for sure!
I honk and Rachel comes in the car. I'm in a good mood, my parents are far away and Puck leaves me alone and work is fine, maybe things are going to fix themselves.. here we are, in front of this local, it looks good, there are a lot of people, obviously Rachel and I get in immediately, we don't have to wait with the others.
"if you see Jane tell me, do you want a drink?" I say.
"yes, something light"
"come on Rachel"
"don't start Santana, I have to work tomorrow morning"
"only 'cause I don't want to destroy your career!" I say and I take two drinks. After awhile Rachel sees Jane and we walk toward her.
Brittany POV
"why are we here?" I ask.
"'cause my work is perfect and my boss adores me!"
"really? maybe I should talk to her!"
"I love when you seem a little jealous!" and she kisses me.
"I'm not jealous"
"really? maybe when you'll see her you will change your mind!"
"why?" I ask.
"she's really beautiful"
"Hey!"
"not like you obviously!" she says.
"yeah yeah yeah! anyway, I know that you work in journalism etc etc, but you didn't say where"
"oh, in a famous magazine, you read it"
"tell me the name, I read a lot of magazine"
"L.S magz" I choke on my drink "are you ok?"
"I'm good, is she going to be here?"
"yes, are you fine with it?"
"why shouldn't I be?" What the fuck, Santana is her boss, is this a joke?
No one POV
Santana and Rachel arrive at the table.
"shit!" Rachel says.
"what?"Jane and Santana say, Santana looks where Rachel's eyes were looking and she sees Brittany, she immediately freeze.
"you made it!" Jane says " Santana, Rachel this is my girlfriend Brittany" Santana didn't do anything, Jane was looking at her so Rachel spoke.
"nice to meet you Brittany, you own the LOL Dance right?"
"Yeah, it's mine" she answers.
"it's a good place" Rachel says.
"thank you"
"Santana are you ok? " Jane asks.
"Yes, perfectly fine" what the fuck, Brittany is her girlfriend and she is right in front of me, I can't even drink, why didn't I stay at home? stupid! Santana thought.
"do you want a drink San? a none alcoholic drink obviously" Rachel says.
"why?" Jane asks.
"didn't you say anything?! she's pregnant" Rachel says and Brittany looks away.
"It's wonderful, you and Puck must be happy about it" Jane says and Brittany rolls her eyes.
"yeah, we are .. happy" Santana says.
"well, that drink? Brittany do you wanna accompany me? Rachel asks.
"mmh?.. o-ok" Brittany says and Santana looks at Rachel like 'what the hell do you wanna do?' the two go to the bar "I suppose that you know"
"what makes you think that?" Rachel says.
"well normally people don't say 'shit' when they meet new people"
"oh, yes she told me "
"ho-how is she?"
"you should ask her, it's not my place" Rachel says.
"please Rachel, I can't speak with her"
"why?"
"why? 'cause she didn't tell me that she had a fucking boyfriend!" Brittany says angrily.
"yeah that is a touchy topic"
"what do you mean?"
"oh I can't really tell you" Rachel says "go and speak with her!"
"I can't, I have a girlfriend now"
"I didn't tell you to kiss her, I told you to talk to her!"
"I can't" Brittany looks down.
"Yes you can"
"no Rachel.. you can't understand"
"explain me, explain me why my best friend seems so unhappy, why she didn't tell me about you immediately. I know Santana and she is a little difficult, her life is apparently perfect, but I know that she hates a lot of things in it. But she tells me everything, about her and Puck, about her fucking parents, about work etc etc, except she wouldn't told me about you, why? what the hell happened between you two?" Rachel asks.
"I.. maybe I should go, it's not my place, here close to her" Brittany says.
"Brittany I want to hear what happened from you "
"Santana told you"
"yes, but you are here and I want to know your version" Rachel says.
"it wasn't a one n-night stand for me, 'cause really there were two, but what I mean is that for me it wasn't a one night stand and I think that it wasn't for her too"
"it wasn't, but she's pregnant now and she isn't going to leave Puck. She was really close to do it, but like I told you her life is a little messed up and she isn't even trying to fight for it, and now with this baby .. well you know, anyway I think that you should talk to her"
"I will think about it and thank you Rachel"
They come back to the table and they pass the night talking about work and things like that. On their way home.
"what the hell did you tell her?" Santana asks Rachel.
"nothing San, she seemed really down"
" 'cause I'm so fucking happy!" Santana says sarcastically.
"this is what I don't understand, why aren't you happy? you didn't want to leave Puck and you are with him. You wanted something that could get things better between you two and now you have the baby, what the fuck is wrong with you?"
"don't raise your voice with me Rachel! I'm not in the mood to talk with you about those things now!"
"You are never in the mood Santana, you always talk to me about your things, why couldn't you talk to me about Brittany?" Rachel asks.
"there's nothing to say"
"ok Santana, do what you want, I know there's something wrong, when you will be ready come to me"
"Bye Rachel" Santana says and Rachel climbs out of the car.
She had no right to speak with her, what if Rachel finds out about the baby? It ca.. The phone ring stops Santana thoughts..
Brittany: can you come to my place?
Santana found out about Brittany and Jane and Rachel talked with Brittany .. Will Santana go to Brittany's home? What do you think? Did you like it? oh and if everybody wants to know something more can send me a PM :)
IMPORTANT: WHAT DO YOU WANT .. A BABYBOY OR A BABYGIRL ?
