RE-WRITTEN/RE-POSTED

Susan awoke to a chilly breeze from the window. There was another problem, she was alone. Steadily, she rose as her eyes scanned the room. After coming to the thought that it was still early, she quietly rose and walked out onto the balcony. There he was. Caspian was standing still, facing the open sky. Silently, she strode behind him.

He flinched when he noticed that she had woven her fingers through his. "Good morning," he whispered, for he didn't want to break the silence. "Good morning," she smiled back. Her gaze then fixed up onto the sky which was painted with midnight blue and silver stars. The stars were fading in the sky, and there were little streaks of pink and orange in the horizon.

"Isn't it lovely?" he asked when he saw she was looking up. "It's beautiful." When she finished gazing at the sky, she looked at him and asked, "Why are you up so early?" "I was thinking." "Of what?" "My future life…" his presence was very peaceful. "Why? Is it bad?" she suddenly felt cold from a little morning breeze that went by. "Not bad things Susan, just..... my future life in general. Places I want to go, people I want to meet, people I want to be with forever...." he fixed his dark eyes on her.

She didn't move when he locked his eyes on hers. Everything was silent, there was no other life stirring now, it was just them. He pulled her closer, and leaned in. Susan felt that the silence and peace were overwhelming, they were making her drowsy, she felt like she'd been put under a spell by his calmness. He was very close to kissing her until she woke from her drowsiness, "Wait....." she turned her head away.

"What is it?" "I'm worried," She started, "Worried that Aslan will take me back again...... I don't want to be anymore attached to you then I already am." She hated to say it, but she had too. "Susan......" he dropped his head, and lifted it again, "You don't know how much I missed you. Remember that whatever time you were away in England was almost twice as long in Narnia. I suffered literal pains when I thought of you..... and now.... we barely have any time left together. Please....." he didn't let go of her. She was moved by his words. She didn't know that they had shared the same pains.

He was right, she had forgotten how much longer he had to suffer than her. "I'm sorry Caspian...... You're right....." she paused in the middle of her words, to stop herself from crying. "But what if....if....... We weren't meant to...be…together." He looked surprised at her words. "Susan! Don't say such things," he wouldn't believe it. "But what if she's right…" He didn't want to think of it, but they both came from totally different worlds, whenever they tried, it never worked, she'd have to go back to England.

He stared into her sparkling eyes, and knew she was thinking the same thing. "But Susan....." he hugged her tighter. "I'm sorry Caspian....... I shouldn't even be here right now...." she started to pull away. "No!" he grabbed her back into his arms. "I won't let you leave me- not again." She still had great sorrow in her eyes.

The desperate king could notice that this was incredibly hard for her. "I.........." she didn't finish because his lips captured hers in desperate kiss. They lingered for a moment. "Ohhh…" All of her thoughts were drowning away from her, she had wanted so badly for him to kiss her once more. It felt like she had been away from him forever.

Susan wanted to pull away, but anytime she tried, he pulled her closer. Her hands journeyed up his arms and around his neck. This was by far, the most passionate kiss both of them had ever experienced. They held each other desperately, as if afraid they were going to lose each other again. Caspian would never let her go.

Even if she tried to pull back, he would move forwards. Susan finally got the idea that he wouldn't let go of her, and admired him for it. Deeper and deeper he made the kiss, making Susan forget all her worries. It wasn't incredibly hard though, because they both had had a good amount of wine earlier.

He then took one of the arms that was around her waist, and sneaked it around her neck in order to pull her closer. The deeper he got, the closer he pulled her. Susan was starting to become aware that he was starting to go deeper then they had ever gone. His arms drew her into him, leaving them to feel molded against each other. Caspian loved that feeling, and wanted more.

Nearer he tugged her, so near that he could start to feel her breathing. Not long after, he pushed her against the wall, and kissed her furiously. Susan didn't have any room to breathe, but she didn't care. She breathed him in. They were entering a world of their own…. They were both breathing heavily, but that didn't seem to stop Caspian. Susan could tell that he wouldn't let her reconsider anything. The young queen felt her hands automatically wander to the bottom of his night shirt. She separated them momentarily and slid off his shirt. Caspian stole her back leaned her onto his bed.

When they landed, he bonded his mouth to hers with force. They were against each other now, so they could feel their lungs moving in and out. The young man smiled through the kiss as he felt her arms creep up his back and lock around his shoulders. He knew it was terrible, but he craved the feeling of her smooth white skin, so he slid his fingers up to where the buttons on her dress were, and undid them.

"Whoo…" Susan was thinking while his warm fingers were exploring all of her back. Furiously his mouth would move against hers, not letting her escape anything. "Now where were we the last time we left off…" He then remembered. He pushed the straps of her dress off her arms so that her upper half was moderately accessible. Susan was positive that the wine was taking effect now. She couldn't believe she had let him go this far in the first place. But somehow, she found herself not wanting to stop. She had a curiosity that burned inside her. How far could she really go….

Caspian almost seemed to have an identical curiosity. Only he was curious as to how far SHE WOULD LET HIM go….. Because he knew, secretly, that he really had the excitement to push the limits. While the curiosity was burning, Caspian started caressing the silky smooth skin on her leg… then he slid his hand up to her knee… and then a little bit further. Susan was going absolutely crazy with desire. She almost didn't know what to do anymore. Being kissed the way she was, being held the way she was, it was all overwhelming! She might as well let him do whatever he wanted. That thought gave her a shiver of excitement. Then she remembered…. "I'm only 17…" She had to stop now, or she never would!

She pushed against him until they were separated. "Why did you do that?" he asked, his voice heavy with rapture. "I'm sorry, Caspian," she breathed. "I just remembered, I'm only 17! I'm not even an adult yet. And I wouldn't want to accidentally… well…" A mischievous gleam shone in Caspian's eyes as he spoke, "Why not? You'd have to stay with me for 9 more months…" The lovely queen gasped in shock,"Caspian! How could you even-" "You'd be surprised what I think about when I'm not with you." They both laughed for awhile. She smirked, "As much as I hate to admit it, that's a good idea." He raised an eyebrow. Worried, she immediately spoke, "But I'm not accepting the plan. I-I told you, I'm- we're- too young."

"Love has no age limits….." he started kissing down her neck. Just before she got lost in the feeling, she lifted his head up. "But a certain type of "Love" was only made for MARRIED couples." He gave a playful growl. She laughed, "Sorry. I'm waiting until I'm married." Caspian sighed, "Alright, if that's what you want." Susan looked partially surprised. "Really? You're giving in that easily?" He glared at her, "Yes, I am. Don't make me regret it, because believe me, it won't be hard for me to change my mind."