IMPORTANT: For those fans who read before the last update I would like to apologize because it came to my attention that i was missing a chapter so it took me a bit to actually fit it in there since i was lost on how to do it. . Hopefully it didn't make too many ppl go "Hu?"


A/N: Umm - beware the very mild smut & I mean very mild so it's like the citruis of a lime. Oh, there's a few curse words but besides that I'll consider this a mild R - or maybe to be fair a hard R although I want to rate it PG13.... it's not up to par but hopefully ya will enjoy it. .

A/N 2: It came to my attention the other day as i was rereading my fic that doesn't support the brackets for snake language and I apologize. From now on whatever is in Snake language will have the following so there won't be too much confusion: :: blah ::

Summary: Remus has always been percieved as a gentle man... what if that was partially true? As an Alpha Male Remus must find his mate and begin a 'litter' of his own. But Remus, for a long while now, has surpressed that urge for whatever reason. Now what would happen if he no longer had anything holding him back from claiming what was rightfully his? Many strange things are afoot and what would happen to one Harry Potter?

Wizards Litter

Chapter 6

Not a Woman.

It had been precisely 4 days - 9 hours - and 17 minutes since that faithful day that Harry was first told he was a mate to Remus. At the moment - much to Pomfrey's scowl - Harry was finaly out of the infirmary and at the Headmaster's tower. A couch had been conjured by Dumbledore himself since Harry was being carried by Remus and was set down so when Remus sat, his head was in the older teens lap with strong long fingers carresing his hair in a soothing manner.

"Harry?" Dumbledore called as he waved in Sirius who immediatley set eyes watching the pair on the couch.

Harry opened his eyes - those fingers were doing wonders. "Hm?"

"We could have had this conversation in the infirmary." Dumbledore smiled thoughtfuly.

"M-m." was Harry's only answer as he closed his eyes again.

"He," started Remus. "Wanted to get away from Poppy's smothering."

"Boy needs to be pampered." Protested Sirius playfully - loving the slight blush that decorated his godsons cheeks.

"I've been in a magical coma most of the time Siri, she doesn't need to fluff my pillows while I'm conkered out." Harry spoke.

"No, but you need Remus to snuggle against." Sirius eyes gleamed when Harry's blush covered his entire face.

Harry turned so he hide his face against Remu's stomach that rumbled from laughter. "Shut up Siri."

"Gentleman." Dumbledore spoke up breaking up the conversation from continuing. "Harry, I've asked for you because there are a few things we need to discuss. First, are you aware of the implications of being a werewolfs mate - one Remus J. Lupin?

"Yes professor." Harry answered as he rubbed his cheek against Remus's thigh.

"Really?"

"We've discussed it." Remus looked pointedly at the headmaster who took a moment to stare before giving a small smile.

Sometime earlier...

"Ask and I'll hex you." Hermione spoke as she sat crosslegged on the bed.

Harry glared at his supposed best friend. "But I'm hungry!" he wined.

"I'm not going against Madame Pomfrey's orders. She said nothing greasy or too sugary - meaning no chocolate cake, especially the one Mrs. Weasley brought you."

"You're evil!" Harry huffed.

"Ginny taught me her infamous Bat-Bogey hex, so watch it." Hermione answered as she flipped through a hard covered book that looked new.

"You're no fun." Harry complained pulling the blanket so he tucked it under his chin. "What do you got there"

"I owled the bookshop for the best werewolf book. Consider it your birthday gift since Ron sat on the first one I made you." Harry snorted out his laughter. "Where is Lupin anyway?"

"Sirius is keeping him busy while we talk. I figured you would know what the hell is going on and will be sensible about it." Harry attempted to shrug his shoulders. "It's weird trying to talk to a person you still consider a professor."

"Or Sirius. He's always been a teen at heart and now he's one." Hermione smiled. "Anyway, I've marked off a few chapters I suggest you read."

"Can't you just tell me?"

"No. Grasshopper must learn juicy parts on own."

Harry narrowed his eyes. "You and Ginny have been watching Kung Fu movies again have you?"

"It passes the time. Now," Hermione smiled big. "Did you know Remus is an Alpha male?"

"Remus?" Harry questioned.

"Yes. The same Remus who tossed Bill across the room because of an innocent kiss." Harry knew he had a lot of exsplaining to do later by the stare his friend fixed him with.

"You're making it sound like it's my fault. No one bothers to tell me what the hell is going on - why the fuck am I the last one to fucking know?"

"Language Harry."

"What? It's true! Next thing you know someones going to pop up and tell me Voldemort keeled over last week!" Hermione bit her lip much to Harry's annoyance. "Don't you dare laugh at me 'Mione."

Hermione shook her head. "I'm not, I swear."

Harry scowled. "Just tell me the rest of this mate business."

You know what it means to be an Alpha Male right?"

"He's the leader of a pack."

"Yes and he is exceptionally strong."

"There's a but in there somewhere isn't there?" Harry asked.

"But," Hermione licked her lips. "Alpha Males are extremely protective especially towards their mates. Once both of you mate he has some control over you."

"I'm no ones subserviant!" Harry yelled, outraged as he sat up - carefull not to agrivate his stitches much.

"In the bedroom at the very least." Hermione amirked as Harry's face colored.

"I don't bottom!" Harry shouted as Hermione laughed.

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"Padfoot, you can very well -" Remus paused in front of the door to his mates room.

"I don't bottom!"

Sirius cleared his throat. "I'll just - yea - I'll leave you at it." He then proceeded to walk away, a blush creeping up his neck.

Remus knocked on the door before opening it. Hermione was sitting on the bed laughing while Harry was glaring daggers at her. "Am I interupting anything?"

"You!" Harry glared at him. Remus was quick to catch a flying pillow that his mate threw at him. "Tell this she devil that I'm not bottoming."

Hermione snorted out a laughter much to Harry's annoyance who gritted his teeth and waited for an answer. Remus's corner lip twitched upwards and he had to look away to keep from laughing. "Hermione can you leave us?" Remus asked as he composed himself.

"Sure thing." Hermione gave a quick kiss to Harry's forehead, tucked the book under the pillow, and hopped off the bed. Squeezing Remus's arm she left. "The door will be locked." Remus nodded his head in thanks.

"Well? You haven't answered my question." Harry spoke as he retrieved the book and let it fall to the floor.

Remus smirked. "Maybe you should read that book that Hermione left behind. I'm going to assume it's the one I suggested."

Harry eyed the older teen in front of him - for the first time he took a good look at this younger version of Remus. The face and eyes were the same but softer - less haunted, he was shorter by an inch or two making him 5' 8", still taller than Harry; hands were gental with none of the roughness from when he was an adult. Harry couldn't help flicking his eyes to Remus's lips that were moist and full - a very tempting sight.

Remus noticed where the stare was aimed and he couldn't stop the little bout of joy that welled in him but he remained cool; although the wolf wanted to come out and claim.

"You still need to answer my question." Harry averted his eyes as certain thoughts of what those lips could do caused a certain problem.

"You should know the answer Harry. Do you really think an Alpha Male would bottom?" Harry colored - he made it a point to look away while he pouted. Remus stepped closer as if stalking his prey.

"If you want me to say I'm pure, don't hold your breath; I'm not a virgin."

"If you're experianced then why did you have Bill kiss you?"

Harry shrugged his shoulders. He was feeling a bit - hot as Remus sat close to him. "I asked him before but he said not until I was of age so he wouldn't be in trouble. Me and my other lovers were all about the release - they never minded the whole non kissing thing."

Remus nodded in understanding. His calm composure on the outside was a different matter on the inside. Jealousy was an ugly thing on a werewolf, especially when mixed with anger. Harry was his mate, had always been since the moment he caught a wiff of him in the third year as he was hitting puberty. He should have know Harry would be with anyone, he needed to take care of that quickly. "Would you have gone any further than kissing?"

Harry didn't flinch away as gentle fingers ran through his bed hair. "Yes if he wasn't already engaged. It's just sex." Harry felt the fingers still, he opened his eye, a bit startled that he had closed them in the first place.

Remus moved his hand lower to caress Harry's cheek as he also moved closer. "Just sex?"

Harry swallowed as his mouth went dry. Remus was so close, his lips a hairs breath away. "Yes." Harry wanted to pull away but something wasn't letting him - like an invisible pull. "What are you doing to me?"

Remus's nose bumped against Harry's as he inhaled. "Seducing you."

"Oh." Harry murmured before he gave in and kissed those lips. It was like coming home and he was adimant on making sure he enjoyed every moment.

To say Remus was ecstatic would be way off. For the first time he felt a semblence of peace in him and the wolf he tried to surpress for so long came out and he didn't mind one bit.

It might have been Harry's second ever true kiss but, sadly, it was a hell of a lot better than Bill's. Moaning he allowed himself to be pushed down and for the first time have someone snugged between his legs as if he were a woman. He wasn't a woman!

Harry pulled himself away from the kiss, dazed enough not to fully comprehend the growl that came from Remus's mouth. "No. Don't bottom." Harry managed to speak, trying to make his brain work through the haze of lust.

He was so close yet so far; Remus fisted some of Harry's hair - not enough to hurt but enough to have Harry gasp. Remus looked directly into Harry's eyes - his mates eyes - as his own seemed more wolfish. "Naughty, naughty."

If Harry had known two little words spoken in such a manner would give him such a stify he would have provoked sooner. Still, he had to hold his own, he wasn't a bottom!

"You've always topped haven't you Harry?" Remus asked as he moved himself so he was pressed snugly against his mate so Harry's legs were lifted as he was settled against the werewolfs thighs.

Harry shuddered as he felt his erection press against that of Remus's. "Yes." it was the truth and Harry had a funny feeling that it mattered little.

Remus smiled in satisfaction. The wolf in him was satisfied in one aspect - Harry would never have another like Remus, the wolf would have the virginity of his mate and that was a satisfying thought.

Taking hold of Harry's hands he pinned them down at the side of his head. Nuzzling close to Harry's ear he gently rocked his hips. "Does that feel good?"

Harry's breath hitched and his face flushed. The last time he got any action was on the train home and at the moment his body wasn't protesting.

"I can give you so much pleasure." Remus pressed down harder; Harry groaned. "Make you scream."

"Remus - ah!" Harry rocked his body along, he was so close.

"So good." Remus dragged his lips across his mates skin until he touched the lips that were making sounds that went straight to his groin, it was like sparks.

Both kissed, groped, rocked as they were each lost in the sensations. The bed creaked quietly as their movements hurried. Their meshed likps quieted their exclamations of their release.

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Ron Weasley needed to walk away, if he thought the twins were bad, it was nothing compared to the twins befriending a teenage Sirius who now had an excuse to act so immature. Walking into the infirmary he quickly noticed his girlfriend sitting by Harry's bedroom door - a book in hand as she glanced at his chest set that were still silent. "Is Harry awake?"

"Yes, but I wouldn't go in if I were you." Hermione warned as she hesitantly made a move.

Ron frowned. "Why not?"

"He's busy with Remus."

"I don't -" Hermione gave him a look, his face colored as it all clicked. "Eew!"

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"They're fine." Harry muttered for the ninth time as he felt the slight tingle of Remus checking his magical stitches.

Remus rolled his eyes. "Just let me do it. I'll never forgive myself if I hurt you." Harry turned his head in the pillow, away from Remus's stare. Remus sighed. "Harry look at me." Remus moved so he was sitting on the bed near Harry's head.

Harry did as he was told. Not because he was following an order but - alright so he was following an order and he was going to get to the bottom of it.

"You feel it don't you? The longer we're togehter it's making the pull stronger."

Harry's eyes hardened. "I refuse to have you control me. All my life there has been someone telling me what I can or cannot do!"

Remus shook his head with a sigh. "I'm not trying to control you Harry - only protect you. You're too much like a Gryffindor and Sirius mixed into one. Someone says don't do this you'll do it without worry to consequence. Maybe if you were naturaly submissive then I wouldn't put too much weight on the pull - if you were Hufflepuff I might not have to worry either but you attract trouble."

Harry scowled. "I can except the fact me and you will be a permanant couple, everything, but I flat out refuse to be dominated, slaved. I'm my own person damit! After I get rid of Voldemort that's it. The rest of the world can fight their own god damn battles instead of having a child do an adults job!"

"You at least have to understand a werewolf protects what is rightfully their's." Remus raised his hand to quiet Harry who was ready to speak out. "Just like I belong to you. But Alpha Males such as I are dominant Harry; not some S and M shit but the type who will do anything to protect their mate and love 'em to the point of smothering. I have no control over your mind or body. Never will I force you to bed me or demand something extreme. When I tell you not to do something it's for your own good. You have to understand Harry I can only have one mate and I will be damned if I loose you because some mad man or Death Eater wants to slaughter you."

Harry had sat up and was now looking down at his hands. It felt like he had been chastized - and he probably had been. Harry knew Remus wouldn't take full advantage of him but he couldn't shake one thing. "Do I have to bottom?"

Remus tried really hard to keep a straight face - but his lips couldn't help but quirk upwards. "That's all you're worried about?"

Harry shrugged his shoulders. "I've topped - I know it hurts." Harry looked away with a smile as Remus's eyes narrowed and growled. "Don't act like that. We both had past lovers but it was nothing but sex - no feeling, no kissing. I've bedded 6 guys out of the 15 that offered and that's because they were willing to accept I top only. Sure it might be pleasurable but it's a show of dominance. I have a say in sex - no one else; being a bottom - is something I haven't considered and I really don't want to give up that sort of control." Harry was really trying to get his point across.

Remus didn't think Harry would be really stubborn but it sure was amusing. "Listen to yourself Harry. Being a bottom is not all about giving up control, it's all about the pleasure. If you were mated to any other werewolf or person for that matter then positions wouldn't be much of an issue but my preferance is sticking it up there rather than recieving it."

Harry smiled. "I'm just hesitant to give up control."

Remus licked his lips as his eyes darkened with lust. "Who says you do?" Remus moved closer so his hand was drifting across Harry's chest, ghosting over hardening nipples. "You can always tie me, a little bondage play." Harry's breath hitched and Remus couldn't help moving his hand lower so his hand moved under the flimsy shirt and touched warm skin. "Ride me so hard the bed shakes," he circled the bellybutton so the skin quivered from the barely there touch. "My hard cock rubbing against that spot in you that makes your thighs quiver, wine out in pleasure."

That voice, hot air blowing in his ears as lips moved to words that were making him hard. His hips jerked upward as Remus finger dipped into his navel roughly.

"Or food play. Can you see me eating your favorite desert off your flat stomach or deep throating you as I suck the chocolate off of your cock." Remus stroked Harry through the pajama bottoms.

Harry jerked up against the light pressure. "Remus."

Remus captured Harry's lips with his as he continue to fondle until Harry was crying out against his lips as he orgasmed. Harry was now lying on his back back as Remus moved to speak in Harry's ear. "Trust me Harry. I can love you, love your corky ways and not be bedazzled by your fame. Just give me a chance and you'll never regret giving in to me."

Harry fell asleep soon after, content for the first time in a long while; he was willing to give Remus the benefit of the doubt and he hoped he didn't regret it in the long run.

...TBC...

A/N: sigh this took 4ever to type up but it's up and there's some very mild smut . I know, chapter was sorta sucky but i hope i covered some stuff - if there is any other questions just ask and I'll se about writing them up or just answer them in the next A/N ... tata .


Question & Answer

Question: Why is Sirius so young?

Answer: Well, Sirius took the same potion as Remus did. Remus complained about the taste and Siri had no qualms doing a taste test - it's a safe bet that Sirius has consumed Wolfsebane Potion before.

Question: How does Harry feel about the kiss being interupted and what happened in the previous chapter?

Answer: lol. Sorry I couldn't get into detail about that in this chapter but it'll be talked about, truthfully I forgot to fit it in here but I will tell you he wasn't happy but he understood.

Question: So...if Remus scratched Bill, then...is Bill a werewolf now? Or is that only bites/full-moon/etc?

Answer: Wouldn't that be interesting to spice things up a bit? But no, Bill is not a werewolf because it was only a scratch. There was no saliva or blood infecting the wound... think of it as being infected with aids (don't laugh or get upset). How do you get? with blood to blood contact and the oxygen in the air kills the virius or something so unless you're swapping heavy spit I don't think you can catch it through a kiss but the bite part is correct also in being infected.

Question: so wait were Harry and Bill an item before Remus declaired that harry was his mate?

Answer: No. Believe it or not Bill has a fiance, just like Harry says, and they wouldn't have gone any further than groping because of that little issue. No, Bill didn't cheat (although some of you say yes he did) because his fiance knew about it and was alright with it. Wait for a later fic, you'll understand.

Question: will Remus make Harry a werewolf as well?

Answer: No. I could have done that but It'll get all messy and mess some stuff I want to happen during the full moons.

Question: pft! That's the sound of my brain popping. I'm so confused! What was with the Voldemort never dying cause Harry won't die thing? And the Forbidden Forest in the hospital room? And and... the potion Remus and Sirius shared but Remus wants Harry and Harry's with Bill and where does Sirius fit in and and... PFT!

Answer: Shiniqua I promise I wouldn't do this but since it's causing physical harm I'll make an exception. (1) Did I say that? Well, I figured how else can the Dark Lord die but being drained of the magic that is keeping him alive? I really didn't want to get into detail about this but Harry took Voldi's magic or whatever and dispersed it so it could become the natural magic that's around the earth (bare with me please as I try to explain). The next chapter should explain it all, hopefully. (2) The Forbidden Forest was my own personal touch. It has no meaning but to humur me and helped Harry escape his dream self when he fell through (that'll also be explained later). (3) Yes, both men took the potion, Remus because he has to and Sirius because he was asked to try it. Harry is not with Bill it was just a kiss as it was explained in this chapter. Sirius is just here because I love him and he's Harry's godfather - i didn't have the heart to follow cannon with book 5.

A/N 2: Any more questions that need answers will be answered in the next chapter. tata....