-Grimmjow-

The Hot springs was a good idea especially when it was so cold outside. They are all in the water just reveling in the peacefulness of each other…until.

"Fucking hell it's too damn quiet", Grimmjow growled as his head lulled back his eyes closed.

"Not everybody likes to be loud you know", Ulquiorra said from across water. Grimmjow opened his eyes to glare over at Ulquiorra but then his eyes went lower to his chest.

"Tch whatever", Grimmjow mumbled as he looked over to Nnoitra who was sitting next to Telsa talking quietly. He wished him and Ulquiorra could be liked that, he wished things were different between him and the other, if only he would open up to him a little bit. His eyes went back over to Ulquiorra who had his eyes closed, his face a little red from the steam. He wanted to touch that pale skin so badly, just seeing him wet was turning him on.

"Grimmjow whys yer face so red hmm?" Ggio said as he put an arm around the tan shoulders. He leaned into Grimmjow's ear so he could hear.

"Thinking pervy things about Ulquiorra over there ne?" Ggio whispered. Grimmjow's eyes went wide for a second.

"No you damn idiot why would I do that?" Grimmjow asked incredulous. I mean he wasn't really thinking pervy things unless wanting to touch his skin so badly, and wanting to kiss those sweet puckered lips, and-he stopped himself before he could think of anything to extreme.

"It's okay it must be hard for you to love him and all", Ggio said sadly this made Grimmjow's ear's perk up, how come he never asked Ulquiorra's friends about his past.

"Why do you say it like that?" Grimmjow asked curiously. Ggio's smile faded from his face; remembering the day he and Telsa met Ulquiorra and how long it took for him to actually talk about his life. He looked at Grimmjow again before opening his mouth.

"He's gone through a lot of stuff in his life and because of that he's been ignoring his feelings", Ggio started. Grimmjow's brows knitted together.

"Feeling's?" Grimmjow questioned a bit put off at what Ggio just said. He didn't even know Ulquiorra could have such a thing.

"Yah of course you must have noticed it by now, he's fallen hard for you", Ggio said with a smirk. "He just doesn't want you to get involve he doesn't want you to get hurt", he added.

"Tch you guys are so damn annoying that's the exact same thing Ulquiorra said", Grimmjow grumbled, "I tried asking him what he's so scared about, and what kind of trouble I could possibly get in by just hanging around him all the time", Grimmjow said a little puzzled at the situation.

"You don't know the half of it Grimmjow", Ggio said sadly. Grimmjow was getting confused now, Ulquiorra was saying not to get involved but what the hell is so troubling that he can't even be with Ulquiorra the way he wants to.

"But he hangs around with you guys all the time", Grimmjow argued looking over to Ulquiorra who still had his eyes closed.

"He doesn't want someone he's in love with around, it's the love ones that he goes after", Ggio said.

"Who?" Grimmjow asked.

"Nevermind that…..I've said to much if you really want to get to know him ya gotta ask him yerself", Ggio said as he stood up and got out the water. Grimmjow looked up to see Ggio give him a wink before leaving the through the sliding door. Grimmjow sighed again before looking over to Nnoitra again to see him and Telsa getting out too.

"Well we'll be turning in early Telsa here is a lil to hot", Nnoitra said a sly smirk on his face. Grimmjow noticed the blond thrown over Nnoitra's shoulder, a towel barley covering the obvious erection. The other waved a goodbye before walking out the slide door. Thus leaving Grimmjow with Ulquiorra who still had his eye closed…..was he sleeping or something Grimmjow asked himself? He waded over in front of the other he watched silently as Ulquiorra took slow shallow breaths a he slept.

"Hey…..Ulquiorra", Grimmjow said trying to wake the other up to ask him some things that need to be cleared up. The other didn't move but he did hear him stuttered something under his breath. Grimmjow moved closer so he could hear what the other was saying.

Stop

Grimmjow heard this and he immediately he tried to wake the other up. He remembered what happened the last time Ulquiorra had a nightmare and he didn't want to go through that again. He shook the other's shoulders but it didn't work.

No

"Ulquiorra!" Grimmjow yelled. That was a bad idea because Ulquiorra started thrashing around, his legs kicking and arms flailing everywhere. Grimmjow tried to calm the other down but got punched right in the mouth.

"Danmit Ulquiorra wake up for Christsakes", Grimmjow shouted desperately. Ulquiorra's eyes snapped open, tears running down his face he looked up to see Grimmjow with a bloody lip.

"Are okay….jeez you scared the shit out of me", Grimmjow sighed. His hand went up to wipe the tears from the other face. He was a little shocked when Ulquiorra brought a pale hand to wipe the blood from Grimmjow's mouth.

"I….Im s…sorry", he stuttered. Grimmjow huffed before standing up he held out his hand to Ulquiorra.

-Ulquiorra-

He knew you don't go to a Hot Springs to fall asleep but it was the atmosphere was so soothing that he couldn't help but close his eyes. However as soon as he did the nightmare started again but this time it had a twist to it. Instead of Aizen killing all his family it was his friends and instead of Renji at the bottom if his feet it was Grimmjow. This was the worst of all nightmares it was bad enough that he relieved that terrible night when he slept; to see his whole family slaughtered and bloody on the ground, but now seeing as it was his friends he didn't know if he could take that.

He knew he was yelling in his sleep, didn't mean to but it is a nightmare. He could hear somebody yelling and screaming his name; he started to thrash around and punched something. Then his eyes opened to see Grimmjow with a busted lip, so that what he hit. He didn't realize he was crying until Grimmjow wiped them off his face. His hands were so warm it was a real caring act for other who seemed rougher with everything. He returned the act by wiping the blood from Grimmjow's mouth.

"I….Im s…..sorry", Ulquiorra stuttered. He watched as Grimmjow stood and held out his hand. Ulquiorra took it and stood on shaky legs, he took one step and knees gave out. Thankfully Grimmjow caught him before he could hit the ground.

"Tch…Useless", Grimmjow muttered. Ulquiorra watched as Grimmjow stepped over and picked him up bridal-style. A little startled he wrapped his thin arms around Grimmjow's neck so he wouldn't fall, and oddly enough it felt really good to be held like that. Feeling more confident he let his head rest on Grimmjow chest and closed his eyes again. Of course he would not be doing this if he was in his right state of mind; however the dreams always leave him in a real bad state.

It was kind of weird for some reason, Grimmjow was helping him so much and he can't figure out why he's doing this for him. He already dressed him and dried his hair for me and now placed him on the bed. Looking up he gave me a sheepish smile before heading to the door; but Ulquiorra grabbed the back of the others shirt.

"C…..Can you stay", Ulquiorra asked softly. For some reason h didn't want to be alone in that bed by himself, he wanted that warmth again. Grimmjow's eyes went wide for a second but then a generous smile came to his face.

"Anything for you Ulquiorra", Grimmjow said as he slipped in the bed.

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