Edward POV
I blocked out the worried thoughts of my family. I blocked out their voices begging me to open my eyes. Begging me to say something. Begging me to even move.
I ignored it all. There was only one thing that was unignorable. The pain that I was feeling.
It was my fault. All my fault.
It was my fault that the love of my existence was gone. Gone forever.
I couldn't live with myself. I couldn't live like this. I couldn't live without her.
It would have to be quick, thourough.
I would go to the Volturi, and provoke them.
But it couldn't be done soon. Alice would see that, and prevent me from going.
I would have to wait for a while. Wait in my depression. I would have to suck it up. I would have to go to school, stay alive.
I would have to stay alive long enough for Alice to be convinced. Then I would leave.
Yes, then I would leave.
Forever.
a/n sorry it's short. I promise, it won't be at all like New Moon. Bella's not going to go and save Edward from the Volturi or anything. Or is she?
