Edward POV

I blocked out the worried thoughts of my family. I blocked out their voices begging me to open my eyes. Begging me to say something. Begging me to even move.

I ignored it all. There was only one thing that was unignorable. The pain that I was feeling.

It was my fault. All my fault.

It was my fault that the love of my existence was gone. Gone forever.

I couldn't live with myself. I couldn't live like this. I couldn't live without her.

It would have to be quick, thourough.

I would go to the Volturi, and provoke them.

But it couldn't be done soon. Alice would see that, and prevent me from going.

I would have to wait for a while. Wait in my depression. I would have to suck it up. I would have to go to school, stay alive.

I would have to stay alive long enough for Alice to be convinced. Then I would leave.

Yes, then I would leave.

Forever.

a/n sorry it's short. I promise, it won't be at all like New Moon. Bella's not going to go and save Edward from the Volturi or anything. Or is she?