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If I was Veronica Roth, I would… I don't know. I'm too lazy to think of something clever.

Chapter 6

I don't say anything. I just sit there, staring in awe. Why would my husband be kissing someone? Why would he do that to me? He wouldn't. It must have been Becca. Tobias wouldn't have done that, so I walk over to Becca and slug her in the nose and break it. I don't say anything; I don't feel the need to. I have nothing to say to that stupid kid. Her face is covered in blood, and the look on her face makes me grin – she is completely terrified. Tobias reaches for my hand and pulls me closer to him. I stand in front of him, but he still pulls me into a kiss, making my neck twist. I put my hand on his cheek and kiss him a little longer, before I realize that all the initiates are watching us. Half of them look disgusted, the other half is smiling, and Becca's appearance is riddled with jealousy.

"Let's continue with initiation. Today we will be going through our final test of stage one. You will either have the choice to fight either me or Four, or any of the initiates, but the person you fight must be of the same gender. Let's begin! Becca, you have no choice. You will be fighting me. Step into the arena," I say pulling her into the arm. She tries to pull her arm away, but I have and extremely tight grip on her wrist that will definitely leave a mark of my fingers. I don't care. My anger is too overpowering to care. She kissed my husband; she is going to pay for this.

She doesn't hesitate to hit me, but I dodge and hit her in the throat. She topples over holding her neck and coughing. I kick her in the side and she topples over. I keep kicking her, but before I kick her in the head, Tobias pulls me away and wraps his arms around me before I can do any more damage. I don't even want to be here, but I made a commitment when I signed up to train initiates, and I will stay, but I won't be happy about it. Every initiate decides to fight eachother, except for Izzy, who has no choice but to fight me. I like her, so I go as easy as possible, but I still win. She isn't unconscious, but I have decided to let her go. I don't pay attention to the boys' fight, so I just head back to the apartment. The initiates leave right after me.

"That was the worst," I say to Tobias as I drop myself down on the bed. He nods in agreement.

"Thank you for beating up Becca. She deserved it. Good job, honey," he says sitting on the floor next to me.

"I love you, so much," I say pulling him into a kiss. I get the same rush as I always do; he ignites something inside of me that makes me want him more. I don't know what it is, but he's got exactly what I need. He's got exactly what I want. I want to keep kissing him, but my stomach starts to turn. Something is wrong.

"Tobias. Take me to the infirmary. Now," I demand. He picks me up bridal style and runs me to the infirmary. I shut my eyes; I don't want to see anything. I wish I didn't feel anything. I hear Tobias push doors open and yell. He lays me on a bed, and then I'm moving. I kind of want to vomit, but I've learned to control it.

"Okay Tris. Pull up your shirt please," I hear Doctor Jae instruct me. I struggle, so Tobias helps me out and lifts me forward so my shirt will ride up. The cold gel is rolled on my stomach and the doctor goes silent.

"Tris. Four. You miscarried. The baby is gone. I'm so sorry."

My heart drops. A single tear drips from my left eye.

"Tris. Look at me," Tobias says, directing my eyes to his, "We can have another one if you wa-."

"No. Please no. Never again. I don't want kids. Don't do that to me."

"Okay. I agree. We won't. Let's go home," he says. After I'm ready, we walk hand in hand to the apartment. I sit down on the kitchen chair facing the wall that says, "Fear God Alone." I sit perfectly straight and I don't move except for the slight rising and lowering of my chest when I breathe. Tobias puts his hands on my shoulders and lays his chin on the top of my head. I look up and him, and he looks at me. His eyes are misty and he has a blank face. I can't help it; I start to bawl. He holds me in his embrace and we bawl together. We stay this way for hours before we move to the couch, still holding eachother. I don't want kids still, but now, I kind of do. No. What am I thinking? I do not want kids. I do not want kids.

"Tobias. Stop crying. It only makes me feel worse," I say putting my hand on his cheek.

"Tris, I can't stop. I didn't think I would ever hurt this bad." He begins sobbing harder, and right after he starts, I join him. We sit, crying, hugging, and the occasional kissing for hours and hours. We shut the world out; it is only us two. Me and Tobias. It used to be three of us. It hurts me to even think about it. We sit this way for the longest time until we drift off.

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Love-S