Hey ya'll see I'm doing better now all I need to do is update the hidden past. Oh and just a reminder if anyone wants to continue the hearts song just pm me, but i'm taking it down by next Friday.


SONIA~~~

~Flash back continued. Date December 18, 1980~

I threw another bill onto the growing stack that had begun to consume steven and I's table. we were so far in the godforsaken hole that I couldn't see the light at the end. With a heavy sigh I laid my head on the paper covered surface and closed my eyes.

I guess I had drifted off to sleep, because the next thing I knew I was awaken abruptly by the sounds of Sara's screams. It took me a few seconds before I registered the sound and then quickly took off running towards the nursery.

I then approached the two cribs that sat side by side and leaned over Sara's crib. as soon as I did so, the screams that before emanated from the second born child ceased. thinking that what ever had bothered her must have past I turned to leave the room, but not before checking Tegans crib.

As I leaned over her crib, I adjusted the tiny hat that adorned her small head and my hand brushed against her forehead as that happened I could feel that her head was alot warmer then normal. I tried not to panic as I searched for her thermometer, finally finding it in the basket with unused diapers. A few seconds later I was on the phone with Steve asking what I should do. The first thing he asked was, ''How high is Tegan's tempature?"

To that I quickly replied, ''103.''

''Okay um... well when my little sister got anything higher then a hundred and two my mum took her to the hospital. I think thats what you should especailly since Tegan was a preemie. I try to meet you there as soon as I can.''

''Okay that sounds like a pretty good idea, I'm just gonna put coats on them and go.'' Was my frazzled reply, before setting off to grab the twins coats, place the two in their specific (A/N For some reason I can not pronounce that bloody word!) carriers and proceeded to my car. After checking to see that both of them were securely strapped in I headed toward the hospital, trying to calm down.

- *time skip*-

It was around seven by the time Sara and Tegan's father arrived, he was apologizing from the moment he stepped into the private room. I paid little attention to him, ignoring him in favor of caressing Tegans warm little forehead.

I felt his hand place on my shoulder and let the tears flow from my eyes like the rushing waters from an overflown dam. I turned to him and just shook my head, before telling him that Tegan was going to have to be in the hospital for at least a month.

It was Stevens turned to release a heavy sigh much like I have been doing all day. He looked me in the eyes and said, "You were right."

I choked out, "I wish I wasn't.''

~~~~~flash back over~~~~~

I shook my self from the memories. I got up from the saggy couch. When I looked at the clock mounted above the televison set, I noticed that it was almost seven, so I headed toward the kitchen to start dinner.

Leaving my thoughts behind because I realized, it was all in the past and that Tegans home now, safe and sound.


I know the chapters are pretty short but im working on that. oh and could i at least get up to seven review, you know so it'd be even with the chapters?