im sorry for the delay!


When I woke up that morning I felt really stiff and not as irritable as yesterday.

"What smells?" I asked as I sniffed the air. It smelled like burning bread.

"Oh Jake, she finally woke up!" Quil said from the kitchen.

"Took you long enough!" Jacob said. He sounded a little farther away than Quil.

"What are you guys trying to cook?" I asked as I stood up and stretched my sore back.

"Well we were trying to make eggs with Bacon and toast, but something went wrong with the eggs and Bacon and the toaster kinda burned all the bread we tried to make." Embry said as I walked into the kitchen.

"Here let me." I said as I took the pan away from him and dumped out the contents of charred Bacon.

"You still like cooking?" Jacob asked as he walked in.

"Yup. I have to feed everyone somehow don't I?" I said as began to make the food.

"True, so do you need us to help with anything?" He asked.

"No I got it here. Why don't you guys go and set the table breakfast should be done soon. Oh and get out the juice." I said and they left for the dining room.

After a few minutes I heard my phone begin to ring.

I checked the caller ID and it was Paul.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Emilia? Is that you? Where are you? Dad and I have been looking all over for you!" He said really fast.

"Chill out. I'm here at Jacobs house." I said as I turned off the stove.

"Why the hell didn't you call and tell us you where staying over?... Why the hell did you stay over at a boys house?" He shouted the last part.

"Well I didn't call, but I left a message before I left. And I stayed because I got tired." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Well get ready because I'm going to pick you up already." He said and I heard a door open and close in the background.

"No thanks, I'm not ready to go home just yet." I said as I put my cell phone between my shoulder and my ear so I could go and serve the food.

"What go you mean 'not ready to go home just yet?' I'm going right now!" He said.

"Let me stay a while longer and I'll make you breakfast." I said and heard him think about it.

"30 minutes." He said.

"45."

"35."

"An hour."

"Stop messing around." He said with clenched teeth.

"I'm not messing around, I'm being serious." I said as I gave the guys their food.

"Fine, but just an hour! Then I'm gonna pick you up!" He said.

"Fine by me, later Paul." I said and Hung up.

"What happened?" Jacob asked.

"Nothing, Paul was just wondering where I was." I said as I served myself.

"This tastes delicious Emilia!" Quil with a mouthful of bacon.

"Thank you." I said and began my meal.

It was a nice breakfast, not to loud, but not awkwardly quiet that is until we finished.

"Hey let's go to the beach! We didn't go yesterday, so let's go now." Quil said.

"yeah lets go. I don't wanna stay cooped up in a house all day." Jacob said.

"Yeah sure." Embry agreed.

"I'll go but I'm not going in the water." I said as I took my dishes to the kitchen.

"Ok then, let's get ready!" Quil said happily.

We had just finished getting ready when I got another call from Paul.

"What now? It's hasn't been an hour!" I answered.

"Hey do you want to stay past an hour?" He asked.

"What? Uh sure. Why?" I said as we all walked outside.

"I was just asking, or do you want me to pick you up now?" He said with irritation clear in his voice.

"No I'll stay. See you later." I said and hung up.

"What happen now?" Jacob asked.

"Oh nothing, just Paul letting me stay out longer." I stated.

"Ok well let's have some fun!" Quil said as we all headed down towards the beach.

That was how I pretty much spent my entire summer.

Wake up.

Make breakfast.

Hang out with some friends for the day.

Make or buy dinner.

Sleep.

Repeat.

Some times we would break the cycle by going out to Seattle, or something but it was a pretty uneventful summer, most likely my last one too.

After a few weeks of not writing in my journal I started to feel bad so I began writing things that happened.

June 16,

Dear Diary,

Yesterday at like 10:30 am Jacob, Embry, Quil and I decided to go for a drive around Forks and La Push. We ended up getting bored and just driving till we ran out of gas. I really wish we had been paying more attention to what we were doing, because when we finally stopped for gas at like 6 at night, at a 7-11 we where at Spokane…around 450 miles away from La Push. We were laughing so hard on the way back.

"I cant believe this old thing got us here!" I said.

"I know right?" Embry laughed.

We had stopped for dinner when Paul called me wondering where I was. I could tell he was upset when I told him, but I guess he had other things on his mind, because he just told me to get home safely. Hmm maybe he's finally backing off the over protectiveness! But one can only hope. Anyways on the way back to La Push Jacob drove and Quil sat in the passenger seat, leaving Embry and I in the back. We had the longest argument over something silly, I don't even remember what it was! I ended up falling asleep on his shoulder. It was maybe 2 am when we finally got home. I remember going inside and Paul in the living room waiting for me. We had a bit of an argument that sorta went like this:

"Where have you been?" he asked me.

"I told you already, I was at Spokane with the guys." I said sleepily.

"Why didn't you tell anyone? And why did you just barely come home now? And why with the guys? Why not go with the girls?" he asked as I sat on the couch, next to him.

"I did say I was going for a drive with them, I just didn't know where I was going. And I'm home so late because Spokane is like 8 hours away. Don't worry we went on a sorta unplanned, road trip. We didn't drink, or do drugs, we just went sight seeing, I guess. And because they are my closest friends as of now." I said after a yawn.

He took a deep breath and was about to hew me out, but I put my hand up.

"Can we talk about this later? I'm really tired." I said. He let out his big breath and looked at me.

"Fine just go get some rest." he said as I smiled at him.

"Do me a favor?" I asked and made him look at me.

"What?"

"Carry me to my room?" I said.

He rolled his eyes, "No, you have legs, use them."

I pouted and made a puppy dog face "Pleeeeeassssse! Pleeeeeeeease cousin?" I begged.

He looked away and crossed his arms. "Stop being lazy Emilia,"

"But what if I so exhausted and I fall going up the stairs, and I break my neck!" I said as I made wild movements.

"You wont- what are you doing?" he asked as I jumped onto his lap.

"If you wont carry me to my room I guess you'll be my bed tonight." I said as I sat on his lap and leaned my head on is chest.

"Why are you so weird?" he asked me jokingly.

"Why are you so hot?" I asked as I moved my head from his head.

"Wow. I get that a lot from lots of the girls here, but I never thought my own cousin would say that to me!" he said and gave me a shocked look.

I rolled my eyes, "I meant temperature wise, stupid!"

He laughed and said, "My I'm not hot, you're just cold." He stated.

I was about to argue with him but another wave of sleepiness, hit me.

"Whatever, I'm tired and I need sleep." I said. I was about to fall asleep when Paul's sudden movement woke me half way.

"What?" I asked as he stood up.

"Fine I'll take you to your room but don't get used to this." He muttered, as I smiled.

"Good boy." I said and fell asleep.

Yeah I know it was weird diary, but I really didn't care, I was too tired to do anything else. Oh well time to go make breakfast, until next time diary.

June 18

Dear Diary,

Today I finally had lunch with Kimmy. We went to Karla's diner, and had a good time catching up. She told me about how she and her boyfriend came to be. She had been crushing on him for a while, but she thought he never noticed her, until one day he randomly came up to her and asked her out, then she told me about their time together, and how he always treats her so nicely, and how he spoils her and what not.

"Wow, what I wouldn't do for a guy like that!" I said as I rested my chin in my hand.

"Oh don't worry I bet your right guy is waiting just around the corner!" she said with a thoughtful smile.

"After all the jerk guys I've dated, I can't really see that happening." I muttered as Kyle came over and brought me my milkshake.

"Thanks Kyle…" I muttered a little depressed.

"What's wrong with you?" he asked.

"She thinks she'll never find her perfect guy." Kim said for me.

"Thinking like that wont get you anywhere." He said as he shoved me over in our booth, and sat down next to me. "You have to be positive about this subject." He said as he ate my fries.

"Oh let me guess, you've found your perfect match!" I said.

"Well not yet but I know she's out there waiting for me." He said as he put his hand over his chest.

"That's how you're supposed to think!" Kim said. "Oh I'm Kim, nice to meet you…"

"Kyle. Nice to meet you Kim." He said and they shook hands.

"Anyways Mia, Mr. perfect IS out there waiting for, you just gotta be patient." Kyle said as he continued to eat my food.

"KYLE! WE NEED YOU BACK HERE!" I heard Karla call from the kitchen.

"And that's my cue to get back to work." He muttered as he stood up.

"KYLE!"

"I'M COMING!" he shouted back.

"Well he seems nice." Kim said.

"Yeah he's an old friend of mine." I stated and drank my milkshake.

"Who knows, he just might be you knight in shining armor." She said as I almost choked on my milkshake.

"Oh no, we've just been friends since we were kids that's all." I said as I cleared my throat.

She grinned at me and laughed.

Well Kimmy will be Kimmy, I guess. Well anyways we finished our lunch and spent the rest of the afternoon at the beach. Luckly for me as the day's began to pass the temperature began to rise, maybe not like Florida, but still its better than freezing.

June 20,

Dear Diary,

So today I was so bored I went to Jacobs house, big shock I know, but even he was bored out of his mind. Quil and his family went on vacations to New York, and Embry was feeling sick, so it was just me and him. After a while of just sitting in his living room, me sitting upside down, we, well I, decided I wanted to meet with Bella.

"I'll call her and see if we can go over." Jake said as he got his cell phone.

As he called her I sat upright and watched.

"Hey Bella, its me Jacob…yeah same here. I was wondering if you were doing anything? …no? well Emilia came over today, and wanted to hang out with you…of course….sure no problem, see you in a bit." He said as he hung up his phone.

"We're gonna go hang out at Port Angeles and watch a movie, then have lunch. Do not run off again!" he said.

I smiled mischievously at him, "Ok!"

"I mean it Emilia, don't." he said with a little glare.

"I'm meeting a new friend, why would I run off?" I asked as I got off the couch.

"Dad we're going out!" Jacob said. "You had just met Embry and Quil and you still ran off." He said to me and followed me out side.

"…They're different!" I said as I walked to the passenger side of Jacobs truck.

"How so?"

"…"

"That's what I thought!"

"What ever, lets just go!" I said as I climbed in.

We spent the rest of the day with Bella and Edward (to Jacobs' displeasure) at the movies, lunch then to Bella's house, where I met with her policeman father Charlie. He seemed like a nice guy, and really loved his daughter. Edward also seemed to really love Bella.

'They make such a cute couple, I hope what Kim said was true, because I can't take living around lovey-dovey couples for too much longer.' I thought to myself with a sigh.

Edward, who was sitting on the couch in front of Jake and I, smirked.

'So we start this again?' I said in my head as I stared at Bella who was telling us a random story.

From the corner of my eye I saw…no reaction.

'damn I really thought he could hear me…I'm just crazy…crap what did Bella say?'

"I'm sorry what?" I asked as my attention snapped back to her.

"I said are you ok? You seem a bit distracted." She said, and tilted her head a little.

"Oh yeah I'm fine just thinking of something…crazy." I said.

Edward grinned and Jacob gave me a weird look.

We left a little later and went home. All in all it was a pretty ok day.

July 30

Dear Diary

FINALLY! I found my diary. According to Paul after my last diary entry "I lost it, and it somehow ended up in the attic." UGH I swear that boy will make me go crazy! In the bad way… anyways through out the time I had lost my diary nothing too much happened. Jacob, Quil, Embry and I spent the majority of our time at jakes house, the beach, or port Angeles. After a few weeks of nothingness I decided to get a job, it took a few days but I finally thought of the best place to work.

Karla's.

It took a while to convince her that I could be a big help, but eventually, with a little begging from me and Kyle, I finally got the job. At first things were a little hard but with some training, I got the hang of it. Ever since then I have been saving up money, so I could go back and visit my family back in Florida next summer or if I'm lucky then by Christmas break! I'm so excited. I've been talking to them everyday, or any chance I get, and they are really missing me, they say Alex has been acting weird, and depressed lately, like how he got when mom died. It really confused me, but I didn't think too much of it, he isn't my problem anymore.

Bella and I've been hanging out almost every day too, now she's one of my best friends, and Edward, well I still think he can read my mind. And eventually I will be able to prove that he can read minds, anyways, they even invited me to Edwards house for a little party they were doing for Edwards sister, Alice. Well hope it'll be fun…

Well school is going to start in a few weeks which means, I really need to get enrolled. Yeah I'm a procrastinator and I know it. I'm just gonna ask Paul or Jacob to take me to the school. Though Dan should've done this weeks ago, he left it up to me, oh joy! I'm not looking forward to this, but I need to go to school if I wanna go to collage one day. Well whatever I've been through worse than a little paper work. Well it's like 2am now so I'm off to sleep. Hopefully that idiot of a cousin doesn't steal my diary again.

August 8

Dear diary

No, Paul didn't steal my diary again, I've just been a little too busy lately, what with work, school's just around the corner, and other things like sleeping, and hanging out with my friends. You know the important things in life. Ha, ha, ha, just kidding.

About a week ago I finally went to enroll at La Push high school. The paper work wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it was still boring, so I won't bore you with the details. Anyways Alice's party went fine. She seems like a super nice person, with her bubbly attitude and what not. Jasper, and Rosaline, her step brother and sister, I have a feeling they don't like me. Well at least Jasper was kind enough to welcome me into the beautiful house, but Rosaline pretty much glared at me the entire night. I don't even know what I did to upset her, maybe it was the fact that I almost dropped a cup of soda on her white shoes, but I mean come on accidents happen, and how the hell was I supposed to stop myself from falling down the stairs. Luckily for me Emmett, Edwards other brother, caught me before I hit the ground. I don't think he's gonna let me live it down, sigh. Anyways Jasper didn't seem to hate me but I knew something was wrong, with either him or with me. I mean I walked in, said hi to everyone, and when I came to him he froze. Like he looked frozen stiff. I moved on to say hi to Alice. I think she was the one who was happiest to see me. I mean she practically tackled me down.

"I'm so happy you could come. Bella has told me soooo much about you." She said with a big smile.

"Oh I hope I'm not intruding." I said, as she chuckled.

"Don't be silly, the more people the better. So please enjoy yourself the snack table is over there, and I think a few more people should be here." She said as she gave me a hug and ran off.

When she said a few I thought she meant like 10 or 15 people, in reality like 80 or more people came. So much for a small party. The night was fun and all, and I especially had fun when Emmett decided to raid the snack table, and Alice, and Rosaline had to pull him away. He seemed like a nice guy too. When it was time to go home Bella had fallen asleep and she was my ride.

"I'll just walk, its not that far, and I really don't want to wake Bella up." I said to Alice who wouldn't let me out of the house with out knowing how I was getting home.

"I don't feel comfortable letting you out like that." She said.

I shook my head and smiled. "Don't worry, I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself." I said as I got her to release my hands.

"See you later Alice thanks for inviting me." I said as I walked off the porch and down the drive way.

"Bye, bye Emilia." I heard her say.

The walk home was long and tiring, and the entire time I felt like someone was watching me.

I told myself to calm down, that I was being paranoid, but I felt a wave of relief pass by me when I finally made it home. That night I had a dream of a disgusting smell and a boy. I couldn't see his face, but he seemed familiar.

August 22 Sunday

Dear Diary

BOY ITS BEEN A WHILE! I'm sorry but I've been trying to enjoy the last few weeks of my wonderful summer. Eh not too many things happened so far, Embry and Quil and I became really close friends, so did Bella and me. It amazes me how close we all got over the course of one summer. I even made a few more friends, they were all friends of Bella's, and they were all really sweet. There was Mike Newton, Jessica Stanley, Ben Cheney and Angela Weber.

School starts tomorrow and I'm really nervous. I've never been the new girl, so this is going to be a bit nerve wracking day, I think I should maybe try to get to get some sleep. I hope I get some of my friends in my classes.

August 29 Sunday

Dear Diary

Well the first week of school came and went like a snap of my fingers. It went fairly well. The majority of the students were really nice. Luckily I had a friend in almost every class. Jacob and Quil 1st

Embry and Quil 2nd

Jacob, Quil, Embry & Kim 3rd

Kyle 5th

Embry and Kim 6th

Kim 7th & 8th

Supposedly Paul was supposed to be here but I never saw him. I'm gonna have to talk to him. Anyways classes are fun when I have everyone with me. The three of them are like the class clown, and me and Kim are the ones laugh the most. We are so going to be the teachers favorite students! HA! Not! The first week just ended and I've already got two warnings. Geez this year is going to be a blast!

September 6

Paul's been acting really weird. I asked him why he hasn't been going to school and he just gave me a weird look, the next thing I knew we were having a screaming contest, about who was more immature. It went kinda like this:

"So Paul, I haven't seen you around school. Why is that?" I asked as I made breakfast.

When he didn't respond I turned around a looked at him. He was giving me a dirty look, like I had hit a sore spot, but his eyes said something different. They said he wanted to tell me something, but he couldn't.

"What?" I asked a little too sharply. Well I guess this is what my period does to me.

"Why the hell do you want to know?" he asked, venom dripping in his voice.

'Well I doubt he wants to tell me now.' I thought to myself as I crossed m arms over my chest.

"Why the hell are you being such a prick? All I wanted to know was why you weren't coming to school." I said raising my voice.

Ah, curse my short temper…

"Why the fuck do you want to know? Its my fucking business, so stay the hell out of it!" he shouted at me.

I glared at him as I uncrossed my arms.

"I WAS JUST WONDERING CUZ I WAS FUCKING WORRIED!" I screamed back.

He gave me a shocked look, but quickly replaced it with a glare.

"MAYBE YOU SHOULD PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH!" I shouted at him as I hit the counter.

"Waddya mean?" he asked, his voice full of malice.

"If I come home even 5 fucking minutes late, you start asking me all these damn questions. 'where the hell were you? Who where you with? Why were you out so late? Why were you only with guys? Oh you're home, make me breakfast!' its my business so stay out of it! And another thing, like what the hell am I your maid?" I finished.

"What the hell are you talking about? I don't treat you like a maid." He said with a glare.

"YOU make me make you food, I ALWAYS have to pick up your mess, I always have to wash and or fix your clothes! I have enough things on me plate, with out you having me do everything!" I screamed.

Luckily Dan had to go to work early so there was no fear of waking him up on the weekend.

"I didn't ask you-"

"YES YOU DID! You ALWAYS ask me to do your crap! You immature little fucking kid!" I shouted as I took a step towards him, even though he was towering over me, I didn't back down.

"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU CALLING IMMATURE!" he shouted down at me.

I rolled my eyes and glared back at him. "Who do you THINK I'm calling immature? The damn door? At least it knows how to be useful to this family!" I shouted.

UGH my voice was killing me.

"OOOOH WHY YOU LITTLE-!" he said between clenched teeth. "I'M MORE MATURE THAN YOU ARE!" he shouted down.

I glared at him and took a few steps back to the stove.

"If you're sooo damn mature then make your own fucking breakfast!" I shouted as I grabbed the pan and threw away the contents of bacon, then I threw the pan with all my strength to the sink and stormed off. I ran up to my room, grabbed my backpack then ran back down stairs, and out the door. I took off running, to Jacobs house.

After that I didn't see Paul for the rest of the weekend, which was fine by me if he was going to be a total asshole.

September 9

YAY! Finally I'm off my special week, which means I can be normal again, just in time for Bella's early birthday party. Yeah her birthday isn't until the 11th but she was going to spend it with Edwards family, but me and some of Bella's friends from school wanted to celebrate it with her, so we decided we would throw her a surprise party at her house. Charlie said he was fine with it so I met up with Mike, Angela, Ben and Jessica a few days ago and we planned it out. Now today's the day, I'm writing now because we finished with the decorations, and everyone who was invited was here. Most were friends of Bella's but I invited Quil, Embry, and Jacob, just so I wouldn't be alone. Oh here she comes I gotta go write in you later.

Well hello again old friend. Its still the 9th but the party is over, and now I'm relaxing at home. The party was so much fun! Bella came and she jumped so high she almost hit her head, I kid you not! She really wasn't expecting it, so saying she was shocked was the understatement of the year. :) Well after dinner we opened presents (She really didn't want to!) then danced a little, played some games, and then had cake (that I made!) and spent the rest of the night doing who knows what. After that Jacob drove us home and now here I am, me in my PJ's and writing this. Yeah I'm too tired to keep writing, so good night!

Dear Diary,

So today I went over to wish Bella a late happy birthday, but when I got there she was so depressed, no depressed was actually showing some emotions. Right then she seemed so…lifeless. I didn't know what to do! I just stood there in her room and tried to sooth her. After a bit she fell asleep, and I went to ask Charlie what had happened. Apparently the Cullens left and Bella was depressed, then she got lost in the woods yesterday, er well early this morning and no one could find her. Then they sent in Sam and a few other guys, to look for her. Sam found her and that's how she was ever since. It worried me, but I didn't want to be more of a burden so I went straight home, and that was my first mistake:

I walked up the driveway and into the house. "I'm home." I said as I turned to lose the door.

"Emilia!" Paul shouted behind me making me jump. I turned around and suddenly Paul hugged me and began spinning me around. "Oh my favorite cousin! How was your day?" he said as he let me down. I stood there trying to catch my balance.

"Um, ok I guess?" I said.

"Well that's just great!" he said happily.

"Why're you so happy? Aren't you usually mad or something?" I asked and he laughed.

"Well not today! Come on do you wanna go out? I'll take you anywhere you want!" she said as he bent down to look me in the eyes.

I raised an eye brow and crossed my arms. "Take me to Port Angeles so I can go shopping." I said testing him.

"Sure, I'll even pay for it!" he said "Just go get ready and I'll take you right now."

I looked up to him weirdly, and said, "Well then if you're so happy take me to Florida to see my family." I said, another test.

"Well that's a longer drive, so get packed and I'll drive you down tomorrow morning." He said, the smile never leaving his face.

"Ok Whoa! I was just kidding, but if you're so eager, then take to Port Angeles so I can buy some books." I said.

He rolled his eyes, "Ok fine, you little book worm! Go get ready so I can drive you to Port Angeles, because later we are going to a bonfire!" he said as he got his keys.

"Er, wait what? Why do I have to go?" I asked as I walked upstairs with him right behind me.

"You don't have to but it's going to be a lot of fun!" he said happily.

"Well, I don't know, I'll think about it." I said as I walked into my room, he was about to walk in with me but I shut the door in his face. Usually when I did that he'd curse me out, but this time he laughed it off. I changed into a v-neck brown shirt, and my dark blue bermuda shorts. I left my hair in a high ponytail, and threw on my black hoodie.

I still don't know why he was so happy, but I knew he was going to be in a good mood for a while, might as well take advantage of this. Well we went to Port Angeles and spent a few hours at the book store, and Paul wasn't kidding when he said he'd pay, so I was lucky enough to get four new books. We then went home to drop off my stuff and then Paul drove me to the bonfire. It was ok, but I really didn't know anyone there, except Kim, Jared and Sam, but don't really know Jared and Sam that well, so pretty much I only know Kim and Paul. But he was hanging out with the other people, and Kim stayed by Jared's side the entire night. But me being the complete genius that I am, I brought my diary, and pencil with me, so I wouldn't be too bored.

I didn't really know what else to do so I went to the food table, yeah I know what a fat-ass, while I was there I had a feeling someone was watching me. So I slowly turned around, looking for the stalker. It took a while but when I was about to give up I saw Sam talking to Jared, who was looking directly at me. I raised an eyebrow and waved a little. He looked shocked and turned to Sam. I shrugged my shoulders and turned back to get my drink. Then I walked to a log close to the bonfire and took a seat. Everyone here seemed to be having a blast, but I still didn't understand why. I'd just ask Paul about it later.

After a little while I had that feeling that someone was watching me again. I thought it was Sam and Jared again, but when I looked for them, Sam was no where in sight, and Jared was flirting err, um, talking to Kim. I looked around, but no one was staring at me, I was about to forget about it, but suddenly the hairs on the back of my neck stood up. Yup someone was watching me, but the feeling I was getting was telling me it was coming from behind me, and the only thing behind me was the woods. I stood up and turned around. The feeling didn't go away, if anything it increased.

I was about to 'take a stroll through the woods' but Paul came over to me.

"You ok?" he asked, as I jumped and turned back around.

"Yup! I was just…uh…gonna take a walk?" I said making it sound more like a question.

"Why? Aren't you having fun?" he asked as he looked over my head.

"Its not that its just, I…ate too much aaaand…. I need to walk it off…?" I trailed off. He didn't seem convinced but shrugged his shoulders, "Ok just don't go too far, and be careful, don't get too lost, or hurt." He snickered as I kicked him in the thigh.

"Jerk…" I muttered and began my walk.

At the beginning of my walk I didn't walk too far from the party but after a while the feeling increased, which either meant I was getting closer, or someone was following me.

I turned around, but no one was there.

"Catch me if you can!" I heard a voice whisper. It was so low it could've been the wind, but it sounded too real to be the wind.

Suddenly I heard a branch break next to me and with the light of the moon, I saw something, or someone run away from me.

Any normal person would've probably run back to the party, but not me, I chased after it.

I ran for a while before a sudden wave of dizziness hit me.

I stopped at a nearby tree and tried to catch my balance.

"Why has that been happening every time I go running into this damn forest." I muttered as I bent over and held my head.

"Hey there stranger," I heard a voice above me.

I slowly looked up and saw Demitry.

"wh-What are you doing here?" I asked.

He gave me a confused look, "You aren't passed out…" he said.

"Why would I be passed out?" I asked as the dizziness began to pass.

"Uh, I just saw you bent over here and I assumed you had passed out." He muttered.

"Oh, uh no I'm ok, I just got a little dizzy is all." I said and stood straight up.

"Oh I see." He said looking surprised.

"Hey Demitry is she… oh she's awake." Another voice said behind Demitry.

I looked behind him and saw another guy walking towards us.

He looked Asian, had shoulder length black hair, with some bangs in his face, liquid gold eyes, and wasn't wearing a shirt.

"Uh, you…you look familiar. Have we met before?" I asked as I pushed off the tree and took a step forward.

"Uh, yes a few times before, at… uh where was it?" he asked Demitry.

"Port Angeles." He stated, and gave the Asian guy a glare.

"Yeah there! Remember? You ran into me," he said as the memory came to me.

"That's right! Uh, your name was…" I said to myself as I snapped my fingers. "Haku!" I said as a he looked at me shocked.

"You remember? I thought I-" "Haku, Demitry, where are you guys?" another male voice said above our heads in the trees.

"Here…" they both muttered.

"What's taking you so long?" the guy jumped down, back facing me. "I know it doesn't take this long to…" he trailed off as Haku pointed to me and Demitry face palmed.

The guy in front of me slowly turned around and faced me.

"Uh, hi." I said as I waved at the guy.

He looked at me wide eyed, and slowly waved back.

He had dark brown hair and liquid gold eyes just like Demitry and Haku. He looked pretty well built, with his strong looking arms, and broad shoulders. He was wearing a tight short sleeve black shirt, and black jeans.

"Who are you?" he asked

"Em-Emilia Lahote, and you?" I asked trying to be polite.

"Err, I'm Luke Sands…" he said and turned to face the other two guys. "Do something!" I heard him whisper.

"About what?" I asked as I walked around Luke to see his face.

"Oh, uh nothing you need to concern yourself with Emilia…" he said with a bad poker face.

I raised an eyebrow and looked at Demitry.

"What's going on?" I asked as Haku walked up to me.

"I'm sure this'll all make sense later." He said as he put his hand on my forehead. Suddenly a bright light came from his hand, but before anything too weird happened we heard a low rumbling sound from behind me.

Everyone looked behind me and crouched down as if to attack.

Honestly I was really scared to turn around, but when I did I saw two big brown eyes looking directly at me.

I took a step back and had to raise my head to look at the creature in the face as it took a step forward and growled at the guys behind me. I swear it was at least four feet taller than the top of my head!

"Emilia, come here quickly…" I heard Demitry whisper behind me.

The giant black wolf turned its attention to him and he growled menacingly. I stood there trembling as the creature took one step forward, and that's when I lost it.

I screamed at the top of my lungs and ran away from where the gigantic black wolf. The other guys, seeing the wolf was distracted by my yelling, took off in different directions, but I didn't stick around long enough to see where they all went. I ran and didn't stop, and pretty soon I felt that weird click in me, and I was running faster than ever again! Even the cool vision came to me, but I didn't slow down to see the pretty detail of everything, which I could see as if it were day.

I don't know how long I ran but when I did stop to catch my breath I was still in the forest, and I didn't have signal when I checked my phone. I rested my hands on my knees and tried to catch my breath. I don't know when but the cool vision, went away, and I was left with tears in my eyes.

"Wh-What…w-was that!" I said as I found it hard to get enough air into my lungs.

Pretty soon I was feeling light headed so I sat down on the cold damp floor, but that didn't help so I laid on my back and tried to calm my breathing, but that hardly helped.

"This…this IT HURTS!" I shouted into the night as I held onto my stomach.

"I need to breath! I cant breath! Help!" I said to no one.

Then I passed out.

Dear Diary,

The next morning, when I woke up I was still laying down on the floor of the forest, but the sun, well the sun hidden behind the clouds, seemed to be barley raising. When I sat up I looked around and noticed someone had left a jacket over me.

"Ok, what kinda person sees a random girl passed out in the forest, but leaves them there with a jacket!" I said angrily as I stood up, with the help of the tree. "They could've at least called the cops or something!" I said as I began to walk with the jacket draped over my arm.

"Lets see, what happened yesterday? I went to the bonfire thing, someone was watching me, went into the wood, 1st mistake, saw Demitry, Haku, and that Luke character, mutant wolf appeared, ran, passed out… yep that pretty much covers it." I said as I counted them off my fingers.

"Hmm, which was to civilization?" I asked myself as I touched a tree. "This way? Or this way? Maybe that way?" I said pointing at different directions.

"Oh well, I'll just go this way." I said as I began walking in a new direction.

After a few hours of walking, I decided I had been walking in the wrong direction.

I sighed and looked up at the sky, "Hey mom, you think you can help me out here? I mean this forest is like really big, and by the time someone finds me, I might be up there with you. I don't even care what it is, it could be a sign, or bird call or anything. I just don't want to make people worry about me."

Dear diary,

Well this is day one, that I'm lost and I bet Paul's gonna either yell at me or spin me around in a crushing hug when I make it home," I wrote down. "Then uncle Dan probably called the cops, and what not. Hmm I wonder how long Jacob is going to make fun of me for this, then he'll say 'Told you so!' to Embry and Quil then THEY'LL never let me live it down! Oh Jeez, Paul is going to over react and probably never let me out of the house!" I pinched the bridge of my nose. "Then he and I'll get in a big fight, and then other people from school are going to make fun of me too…well I don't really care about them anyways! Jeez I'm starving! Usually I'm never this hungry…did I sleep for more than a day? I doubt it!" I wrote down as I climbed over a fallen tree. "Oh man that reminds me what about school! Wait its like Saturday I think, then what about work! Oh Karla is going to have a field day with this! CRAP its going to start raining soon! Ugh this sucks to another level! Well I guess I'm gonna have to write in you later diary!" I wrote down and closed the notebook, then put it up in my shoulder bag. I looked at the jacket and decided to put it on, just because I didn't feel like carrying it around.

"What time is it?" I asked myself as I brought out my phone. "7:38 pm…September 20th? Ok that's gotta be wrong!" I said thinking back to when the bonfire was. "Wasn't it like on the 15th or something?" I said as I looked down at the little device in my hands. "The battery is almost dead." I muttered. "I guess it has been a few days…but then why has no one found me?" I asked myself as I began walking again. I turned off my phone, and put it back in the shoulder bag.

"Maybe I'm super lost!" I said as I felt a rain drop hit my cheek. "JEEZ! Why the hell did I run so freaking far!" I shouted up at the sky as another rain drop hit me. "Ahh! Stupid mutant wolf thing!" I shouted as more rain drops fell on me. I shoved my shoulder bag under my shirt, and hoodie, so could keep it that much dryer.

After another couple of minutes the rain was now pouring.

"How big is this damn forest?" I muttered as I crossed my arms over my chest. "Why did I have to end up here? I said as I walked through some vegetation. "Why, did I not bring any food with me!" I shouted after I heard my stomach growl.

When it began to get dark, I looked around for a place to spend the night, and to my luck I found a cave thing. Well not really a cave more like a pile of big rocks that had a small opening, just small enough for me to sit under. So I took my seat and hugged my knees to my chest. I got my phone out, turned it on and checked the time. "10:30pm. I wonder what everyone is doing." I said quietly as I turned my phone off and put it back in my shoulder bag. I let my head rest on my knees and closed my eyes, as I let the sound of the rain lull me to sleep.

~~~Back at Dan's house.

"We didn't find her, in our area sir." A police man said to Dan who was talking to another officer.

When Dan turned around he nodded slowly. So far this search party was not going well. They had been looking for Emilia for 4 days now. No one had seen her since the bonfire, and no one had any contact with her either.

When Dan saw his son walking towards him, he quickly rushed over to hear his news.

"We haven't found her, and the rain washed most of her sent away."

"Oh, well keep looking, no one is going to take a break until we find her!" Dan said loudly.

"Dad maybe you should take a nap, or something, you look awful." Paul muttered.

"Did you not hear me? I said no one is going to take a break until we find her." He practically shouted.

"What good is anyone if we are all dropping dead from exhaustion?" Paul shouted back.

"Paul come on, we have to keep looking." Jared said, walking up to him, and dragging him away by the arm.

And so they did...

~~~back at Emilia, at around 12:30 am

It was a few hours later that I woke up to the freezing cold. "God I d-d-don't th-th-think I'll ev-ever g-g-get used to th-this c-c-c-cold!" I said as I brought my knees under my two jackets. 'Hopefully it'll get warmer…and drier…' I thought to myself as I almost fell back asleep, but a sudden twig breaking made me wide awake. I looked out of my temporary cave, into the darkness of the early morning.

"Must've been an animal or something." I said as I curled up into a tighter ball.

It took a few hours for me to fall back asleep but when I did I dreamt of Karla's burgers and fries, and her yummy milk shakes. I was suddenly awaken to the sound of growling. I froze in my place and listened carefully. Then the something growled again and I looked down at my stomach.

"Jeez, I'm starving!" I said as I grabbed my shoulder bag and took out its contents.

My diary,

My phone,

A pencil,

A hair clip,

Lip gloss,

A mint,

My wallet,

My wolf necklace that I got from my birthday party,

Half a pack of gum,

And two granola bars.

"When the heck did I put granola bars in here?" I thought to myself thinking back to the last time I used this bag. It was a few days ago when I had gone to the library to get a book, and I guess I brought these with me.

"Oh well, its ok. They're only a few days old." I said as I put everything away except a granola bar. "Half now, half later." I said as I opened the wrapper and took a small bite. I swear it was the most delicious thin in the world. I had to restrain myself from eating the whole thing now. I mean I've seen enough of those moves where someone is lost and they eat all the food the first few days, then they starve or the rest of the movie. 'Yeah I'm not gonna let that happen to me' I thought to myself as I put up the other half the granola bar, and set out to find La Push again.

September 20

Dear diary,

I haven't my way out yet. Luckily living in a place where it rains most of the time, I have enough water, but my food supply might start running low soon so I better find my way out of this forest soon.

September 21

Dear diary,

I found some berries, I don't know if they're poisonous or, but I guess I'll find out in a bit. Its still the 21st, just later at night, I ate the berries like midafternoon and I feel fine, I don't really know if I'll eat them again, I don't know I just got a bad feeling. Well it's about to start raining, so see you later.

September 28

Dear diary

I think I've been out here for a little over a week. The rain comes and goes, but I might be out of food soon, the berries I found a few days back have been keeping me less hungry, but I ran out of those soon. All I have left is 1 granola bar, a mint and a piece of gum. And I think I might be getting myself even mo-

I growled as I looked down at my pencil whose led had just broken. "Well now how am I supposed to record this stupid point in my life!" I shouted to the skies.

The rest of the day and the few after that were uneventful, it wasn't until like 3 weeks later that I found myself hopelessly laying on the forest floor staring up at the cloudy sky. I was too weak to move anymore, and I had ran out of food a week ago, but I think I drank some bad water from a plant or something, because my stomach was killing me and I was starving.

"Well mom, looks like we'll see each other soon again." I muttered as a cloud lazily drifted by. "What's it like up there mom? Have you seen grandpa, and grandma what about dad? Did you by any chance see spot? He was a good puppy, I hope I see him too…" I muttered as I closed my eyes. "I really hope things are quieter up there, I mean I'm in the middle of the forest and I can still hear people shouting, way…out…here…" I trailed off as it clicked in me.

"They found me!" I said quietly as the tears filled my eyes.

"Come on guys, she wouldn't be way out here!" a familiar voice shouted.

There was a silence then, "I'm going home now! I haven't slept in days, yeah.. I know Dan hasn't slept in week's but…OK!" the person shouted.

'This guy is either crazy, or on the phone. Please let it be the phone!' I thought to myself as I heard a twig snapping a few feet away.

"Help!" I tried to shout, but it came out sounding like a whisper.

I cleared my throat and tried again.

"HELP!" I yelled, this time it sounded like a soft shout.

"Who's there?" the person asked. He sounded really close but I couldn't see him.

"Over here…Please help…" I trailed off. Almost all my energy was now gone. I was fighting myself to stay awake as a guy suddenly jumped from behind the bushes.

It was Embry.

I smiled at him as the tears ran down my cheeks.

He looked completely flabbergasted, then he looked like the happiest guy on the world.

"Emilia!" he shouted and ran over to my side. "Oh my goodness! I uh- uh-! Where have you been?" he shouted. "Wait dumb question, uh are you- well of course you're not alright, but oh what do I do, what do I do!" he shouted as he looked around and grabbed his hair.

I brought my hand up to his mouth and covered it. "Call for help." I tried to say, but I ended up mouthing it instead.

"Ok, yeah I'll do that! Uh… lets see… WHAT?" he shouted.

I gave him a confused look,

"I don't have any signal here…" he said as he stood up. I could tell he was beginning to calm down a little bit. "Uh, wait here, ok don't move." He said backing away from me.

I gave him a REALLY look and he chuckled.

"On death's door, and yet you can still give me that look." He said and walked past the bushes again.

"One bar…Two bars…NO BARS! Ok three bars here's good enough!" I heard him shout.

I rolled my eyes as another wave of pain hit my stomach. I shut my eyes and tried to ignore it, but let me tell you it isn't easy.

"Jacob?...YEAH I FOUND HER!" I heard Embry yell. "About 16 miles from the main road to the east, almost straight ahead…yeah just call our names…ok hurry up she looks bad…ok bye." I heard him say, as the pain lessened a little, then suddenly he jumped back over the bushes and was next to me in an instant.

"Come Emilia, just hold on a little longer." He said and grabbed my hand. His hand felt so warm, and that's when I noticed I was freezing cold.

"Are you cold? Here take off those jackets, they're wet. The cold and the wet do not mix well." He said with a soft chuckle as he unzipped my two damp jackets. He looked at me for a second with a shocked face before he took off his, backpack, then his hoodie and put it on me. Oh boy did I feel warm! I smiled with pleasure at the warmth, and suddenly my stomach growled, really loud.

"Yeah I bet you're hungry, you've been out here for a few weeks now." He said as he grabbed his backpack and brought out a small bag, with a few grapes. "I don't know if you're supposed to eat this yet, but I'd rather you not die, now." He said as he popped one into my mouth.

I slowly bit into it, enjoying and savoring the delicious taste of the juice. Before I knew it, it was gone. Embry gave me the rest of the grapes, and I smiled up at him. He gave me a worried look before he quickly put his backpack on.

"I don't feel right just sitting here. Do you mind if I carry you until we meet them?" he asked me.

I smiled up at him and nodded a little.

He gently picked me up, bridal style. "Sorry if this isn't the smoothest rides." He said as I laughed internally. I rested my head on his chest as he began walking who knows where.

"Embry," I whispered after a few minutes of silent walking.

"Yeah, do you feel ok? Should I put you down?" he asked as he stopped walking.

I slowly shook my head, and he continued walking. "I just want to say thank you for finding me." I said quietly.

"What are you talking about? Of course we would find you. Dan's been worried sick!" he said as it hit me what he said earlier.

"Wait how long have I been missing?" I asked as my voiced cracked. What I wouldn't do for some water.

"Oh, uh you just a few weeks." I muttered.

I was about to ask him exactly how long I was missing, but a wave of dizziness hit me, and I lost all control of my body. I was now hanging limply in Embry's arms, just barely able to hang onto consciousness.

I heard people shouting but it sounded so far away, and so slow.

"Emilia hang on!" I heard Embry shout. I knew he was right next to me, but he sounded far away too.

"We're over here!" I heard Embry shout.

I looked up at him, and noticed how slow everything was going. It was way too weird to be normal.

"Hurry!" Embry shouted, sounding slow.

I turned my head and saw people running through the vegetation. There was Jacob, Quil, Paul, Sam, Jared, three men who looked like medics or something, and running in front of them all was Dan.

I saw the medics shout something, but I couldn't hear, and Embry put me down. I think it was fast, but everything was going slow, so I couldn't tell.

I looked up at him, and tried to raise my arm give him the thumbs up, but I couldn't feel my arm, actually I couldn't feel anything. I looked over and saw that everyone was watching as the medics finally made it to me. They checked my pulse, opened one of my eyes, they did a lot of things to me, then they finally lifted me up on a stretcher thing and began carrying me away.

As we moved my vision began to fade, and dark spots started to appear. But just as everything went black I saw Demitry looking at me worriedly from behind a tree. I tried to smile at him but I blacked out.


And that's that for now. Yes I know I took waaaaaay too long to update this and I really do apologize for the wait, but please forgive me i had to rewrite this story twice because my stupid computer deleted it!. I know there are going to be a bunch of mistakes so please tell me if I messed something up so I can fix it and make reading this better for everyone. Please review and tell m if your too mad at me, or if it's good, or bad. I'll try to update soon, but I cant really say for sure when I will, but for sure reiews make me write faster!