I don't own anything
So Alice and I arrive at the mall, we hop out and we walk into Sephora. Alice and I walk out of there with 0 bags. That was amazing because I HATE makeup except for the makeup I already own. We go to Aeropostale and I get a few shirts and 2 pairs of pants. My phone rings.
"Hello?" I said not knowing the number.
"Is this Jasper Hale?" The man asks.
"No, who is this?" I ask.
"This is Edward Cullen? Who is this?" Edward asks.
"EDWARD! This is Bella! Your girlfriend!" I yell into the phone.
"Never mind, I took the wrong paper, sorry babe." He says.
"Okay babe, talk to you later." I said as I hung up the phone.
I put the phone in my pocket and walk back to Alice. We are walking back to Alice's car when 5 guys surround me. The guys start touching me. "Alice!!!! help me!" I yell. I kick the guy in front of me and I run to Alice. Alice starts running with me to the car, she wraps her arms around me almost like a body guard would except a body guard would just run Alice starts yelling 'STRANGER DANGER SOMEONE WAS ALMOST RAPED' over and over again until security came and caught them and we were at the car. Before I get in the car Alice asked if I am okay, I respond with a simple NO!When I get in the car I start having a panic attack. The next thing I realized is that I am in Edward's arms balling my eyes out.
3 hours later
"Edward I need to tell you something." I said wiping tears from my face.
"Okay." Edward says.
"I have frequent panic attacks. I just started having them again when my cat dies 5 months ago. They started in 4th grade. I started having them again ever since my cat died of a tumor in his ear. I hadn;t had one in about a month and now I have one. I see a counsler monthly and I see her in May." I confess.
"Bella it is okay. I will help you when you need it." Edward says painfully.
"Thank you!" I said and I passed out.
3 hours later
"Bella?" I hear Emmett's voice.
"Yeah." I said as I find Edward and he is right next to me.
"I forgot to tell you something: I sometimes pass out when I get panic attacks."I confess.
"Okay."He just says as he pounders something.
"Uh, are you hungry?" I ask.
"Yes are you?" he asks.
"Yeah. Can we go to Salad Works?" I ask.
"Sure."Edward says as he picks me up and puts me on his back.
Edward takes me to his Volvo C30 (A/N it is silver). Edward outs me in the passenger seat and drives to Salad Works. We get a customized salad and I get Chicken Noodle Soup. Edward gets a turkey BLT sub. We get back into the car and we go back to his house and we go to his room. Edward went into his closet and got out 2 trays. Edward puts my food on a wood tray. I forgot forks. He goes to the kitchen and gets forks, I see a box in his hand.
"Edward, what is in the box?" I ask.
"Bella, napkins! DER!"Edward says.
I punched him in his shoulder.
I go to my room and text Alice:
Alice,
Come to my room and get me PJS.
~Bella
I hear a knock and Alice enters. She gets me a pink camisole, and pink striped pants.
"Thank you." I said as she leaves the room.
Edward knocks on the door and walks in. Edward is in boxers. WOW! Adonis is right in front of me!
"Do you want to watch a movie in my room or...outside?"Edward asks already knowing the answer.
He picks me up and walks me to his room. He sets me on the bed, and puts in The Haunting of Molly Hartley. He jumps on to the bed and he puts his arm under my waist and pulls his covers on top of us.
I dozed off and apparently Edward had to goto the bathroom because I felt a warm spot where I was a minute ago. I something cold around my neck.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH EDWARD A KILLER!" I scream.
"Bella it is me!" Edward says."Don't have another panic attack!" He says quickly. I look down and I see a wonder necklace, it is blue diamonds! "Thank you." I said as I kiss him with passion on his lips.
Edward puts his arm under my back and wraps his hand around my waist. I fall asleep and I nestle into his wonderful,12 pack abs. I felt him flex and I was on Cloud Nine, all the way. In the morning I see a note INSTEAD of Edward.
Dear my wonderful Bella,
Meet me in the garden. Go to the pool and keep going straight and crawl under the hedges and goto the table and wait for me.
Love your baby Edward.
I make a mad dash to the pool. I run into Emmett and he just skips away like Alice does when she going somewhere or when she is happy. I start running again and I get on the ground and I get up and I see a table and I sit in the chair that says 'Bella*heart*'.I see Edward in boarding shorts, I run to him and jump into his open arms. He carries me back to the chair. He yells, "JASPER THE FOOD!" and Jasper brings in waffles with syrup and strawberries. I scream and hug Jasper. Edward yanks me off and puts whip cream on my breakfast. "So what are WE doing today?" I ask. "WE are going swimming and then Family Singing Night!" Edward says. "Okay! I LOVE to sing, well alone since I well suck." I said and stuff my face with Jasper's waffles. I skip to Alice's room. I knock and she pulls me into her room and hands me a REALLY skimpy baby blue bikini. I just put it on and I walk okay I ran to the pool. Edward was laying on a chase lounge. He looks really sexy. I sit on the chase lounge next to him. He looks up from nothing and he picks me up and jumps into the pool. "Your even more sexier when your in the pool then when you are sitting next to me." Edward says and I blushed. I got on Edward's shoulders and Alice and Jasper got in the car we started playing this really stupid game. Edward and Jasper had to try and get the other girl off the other person's shoulders. I was the only one that fell the most. The score was 10-1. Edward and I had 1. When the eleventh time I fell frontwards and I passed out from the impact from the water. "Bella, do you hear me?" I heard Jasper say. I just groaned a yes.
"Bella?" I heard Edward's voice and then I felt someone pick me up. I felt someone take off my clothes and put me in a MEGA SOFT dress. I instantly knew it was Alice. I felt soft covers and abs and I went to Cloud Nine and fell asleep. I woke up and I looked around and I saw Edward. I moaned, Edward turned around and looked at me and scooped me up and kissed every part of me from my neck up. Well I just kissed him and enjoyed every minute of it. Edward took me to Alice's room. Alice gave me dinner, Advil and of course a pjs. This time she gave me shorts and a tank top. She also gave me a sweater. Edward came in and took me downstairs, outside to a stage. I saw Jasper and Emmett preparing to sing. "YEAH!" I scream.
Edward sang "You Found Me by The Fray"
I found God on the corner of
1st and Amistad Where were you, when
everything was falling apart. Lost and
insecure, you found me, you found me But in the end everyone ends up alone Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me The early morning, the city breaks Lost and insecure,
you found me, you found me Lost and insecure, you found me, you
found me Why'd you have
to wait, to find me, to find me?
Where the West was all but won
All alone,
smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?"
He said, "Ask anything."
All my days were spent by the
telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that
never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad
Lying on the floor,
surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were
you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you
found me.
Losing
her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and
who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to
me
[ The
Fray Lyrics are found on .com ]
Lying on the
floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where
were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me,
you found me.
And
I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never
left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got
some kind of nerve taking all I want
Lying on the floor, Where were
you? Where were you?
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd
you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a
little late, you found me, you found me.
I started crying. It is my turn! I chose I'd Lie by Taylor Swift. I get up on the stage and Alice puts in the instrumental disc and I start :
I don't think that passenger seat He looks around the room He
stand there and walks away He'd never tell you Yes I could tell you
Has ever looked this
good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the
clors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love he swears
as
he runs is fingers through his hair
I'm laughing cause i hope
he's wrong
and i don't think it ever crossed his mind
he
tells a joke i fake a smile
but i know all his favorie
songs
chorus:
and i could tell you
his favortie color's
green
he loves to argue
born on the 17th
his sisters
beautiful
he has his fathers eyes
and if you ask me if i
love him
I'd Lie
innocently
over looks the truth
shouldn't a light go on
and doesn't
he know that i've had him memorized for so long
he sees
everything in black and white never lets nobody see him cry
i
don't let nobody see me wishin he was mine
REPEAT CHORUS
my god if i could only say
i'm
holding every breath for you
but
he can lay guitar
i think he can see through everything but
my heart
first thought when i wake up
is my god he's
beautiful
so i put on my make up
and pray for a
miracle
his favorite colors green
he loves to argue
oh and it kills me
his sister's
beautiful
has his father's eyes
and if you ask me if i
love him
if you ask me if i love him
i'd lie
I end and I start crying because I see Edward crying and Emmett and Jasper was just bowing down to me for singing such a perfect song about me and Edward. I go and help Edward and Emmett while Jasper is hugging the crap out of me.
Alice is next I put in the instrumental of Shadows of The Night by Ashley Tisdale
We're running with the Shadows Of The Night Chorus: We're running with the
Shadows of the Night You know that sometimes, it feels
like We're running with the Shadows of the Night We're
running with the Shadows of the Night And now the hands of
time are standin' still (Repeat Chorus Three Times)
So baby take
my hand, you'll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me
tonight
They'll come true in the end
You said - oh girl,
it's a cold world
When you keep it all to yourself
I
said you can't hide on the inside
All the pain you've ever
felt
Ransom my heart, but baby don't look back
Cause we
got nobody else
So baby take my hand, you'll be all
right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
They'll
come true in the end
It's all moving way too fast
Use every alibi and
words you deny
That love ain't meant to last
You can cry
tough baby, it's all right
You can let me down easy, but not
tonight
So
baby take my hand, you'll be all right
Surrender all your
dreams to me tonight
They'll come true in the end
So baby take my hand,
you'll be all right
Surrender all your dreams to me tonight
They'll come true in the end
Midnight angel, won't you say you
will
Jasper runs up to Alice and starts kissing her. Jasper gets up on the stage and starts singing Angels on The Moon by Thriving Ivory
Do you dream, that the world will know your name Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't
wanna know Do you believe,
in the day that you were born Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna
know This is to one last day
in the shadows Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause
I don't wanna know You
can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill
polluted skies Don't
tell me if I'm dying
So tell
me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or
anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I
wanna feel
I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive
To
know I'm alive
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't
wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where
everyone you know, never leaves too soon
Tell me do you believe?
Do
you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your
life
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake
me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone
you know, never leaves too soon
And to know a brother's love
This is to New
York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to
all of us, to all of us
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should
go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the
moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon
And show me where you run to, when no one's
left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends,
cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Edward graved me by the waist and picks me up and sits me on his lap. Emmett is next and he starts singing It's Tricky by Run DMC
This speech is my recital, I think it's very vital It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a
rhyme that's right on time [Verse 1] I met this little
girlie, her hair was kinda curly It's
Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a rhyme that's right on
time [Verse 2] In New York the people talk and
try to make us rhyme It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a rhyme
that's right on time [Verse 3] When I wake up
people take up mostly all of my time It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a rhyme
that's right on time [Verse 4] We are not thugs (we don't
use drugs) but you assume (on your own)
To rock
(a rhyme), that's right (on time)
It's Tricky is the title,
here we go...
It's Tricky...it's Tricky (Tricky)
Tricky (Tricky)
It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a rhyme
that's right on time
It's Tricky...Tr-tr-tr-tricky (Tricky)
Trrrrrrrrrrricky
Went to her house and bust
her out, I had to leave real early
These girls are really
sleazy, all they just say is please me
Or spend some time and
rock a rhyme, I said "It's not that easy"
It's Tricky...(How is it D?) It's Tricky (Tricky) Tricky
(Trrrrrricky)
It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock a rhyme
that's right on time
It's Tricky...Tricky (Tricky)
Tricky
They really (hawk) but we just (walk)
because we have no time
And in the city it's a pity cos we
just can't hide
Tinted windows don't mean nothin', they know
who's inside
It's Tricky...(How is it D?) Tricky
(Tricky) Tricky (Tricky)
It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock
a rhyme that's right on time
It's Tricky...Tricky (Tricky)
Tricky (Tricky) huh!
I'm not singin', phone
keep ringin' cos I make up a rhyme
I'm not braggin', people
naggin' cos they think I'm a star
Always tearin' what I'm
wearin', I think they're goin' too far
A girl named Carol
follows Daryll every gig we play
Then D dissed her and
dismissed her, now she's jockin' Jay
I ain't lyin', girls be
cryin' cos I'm on TV
They even bother my poor father cos he's
down with me
It's Tricky...(How is it?) Tricky
(Tricky) Tricky (Tricky)
It's Tricky to rock a rhyme, to rock
a rhyme that's right on time
It's
Tricky...Tr-tr-tr-tr-tr-tricky (Tr-Tr-Tr-Tricky)
Tr-tr-tr...
They offer coke (and
lots of dope) but we just leave it alone
It's like that y'all
(y'all), but we don't quit
You keep on (rock!) shock! Cos
this is it...
The boys were next to empress us they started singing Starstrukk by 3!Oh!3.
Nice legs, Daisy Dukes, I think I should know how to make love to
something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Makes a man go (whistles)
That's
the way they all come through like (whistles)
Low-cut,
see-through shirts that make ya (whistles)
That's the way she
come through like (whistles)
Cause I just set them up
Just
set them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I
just set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to
knock them down
I think I should know how to make love to
something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How
do I say I'm sorry cause the word is just never gonna come out
Now, L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to
pronounce
Tight jeans, double d's makin' me go
(whistles)
All the people on the street know (whistles)
Iced
out, lit-up make the kids go (whistles)
All the people on the
street know (whistles)
Cause I just set them up
Just set
them up
Just set them up to knock them down
Cause I just
set them up
Just set them up
Just set them up to knock
them down
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
How
do I say I'm sorry cause the word is never gonna come out
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
Push
it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my gun c0cked
tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it baby
Out
of control
This is the same old dance that you already
know
Push it baby, push it baby
Out of control
I got my
gun c0cked tight and I'm ready to blow
Push it baby, push it
baby
Out of control
This is the same old dance that you
already know
I think I should know how to make love to
something innocent without leaving my fingerprints out
Now,
L-o-v-e's just another word I never learned to pronounce
Alice and I start clapping. It was OUR turn to empress the boys. We went on stage and we started singing A Place in The World by Taylor Swift
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me [Chorus:] I'm alone, on my own, and that's all
I know Got
the radio on, my old blue jeans [Repeat Chorus] Maybe I'm
just a girl on a mission [Repeat
Chorus]
Cause I'm still
trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm
just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even
though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I
do
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm
just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
And I'm wearing my heart on
my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you
tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh
yeah
But that's ok
But I'm ready to fly
Emmett started crying because well all of us are still trying to figure that one out.
Edward picks me up bridal style and carries me off the stage and to his room and we sit there watching the movie "A Walk To Remember". I started crying when Jamie goes to the Hospital. Edward took off his shirt and wiped the tears from my face with his shirt. When Jamie dies I go into an all out ball, Edward wraps me in his arms. When he lets go of me and asks me if I am okay, I jump over him and ran to his bathroom and I puked in his toilet. He ran in and pulled my hair back and got a rubber band and put my hair into a pony tail and got Alice. He came back in and started rubbing my back. When I stopped he half carried me to Jasper's room where Alice was. Jasper got me Ginger Ale with the bubbles stirred out while Edward got me one of his shirts. Alice was brushing my hair and put my hair into a messy bun. Edward then carries me to my room and sets me on the bed and gets under the covers and wraps his arm under my waist and pulls me closer. I whisper in his ear, "Edward Cullen I love you." He whispers back, "Bella Swan I love you too." I put my arms around his neck and Edward puts his other arm around my waist and he hums what sounds like a lullaby, and sleep takes me over.
A/N Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight Forever and Always!
