The next day Haru and Momiji go to visit the summer home as well. I am glad but wonder if Haru will say something to Akito. As I relax in my bedroom there is a knock on the door.

"Come in" I call, turning to the door. I stare in surprise as Rin walks in, angry as hell. "What is it Rin?"

"Who do you think you are bating Haru with your stupid innocence." She says stomping across the room to me.

"What do you mean?" She grabs my collar, like any bad girl would.

"Haru is only playing with you, and your playing back so stop."

"I haven't been playing with him, I want him to back away." I respond grabbing her wrist and twisting it. We glare at each other for a moment then simultaneously let go.

"Are you lying?"

"Nope" Rin sits down on the edge of my bed and I sit in a chair across from her.

"Really...then why did he..." I let her muse in silence for a couple of minutes then say

"I want to see you and Haru together, your the right couple." She just glances at me.

"I guess." She says after a moment.

"You should talk to him, explain to him that you still like him."

"And how do you expect me to do that?"

"How ever you like. I have no place in this relationship."

"Fine." Rin says, standing. "Thanks." She says stiffly, quickly leaving the room.

I smirk to myself and lie down on my bed for a quick nap.

When everyone comes back at the end of the week I go to see Akito. It is mid-day.

"Yes, what did you want" Akito asks, preoccupied

"I wanted to know if I could go away for awhile"

"Why?" He asks turning to me.

"Now that no one is at the Summer home I wanted to go there to be alone for a little while"

"Alone" Akito says

"Yes, no one but me"

"No" His gaze slides to the room connected to the one we are in. It is the same room that Yuki is so afraid of.

"If Shigure or Hatori come can I go?"

"Hatori must stay here"

"Then can Shigure come" Akito just watches me for a moment before he nods and he moves across the room toward the door to the connected room. "Thank you Akito" I say hurrying from the room before he can change his mind. I hurry back to my rooms and call Shigure. He agrees to go and arranges to come pick me up.

I pull a light jacket over my green dress and pack a bag full of clothes and other things.

"Where are you going Calisa?" I turn around from my bed and see Haru standing in the doorway

"No where you need to know Haru" I answer coldly, picking up my bag

"Yes, I do need to know" He says moving into the room. I quickly move around him and out of the room. I hurry to the doorway and drop my stuff on the porch. Haru follows me out and I glare at him.

"Everyone could see us from here so don't you dare touch me" I say angrily. Haru moves towards me anyway and I step down from the porch, grab my bag, and hurry to the road. Shigure drives up right then and I throw my stuff into the back and get in the front. Haru walks over to the car and Shigure waits.

"Shigure can we just go" I say eagerly trying not to look at Haru. Shigure realizes something is up now.

"Hello Haru, How are you?" He asks, after rolling down my window. I turn and glare at him as Haru walks closer to the car and leans in.

"I'm okay, I just wanted to say goodbye to Calisa."

"I don't want to say goodbye to you,"

"Why?"

"Didn't Rin talk to you yet"

"Yah, but I don't care." I whip around, anger written all over my face.

"Rin does care, all right. This is hurting her Haru so leave me be and talk to her already" I turn away again and grab for the shift stick, but Shigure grabs it first. Haru pulls his head out of the window in shock.

"Goodbye Haru, see you later" Shigure says before rolling up the window and driving away.

"What is going on between you and Haru?" Shigure asks once we are out of the city and on the highway.

"Nothing, absolutely nothing" I say

"You do know that I don't believe you a bit" Shigure says.

"Nothing is going on" I insist

"Then only Haru has feelings in this relationship" Shigure says

"Yes." I exclaim "His turning a blind eye to Rin because of the relationship he thinks we have." I hold my head in my hands "He just keeps trying, no matter what I say" I mumble into my hand

"Have YOU tried to talk to him?"

"Of course, that's the first thing I did"

"And now your trying to shove him away"

" He needs to go back to Rin" I insist. I lay my head on the window and look up at the sky.

"I just wish that I wasn't cursed, or at least that I was dead."

"But then someone else would be cursed"

"No they wouldn't, Kyo is still alive to carry the curse" 'No one would even know I was dead, or that I had even been alive' I say quietly, hoping Shigure didn't hear.

"I would care if you died." Shigure says and I begin to cry, silent tears falling down my cheeks.

"I just don't want Haru to leave Rin, they were so happy together..." I say softly

"Just tell him, he'll understand." Shigure says

"I tried." We drive up to the house.

"He'll eventually get it, so keep trying." I wipe my eyes.

"That may happen in your stories" I say as I step out of the car "But it doesn't happen in life, at least not that easily." I stalk off into the house.