Akari's POV
When I arrived at my room I threw my sword to the ground and just collapsed on my knees, remembering all these memories was getting to me and I didn't want people to see me in this state...not now and not ever the only people who have seen were my brothers, Kotaro and well Kanda.
But this time I wouldn't cry nor show any sign of weakness so I glared at the wall with a determined look and stood up to take a shower.
'I only came here to get stronger so I could find Kotaro and my brothers...but it seems like I got no luck as of right now...' I though as I took my cloths off and stepping in the shower.
I sighed and shook my head, as my hair clung to my back because of the water I soon felt anger grow inside of me, my fist met the shower wall but that was enough I grew more and more angry and created a dent in the wall, I've done that a lot over the years I have been here..poor Reever might have to just fix it again.
As of this moment I just focused on cleaning myself then took some of my shampoo and rubbed it in my long hair, leaning back and closing my eyes I stepped in the water and soon washed the shampoo out, after all that I was finished and turned off the water.
'What will I do if I find them though? can I really leave all the friends I made here?' I thought
Shaking my head I pushed the thought aside and wrapped a towel around my body then my hair, walking out I picked a grey tank top and some black shorts that kind of clung to my legs (with a strap for my sword to be attached to and the sword was called Shou), after that I wore some socks along with my boots that met my knees after that I dried my hair up and placed it in a high pony tail.
Hearing a knock at the door as I placed on some long sweat bands on my wrists I walked to the door and opened it seeing Allen and I smiled slightly.
Allen was one of my best friends in the order, he was like a little brother I wanted and plus a little brother I wanted to be able to protect, he knew most of my problems and everything even helpped out with my 'crush' on Kanda even if he didn't like the idea he still helped me out.
"Hey Akari want to go grab something to eat with me?" He asked
"Sure!" I replied as I attached Shou to my sword holder on my hip.
As Allen and I walked down to the dinning all I spotted Kanda and he didn't look to happy, not that it wasn't surprising.
"Che moyashi I need to talk to Aoi for a moment" Kanda glared at him
"It's Allen Bakanda! and fine" Allen sighed and walked off.
I watched him walk for a moment before turning back to Kanda.
"What is it?" I tried not to sound cold
"What the hell is going on with you? your spacing out a lot when training and in missions you don't even speak to anyone!" Kanda yelled
"Well excuse me for wanting to finish something more quicker!" I yelled back.
"Can't you be more careful or know whats heading for you instead of being some kind of idiot!" He growled
And that's when our normal argument went on, it been a while since we got in one so for some reason this one kind of hurt me when we started to yell at one another...but I suddenly said something I didnt want to.
"Gosh I hate fighting with you! why the hell are you make me feel so damn weird to the point where I want to hate you but just cant!" I shouted then walked off not caring to see his reaction.
Kanda's POV
When I saw Akari with the Moyashi I felt jealousy I didn't like it so I acted the way I did and ended up getting into some stupid argument with Aoi like we used to.
For some reason it felt a little nice to talk and be around her, I guess by now I understood why I liked her...she had her own style and well she was determined to protect those close to her even if she died but yet every time I went on missions with her and she got badly wounded she would stand up and continue fighting until she won.
But when I started yelling at her I felt like my words were hurting her.
"Gosh I hate fighting with you! why the hell are you make me feel so damn weird to the point where I want to hate you but just cant!" She shouted at me then walked off.
Wait what?...
"Wait Akari!"
