Chapter 7
One week later, Freddie and Carly still didn't talk about their kiss because they both didn't know how to do it without hurting the feelings of the other one. They even tried their best to move on the best they could with their lives but that seemed more difficult than it seemed at the first place. Before Freddie and Sam came over for the I Carly rehearsal Carly received a text from Freddie on her mobile phone: *I know we made the deal to forget that the whole kiss thing ever happened but I think I can't pretend anymore that nothing happened! We have to talk Carls, meet me at the Park tomorrow after school. Freddie*
Carly sighed and already knew right now, that that talk between her and Freddie would be very uncomfortable and she even thought about it for a moment, to invent an "Emergency Lie" to spare her from being reminded again off one of her biggest mistakes she ever had made in her live. Sam and Freddie finally arrived at the Shay's residence; Spencer cheerily greeted the two lovebirds and said: "Carly is waiting for you guys upstairs in the ICarly Studio."
The two then walked up the stairs, Freddie with a big uncomfortable gut feeling but tried his best to cover up this fact in front of his girlfriend. Freddie had asked himself a lot last week, if his relationship with Sam could have a future or would be Carly really the better choice as a girlfriend? But could he really hurt Sam's feelings like that, after all the nice time they had together? He didn't know that right now, because right at the moment he was emotionally a total mess and he didn't know how to get out of that mess without hurting the feelings of one of the girls.
Sam and Carly had been his best friends for a very long time and he surely didn't want to lose them because of that whole love triangle. Sam and Carly rehearsed some sketches for I Carly, Carly doing all the time her very best to cover up her uneasiness towards Freddie and avoided Freddie's gaze all the time. It didn't go by Freddie unnoticed and that really hurt him, was Carly really trying to deny the feelings she had for him? Or didn't she want to give him false hope, because she thought the kiss between them had been a mistake?
He really needed to talk to her, tell her how he felt about the kiss, because his old romantic feelings for her had resurfaced again even if didn't want that to happen in the first place but sometimes he couldn't deny his true feelings. He had enjoyed the kiss last week very much, but should think that way? He was still together with Sam and he sure wasn't the type of boyfriend who would ever consider cheating on the girl that loved him. On the other hand Freddie had to admit the kiss had been a mistake, he felt very guilty for not pushing Carly off him and actually enjoying kissing the brunette Web Hostess.
After the rehearsal was done Sam said: "I'm going to raid your Fridge now, you want me to bring you some snacks upstairs or something to drink?" Sam asked Freddie and Carly nicely and waited for their reactions. "No thanks" They both said in unison and then Sam went downstairs and silently shut the door behind her.
It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let
You have all the power
It's like the only company I seek
Is misery all around
It's like you're a leach
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you
Have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna
Quit you over time
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost
That's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in
My head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix, I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix, I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
AN: Thanks to- Bieberlove 9101 for adding this story into her/his favorite stories list, thanks to- creddie girl for reviewing the story, thanks to hockeygrl 99 for putting this story into her/his favorite stories list, thanks to- cameddie for reviewing the story.
Please read and review. Also I would like to know if Sam and Freddie should stay together or if Creddie should happen in the future chapters of the story.
