Let me make two things clear here: one, this is fiction not real life so if you don't like it, just don't read, it's Fan Fiction after all! I adore this show and am a major fan, trust me the last thing I want to do is offend anyone. Two, they played themselves on tv, which makes them fictional characters, too, and totally open to being used in Fan Fiction stories, so please don't read if this bothers you! It's fictional, it's just a story, not based on the real people but on the characters they played in the episode where they played themselves! Don't take them so seriously, wow, if this smut bothers you, just don't read it!

I don't want to offend anyone and, believe me, I am a majorly obsessessed Samgirl and therefore would never consider perverting the real actors in anyway, but I can play with the people they play on it, especially since they did play themselves, which opens them up to us doing this. It does not refer to the real people so please keep that in mind!

Disclaimer: I do not own supernatural or any of its characters or the actors that play them.

That being said, this is my newest PWP about my two favorite characters, Jensen Anson and Jared Parson, and the things they do to each other in their free time.

Plot: Jared and Jensen find feeling developing, along with their usual sex-scapades. Jared feels like he's missing something and Jensen seems to have it. As they face this, they learn something about their relationship they hadn't considered before.

Whatever could that be?

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"Jen?" Jared said into the phone flipping his egg before it got cooked to hard. "You hungry?" He used a spatula to scoot the egg onto a plate.

"Yeah, I just got up, why?" Jensen said as he buttoned up a shirt. "I was getting ready to go out to eat."

"Come over here, I'm cooking as we speak, how many eggs do you want, baby?" Jared said, chuckling. He was testing Jensen with the name; he liked to call Jensen this.

"Three, and 4 strips of bacon, wheat toast." Jensen said and smiled, "Got that, my little Martha Stewart?"

"Martha Stewart so does not do what I do for you, Jen. I rock your world and you know that." Jared said and Jensen laughed, heading out the door to his car now. "Kind of want to now, bend you over the table and just take that fine ass of yours." He pictured it and chuckled.

"Hmmm, yeah, Martha Stewart never did what you do, Jare. That table thing sounds fun, too." Jensen agreed.

"Then get over here and I'll have to do that for you, too." Jared said teasing and Jensen laughed again.

"Counting on it." Jen said dressing and heading to Jared's house and, minutes later, ringing the doorbell and hanging up, Jared hurried to answer the door, wiping his hands on the BBQ apron he was wearing before opening it. He smiled as Jensen immediately leaned in and kissed him, obeying the apron's instructions, 'Kiss The Cook'. Jared chuckled, taking his hand and pulling him to the kitchen and putting a plate in front of him. Then sat across from him and ate breakfast with him.

"Jen, how long we been doing our sex thing?" Jared asked and Jensen thought about it.

"Almost a year." Jensen said, doing the math. "Damn, this bacon is good!"

"Added cinnamon, gives it a kick." Jared explained, "Does this feel casual to you? The sex?" Jared considered something, "I only have sex with you, no one else. Not even females. No urges to really. You?"

"Well, not really, not casual at all. Only seem to want you, no one else either. I crave you fucking me all the time to be honest, or me fucking you. See you in my sleep. Why?" Jensen admitted, sipping his coffee and looking up at Jared now, curious.

"Think we feel more, permanent, for lack of a better term?" Jared said, "Feels like that to me." He chuckled, "Beginning to miss you when you're gone, I suppose that's something."

"You mean like love or something?" Jensen asked and thought about it. No butterflies for Jared but there was the constant pull to him now. Always thinking of him, waking up and wishing he was beside him in the bed. Maybe it was love, Jensen wasn't sure.

"I was thinking something like boyfriends actually." Jared said, getting up to refill the man's coffee for them both. "Would you be interested?"

"Go all gay couply with you?" Jensen asked and considered it. Sure, they were men who only had sex with each other, and it felt right. He wasn't attracted to anyone; let alone females or males.

"I think I am now. Gay I mean, I only crave you, so with you being a guy and all, I probably am." Jared said, and paused, "Forget I asked about the boyfriend thing. Maybe I shouldn't have brought it up. I have some stuff to do anyway." He got up and grabbed his wallet, looking hurt and hiding it, Jensen knew his friend well enough to know when he was feeling hurt. "Lock up with your key when you're done, okay?" Jared walked out without awaiting his answer. Jensen watched him go in confusion. "Jare?"

The only sound he got back was the door shutting behind Jared and a car starting.

Jensen put his plate in the sink and went to follow him, locking the door behind him. As he drove looking for Jared, he thought about his request. Sure, there was that time at Christmas where Jared had asked him to stay with him over night and the nights they spent together in their trailers on set. There was the cabin they owned so they could have private time together. There was the pretty much amazing sex they had a lot of with each other and no one else. There was that certain lingering emotion when they kissed, that made them want more than what they already had. The sex that felt like it was more than casual, it held an element of meaning; much more than it used to.

So what was the big deal?

Others would see them as a gay couple. Judge them. Their families, well, they'd understand; each had a gay relative in the mix and they got along great with the folks. Robert and those on the show? Well, they'd be unhappy but they wouldn't fire them nor would they judge them too harshly. People would disapprove. Okay, that could be it.

Felt like that was it, really.

Jensen finally spotted Jared's car and pulled in beside it, parking. He saw the name of the bar and chuckled. Pink Pelican, a gay bar. Figures. Jared feels gay he goes to a gay bar. Jensen took a deep breath and went in. He saw Jared talking to a good looking man and he seemed to be listening; Jensen found he didn't like this part. He went up to the bar and ordered a martini, extra dry, two olives. Jared looked over at him and then away, avoiding his gaze.

The man kept touching Jared and Jensen felt something in him want to punch the guy and tell him to stop it. Jared kept giving him looks at times, worried looks, upset looks, while trying to be polite to the man talking to him. Soon the man offered to take him home with him and Jared found himself considering it but unsure. He didn't get a chance to answer.

"He's with me, so you can go now." Came Jensen's voice and he sighed. The man gave Jared a look and he shrugged, so the man left him alone now. "I'm sorry." Jensen said and he looked at Jared now, brushing hair from his face. "I just needed time to consider it."

"We've been fucking for a year and now you need time to consider it, wow, that is …that is…well, you're a little slow there." Jared said dripping with sarcasm, but added, "Sorry, too. Just… fuck…don't know how I feel." He looked down into his drink and took a drink, ordering another. "Not sure how I feel beyond pretty gay at the moment and stupid for asking you to be my boyfriend. Fucking idiot is what I am." He thought about it, "Might feel drunk soon. That one is a new feeling; think I'll go for that one."

Jared ordered six shots and then looked at Jensen, "You'll always be my best friend. It's just all complicated now. Not the sex, that is a given. But the emotional shit is…festering, I suppose." He took a shot and said, "It's not enough, Jen. I want more." Jared laughed bitterly, "I'll take the sex if it's all I can get; apparently I'm addicted to your dick, baby." He sighed and Jensen heard derision in it, "Such a…" Jared said quietly, "Such a whore." He went quiet now.

"Not a whore, not at all." Jensen corrected him, "Do you love me? Like me? How do you feel about me?" Jensen had to know.

Jared considered this, "Love you. Probably, feels like that. Maybe. Should never have said anything. Probably ruined our friendship now." He drank another shot.

Jensen had enough. He drank the rest and looked at Jared, "Will you listen to me now?"

Jared nodded, looking at him now, eyes hurt. "I'm listening, Jen."

"Love you, too." Jensen said softly, "I'll take you up on that offer; if it's still available." Jared looked at him confused now.

"The sex or the boyfriend thing?" Jared asked and wobbled a little, tipsy but not too drunk.

"Both, mostly the boyfriend thing. I'd be proud to be your boyfriend." Jensen said and realized he'd never been surer of anything in his life. "I need you in my life, Jare."

"Oh, so you'll be…so we're…you love me?" Jared got out and Jensen nodded. "And you'll be my boyfriend, officially , or as officially as the PR department allows us to be. They'll make us hide it but as long as you want to be, I'll take it." He leaned closer to Jensen's face now, "I love you, too."

"Good, now, Jare, our first act as a couple, I order you to gay me up in public and kiss me, properly please." Jensen tugged him outside, between their cars, pulling him into his body, their faces touching now. "Kiss me please?"

"Gladly." Jared said and kissed him, his lips opening now, their tongues tangling and joining, and their kiss deepening with the need for more now, needing to have each other right then; the way their sex had always been. "House. Now." Jared groaned, forcing himself to stop before he really gayed Jensen up in public and fucked him on the hood of his car.

"No, here, fuck me, Jared, right here, right now." Jensen said, undoing his pants and working them off one leg. They were close to the back of the building anyway so it was fairly private here. Jared moaned at the sight of him spread eagled for him and lifted his hips to work him open while sucking him, sending Jensen spiraling already, the cool air hit his dick and he shivered but was more aware now they could could get caught fucking in public and still didn't care to stop, it was turning him on more, if he had to be honest about it. "Fuck the prep, Jare, just fuck me already!"

Jared chuckled and pushed into him, making him hiss in discomfort but then soon moan in pleasure, wrapping legs around his waist now up on elbows so he could watch his boyfriend; yay, that made him feel so happy now! Yes, his boyfriend, fuck him now. "Harder, baby, fuck me harder." Jensen moaned as the slow pace was wearing and his desire was building too fast for the slow to work for him anymore, "Pound me please!" He reach down and stroked Jared as he thrust in, squeezing lightly and making him thrust in faster and his head go back in the pleasure of it all. Now he fucked Jensen faster and pounded into him, making the man moan pornographically louder and louder, until he kissed up his body as he fucked Jensen, licking, rolling, and sucking those hard nipples, then up to his neck to nip and kiss there.

"Such a tight ass, so good around my dick! My ass, I own this ass, Jen, all mine! Fuck you feel so hot riding my dick…could fuck you for hours this way, where everyone can see me claim that hot ass of yours…fuck…cumming…filling that ass…so good…cumming…cum with me, baby!" Jared pleaded and lost it as Jensen tightened like a vice grip on his dick and came clawing and screaming his name into Jared's mouth as they kissed the sounds away, cumming one more time from Jared working through another orgasm of his own.

Then they dressed quickly and drove home, where the real fun began.

Beginning with Jared really fucking Jensen, the way they liked to do best.

He wanted to make his boyfriend scream his name over and over then see if Jensen could make him do it, too.

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Jensen was instantly pinned to a wall, while Jared pulled his clothes off, buttons flying everywhere as his shirt was yanked open and off in seconds. Jeans were yanked down with his briefs and unceremoniously tugged over his shoes, which he worked off without undoing the laces at all. At the same time, Jensen did the same to Jared, never breaking the kiss at all. Bodies touching to tightly they should have joined skin by now, they ended up falling back on Jared's couch and Jared promptly flipped him to the bottom. He lifted up Jensen's hips and lubed up, thrust in and smiled. Then he pulled back, waited, thrust in with all him might on one thrust, slamming Jensen's prostate, then doing it again and again, just as slow and just as hard, and just as brutally as he could manage.

Jensen nearly screamed his pleasure from this and Jared moved faster but kept up the hard and brutal thrusts until Jensen came grasping at him and screaming while Jared flipped him again, brutally fucking him and spanked his ass with his hand, hard as he could and left red hand marks on his gorgeous ass, Jared's ass now, his boyfriend's ass. "Love fucking this ass, Jen, gonna fuck this ass so good today. You'll know who owns it when I'm done!"

And Jared did just that, Jensen screaming his name over and over, as Jared brought his body to orgasms so many times he passed out from them.

Then did the same to Jared, when they woke up and he found the man cuddling him to his chest. Between the brutal sex, the cries of pleasure, the sounds of bodies pounding into each other, and the screams of Jensen's name and Jared's name from Jensen's lips as they were brought through and to so many orgasms they lost count until Jared passed out from them as well, "I love you" and "Move in with me?" were spoken, lost but not forgotten in the rest of it.

Just not able to be answered right then, because, honestly, answering required thought and both of the men were beyond that ability at the moment. Thoughts and rational thinking erased by their sex and orgasms, delayed until later.

"Will you, Jen? Will you move in here, with me?" Jared repeated once he woke up and found his lover cuddling him tightly to him. "I love you, Jen, please stay here with me? It's lonely here without you."

"Yes, I will. It's lonely at my place without you, too." Jensen admitted and sighed, "Maybe we should let Robert know where to reach me, now that I'm here…with you." Jensen smiled widely as a fool, very happy to have Jared in his arms and as his boyfriend now, "No one has ever made me feel so good and happy before, not like you do, Jared. You make me feel, well, like I want to be more, makes me need more in my life. Dana never really did that, but you did, from the time we became friends up to now. I love you, Jared. I want Robert to know we're a couple now, if that's okay with you?" Jensen looked at him uncertainly now, maybe Jared wanted to keep them quiet.

"We should tell him then, he'll be okay with it. Bet he already suspects it." Jared said smiling into Jensen arm, "You make me feel that way, too. When I'm with you, or think of you, I feel like my life has something worth keeping in it, not just a job or a house, or a good life I wanted, but something special, I feel special when I'm with you. Even when we were just friends, you made me feel that way. I love you, too, Jen. Can you move in tomorrow? Stay tonight? I'll help you, if you need me to. I want you here from now on, not there, not anymore."

"Tomorrow sounds perfect, let's just sleep now, huh? I don't want to let you out of my arms right now. You smell good, Jare. Like that cologne. So sexy smelling." Jensen said as his eyes closed in sleep again. "Love you so much, baby. Yours now, forever if you want me."

"I do, Jen, I want you with me for forever." Jared said slipping into sleep as well, and moving closer to Jensen's warm body.

Tomorrow he'd be where he belonged, here with Jared.

Then they would tell Robert, maybe at a housewarming dinner that night, just the three of them. His kitchen now, too. Their bedroom, not just Jared's, not anymore.

That sounded great. Theirs.

This was theirs.

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"So, you're telling me, you two are a couple, boyfriends, and living together now?" Robert asked, and drank some wine.

"Yes, we've been involved with each other for almost a year now, just recently became boyfriends and last night He asked me to move in with him which I agreed to. I hope this doesn't affect how you see us. You're still our friend." Jensen explained, "We still love doing the show and we'll play straight as you want us to, don't worry. Don't let that worry you, we won't freak out the Public Relations department. You are the only one we're telling, so that part is up to you. You can tell others and we'll go public, or you keep it to yourself and we keep it between us, we date and such, but don't get too public with it. Up to you."

"I think it should be okay to tell the others and you will only need the one trailer now, right?" Robert said and smiled, "Won't affect the show, you shouldn't have to hide it, guys. It's not a shameful thing to be gay actors playing straight. Just keep it down to a low roar in public, PR will freak if you don't."

So they had another housewarming party for everyone else and told them, too. They would have one trailer now and, of course, be able to date and such openly. Just not too openly. They got the point.

That night they cuddled on the couch and watched their Chuck Norris and Jet Li flicks, chuckling and making fun of them and also enjoying the action. They leaned close and occasionally put an arm over a shoulder and pulled each other in for a kiss, before keeping it brief and smiling as they cuddled even closer.

Date night was fun, maybe they could work in a dinner later, too.

Preferably at their favorite Restaurant, Giorgio's.

Not take out either, at the actual restaurant and with kisses and holding hands.

Yeah, they were so going to do that!

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