Well here's the new chapter up. Please review.
Bella's pov.
It has been 4 months since Jasper had sent me a letter saying how he is
during or how much longer it is 'til I get to see him again.
I was just coming down the stairs from putting the twins down for a nap, when a messenger boy was coming down the road toward the house as soon as Elizabeth and John stopped the horses.
While Elizabeth walked in the house to go and check on the twins, I walked out to the messenger boy, while John stood on the porch watching and making sure that everything was ok.
"Are you Isabella Whitlock?" he said. "Yes, I am." I said. "Here" he said while sounding sad and pitiful and heading me a letter. "Thank You." I said while he rode off down the road.
I walked back to the porch and open the letter and started reading the letter, only to find that it is from the army saying Jasper has been missing in action for more than 4 months.
As I was reading the letter I sunk down to the floor of the porch bursting out into tears.
I was screaming and bawling my eyes out and I just finally realized that John went and got Elizabeth to come and help me but took the letter with him so he could read it and keep me and Elizabeth from reading it.
"Bella, its going to be ok you still have me, John, Alex and Caleb. Please Bella, please for Alex and Caleb, so please calm down." Elizabeth said while rocking me back and forth and smoothing my hair down like a mother would do to her child when they are upset.
Eventually I quieted my bawling sobs to just sniffles and I looked at Elizabeth and hugged her. "Thank you, for being here with me right now. I don't know what I would do without you being here." "It's ok Bells, what are best friends for anyway."
We got up and made our way into the house and into the living room, only to find John and the babies sitting there playing around.
He did not notice us until we started giggling while he started making strange voices. "Um…they woke up while you to was outside and I went to go get them and they wouldn't go back to sleep so I started playing games with them." He said while stuttering every few words.
"It's ok John. They really like playing games with people." I said while going over to the babies and pinching each of their cheeks and having them smile and giggle at me.
After a few hours of helping me through the first stage of knowing that Jasper is gone and going with me to tell my family.
Which I have my mother moving in with me because she says that with Jasper gone I will need someone to help me with the babies instead of having Elizabeth coming up everyday,
Which I had to agree with her, because I know Elizabeth loves the babies but I don't won't to burden her with coming up here everyday.
Today Renee, my mother, was moving in with me and leaving Charlie, my father, all alone in the house for a few day until she goes and visits him and then comes back here.
"Mom, you know you don't have to do this you can stay with dad at your house I'll be all right here by myself." I told her as soon as she showed up at the house.
"Now Bella, you know I can't do that because that would be me leaving my only child, with two children of her own, to fend for herself." she said.
I knew she would do that pull the my child card to make me feel sorry for myself trying to make her not live her with me. "Ok, whatever you think is best mother." I said.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Few Weeks Later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It has been a few weeks since Renee moved in with me and I was thinking it was going to bad but it wasn't.
The only problem I've had is that in the night when I'm asleep she says that I am and crying and screaming Jasper's name and yelling for him to come back to me.
The nightmares I've been having of me and Jasper was starting to scare me but I would not come out and tell mother because she would probably think I am goin crazy, because most of the time its me and Jasper in a field with these three women coming closer to Jasper. All three of them and Jasper where talking but I could only make out parts of what Jasper was saying from his strong, firm and independent voice he had gotten from his father. They was asking Jasper about what his name was. Then all of a sudden two of them was gone except for the one that was asking Jasper the questions a few seconds ago, but then she leaped toward Jasper and then I wake up not wanting to see what happen to Jasper.
So today I was going on a walk that me and Jasper walked all the time before we got married.
It is a trail that goes through the woods until it leads out into a field with a waterfall in it on the upper side of the field but to get there you had to walk a few miles like two or three but that would be no problem for me where I had walked it almost a hundred times.
"Mom, could you watch the twins for a while, because I am goin on a walk for a few hours or so?" I said. "Sure, honey you take all the time you need." She said sounding glad.
After saddling up Jasper's horse, Sunfire, I was on my way to the trail to the waterfall.
After a few minutes of riding I was ready to start walking the trail to the waterfall.
Renee's p.o.v.
I hope this helps Bella but I hope she stays safe because there has been people going missing lately.
"Aaaaaaaah!" (I am only guessing that's what a baby screams when they wake up because I ain't never been around one when they wake up.) sounds like one of the babies are up.
I walked up their room and they were both awake, just laying their staring at the door waiting for somebody to come and get them.
"Ahh, were you babies ready to get up from your nap? Well only grandma is here right now mommy went out for a while." I told them but knowing they wouldn't understand me right now at their age.
Bella's p.o.v
I was about ready to break down while I was walking the trail because I could see the tracks me and Jasper had made from walking and running the trail so much.
I finally made it to the field at sunset and the field was just how me and Jasper had left it because we made it where nobody can find the trail here because this is mine and Jasper's place.
When I made it to the edge of the waterfall's lake, as I made my way to the edge of it I removed my shoe's thinking of a way of getting Jasper back because I know he is still out there, looking for me, just like I am him.
I heard a rustling behind me but when I looked nothing was there, so I turned back around.
Then all of a sudden something attacked me from behind were I had heard rustling of trees a few minutes ago.
