Sorry for being gone for so long. But I've started to read a few old fanfictions I used to read when I started out here at fanfiction and it got me to remember why I started to write my stories in the first place. And I'm kind of stuck a few chapters into my original story so I was thinking that getting back to my fanfiction roots could really help. I'll be back with another chapter in a day or too :)

Loren: "WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" She was freaking out.


Loren: "Seriously, I've told you to stay away from me!"

Man: "I know but can you just hear me out? only for a minute."

Loren: "I stopped wanting to hear from you and missing you the moment you cheated on me Cam!"

Cam: "I never wanted thing to be like this, I love you Loren and I just want a second chance to fix this!"

Loren: "This? There is nothing here for you to fix Cameron. Just leave me alone!"

Cam: "I can leave, but I will never stop fighting for you Lo."

Loren: "To bad, cause I'm never taking you back. So stop wasting you time as well as mine!"

Cam: "I'm serious Lo, I'm not giving up on us."

Loren: "There is no us so just go." She pushed past him and ran over to her car.

She got out of there as fast as she could, seeing him standing there with hope fighting for her wasn't something she could handle. It was to painful, bringing back all the memories, laughters and tears. Her perfect day just got turned around.


SANDERS HOUSEHOLD

Mel: "You know how much of a double standard that is, right?"

Lisa: "It's not, you just keep ruining the trust we have in you every time we give it to you."

Mel: "I stay at my best friends house for one night, helping her out before she might get her dreams to come true. But Phil is out doing only god knows what almost every night and he get's to go but not me?"

Lisa: "He checks in with me letting me know where he is and what his doing. You just takes of and doesn't come home."

Mel: "I told you that I was going to Loren's and that I might stay there, it's not my fault that you never take the time to listen to me. And do you really think that he is doing what he says he is? Cause I sure doesn't."

Lisa: "If you had checked in I might have let you go tonight, but I'm not so sure anymore. I trust him to always do the right thing."

Mel: "Come on Lisa! Eddie invited us, backstage and all of that! Loren really needs me there."

Lisa: "I've heard you say that but that doesn't give me the trust I need to let you go."

Mel: "It's one night only, it's Eddie Duran. Actually it's two nights.." She started to regret the words as she said them.

Lisa: "See, trying to let you go one night and then do the same for tomorrow.. And you wonder why I have a hard time letting you go."

Mel: "I didn't try to do anything, I just totally spaced out about tomorrow cause I was so exited about tonight. And you have to let me go tomorrow because Loren has her first performance and I really really wanna be there to support her."

Lisa: "Why is everything you do about Loren? Never mind.. maybe you can go tomorrow, if you stay home tonight."

Mel: "That is so not fair!" She was gonna fight this to the finish even if Lisa got her way she had given it her best shot.


Loren was just a few minutes late, not that Kelly noticed. She was way to busy with a bunch of work stuff.

Loren: "Kelly tell me about tomorrow."

Kelly: "Tomorrow?" She was to distracted to connect the dots at once.

Loren: "Eddie told me about the show?" She was hesitant, thinking that maybe she hadn't told her about it was because she had changed her mind about it.

Kelly: "Oh right.. I totally forgot about that. Well it's only for Jake's benefit, he has a harder time believing in you than I do. But it's just one set with maybe two songs, nothing big."

Loren: "Okay, so if I do well I can work with you?"

Kelly: "You're gonna be amazing Loren, I know you will."

Loren: "Okay.. but I do have a severe case of stage fright just so you know.."

Kelly: "Nothing I can't handle, don't worry Loren. You'll do great."

Loren: She looked at the time on her phone, not really listening to her encouragement. "Okay, well I need to go.. I'm late" She walked out without a word to Kelly.

Kelly: "I'll talk to you later about the whole thing." She yelled after her, not sure if she heard it. What was so important that she had to practically run out of here?


It was almost one.. the thought of her being there soon made his heart raise even more than it had during the soundcheck. He had some plans for the day, but was thinking that time could take them where it wanted to for the most part. Making her realize just how easy she can do this, lunch.. a very late one but still and a little field trip if there was time. This day was going to be amazing, no this weekend was.

Things were finally getting turned around again, for the better this time. She was still given the chance to take the first step into this new exciting world, she just had to make it through tomorrow. But before that she had the rest of her day to spend with one person, the only one that really mattered.. Eddie. She couldn't help the smile on her face to grow once she pulled up at the Avalon.

I can do this.. just take a deep breath.. Was her thoughts as she entered the stadium. The feeling she got when she was inside was something she'd never felt before. She made her way over to the stage, taking in the feeling. She stopped in the middle of the audience part of the stadium just watching him do his thing on stage. Eddie just finished up when she was standing not that far from the stage.

Eddie: "I started to think that you wouldn't show up" He said and walked of stage, closer to her.

Loren: "Just got a little held up at home.." She let her mind wander to Cam for only a second. "Then I had to stop by Kelly to talk about tomorrow." She said hoping that he didn't notice her brief pause.

Eddie: "Well I'm glad you made it" He said as he now stood just a few feet in front of her, giving her that famous smile of his. He could tell that something wasn't alright with her, but she didn't seem to want to talk about it just yet. So he let it go for now. "What did Kelly say?"

Loren: "I am performing at MK tomorrow night.. and if I do well I'm on board at JMM."

Eddie: "Loren that's great! and you're gonna be amazing so don't worry." He looked up at the stage and then back at Loren. "Come on, I wanna show you something." He started to walk back up on stage as she lightly followed.

Loren: "Thank you.." She said and took another step towards the stage. "What is it?"

Eddie: "This.." He pulled her to the middle on the stage.

Loren: "Wow.." was everything she could say.

Eddie: He now stood behind her, "you will stand here soon with hundreds of your fans standing down there, screaming your name." He said leaning over her shoulder and pointing out over the rest of the stadium.

Loren: She could feel his breath on her cheek, she got chills all down her spine. "I'm not sure I can do this whole thing.. you know that stage fright thing I told you about" She said and turned around.

Eddie: "You know, I had that at first too.." He said as he realized they where only inches away from eachother.

Loren: "I so don't believe that!" She walked around the stage, thinking I'm not doing that..

Eddie: "It's true, I ran of stage the first time" he followed her around the stage with his eyes.

Loren: "And you were like what.. five?"

Eddie: "No, eleven."

Loren: "It took you that long to get up on stage?"

Eddie: "Says you who's eighteen and still hasn't gotten up there yet?"

Loren: "I'm up here right now.. And I'm not the child of two rockstars." She crossed her arms and just looked at him.

Eddie: "That doesn't change things." He walked up to her again. "And you standing here right now doesn't count.. unless you sing."

Loren: "Oh, no! you have to wait until tomorrow, just like everyone else."

Eddie: "But I'm not everyone else" He took a few steps closer to Loren. "And I've already heard you sing so.."

Loren: "I don't know, even though there's nobody else here I could easily faint."

Eddie: "I don't believe that" He took her hands and pulled her to center stage again, looking in her eyes. "Just look at me and sing, nothing else exists"

Loren: She took a deep breath and looked into his eyes, she lost words to say. Everything was floating away but the two of them. "Just sing..?"

Eddie: "Just sing" he was still holding her hands and he could feel her hardening her grip as she tried to relax herself.

This is it, there is no turning back. If I do this now tomorrow wont be as bad. There is only me and Eddie, no one else. She thought as she took another deep breath and started to sing..

They tell me its nice this time of year

Down on earth

But My head has been in the clouds

I'm acting weird and lost for words.

Falling like the stars

I'm falling fast and hard for something out of reach

I could be there but you wouldn't see me

Hover in the air, like I'm just a daydream, oh

Why does it feel so far?

Close enough to touch

But you're looking through me

In the same room a smile away

Feels miles from where you are.

Might as well be Mars

As I said at the top I'll be starting to post again for a while and we'll see where it takes me.

Peace!