Hey again. Sorry I was late, I've been busy lately and that was a hard chapter to work on. Sorry things got out of control so I had to change the rating. I hope you like my new chapter.
Maya yelled at her phone panicked, "What? What do you mean you lost him?"
She listened for moments, then asked nervously, "Who are those people?"
After a second she twisted her mouth, "Damn it Dembe, What can we do now? ...Okay... I'll talk to Keen...I'll call you later."
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Dembe opened the door of the hotel room to let Maya in. She stepped in, "Where's he?"
He closed the door, "He's waiting for you inside."
She walked inside to find him sitting on the sofa. He smiled as he saw her, "Maya, dear. I missed you."
She sat on a chair facing him and asked angrily, "Reddington, I need to know what's going on? Why did the Musad took you? And why is your ex-wife involved in that?"
He sighed annoyed with that start, "Maya, there are some things I can't explain now."
She asked out of patience, "Why? I need to understand."
He raised an eye brow and didn't answer, so she continued, "Okay, that adress we've got from Berlin's man, if you really didn't find him there, why did he wanted you to go there?"
He got up to pour himself a drink. She tucked her mouth, "You know? She was right about you."
He turned to look at her not understanding, so she stood up and continued with her voice starting to get louder, "Liz was right. You are full of secret and lies. You never tell the truth. You've entered our lives and just ruined it. We've had better lives before we knew you."
He tilted his head, "What's that all about Adam?"
She sighed and buried her face in her hands. He sat next to her put his hand on her shoulder gently, "Come on, talk to me."
She raised her head to look at him with tearful eyes, "I need to understand, Raymond. Why is your wife involved in this? How did you know she's his target? And why is she?"
He tucked his brows, "You can't be serious. It's a matter of jealousy?"
She raised an eye brow mad of him, then she got up nervously to leave.
Dembe entered holding a yellow big envelope, "Raymond, you've got a package."
She stood still worried and curious. Red took the envelope and checked it, so Dembe asked, "You want me to open it?"
Red shook his head and began unfolding the package. Maya watched him as he got a cellular phone out and called the number saved to it.
He listened to phone then asked, "Where's she?"
After few moments he put the phone down to the table and sat on the couch holding the envelope again.
Maya approached him and asked worried, "What is it, Raymond?"
He got a small box out and opened it slowly. Maya put her hand on her mouth to prevent a scream, when she saw a female finger lying inside the box.
Red sighed and closed the box. He rested his head to the back of couch closing his eyes in pain.
She sat next to him and held his hand carefully. He opened his eyes, looked at her, "Maya, You need to leave now. We'll talk about it later."
She stared at him, "Raymond, I can't leave you now. I..."
He cut her off with firm voice, "Maya, please, go home now."
She squeezed his hand and whispered, "Are you going to be okay?"
He answered, "I'm fine."
She scanned his face worried. She knows he was suffering and hiding his pain. She was frustrated too, but she had to listen to him. She got up and put a gentle kiss on his temple before she leaves.
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Two weeks later, Maya got into her car, dialled a number on her phone. She listened to the ring for a moment, "Dembe, let me talk to him... What do you mean he can't talk to me? ... Dembe, put him on the phone right now."
After a moment she heard his voice, so she asked in a hurry, "What are you going to do? ... About your deal with Berlin?"
She listened to him then objected, "Raymond, you have to cancel it. You don't have his money now. The office has frozen the accounts. You know that and still going on?!"
she moved her hand slowly on her hair running out of patience, "If you do this, mostly you and her are going to die?"
She listened to him then asked huskily, "You're doing all of this so you can get your wife back?"
She looked out of the window trying to hold her tears as he replied. She yelled at him, "My people?! ... No Raymond, it's not about the FBI. It's about you. I'm worried about you. I don't want to lose you."
She sobbed after he finished his words, "Okay, Raymond. Just be careful please. And call me once you're done. Or at least let Dembe call me, if you are busy."
She hanged up with him and her tears ran on her cheeks. She is going to lose him, she knows that. If he survived that deal, he mostly will be back to his wife after he had the deal with the FBI now. She started her car and drove to her home. There, she didn't even change her clothes. She just laid in bed thinking of him. God, she missed him. She missed his smile. Missed his touch. She still can feel his kisses on her neck. She whined touching her neck to recall his kisses. She still remember how he tasted. She needs to taste him again. She's longing to his tongue and how it wandered her mouth. He was right, she wants to explore him, even more than he wanted it. And now he's gone.
She's never felt that with anyone before. Even the guy she knew in her country when she was young, or the two men she had relationships with here in the States. They never make her experience such things. She's never allowed them or wanted to get through that with any of them.
No one has ever made her feel like he makes her feel. She's never wanted a man as she wants him. She didn't know when she felt asleep. But it was few minutes by midnight when she waked up panicked because of a hidden feeling someone is watching her. Before her hand reaches her drawer to get her gun, she heard him, "It's okay. It's me."
She turned to look at him. She couldn't see him, but she recognised his silhouette by the light coming from the street lights. She sat up and opened the lamb next to her bed. He was standing by her bed watching her quietly. He asked amazed, "You look like shit? You didn't even change your clothes."
She sighed and didn't answer, so he moved a tress of her hair away from her face, "You were crying?"
She bent her kness to her chest and whispered, "Why are you here, Reddington?"
He tilted his head, "I thought you were worried about me, and would want to know I'm fine?"
She looked at him with blaming eyes then asked, "Tell me what happened."
He sighed, sat on edge of bed and held one of her knees, "Lizzie unfroze the accounts. Berlin has got his money back."
She tilted her head and commented mocking , "And you got your wife back."
He drew traces on her leg and didn't look at her, "Maya, it's not what you're thinking. Definitely it's not. My wife and I are over, decades ago."
She held his hand stopping him, "Are you okay?"
He looked into her eyes passionately, "I just... missed you. I feel it's been a year since I saw you last time."
She raised his hand to her face and kissed his palm, "Where's she now?"
He moved his hand from her mouth to touch her face gently, "In a safe place."
She couldn't help asking curious, "What will you do next?"
He moved his hand to her neck, "Haven't decided yet."
She knew he lied, but didn't want to ruin the moment. So she changed the subject, "I missed you too."
He stopped moving his hand and looked at her amused. She got embarrassed by his look, so she moved to get out of her bed, "Are you hungry?"
He followed her with his eyes as she was running away, "I'm not."
She took her brush and began to brush her hair which got tangled because of sleep. He got up, stood behind her taking the brush from her, "Let me do it for you."
She gave up and let him comb her hair. She watched him in the mirror as he moved the brush very gently and seductively. She couldn't help but holding his other hand, to make his arm embrace her. When she's done that he put the brush down and surrounded her with his two arms and moved forward one more step to stick his body to her back. This time she didn't resist him. She needed to feel he was still with her. She needed to feel he was hers. She rested her head to his shoulder and closed her eyes. He leaned forward to kiss her temple. She sighed and pressed her body against him. He could feel the fire burning inside of her. He moved one hand upwards to touch her breast. He waited for a moment to see if she would reject that. When she didn't move a muscle, he cupped his hand around it and became squeezing it gently. She moaned in pleasure. She could feel his erection pressing against her lower back. She knew he's been aroused too as she is. She moved his hand that still around her waist, guided it downwards. He got her hint, so he continued to reach inbetween her thighs. He felt her jeans preventing him from feeling her fire. So he moved his hand to her waist. He kept one hand caressing her breasts, while his other hand unbuttoned and unzipped her trousers. He got his hand inside it before moving it to the tunnel between her thighs. He was pleased to find her underpants wet. He touched her wetness with one finger, moving it along her groove. She groaned with his touch. She felt her desire is burning her, she wanted him to cool her down. She whispered huskily, "Raymond."
He started to move his finger forward and backwards over her underpants. She moved her hand backwards to grip his butt and squeezed it. Her movement made him feel she needs more. He moved her underpants aside and glided his hand beneath it.
She froze once he touched her and held her breath. He whispered in her ear, "Relax, I'm not going to hurt you."
She moved her hand to hold the hand squeezing her breast, moved with it as one piece. He knew that was her approval.
He moved his finger along the line between her thighs as he did before, but this time directly with no barriers. With his movement he gradually pressed deeper, till he reached her opening. He made very gentle circles around her hole without penetrating it. She felt her whole body is burning. She moaned and pressed his upper hand to stop the stimuli coming from her titts. She wanted to concentrate on the fire he's building within her core. He pressed his finger against her hole once, before he moves it up a bit till he reached her clit He felt her body shivering. He began caressing it with his finger tip. She groaned, so he started circling it slowly. She felt her legs can't bear her weight anymore. So she leaned forward to the chair in front of her to avoid falling. He knew how she was feeling, so he supported her with his other hand and leaned to her, as he continued his job. He increased his pace and pressure on her clit, while her moans are getting louder. She gasped, "Raymond, don't stop."
He didn't intend to. He felt she was close, so he rupped her very fast with his fingers and started squeezing her breast very hard this time. She was withering between his arms. It was seconds before she cried out as she reached her climax. He didn't stop his rupping, he wanted to make her enjoy it to the last moment. He could feel her fluids covering his hand, so he smiled pleased that he made her experience and enjoy a new thing for her with him.
She leaned to rest her forehead on the chair. He asked worried, "You're okay?"
She breathed heavily then nodded. He moved his hand from her pants to his nose to smell it. He took a deep breath, "You smell like strawberry, sweetie."
She barely could stand up and turn to face him. She met his amused eyes, so she embraced his body with her arms, rested her head against his shoulder and didn't say a word.
In the morning, she got up early before him. She raised her head to examine his calm face. She remembered what happened last night and how she asked him to stay with her that night. She remembered how he embraced her with his arms till she felt asleep. She thought of the feelings he made her experience for the first time in her life. She smiled and put her arm around him. She could feel his arousal touching her arm. She thought of him and how he was aroused last night and that she didn't give him a relief. She felt it was very selfish. She didn't satisfy him as he did to her.
She moved her hand slowly towards his bulge. She didn't want to wake him up to not to get embarrassed. She touched him hesitated as she watched his face. She saw him smiling during his sleep. She sat up and approached his waist. She moved her fingers over it slowly, so he hummed. She laid again next to him and glided her hand carefully inside his pants. She closed her eyes as she touched his warm hardness. She swallowed hardly and moved one finger on it from its base to its tip. She checked him again and he was still asleep. She caressed his balls with two fingers, then she touched his smooth tip. She wanted to explore him as he said. She gripped his cock with her hand. Feeling of his manhood filling her hand made her curious to see it. She straddled his legs without direct touch to them. She leaned forward and unzipped his trousers carefully. She could see his bulge filling his shorts. She leaned to it and kissed it lightly. When she didn't get a sign of him getting awake, she freed it from the underpants. She was astonished by his unexplained arousal. She leaned again and touched its tip. She was amused with its smoothness , started to kiss it slowly and began to move her lips down to its base. She sucked one of his balls into her mouth caressing it with her tongue. She heard him moaning but she didn't care. She was aroused herself and intended to finish what she's started. She licked his all length then began to suck its head. Red moved under her and she implied he's up now. So she sat down on his thighs and continued suckling his cock. She felt him getting more hard. She was proud she could make the legendary Raymond Reddington aroused with her little experience. She felt his hand pressing her head to engulf him more. He's now totally awake. She began to go faster and he barely could hold his moans. He started to push his pelvis up towards her hand with each movement she makes. She heard him whispering her nome, she knew he was coming. She moved her mouth away and started milking him with her hand. Her hand felt as perfect as her mouth around his cock. Seconds later he was groaning with his fluids rushing out of him to cover her clothes. She saw his hands clawed to the bed and his all body tensed beneath her. She didn't stop till she was sure he's done and his body began to relax.
She kissed his cock, put it back to the shorts . He watched her zipping his pants again then looking up at him. He smiled at her,"Good morning."
She smiled, climbed him to reach his mouth and kiss his lips,"Good morning."
He tapped her back, "Why was that?"
She replied simply, "That was a thank you, for last night."
He raised an eye brow amazed. So she continued, "You brought me the idea when I found you aroused."
He laughed, "I was dreaming."
She wondered, "Of whom?"
He moved her aside gently and got up before looking passionately at her, "Definitely of you, whom else would I dream of?"
She got up and hugged him, "I love you Raymond."
He hugged her and kissed her hair, "I think I have to go now."
She moved away looking at him astonished, "It's too early."
He nodded, "I need to go to the hotel first to change."
She sighed, "You're going to her?"
He wondered, "To whom?"
The look in her eyes told him the answer, so he didn't wait for it but headed to the bathroom. She felt she's been broken by him leaving her now to go to her, to go to his wife.
