Hey guys. -doudges a bunch of shape objects- I know, I suck but let me just tell all my few faithful readers(if you're still willing to read this) that I am exxxxxtttrrreeeeemmmeee sorry for not updating in like a year!T_T I blame it on school! My shorpmore year could have ended smoother and my junior year is half way complete and I seriously want to end this damn year as soon as possible. How bad was it? Well in the second week of school I cussed out my first period teacher and I had to do my work in the cafeteria for the rest of the year. Why did I do it, well when I take tests I have a problem with alot a noise going on which means I can't focus on what I'm working on. How is that a major problem? Well take it from point of view. Try taking a 50 question test; which by the way has alot of 'explain your anwser' type of questions, when almost every one of your classmates are talking louder than a normal conversation level, throw in my teacher joking around 'loudly' with someone I don't know why was in the classroom in the first place, and having the t.v. on with the volume up almost to the mass!!! To me it was either cuss out teacher for not acting respossible enough to tell the class to be quite while there was still a handful of students; including me, still taking an annoying ass test or destroy the damn t.v. ;which by the way is school property and I didn't feel like getting expeled in my second week of school..

I have some bad anger issues, I know.^^' I'm usually nice and respectful to every teacher I ever had but I dispise teachers who are irispossible. Then after I cussed him out the teacher took me outside in the hallway and tried to yell at Now it kind'da hard to act serious about the subject because the teacher I'm talking about is about two inches shorter than me and I'm a little under the average height for a female, so when he was yelling I tried not to laugh. He told me to chill out and have some respect for him and the class. At that point I got pissed again. Jackass._ I ended up making a 98 in that class. Ecology(the class I'm ranting about) sucks, I should have taking Chemetry atleast that class is more of a challege. Oh, and I loved working in the cafeteria! All the lunch ladies are awesome, except a few but the mojority are sweet.^^

Sorry, I got completly off subject. That really wasn't part of the reason why I haven't been updating. Algebra II tried to kill me; I hate that class!!! We had homework literally everyday and every weekend and I'm horrible at math so I was lucky to past that class with a 74... Not only that but my sister is always quiting or losing her job so either shes asleep or on the computer so that was a distraction to. The reason why I'm posting this is to apologize and to inform you guys that during the past few months I've been looking over what I wrote and I realized just how much I suck at typing this fic!! It seems like in every chapter I forgot to write something or include something important and infact the only chapter I'm not upset about is the one I'm currently trying to finish. What I'm trying to say is that I'm going to and rewrite 'My Love to My Hate'. No!!! I will not delete the story I'm just going to switch it up and fix each chapter to my likeing and after I post the chapter I'm working on I promise the fic will continue as planned.

Just please hang in there and trust me on this because I can't contiue the fic if the first five chapters are crappy and unblanced. Kay? I hope you guys understand and in the mean time I planning on starting another fic(I know I 'm a total bitch) called 'Winter Wonders' and I hoope that'll distract you for the time being until I update on this fic again. Loves and Kisses and I hope you guys had a Happy Chirstmas and an awesome upcoming New Years! ~blueneko8