Hey Everyone, so this chapter is a little bi longer then usual but thats because i couldnt decide where to end it. so i just left it long. Enjoy

Back at the Bella's house Beca was curled up on the couch with a blanket as Chloe made them a cup of tea. Beca knew that she was going to have to tell Chloe something, she had already agreed to that earlier in the day. But she didn't know what would be easier, to tell Chloe what she was or to tell her what had happened to her. Either prospect was one Beca wanted to avoid, in fact it was one she had successfully avoided for the past ten years. She had never told anyone, not about Daz or that night in the alley, not about what was hiding in her pants. No one, she had never uttered a word. Though to be honest it wasn't that hard, Beca didn't really have anyone in her life these days, she hadn't really had anyone since she left Barden. Everyone in LA was either a work colleague or an acquaintance. She didn't let anyone get close, she had never even had anyone in her apartment except for the real estate agent when they leased her the place 3 years ago. Beca had led a life full of solitude for the past 10 years in order to protect herself now that barrier of protection was gone. And Beca was going to have to talk, finally.

"Here we go" Chloe chirped as she sat down a tray with two cups of tea, a whiskey on the rocks and a block of chocolate. "I wasn't sure what you were feeling in the mood for so I thought I would cover my basis" She said turning and facing Beca as she tucked one foot underneath her and picking up one of the cups of tea. Beca smiled and gave a half laugh at the red head who always knew how to make her feel at ease.

"Thanks Chlo, this is great" Beca said as she reached for the cup of tea before changing her mind and picking up the whiskey.

"It's nothing Bec….soo" Chloe said watching Beca as she stared at the whiskey in her hands.

"I guess you wanna know what happened back at Hektor's" Beca said finally looking up from the drink in her hands.

"I do, but I'm not going to force you Beca, you need to want to tell me on your own"

"I don't….want to tell you that is. I don't want to have to tell anyone" Beca said as she looked back down at the whiskey in her glass, nodding to herself, she lifted the glass to her lips and knocked it back in one large sip. Wincing slightly as the liquid burned a trail down her throat she placed the glass back on the coffee table and looked back up at Chloe.

"But I think I need to, I'm scared though... that once you know I'll lose you"

"Beca" Chloe said seriously "There is nothing you could tell me that would make me turn away from you, even if you told me you had killed someone I would still be here" Chloe stared into Beca's eyes trying to convey just how much she meant what she had said. Beca smirked, trust Chloe Beale to make something scary seem not so bad.

"Ok Beale" Beca said as she took a deep breath "so…i….fuck I don't know how to do this" Beca said to herself frustratingly. "How hard is it to just say the words" she continued to berate herself while shaking her head. Chloe got up and came to sit right next to Beca taking her hand in hers and rubbing circles on it. "It's ok Bec's, why don't you just start at the start" Chloe said trying to soother the brunettes nerves.

"The start…ok yeah that makes sense, the start" Beca said tapping out a tune on her blanketed legs with her hands "so if I'm gonna do this I need you not to interrupt ok?" Beca said looking up at Chloe who just nodded and gave her an encouraging smile.

"ok so you know how my dad left me and my mom when I was little?" Beca asked looking up at Chloe who just nodded at her "well what I never told you was why he left, he left because of me. He left because I wasn't the daughter he signed up for. He left cause I'm a freak"

"Beca your not"

"No interrupting remember?" Beca said looking at Chloe who nodded sheepishly while making the motions of locking her lips with her hands. "So as I was saying my dad left because I was, because I am a freak. I was born different Chlo. Which is why I have never had a romantic relationship"

"What" Chloe said as she clamped her hands over her mouth to stop herself from saying anymore, her eyes pleading with Beca to forgive her for interrupting again. Beca held her gaze for a minute before nodding her head and continuing her story " no I have never had a romantic relationship, I've never slept with anyone either" Beca said as she watched Chloe's eyebrow rise impossibly high.

"I have never done either of those things because i…I have a…." as Beca struggled to get her words out Chloe wordlessly rose from the couch and walked out leaving a very confused Beca but only for a moment as she returned with the bottle of whiskey and topped up Beca's glass sending a wink her way in the process.

"Thanks" Beca said gratefully as she took a more restrained sip then before. Beca placed the glass back on the coffee table as she blurted out "I have a dick Chlo". Beca sat there waiting for Chloe to scream, or slap her or even walk away but she did none of those things. The room remained silent for a few minutes until Beca raised her eyes to look at Chloe who just gave Beca a small smile. Beca was dumbfounded. "Why aren't you screaming or something?" Beca asked. Chloe just sat there smiling at Beca. "Ok Chlo you need to say something cause your weirding me out."

"You told me not to interrupt"

Beca barked out a laugh "ok and you only just now decided to listen to that request?"

"Too be honest I am still trying to wrap my head around the fact that you have never had sex"

"Chloeeee" Beca whined "I just told you one of my biggest secrets and that's all you took from it?"

"Beca" Chloe said taking Beca's hands in her own to stop her from flailing them around "you could tell me you had a tail and a third nipple and it wouldn't make me look at you any different."

"It wouldn't?" Beca said surprised.

"Nope" Chloe said popping the 'p' and beaming at Beca.

"That's lucky because what you said about a tail…" Beca said smirking at Chloe "I might have one of those to."

"Your such a weirdo Mitchell" Chloe said laughing and lightly hitting Beca on the shoulder.

"I do have one question though?" Chloe said suddenly looking very thoughtful.

"Shoot"

"How big are you?"

"Seriously? That's your one question? Not how is that medically possible or is it fully functional but how big it is? You are unbelievable" Beca said while smiling, she couldn't believe that Chloe was just taking this all in her stride. She didn't even flinch. Maybe she should of trusted Chloe and told her years ago, maybe she wouldn't of had to spend the last 10 years alone. Beca shook her head, it didn't matter, not now, not when Chloe knew now and was soo amazing about it.

"Soo?" Chloe asked prodding Beca on her side with her finger

"Oh my god, you're serious?" Beca said.

"Dixie Chicks serious" Chloe nodded her head at Beca.

"Umm I don't really know Chlo, its not like I have ever shown anyone or compared sizes" Beca said feeling embarrassed and knowing that a blush was starting to color her cheeks.

"Well you can show me, I have been with a few guys so I know the average plus how will you ever have dick confidence if you don't know"

"This conversation just went to a whole new level weird, you really want to see it Beale?"

"I do" Chloe said nodding.

"umm ok, this is so wack…" Beca said looking around "umm ok I can do this, its not like you haven't see the rest of me naked. But umm not here, I don't want the girls walking in and you know?" Beca said looking to Chloe for confirmation that she understood. Chloe nodded "Upstairs?" Beca said grabbing the bottle of whiskey and her glass " just in case I need the encouragement" Beca said smiling shyly at Chloe. "Lead the way Beale".

Once they had climbed the stairs and reached the bedroom Beca's palms were sweating, she didn't think she had ever been this nervous in her life. Was she really going to show Chloe? How weird is that? How weird is she for considering it? How weird is it that Chloe asked to see it? All Beca knew was that the whole situation was weird.

"Here" Chloe said handing Beca her glass of whiskey. Nodding in appreciation Beca took a generous sip and put the glass on the bedside table. Turning to face Chloe she didn't know what to do next, she was beyond nervous. There were so many thoughts running through her brain, what if Chloe laughed at her, or thought she was stupid, oh my god what if she got hard in front of her? She couldn't do this, this was crazy what was she thinking. Chloe watched Beca and the array or emotions flick across her face, taking a step towards her Chloe placed her hands on either side of Beca's face and forced her to make eye contact.

"Bec's its ok, I'm not going to laugh at you or run away, I'm just going to look, but if you don't want me to or you're not ready then that's ok. I'm never going to force you into anything" Chloe said and Beca could hear the sincerity in her voice and all her previous concerns started to dissipate. Beca nodded and said "ok". "Ok" Chloe said and smiled as she moved her hands from Beca's face and moved them down over Beca's shoulders, down her arms and across to the waist of her jeans. Chloe maintained eye contact with Beca the whole time and paused when she reached the button of Beca's jeans waiting for further assurance that she could continue, Beca gave her a small nod and Chloe popped the button on Beca's jean effortlessly. Next she took the zipper between her thumb and fore finger going slow so to give Beca time to stop her if she needed to. Once the zipper was all the way down Chloe moved her hands to Beca's waist and was about to start pushing her jeans down when Beca grasped her hands.

"Wait" Beca said and Chloe took a step back thinking she had gone too far. "I think I need to be the one to do it" and Chloe smiled at her and nodded effectively handing back control of the situation to Beca. Beca returned her smile and summoned up all her courage as she placed her thumbs on the inside or her jeans and pushed them down. One down one to go Beca thought as she moved to the waistband of her jocks and without looking at Chloe instead focusing on the ceiling as she slide them down her legs.

Silence.

Complete and utter silence was what Beca was met with and as she looked down at herself making sure she wasn't at attention or anything (which thank god she wasn't) she then hesitantly looked up at Chloe. Chloe stood there with an awe like smile on her face. "Well?" Beca asked a little impatiently. Chloe was snapped out her staring by Beca and could feel herself blushing. As she raised her eyes to look at Beca "your good, its good" she said trying to turn away to hide her blush. Seeing Beca like this was doing things to her, making it very hard for Chloe to be able to think clearly let alone form sentences. "You sure?" Beca said looking between Chloe and herself. "mm hmm" Chloe said trying to get her mind out of the extremely dirty gutter it seemed to be living in. Chloe couldn't help but imagine how much Beca's dick would grow when aroused she also couldn't help wondering if she would be someone that Beca would get hard over.

"Chlo are you ok?" Beca asked "you look a little flushed" Beca said concern evident in her voice. "Do you need some water or anything?" Beca said as she reached a hand out to place it on the redheads shoulder. "No no I'm fine umm…maybe just pull your pants up, your kinda distracting" Chloe said blushing even more.

"Ohh right, yeah of course" Beca said as she pulled her pants back up and did up the zipper and button "sorry".

"Don't apologise" Chloe said taking a seat on Beca's bed. "There's definitely no need to apologise" she said taking as she took sip out of Beca's whiskey glass.

"I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable really I"

"Beca stop" Chloe interrupted "It's ok, really. I'm not uncomfortable. It's just ok so don't freak out but I kinda had a crush on you when you were a freshman" Chloe blurted out looking anywhere but at Beca.

"You had a crush on me?" Beca question "you didn't, as if, your messing with me"

"Why would I be messing with you? And why couldn't I of had a crush on you?"

"Because your Chloe Freaking Beale! You could have any guy or girl that you wanted. Because you're the most beautiful woman that I have ever met. It's completely inconceivable that you would have a crush on me" Beca rambled out turning beet red once she realized what she had just said out load for Chloe to hear.

"You think I'm beautiful?" Chloe questioned shyly. Beca took a seat next to Chloe on the bed and looked into her eyes.

"I think you gorgeous Chlo" Beca said honestly. And then Chloe's lips were on hers, Chloe was kissing her. It took Beca a second to get over her shock but once she had she didn't hesitate to kiss Chloe back. Beca's hand came up to hold Chloe's head at the back or her neck while her tongue ran along her bottom lip seeking entrance into Chloe's mouth. Chloe granted Beca's silent request and couldn't hold back the moan that escaped as soon as their tongues touched. They dueled for dominance both trying to gain the upper hand as their tongues stroked back and forth against each other. They continued to lose themselves in the kiss until oxygen became a problem, as they reluctantly drew away from each other breathing heavily Chloe rested her head against Beca's forehead.

"Wow" she said.

"You're telling me? It should be illegal for you to be that good a kisser" Beca responded with a smile.

"You're not bad yourself Mitchell" Chloe said leaning in again to kiss Beca. They continued their kissing enjoying the time to explore each other's mouth with their tongues and the longer they kissed the more Beca's confidence grew. Just as Beca was about to push Chloe onto her back on the bed they heard the door downstairs slam shut causing the two women to halt in their kissing. "damn it" Beca said the annoyance clearly visible on her face. "Come on, let's go find out how lunch went, we can continue this later" Chloe said as she got up off the bed and straightened her hair.

"We can?" Beca asked looking at Chloe, Chloe just winked as she walked towards the door.

"I'll see you down there Mitchell" she said as she closed the door behind her.

Beca flopped back on the bed bringing her hand to her still tingling lips "Damn Beale"