(Inspired by the episode "The Gun.")
Shoot
I shouldn't have taken the gun… I know that. I just wanted to show it to Margaret. I wanted her to see me with it, to admire it on me, and she did… she did.
Then O'Reilly got in trouble and Pierce and Hunnicutt cornered me, tried to get me to confess. Why didn't I? Could've ended it right there. Could've handed the gun over, made apologies all around… that would've been that.
I don't know why I do the things I do. For attention, admiration, respect. Just anything, I think… anything other than the hatred I get every day.
