A/N: So I want to say thank you for the reviews. I really do take your opinions into consideration and because of that I'm changing the story a bit. I originally had an idea for how I wanted to end it but I have changed it. I just want to make the readers happy. So anyway...review this and let me know what you guys think. Alright? I would love it!
And I promise this all ties together in the end. I know it jumps around a bit and it can be confusing but it'll all make sense in the end. I promise!
Carly finally caught up to Spencer. She grabbed his arm, stopping him from walking away from her anymore. "Spencer, I couldn't tell you. It wasn't my place." She explained hoping he would understand why she did what she did. "I wasn't even sure when I found out about it. But then I saw him and Sam together and I knew it was true. But I didn't feel right telling you. You have to understand that?" She begged him.
Spencer looked at his younger sister. He couldn't stay made at her even if he tried. He opened his mouth. "Who...um..." He cleared his throat. "How old is he?" He asked knowing it was something he had been wondering about since he heard Gibby mention Sam being a mother.
"I'm not sure. I think hes like 6 or something." Carly answered unsure why that even mattered to Spencer. Why was he letting this whole kid thing bother him? Then Carly saw something in Spencers face change and she knew what he was thinking. It was something that never even crossed her mind. "He might be younger. I'm not sure." Carly added quickly.
"I have to leave. I can't be here anymore." Spencer said shaking his head. He felt tears stinging his eyes then. He needed to leave. He needed to get away. He couldn't be around Carly anymore. He couldn't be in the same room as Sam with these thoughts in his head. He didn't know when Sam got pregnant but if Carly was right about Sam's son age...well there was a big chance he was the father. Sam never told him. He couldn't deal with that fact right then. "Please tell Gibby that I'm sorry for leaving early." He said turning sharply on his heels as he tried to think of why Sam hadn't told him.
Seven Years Earlier
Spencer sat still but his foot continued to bounce on the floor with nervousness. He could feel the sweat on his palms. He looked at his watch. The time was slowly dragging by and it was just making him feel sick. He made his decision. He knew that. He accepted that. He heard a knock on the door. "Its open." He called out and waited for it to open. The door opened slowly and a blonde haired girl walked in. Spencer smiled at her, just being around Sam made him instantly feel happier.
"Hey Spencer." She smiled at him. Her smile wasn't as wide as normal but Spencer didn't let it bother him. He had too much to say to her at that moment. "So, what happened with Carly?" She asked. "I tried calling her and she never answered and she never called me back. I'm worried shes going to be angry with for forever." She shook her head. Even though she hadn't spent much time with Carly and they had lost touch it still upset her knowing Carly was angry with her. Carly was the best friend Sam had ever had and she didn't want that to end completely.
"I talked to her." Spencer said as his word organized in his mind and began to roll out his mouth. "Look, Carly said she doesn't want us together." Sam's face instantly dropped. "She said if we stay together, she doesn't want to in our lives anymore. I can't imagine my life without Carly but I can't even think of my life without you in it." Sam looked at him confused. "I can't live without you. I need you in my life, for the rest of my life. I love you Sam,with everything inside of me and I want you to marry. I would love it if you would marry me."
Sam looked at him shocked. She was happy, of course she was happy. She wanted more than anything to marry Spencer. Nothing would make her happier, especially since the day before she went to the doctor. That was the main reason she was so anxious to come here. She wanted to tell Spencer about what she thought. She wasn't sure about the truth yet but she wanted Spencer to be there when she found out. Things were different now though. Sam couldn't let Spencer and Carly stop talking to each other. They were family and would always be family, no matter what. "Spencer, what about Carly?" She asked.
Spencer pressed his lips together. This wasn't the reaction he expected from her. He imagined her jumping for joy and instantly say yes. He never expected a maybe and he definitely didn't see a no coming from her mouth at all. It wasn't even in his mind. "What do you mean?" He asked.
"Spencer, I want to be with you. I do. But Carly is your sister, your family, your blood." Sam said thinking of what could possibly be growing inside her right then. "I can't take Carly away from you and I can't be the reason Carly is mad at you. Its not right." Sam shook her head. "I'm sure if we just wait for a few weeks Carly will be fine, she'll get over it. But we can't just go and get engaged now. Its bad timing." Sam shook her head.
"Are you joking?" Spencer asked confused. "I don't want to wait to see if Carly is okay with it. Shes not what I'm thinking about it. I'm thinking about you and me, us. Don't you understand that?" Spencer asked taking a step away from her.
"Spencer, I don't mean it like that. You know I don't." Sam took a step closer to him but he only backed up further. "Spencer, I love you. You know I do." Sam felt tears in her eyes.
"No, I don't know that, apparently." Spencer said angrily. His voice was louder than he expected it to be but he didn't care at that moment. "Sam, if I can't be with you now then I don't want to be with you later." Spencer shouted. Sam's eyes widened. She was surprised by his voice and by his words. It wasn't how she expected to react. "I can't do that, I deal with the back and forth. I want all or nothing." He demanded.
Sam took a step away from him. "I won't be the reason you and Carly aren't talking." Sam shook her head not knowing if she was truly making the right decision or just a decision that wouldn't leave her feeling guilty. "I'm sorry." Sam turned and walked out.
Spencer stood in his spot, listening to the silence echo around him. He closed his eyes as tears fell out slowly and rolled down his cheeks. He made his decision. He chose Sam over Carly and Sam left him standing there, alone.
Spencer watched his feet as he walked back to his loft. They moved under him faster than normal. He tried to think if Sam seemed more different than. She seemed anxious but he thought she was just worried. Spencer wondered if Sam knew then she was pregnant or if she even suspected it at all. Was it something that came as a surprise to her? Had she even thought about him when she decided to not tell him the truth?
A/N: This is going to affect the end a lot but let me know if you're a Spam or Seddie or Creddie fan. If you had chose just ONE. Please. Just click review & tell me.
