SHOOTING STAR

Our love

AN: Yes, another love story-as usual. It's a little sloppy. I got the inspiration from a Chinese music video. Sorry for the OOC.

Disclaimer: Don't own anything, except for the made up stuff.

Lately, you have not been talking to me. I really wonder why you are so quiet to me nowadays. You really ignore me like I don't exist. I feel very sad. We used to be really good friends from our childhood until when you stopped talking to me. I really don't know why. What did I do to make you so mad? I have a feeling that I'm even afraid to look at you. I feel betrayed. If there is anything that you dislike about me, why can't you just say so rather than to ignore me this way?

Back when we were little, our memory is recalled.

It really hurts my heart. I wonder if you even remember all the good times that we had. Our friendship and memories will fade in the wind if we still continue like this. I can't think about anything. I'm guessing that you hate me and I can't forget that. Even if I think of something fun in the past, it always involved you. What has happened to the boy that I grew up with all these years? Where have you gone off to?

The clouds float in the sky of blueness.

Even though I dry, I don't show it. I cry on the inside. But when I cry on the outside, I don't show it. If people ever see me crying, I just make up some lame excuse. I don't want to make a big fuss out of this. It only involves you and me and I don't want it to involve others.

Yes, you wanted to hold hands with me and walk with me until the end.

I don't feel like talking about this to anyone. But somehow I feel that I have to tell someone. I don't understand you. Why are you doing this to me? Didn't we use to be really good friends? This has already been going on for two weeks. Were you pretending to be my friend all this while? I remember that we swore from childhood that we'll always be friends. But now, the promise is broken.

After that, I'm afraid to lift my head to see my sky fade.

I feel like I'm scared of you now and all alone. I don't even have a clue why but I'm really confused. I've sent some people to talk to you but you still reply," I don't care, I am breaking up with her,"

Those words really hurt my heart but somehow, my feelings are a little different towards you. I am not sure but I feel that it is more that friends. You were always there for me all those years. You were my friend, you were my hero and always there or me. I trusted you deeply with all my heart and I think I'm starting to develop feelings for you.

And from that day, I forgot how to breathe.

Whenever I see you, I feel scared for some reason. I feel scared of getting hurt and crying in public. Nowadays, I don't dare look at you directly as I always send people to talk to you.

These tears, ah, forever not cry, not cry again.

I don't want to cry anymore. I'm sick and tired of it. You are not the boy who I once knew anymore. You are some one cold hearted and a selfish jerk!

Our love, will not come back after it's gone.

What we had will not return. Everything is gone and faded away. It will be hard to get it back. As I sit here in school, starring out of the window, rain drops touch the window. I stare outside. I can't seem to pay attention in class. All I can think about is you.

School's over. I walk outside, holding an umbrella up with one hand. Normally, you would accompany me to walk back from school but for these past few days, I'm all alone. The rain seems to get heavier and heavier.

Up until now I am still waiting silently.

I'm still waiting for you to apologize. I am willing to take you back as a friend even though you don't.

Our love has become your burden.

I'm completely lost in my thoughts. I suddenly trip and fall on the pavement floor beside the road. The muddy water splashes all over me. The letter that is in my hand is still clutched tightly but it's a little soaked. Someone tries to offer me a hand, but I refuse. I get up and run home to clean myself up.

I can never let go of the last warmth that you have gave me.

After I clean myself up, I am about to do my homework but I glance across the street at your house. I see you in your room window. Then I stare at the letter that I'm about to give you but I wonder how will you react after you read my letter. My letter confesses everything to you. I ask someone to go to your doorstep, ring the bell and pass this letter to you. I wait anxiously in my room for a reply or something, but nothing has come. I decide to take a walk. I go out of my house and walk around.

I don't want to ask you if you love me. I want the sky more and I'd rather escape this twisted world.

I really don't. I just want you to be happy. If you are happier without me, I can let you go. I won't force you into a relationship that you don't want. I just want to let you know that I've loved you all these years.

I stand on the pavement of the roadside. I'm guessing that there is no reply from you. You really don't care at all.

Our love will not come back after it's gone. Until now I still wait silently.

I'm still waiting for a reply from you. I wonder if you even read the letter.

Our love has become your burden.

I keep walking down the road. The sun is about to set-nothing special. Just then, across the street, I see you. I turn around and start walking in the opposite direction. Before I know it, you have caught up to me.

"What is it?" I ask.

I can never let go of the last warmth that you gave me.

Without saying a word, you pull me into an embrace. My eyes are wide open in shock. I start to hug you back. I know you have forgiven me for all that I've done. I know you have.

AN: Done and done. R.E.V.I.E.W and tell me what do you think. Thank you.